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Saturday, November 29, 2003?
Type in your name and see what it means
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W -You like your privacy .
X - You never let people tell you what to do .
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone

My real name or...? lol obviously my real name :)
N - You like to work, but you always want a break. Hear tht moM!??!
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards. yes, tru! tho i dunno wad it means.. i fink?
R - You are a social butterfly. bOom behbee..
L - Love is something you deeply believe in. :)
E - You are a very exciting person. lol u dun hafta tell me tht!! lmao!!
L - Love is something you deeply believe in. :)
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Friday, November 28, 2003?
---y0u---
Name?:Lela Ismail
Age?:14
Location?:Ermsh, at home? hahas..
Sex?:Female, behbee
Siblings?:two sibs. age 13 and 9..
Height?:152 cm *proud*
Hair color?:blackk..
Eye color?:brown, bedah
---pers0nal---
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:ermsh, yupp
Whats his/her name?:jonathan taylor thomas.. lmfao!! i wish!!~
Whats one word you could think of to describe them?:hott
Whats the best thing theyve ever done for you?:...
If you dont have a bf/gf, do you want one?:ive already haf one, bedah. lmao, lyk reall!!!~
---fav0rites---
Fav movie?:rundown.. seann williams scott ish hott
Fav person you know?:uhh.. my kuzzie !!!
Fav food and drink?:Pizza and pepsi!!
Fav shirt you own?:class tee? hehehe
Fav place youve been to?:Uuhh.. ermshh. nah. home's still da best.
Fav colors?:oRanGe!!!~
Fav place to be?:my bed..
Fav store?:anyfink which sells chocolates/ice-creams.. lol..? lols!!
Fav tv show?:Are You HoT?!! hehehes.. *drools*
Fav song?:Shake Yer Tail Feather~~~
---prefs---
Pepsi or coke?:pepsi..
Chocolate or vanilla?:choco~
Internet or phone?:internet?
McDonalds or Burger King?:BK~
Eminem or 50 cent?:cant decide.. i lurv 50cent songs.. but eminem's def. cuter...
Make up or no make up?:no make up, bedahh.
Cat or dog?:CAT~~
Spanish or French?:italian.. okie, if i reeli hafta choose, itll b spanish.
Lights on or lights off?:lights on!!! scared of da darkk..
Hungry or full?:rite now? full..
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?:hot chocolate.
---are y0u---
Suicidal?:No.. O_O
Stubborn?:yupps. ^-^
Open-minded?:i gues?
Arrogant?:lol naww.. *guffaws*
Patient?:ahhaha, yeap, thts me!!!
Hyper?:uh huh.. :)
Nice?:i am~ am i?
Happy?:YESH!!~
Depressed?:no!!~
---wh0 d0 y0u want t0---
Fuck?:jtt... *drools*
Kiss?:jtt
Hurt?:noberdie.. okie fine. mayb my sister.
Beat the shit out of?:my sister
Kill?:my sister
Hug?:my catss!! lurv em.
---with the 0pp0site sex---
Favorite eye color on the opposite sex?:grreen. i lurvv green-eyed guys.. lol, not tht im picky..
Hair color?:brown.. darsen matter actually.
Curly or straight?:curly!!!!!~
Tall or short?:darsen matter~~~~
Red hair, blonde hair, brunette or other?:darsen matter..
Pale tan or in the middle?:darsen matter..
---w0uld y0u---
Shave your head for $1000?:hell no.
Cheat on your bf/gf?:hell no.
Eat a bug?:...
Be on fear factor?:cool. why not?
Kill yourself?:and make all of u guys depressed cuz uve lost sum1 so special lyk me?? hell no, behbee..
Cut yourself if you were depressed?:no. lol, hu do u fibnk i am?!?!
Turn goth?:uhh.. lol. nahh..
Dress up as the opposite sex and go out in public as a dare?:lol, okie.. neetime.
---have y0u ever---
Masturbated?:^^
Gone skinny dipping?:lol nupp!!!
Had sex?:o_o *lmao!!!!
Seen the same movie more than 5 times?:waste moneyy, sia.
---y0ur friends---
Who do you rely on most and could trust with anything?:nurOol :) and mumsy tabby :) lurv u both!!!!~
Whos ur best friend of the same sex?:Noratiah :)
Why?:she rawks... i lurv her!!!~
Whos your best friend of the opposite sex?:pictures of my jtt *lmao!!!!!!
Why?:bcuz hes hott? lols!!!!!~
Funniest?:emy :)
Stupidest?:emy :)
Nicest?:uhh.. da nicest. def. mumsy tabbY!!!
Best looking?:err, none.. lmao, kidding!!!!!~ ;)
Craziest?:aspho. nurool.. nana. cant make up my mind.. all 3, crazy assholes..
---Andddd finally---
I gotta go, bye:aww. so sooN?!!!!~

.*.*aLL aBoUt yOu*.*. brought to you by BZOINK!

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, November 27, 2003?
Hie~!! Bad news, mom's gonna gip away late dad's old guitar to my kuzzie hu needs it fer his band.. *wails* Good news, kuzzie says hes gonna lend his acoustic one to me!! oOh WeE~! :) ANd says hes also gonna gimme free tuition!! how coOl is tht? *gettin hysterical* thnx, shafiq!! but thn again, wad am i gonna do wit da guitar? Im not sure how to play thm. i fink ive forgotten da fingerings to 'stand by me'.. *looks sadly at nurOOl*

Went arNd s'pore ytd, attacking all our relatives' houses. actually we haf lyk.. 3 more[or hopefully more] houses to go but it was already 11. So we went back home. DamMit! missed charmed! ive nvr missed one single freakin episode before! urmph.. missed holland v too. talkin abt holland v, my sis reckoned she saw chaun chen on a bike whn she was in da caar on da way home.. and i was lyk O_O !!!!~ But thn again, u cant trust wad my sis says sumtimes.. :) shes fuull of rubbish. lols

ivr nvr noticed this b4 and im gonna feel reeli weirrd sayin it but my sis has a butt. evryone has a butt, wad u tokin abt asshole, ur prollie askin me. lmao!! Some butts r either ... wayy to big and some r... not even therr!! lols! but whn my sis wore this kebaya thingie, fuyOoh!! lols.. [Hope hans' bro wudn stumble into this blogg and see this. lmao!!] I kept whacking her butt wit my bag evry chance i got. lols!!

Been to mumsy tabby's blog. lOl.. she kanna influenced by me!! boy-crazy!! lols.. yea.. i fink its normal. hormones, behbee.. but mumsy aint so sure abt tht. ahahhas. well, i fink its scary, all these starin at boys and starfs [last nite while was in da car, we passed this basketball court and there were lotsa topless guys playin basketball!!! i was lyk, lol wth??!] cuz.. its scary la!! u noe wad i mean.. but of course, ther r limits :) Well just hafta learn to control ourselves..

1. List five things you'd like to accomplish by the end of the year.
a. I'm guessing by the end of the year you mean, by New Year's Eve ? Well, can't do much in just a month. I want to.. finish all my skool assignments :)
b. Get my books fer next yr and start revising...
c. Master the art of 'keepin my mouth shut' :)
d. Buy all da neccessary starfs fer skool next yr asap
e. Be much more nicer towards my sibs :)

2. List five people you've lost contact with that you'd like to hear from again.
a. Amy, my best budd!! wher r u??!!
b. My uncle in canada hus wife recently gaf birth [okie, not recently.. lol..]. i wanna see my lil cousin!!
c. Harun, my cousin's bf. hes coOl.. i heard frm cousin he bought a bike.. alrite!!
d. Amy, again.. :)
e. *blush* This old old fren-became-crush frm former skool.. haiyoo, wher r u?!! lol

3. List five things you'd like to learn how to do.
a. First thing in da list; play guitarr!!!~
b. Solve math problems faster.. :)
c. How to publish my own bookk
d. concentrate better
e. lol get my mom off my back whn it cums to mopping/sweeping da floor.. shes always lyk, 'u miss a spot, la bedahh..' [yupp, now my mom starts using tht bedah word..]

4. List five things you'd do if you won the lottery (no limit).
a. Hehe.. pay my phone bill. not tht its sumfink u worry abt... *eye twitches* lmao!!
b. Help out the family, most definitely.. pay off the mortgage, our debts, and give a lot to mom so she can do whatever the hell she wants to do to the house..
c. I'd buy a 3rd world country and fucking spoil all the poor people there.
d. Hand each homeless person a million dollar bill.
e. Hide da remainder ffrm my sibs.

5. List five things you do that help you relax.
a. SLEEP.
b. Listen to sentimental, slow music.. :)
c. Watch my cats sleep.. aww, they r shOo cute!
d. Stare out da wndow
e. And finally, just sit on corner and daydreamm :)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Wednesday, November 26, 2003?
hello! new layout!!! da person hu creates this is da same person hu created tomwelling layout i had previously. hehehes.. its not finished yett, as u can see.. yea. ahhahas. ermsh, gonna do it later cuz im goin out later, behbee!! collect mahneyh, la deyy.. lols. or so thts how dart says it.
made french toasts lela's style for mom just now.. just in case she gets hungry. cuz ytd, mom got hungry and got me to run down buy sum starfs to eat! told her to eat wadeva's in da kitchen but instead she said she urged fer sum indian foods. yupp, so cuz i dearly love my mom and i just promised to her id do wadeva she wanted me to do, i ran down to da nearest kedai mamak. yupp, me wit my baju rayer wit my nenek's slippers..
mom's unbelievable... she mystify me! okie doKk. gtg now!! hehehs.. buh buaiz!!~

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

?
Quiz Me
shawty was
a Lonely Dancer
in a past life.

Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me


A lonely dancer? Moi? *blinks dumbly*

SUmFiNK hiLAriOuS tO SHAre WiT yOu gUys.. =)) Not cOrnY, i fiNk iT's fArnIe.. lOls

It's Saturday morning and John's just about to set off on a
round of golf when he realizes that he forgot to tell his
wife that the guy who fixes the washing machine is coming
around at noon. So John heads back to the clubhouse and phones
home.

"Hello?" says a little girl's voice.

"Hi, honey, it's Daddy," says John. "Is Mommy near the phone?"

"No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Fred."

After a brief pause, John says, "But you haven't got an Uncle
Fred, honey!"

"Yes, I do, and he's upstairs in the bedroom with Mommy!"

"Okay, then. Here's what I want you do. Put down the phone,
run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout in to
Mommy and Uncle Fred that my car's just pulled up outside
the house."

"Okay, Daddy!" A few minutes later, the little girl comes
back to the phone. "Well, I did what you said, Daddy."

"And what happened?"

"Well, Mommy jumped out of bed and ran around screaming, then
she tripped over the rug and went out the front window and
now she's all dead."

"Oh, my God! What about Uncle Fred?"

"He jumped out of bed too, and he was all scared, and he
jumped out the back window into the swimming pool. But he
must have forgot that last week you took out all the water to
clean it, so he hit the bottom of the swimming pool and now
he's dead too."

There is a long pause.

"Swimming pool? Is this 555-3097?"

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Monday, November 24, 2003?
hehehes.. lets not waste time [besok raya, bedah!!!]. these shoutouts goin out to u guys:-

AtiQah!!~
Hehehes.. heyy, doll. Well, okie, i admit ive been a pain in da ass but, im jus tryna get even wit ya!!~ lOls, naww, kiddin!! hehehes. Yea, and i apologize fer all my wrongdoings. Ive forgiven u fer UR wrongdoings, which includes, annoying me, annoying me again, annoying me summore, pissin me, pissin me again, pissin me summore.. Hhehees. if u weren one of my bes bud, id already hate u. hehehs. oh well, frenz foreva. hapi hari raya!!

Hanif!!~
Man, aku bnyk dosa ngan kau, bedah!! lOls.. sorry if i pissed u last nite, pesterin u to gimme eaten sia's addie and starf. U noe, u got me pretty taken aback whn u said tht im usin u to get to noe him. i feel so baAad!! and now tht ive fink abt it, i gues, technically i am using u. *punch self* FORGIVE ME, hans!! =)) ive forgiven u, tho uve nvr got me mad.. hehees. well, ive always said ur frenz r all cute and starf. but i suppose its only fair if i say this; Camat ali laya!!~

NurOol~!!
*west-side* BEdAh!! Ive forgiven u already! but abt da ohm thingie, ill hafta fink abt it furst. lOls, kidding!!!~ lOls.. haf i ever make u mad, sish? cuz if i haf, i reeli wanna say im sorry. SOrry cuz ther were moments whn u needed sumone and i wasn ther.. sorry cuz sumtimes whn u tried callin me, id either b sleeping, uhh, sleeping and... sleeping. hehehes.. sorry cuz sumtimes i reply ur letters late.. aww, man.. sorry if ive eva disappoint u!!!~ lol, me guitar pro? lOls.. ive got a loOng way to go!! hehehes.. unlyk u! uve got sumfink goin on in u. thnx fer all ur advices. ill nvr forget u!!!~ camat ali laya, sish..

Rusydi!~
lOls.. now aint tht feel weird. ahhahahs. sighh. well. i dun rmb makin u mad.. wad can i say, ya? ive been nice.. lmao!!~ howeva, im sorry if ive disappoint u in sum way or another. uve nvr got me mad, tho. at least not yet.. Well, i suck at this kindarf starf, hahahs, so lets keep it short and neat [lyk me!! short and neaat!! lol, snap out of it, shawty..]. I wanna shay, shamat hali layerr.. and maaf zhaher and batenn.. kirrim salam ur sisters, ya?? =))

Therr! Ive donee!! hehehes.. mission accomplished. ahhahas. feel better now. suddenly i feel so innocent and starf.. ahhaahas.. oh well =)) to da rest of u guys hus celebratin hari raya besok, SELAMAT HARY RAYA, dawgs and dolls!! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!! HAHhahas.. and yea, sorry din blog last nite. lazy, bedah! been bz also. surprisingly, i helped out at home a wee bit. cleaned up my room, which was shitty. literally.. no i dun mean thers shit.. lol wth. din sleep last nite, not even a wink! I gues, wad, im just excited? lols, i dunno. ahahhas.. well, this was wad happened ytd:

Da whOle family slept thru da alarm clock. either tht, or ther wasn any. since our family clock is as old as my nenek. antique, u! hahahhas! so we all fast w/o sahur.. famished, doKk. lols! but we survived. =)) Did a poem last nite. dunno wads gotten into me, ive been havin one of those poet's block nowsaday. i mean, nowadays. lOls. ahhahas.. oh yea, cudn sleep, i checked out if ther was any snacks.. lucky me, ther were but no milk?!! feelin so frustrated.. so here, i put up one of my convo wit hannan last nite arnd 2am. whneva i tot of it, i just burst out laughin my ass orf... we crapped lyk shits.
me: ive got cookies but no milk. how convenient!!
him: your insulting the culture of eating cookies!
me: dun remind me! call da cookie police and let em lock me up in a cellar or sumfink..
him: relax. my sister baked some pechan cookies. its cool
me: mann.. u got ne milk to spare? im starin so helplessly at these cookies i haf now. and mayb sum of ur sis' pechan cookies will def. do me sum good.
him: thru handphones? i dun fink so
me: u cant possibly slip cookies and milk in an envelope, can u?
him: no. mayb u cud pay me a visit for hari raya. ha!
me: lol, yea. abt time u ask fer my forgiveness. ha!
him: remind me to apologize to u whn u get here
me: ill remind u to pack me boxes of cookies so i can bring home.. and milk too, just in case..
him: haha! suree..

zZzsnorezZz

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, November 22, 2003?
im sleepy.. and its only wahh, 8.45 pm. as soon as i reached home frm open hse, i did my prayers and snOoree.. zZzz zZzz... And i was up again cuz is was buka and i was famished, behbee. i ate lyka pig todae. thn had a bad tummyache. had my prayers and turned on da comp so hurr i am, behbee.. blogging. cuz im gonna sleep in early today. so tired!!~ As im duin this, im chewing sweets we got frm lim. hehehes.. i took a handful.. plus 3 more.. not to worry cuz thers still a whole shit more. lim wants to keep it for sec one orientation. gasak kau la, lim-ah. lols.. all da sweet wrappers evrywher, behbee. mom's so gonna kill me.. ouchiee!! my jaw hurts cuz i chew too much. da sweets r so damn hard, man!! ANyway!!~ Open Hse was a dragg!! Boring! Dart, u shldn haf cum!!~ lOls.. but i guess, yea, lets face it, guys. we'r talkin abt PEirCe hurr. not sum cOol skOol. Peirce is def. not a brand.. *embarrassed* Did lotsa staring today.. At boys, in particular. I can gip u a whole list of em, behbee!! Sighh.. today is a memorable day op my life. mayb bcuz today we've finally get to meet dart fart!~ lOls.. feel bad cuz we abandoned u. Shy le.. and we had our booth to attend.. sigh. =)) Showed Mumsy Tabby hu Ethan is. Hehehes.. But she finks summie is cuter. Naww, i fink Se'ah is cuter!!~ [Went home wit Aqilah, twins' elder sis, and got her to tell me starfs abt ethan.. she told me evryone in class called him 'Se'ah' cuz his last name is seah. lOls, cutee!!! Se'ah!!~ Lernt tht hes a vain lil thing and lyks to call girls names lyk, 'darling, sugar, honey' and all those.. dearmy sighh...] Caught redhanded fer drooling at him.. Was lyk, 'ahhh.. ethan ethan. damn ur hott' and all of a sudden he turned. Stared summore, noticed this lil cute mole on his rite cheek and thn quickly looked away!!~ He has a mole! How cute. And wads freaky is tht ernest finks hes cute too! lOls.. he was lyk, 'ethan very handsome whaard.. obs last time, got one gurl asked for his no.' *jealous* lOls, naww kidding. Rite, enuff abt Ethan or Ernest!!~ lOls.. not gonna bore u guys. lOls!!~ Today is also da day we got boy-lucky.. lOls. *giggles madly* First, ermsh... omg kenneth, tht musibat. lOls.. AaRgH!~ Got me to paint a dragon on his arm. Riiitee.. endded up duin one of my designs, which he wasn reeli satisfied. Sheesh.. sum boys sure suck big time. but he has a coOl hair, behbee. lOls.. My other boy-customer, sharul.. i hadto hold my breath while painting his arm. not tht he stinks.. but he just smelt of cigar. Blargh. Hahahs.. But at least he aint lyk kenneth!!~ urmph.. Uhh. Oh yea, how can i forget.. Ther were these 3 boys frm outside skool hu came over and they r sOo cute!!~ They r so cOol as to let us take a pic of them.. It was lyk this; da 3 boys were sitting on da bench and we 3 were just opposite thm, farrr opposite them. Aspho put her camera on da table, tryin to get da boys in da cam frame [??] while i was da one tellin her whn da boys aint lookin so she cud adjust la. Nana? She dah blah, cuz she was pretty embarrassed and starf. So, yea. I was lookin at them.. aspho was practically hiding. lOls!!~ Thn all of a sudden, da cutest one wit white shirt, started moving closer to his frens, u noe, as in to pose [not anyfink else, ok!! i noe wad u finkin!! lOls!!]. And they were lyk [LmaO!!!]. i was goin lyk, 'omg.. did they noe we r takin their pic?' Thn da cute one did a peace sign [AT ME, BEHBEE!! Dun jealous, aspho. lmfao!!!]. And i was 0_0 thn regained composure and PEACE back at him. It WAS sOo cOol!! Thn da second time, they got us to cum closer!! Aper lagi, aspho grabbed her cam and made her way! I din move. I stayed my ground. Yuupp, i was da cOol one, as usual. lmao!!!~ *rOlls on da flOor lyk crazy* Nana, hu din wanna get involved at da first place, suddenly was ther wit aspho, gigglin lyk shit. lOls!!~ , and after they took the boys pic, we were allin love wit them already!! it wAs sOoo cOol!! Tried to take ernest's pic. but cudn.. took ethan's.. *screams and drops dead on da floor* ... *gets up again* Se'ah looks lyk hannan from da back view, if hannan keeps his hair longer. lOls.. Naw, hannan's cuter. Se'ah just has this CoOl look and im lurvin it, behbee!!~ Took damien's pic. *screams!!!* I was teachin nana how to make ketupat whn he walked past. and this fren of his [hu was in our booth, for wad i haf no clue.. lOlss!] and this fren of his got a sweet from our 'witch's brew' thingie and tossed it to him. And we 3 were lyk, 'this is our chance!!' Lols.. Pretended to get crossed at him.. but nana was lyk, 'nvm,take take..' lOls!! And damien FACED US and was lyk.. oh no, i cant describe it. he's just sOo cuTe!!~ lOls!!~ Hans, if ur readin this, hurs a warning fer u ; get ur mouse and close this window. cuz da whole entry's gonna b abt BOYS.. lOls!! Okiee. thn.. sighh. Nana managed to do a ketupat!~ Shes fast. lOls.. i was slow.. mayb bcuz my gramps was slow in teaching me. lOls, whoops.. hehehhes.. Thn we packed and went home. aspho and nana were in da loo. i was wit zhao han in da canteen whn ethan was ther!!~ OoOH WeEe! pretended to b reeli interested wit wher zhao han lived, so i cud stay ther longer. lOls!!~ i fink ethan noes.. lOls.. cuz he was lyk, lookin and starfs. lOl. let him look. let him noe i fink hes hott! lOlss!!~ Hehehhs! *punch self* Im goin insane.. AT da bus stop, ernest was ther.. this fren called him a faggot.. lOls!! And i smsed him 'hello, faggot..' and he replied, 'haha.. u sitting in da bus stop ar?' But, bummer, his bus came and.. sighh.. lOls. Heyy, im not sleepy anymore!!!~ Uhh.. yay? Sigh.. oh yea, b4 we left, we got this thingies wher we lyk wish evryone happy berhari raya [lols, wth?]. And aspho wrote 'merry hari raya', i wrote 'camat ali laya'. and nana? lOls, she wrote am essay, dawg!!~ lmfao!! So i guess, open hse aint tht draggy. lOls.. watched waterboys.. japanese guys r cute. Lmao!! Okie, shawty! Snap out of it!!~~

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, November 20, 2003?
Im GoIN cRazY! *pUnch* I DUn LyK HiM NEeMore *pUnch PUNch* So WHy AM i sO wOrkEd uP abT One SInGle $#!T thIng hE sAId?!!! *PUNCHHhh~~*
It's 11 pm. Online. HE just left msn.. and kindarf got me in a crazy situation. AInT gOnNA tAlk AbT iT! So shuddup. da only ppl hu know abt this is, obviously him [but he dinno wad state he got me into], ME [im da victim hurr!!], mumsy tabby [luv u mumsy!!] and sish nurOol.. So yea!! urmph..
HE said sumfink which got me pretty worked up, sumfink which i dun understand why. since i dun lyk him neemore. Mumsy said im mayb fallin out of love. Which i dun, of coruse. cuz i dunlyk him!! U lyk a guy fer hu he is. so i dun lyk him cuz he got this bad habit.. which i dun mind. cuz its his life. he can watch them as many as he wanna, wad do i care. Yup, so i dun lyk him. But mumsy said im feelin so cuz hes not takin me seriously. WHICH I DUN EXPECT HIM TO. cuz i dun lyk him... =|
Neeway, im happy wit da way we r rite now. cool frenz. laugh alot wit him. =)) Feel good. makes me all jumpy and excited whenver hes on msn. he makes me look forward to tmr.. =)) Then why must he spoit it all by sayin THT?! MAde me all.. uhh, oh no, wad u tryna tell me? gulp.. sighh.. i dunno. I SHld cHill.. but mumsy said its ok to b troubled at times.. im fine wit it. cuz im not always lyk this. =)) im usually controlled, cool and carefree. lOls.. ritee.. lOls!!!~ yay, im laughin again.
Okie.. i haf no idea wad i just crapped. aslda'dlj fhf jkshfakh'L' hf sjdfhajshfwueh jcvkjsvxcnvzvn jshah osdf. but after wad ive just crapped, im feelin better. =)) Ihaf muMSy TABBy tO Thank!! LUv u LOAds, mumsy!! Thnx fer bearing wimme =)) MWacks!!!~!!!!~
tO nurOol.. i hope ud pick da rite choice =)) Or to b honest, dun pick yett. fink thoroughly first b4 u start duin neefink. but its alrite if u pick da 'wrong' choice. cuz ppl learn frm previous relationships and break-ups make one stronger.. hehhehes.. =)) Luv ya..
to noratiah!! u bitch. lOl, naww kidding. Chill, girlfren. Hahhahas, i dun mind u bitch to me abt kate. yea, i understand how u feel. i haf a buncha annoyin frenz too. but they def. do not trip and punch ppl around.. =| lOls. =)) mayb this kate girl needs sumone to tok to? mayb she has a screw loose and needs u to make her realize it. lOlss. I def. dun wanna meet this kate girl. lOl. u handle her urself. but dun b too mean, la. lmao!!~ da pattern on da pillow u told me abt [da elephant sayin cheers big ears] is cute!!~ lOls.. hehehe. good luck wit it. frenx foreva.
lOl. yay!! im me again!!~ *punch punch* *dance arNd* okie doo. hehehes.. i luv life.

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Heyyyaaaa~!! Tok abt creepy but aspho and i were both late fer open house just now.. actually i woke up at 6. thn i guess i fell asleep again. and at 9 nana called and was lyk, 'wtf r u still doin at home?!!' Hehee, sorry bedah nana. lmao!! Anyway!!~ Open House was a blast. Okie. Was exaggerating but i guess it was ok. Cuz ncc booth was just beside us! lOls!! great view of summie and ethan guy. lOls. naw, i din pay attention to summie. much. lOls.. Was lyk =_='' whn da three of us caught ethan and his pals eyeing this pri 6 gurl.. and i mean reeli EYEING!~ Enuff abt boys!!~ lOls. Ermsh.. after da openhouse thingie, stayed back to hang up our banner.. lOls. crapped wit lim. aspho told lim tht nana has da thing fer damien. oOoh!!~ lOls. And later nana seek revenge and told lim aspho usedta lyk *farker....* lOls.. Aspho kicked nana's ass. yea. she did. awwiee. lOls. wth, awie? lOls. i mean as in AwwWw-iee awww whn u got hurt.. shuddup shawty . hahahhas.. nana teased bedah zhao. lOl. and i fink bedah zhao got freaked. lOls.. bedah daryl rawks, man!! lOls. hahahhas. nana accompanied him to da atrium cuz he wanna see sherri. how cute!!~ *giggles madly* Oh wellsh. How cum ther aint no sec 2 ncc guys?! This saturday another open house.. muhd's bdae.. talkin abt bdae, thee gurl's havin hers 7th dec. i wanna cum!!~ but first ive got to deal wit my mommie... my sister's prollie comin to da open house either. Hehehhes.. but we've made a deal not to tok to each other in public.. lOls!!~ hans puttin up hari raya songs. i dun do raya songs much but thers this song i reeli lurv!! gawd noes wads da title but its playin rite now in hans' blog. hehehes!!~

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Wednesday, November 19, 2003?

FAIRY TALE

Once upon a time there has a young GRAVE DIGGER named DART. He was LAUGHING LOUDLY in the SCARY forest when he met CRAPPY HANS, a run-away CLEANER from the HOT Queen NUROOL.

DART could see that CRAPPY HANS was hungry so he reached into his POCKET and give him his LEFTOVER PIZZA. CRAPPY HANS was thankful for DART's PIZZA, so he told DART a very NUTS story about Queen NUROOL's daughter ASPHO. How her mother, the HOT Queen NUROOL, kept her locked away in a TOWER protected by a gigantic LEOPARD, because ASPHO was so LUNATIC.

DART SCREAMED. He vowed to CRAPPY HANS the CLEANER that he would save the LUNATIC ASPHO. He would *PUNCH PUNCH* the LEOPARD, and take ASPHO far away from her eveil mother, the HOT Queen NUROOL, and FRY her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a INSANE FART and CRAPPY HANS the CLEANER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic LEOPARD from his story. HOT Queen NUROOL DANCED out from behind a ROCK and struck DART dead. In the far off TOWER you could hear a "FEED ME!! BWAHHAHHAHAS!!!" .

THE END.

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Okie.. this one is pretty crappy.. heyy, dun blame me!! got this off JuNSHeNg's blog.. lOls..

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gOod mOrning!!~ I had a good nite sleep.. unlyk yesterday. and the day before.. and the day before before.. lOls. serious!! cuz last nite i aint having fer buka. coke has caffaine so yea. drank too much, turned nocturnal. lOls. or mayb bcuz hannan slept pretty early and i got no one to stay up wit. But i gues i hafta thank him fer tht! i slept lyka log, behbee!!~ Was online last nite but nobody was!! how sad =(( Nobody's online rite now either. So am i too early? no way.. its 11.15 am! Hello!! Oh well.. mayb i shld go back to sleep and wake up at 3. ANd probably got mom pretty mad.. She hates it whn i sleep so late and wake up even later.. shed go lyk, 'Anak dara tidor lambat2!! bukannyer nak tolong kemas rumah ke..~ babble babble babble..' I aint gonna translate tht fer u in eng. i dun even noe wad mom meant. And now im on a curfew.. aint gonna talk abt it.No on 2nd tot, mayb i shld. u guysh out ther, just shuddup and bear wimme. if u dun wanna noe, get lost [cheyy!!]. Get lost, sumfink id encourage u to do. Sumfink i wanna do. I wish i can get lost.. How i wish i cud step outta my house and go lyk, 'uhh.. how to get back home?' lOLs thtll b farnie. Mom asked me wad i do on da comp so late at nite .. And i told her la, chatting wit my frenz and stuf, edit my blog and stuf. And she was lyk, 'wad chat?! wad blog!?!' She wudn understand. i dunno how to explain to her either. so i din. And she tot i was hiding sumfink frm her.. sigh. my mom'sjust so weird. thn she started nagging and stuf abt chatting in chatrooms, meetin up strangers.. i aint gonna tell u wad she said cuz its pretty embarrassing. so yea. and i just stood ther, looking stoned [got this word frm hans =))] . Thn rite on cue, the song shut up by BEPs was on air.. oOoh, i just lurv this song. Anyway, enuff abt tht.. =)) Sumfinks wrong wimme.. ive been goin round my frenz' blog and sayin how much.. how much THEY rawk, actually.. im nuts or whad?! its lyk as if.. lyk as if.. i had this wild but tru tot in my head goin lyk, 'ppl dun live forever. for all i noe, im gonna die in a tragic accident of da century tomorrow. or rite now even. sOo.. while im still alive, mayb i shld say wad i wanna say b4 its too late..' Reminds me of wad jingjing said yesterday's holland v. hmmm.. nEEway!! shaun chen is so cute!!!~!!!!!~!!!

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Tuesday, November 18, 2003?
WOke up at 1. lOls.. actually i cud still b sleeping rite now [cuz i din sleep da whole nite] if it wasn fer ernest!! He urged me to go online.. X) Awwsh. of course i cudn. not immediately. i just woke up, ok? so gimme a break!! lOls. so rite now, dear ernie is away sleeping. lOls.. neeway, i put down da 'who shld rule' poll. sigh. its obvious hu shld rule so wads da point putting it up?? lmao!! kidding, kidding.. u guys all rule!! yuppz, u rawk my world !! So now got new poll. plz vote la, kaesh!! previous poll 18 votes. lets make it more, ya? lOls.. guys!! get ur frenz to vote herr!! lOls.. hehehhes.. oh well.. Ur my punching bag, behbee. *punch punch* lemme be urs.. =)) Ive got nuffin more to say herr.. blog again later tonite.. luv u guys!!!~

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Monday, November 17, 2003?
hello again!! sumfinks wrong wimmie! im feeling all excited fer no reason wadsoeva!! high on drugs. now isnt tht creepy? Ur my punching bag *punch punch* *punch summore* Helped hannan wit his taggie. coOl. blog lookin good, dawg. *punch punch* Crappin wit noratiah rite now. she cracks me up.. *punch.. kick* Haf i told u, im goin bonkers? No? Well, im goin bonkers! im goin insane!! im goin crazy!!! *punch.. sings* and im crazy, fer tryna b ur lady.. i fink im goin crazy!!! my lovely sis is singin selamat hari raya in da backgrnd. wassup wit her? *punch punch punch* I fink i needa pee..

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Just came back frm skOol. Sigh. Was pretty tired and sleepy during eldds meeting.. prollie cuz i slept so late last nite! Around 3. Dunno y. reeli cudn sleep !! so smsed hannan [thnx, dawg!!] who cudn sleep either. so we crapped till lyk 3 am? lOl.. nurOol!! i nvr knew u were still wide awake!! shld haf called me or sumfink.. well, not sure wad time exactly i managed to fall asleep. thn at 4.30 am woke up fer sahur.. lOl. hannan smsed me after tht and asked if i had a good nite sleep. lmao.. define good!!! felt so just now cuz not enuff sleep. kept whining 'i wanna go hme!! can i go home!!? Miss Lieeemmm!!!' sigh.. im so glad i dun hafta go skool tmr AGAIN fer el. Neeway, aint fasting.. i haf my rags. but i still wake up fer sahur. so later i wun get hungry and hafta eat in da presence of those fasting peeps.. =)) BUt howeva, got pretty thirsty just now.. sweet old zhao han [thnx dawg!!!!~] bought drink fer me !! not tht i drank it. i mean, ill drink it later la.. not as if i drank it or whard.. [??!!!] OKie. Uh. hung up our el banner. coOl. i fink it lOoks great!! HAhahahss.. Okie. uh. nuffink much happened. i dunno. prolllie cudn sleep again later tonite. sigh.. hannan reckoned we'r nocturnal.. shudders. but i dun even lyk da dark! ehh, nurOol! stop pestering meeEe!!!!~ lOl.. FINE! im gonna stop here.. urmph.. neeway, ive got da lyrics u wanna! so shut up, okie??!!! lOls..

Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up [3x]
Shut it up, just shut up
Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up [3x]
Shut it up, just shut up

[Chorus]
We try to take it slow
But we're still losin control
And we try to make it work
But it still isn't the worst
And I'm craaazzzy
For tryin to be your laaadddy
I think I'm goin crazy

Girl, me and you were just fine (you know)
We wine and dine
Did them things that couples do when in love (you know)
Walks on the beach and stuff (you know)
Things that lovers say and do
I love you boo, I love you too
I miss you a lot, I miss you even more
That's why I flew you out
When we was on tour
But then something got out of hand
You start yellin when I'm with my friends
Even though I had legitimate reasons (bull shit)
You know I have to make them evidence (bull shit)
How could you trust our private lives girl
That's why you don't believe my lies
And quit this lecture

[Chorus]

Why does he know she gotta move so fast
Love is progress if you could make it last
Why is it that you just lose control
Every time you agree on takin it slow
So why does it got to be so damn tough
Cuz fools in lust could never get enough of love
Showin him the love that you be givin
Changing up your livin
For a lovin transistion
Girl lip so much she tryin to get you to listen
Few mad at each other has become our tradition
You yell, I yell, everybody yells
Got neighbors across the street sayin
“Who the hell?!?”
Who the hell?
What the hell's going down?
Too much of the bickering
Kill it with the sound and

[Chorus]

Girl our love is dyin
Why can't you stop tryin
I never been a quitah
But I do deserve betta
Believe me I will do bad
Let's forget the past
And let's start this new plan
Why? Cuz it's the same old routine
And then next week I hear them scream
Girl I know you're tired of the things they say
You're damn right
Cuz I heard them lame dame excuses just yesterday
That was a different thing
No it ain't
That was a different thing
No it ain't
That was a different thing
It was the same damn thing
Same ass excuses
Boy you're usless
Whhoooaaaa

[Chorus]

Stop the talking baby
Or I start walking baby
Is that all there is [repeat]

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Sunday, November 16, 2003?
How do u noe whn a cat feels horny? cuz im scared Nike 'horniness' mite get Anggun pregnant.. ermsh. im tokin abt my CATS herr.. just in case u dunno.. =)) Nike's da male and Anggun da female one. lOl. JUST IN CASE u got mixed up, sumfink i dun wanna cuz.. yea =)) Was online till midnite. after midnite actually.. Peeked at hannan's blog. not bad.. he needs help cuz its aint complete yet. but it seems tht he darsen seem to, u noe, in a hurry to seek fer help.. =)) dude, if ur reading this, i wanna say not to worry cuz thts a good thing.. =)) lOlsh. he asked me wad shawty means.. lol. and i told him la, its a way of giving myself a 'title' so i wun feel so depressed abt myself [fer being only 152cm tall fer a 14 yr old.. lOlsh~]. And oOh wEee, he said, 'haha, u sure noe how to look at things in a different angle!' Was lyk, *blush blush* Lol.. dunno y. just makes me feel reeli good abt myself =)) Neeway, ihaf a date wit summie, i mean, ernest, today at 8. lmao~!! Naw.. actually..: was chattin wit him last nite but not tht long cuz he hadta go and i was lyk, ' dun go!!!' cuz noberdie's online. even if they were, prollie 2 third were 'away'/'busy'/'brb'... and thn he said, 'lol come again tml at 8 and we tok again la'. Awww~! And i was lyk, 'kaesh! its a date!!!' OoOh.. WeEee..~ Last nite fer buka, choked on a fish bone .. aww man. poor shawty. howeva, evryone was eating and noberdie noticed how much i was suffering rite ther, trying to get da bone off which got stuck in my throat~!!!!!!!~ sigh. but im fine now, so u guys dun worry la. hahhaas.. swallowed da bone, prollie cuz after eating a banana.. i felt better.. lOl. weird. *'sings totally off tune'* break me up, show me wadcha got cuz i dun wan No oNe miNUte mAn~~ lOlsh~ Time check 6.20 am.. . oKiE doO. gOod mOrniNg guYsh!!!!~ i wanna go sleep now.. prollie aint going online da whole day.. [chey, lyk reall.. lOlsh~]. these days imma online 10 till 2.. lOlsh. so u guys noe when to find me!!! sighh, Guilty by blue on air.. sigh. Lee Ryan hott, behbee.. sO cuTe.. oh yea, wher was i? yupp.. was bt to go. So byebye!!

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Saturday, November 15, 2003?
'mE aGaiNsT tHe muSic' dedicated to all assholes of da world.. esp. my dearlest aunty aspho.. =))

All my people in the crowd
Grab a partner take it down!

B: It's me against the music
M: Uh uh
B: It's just me
M: And me
B: Yeah
M: C'mon
M: Hey Britney?
B: Are you ready?
M: Uh uh, are you?

B&M: No one cares
B: It's whippin' my hair, it's pullin' my waist
B&M: To hell with stares
B: The sweat is drippin' all over my face
B&M: And no one's there
B: I'm the only one dancin' up in this place
B&M: Tonight I'm here
B: Feel the beat of the drum, gotta get with that bass
B: I'm up against the speaker, tryin' to take on the music
B: It's like a competition, me against the beat
B: I wanna get in a zone, I wanna get in a zone
B: If you really wanna battle, saddle up and get your rhythm
B: Tryin' to hit it, chic-a-taa
B: In a minute I'm a take a you on, I'm a take a you on
Hey, hey, hey

CHORUS

B&M: All my people on the floor
B: Let me see you dance
M: Let me see ya
B&M: All my people wantin´ more
B: Let me see you dance
M: I wanna see ya
B&M: All my people round and round
B: Let me see you dance
M: Let me see ya
B&M: All my people in the crowd
B: Let me see you dance
M: I wanna see ya
B&M: So how would you like a friendly competition
B&M: Let's take on the song
B&M: It's you and me baby, we're the music
B&M: Time to party all night long

B&M: We're almost there
B: I'm feelin' it bad and I can't explain
B&M: My soul is bare
B: My hips are movin' at a rapid pace
B&M: Baby feel it burn
B: From the tip of my toes, runnin' through my veins
B&M: And now's your turn
B: Let me see what you got, don't hesitate
B: I'm up against the speaker, tryin´ to take on the music
B: It's like a competition, me against the beat
B: I wanna get in a zone, I wanna get in a zone
B: If you really wanna battle, saddle up and get your rhythm
B: Tryin´ to hit it, chic-a-taa
B: In a minute I'm a take a you on, I'm a take a you on
Hey, hey, hey

CHORUS – as before

B&M: Get on the floor, baby lose control
B&M: Just work your body and let it go
B&M: If you wanna party, just grab somebody
M: Hey Britney
B&M: We can dance all night long

M: Hey Britney, you say you wanna lose control
M: Come over here I got somethin´ to show ya
M: Sexy lady, I'd rather see you bare your soul
M: If you think you're so hot, better show me what you got
M: All my people in the crowd, let me see you dance
M: C'mon Britney lose control, watch you take it down

B&M: Get on the floor, baby lose control
B&M: Just work your body and let it go
B&M: If you wanna party, just grab somebody
M: Hey Britney
B&M: We can dance all night long

CHORUS – as before

M: All my people in the crowd, let me see you dance
M: C'mon Britney take it down, make the music dance
M: All my people round and round, party all night long
M: C'mon Britney lose control, watch you take it down

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bUh bUAiz ToMmie WeLLie!!lOlsh..
A new blogskin [spent days and hours lookin fer a new blogskin i lyk!!]. A new taggie [frm dEkap.com, so many smilies!!]. A totally new look!!! Like it? hahHAHa.. but i still prefer my dearie tommie wellie bloggie. Oh wellsh. Who knows. i may change my mind.. Tell me wad u fink!! hHAHha.. Neeway, last nite, was surfin fer new blogskin la. and i came across this CoOl one. Ask hAns, he saw it! Grey wit people walkin in da rain for da background.. i lUv it!! but sumhow, da blogspot banner thingo totally ruins it.. sighh.. u guys, if u noe howta get rid of it, pls tell me!! thanks!! cant blog much.. Its gonna rain soon, so yea.. hahHAha.. tell me ur comments, ya. Thankiesh. buh buaiz!!

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Friday, November 14, 2003?
Ooh WeEE, bedah! Havin PIZZA fer buka. How cool is tht, ey? Neeway! EL banner's done! Yay! AHahhaas.. Nana din come tho. HmMm.. Lim said shes gonna gif us a treat, aspho, me, zhao han and crystal.. after fasting month la, durhz. ahahhahs. played wit da paint. painted my finger; red, orange and yellow! reeli nice! lOoks lyk this ice cream.. hmM mMm!! lOls. Not to worry, cuz lim bought turpentine/thinner so da paint cud b washed away. was raining quite heavily and aspho and i hafta wait... crapped in da canteen. laughed so hard i felt lyk wetting myself.. lOls.. i tried on AspHo's adidas shoe and *sniff*sniff* it smelt of cat pee . And i was lyk, 'oh ewww! ur shoe smells of cat pee!!' and hesitated a while 'or is it my socks?' Aspho grabbed her shoe and... yupp.. her shoe smelt of cat pee.. =)) So she got reeli 'excited' and wanted to get home to 'rendam' her shoes. lOlsh!!! SO both of us walked in da rain, crapping all da way frm da canteen to da bus stop, which we normally took lyk 3 mins to walk.. but today was an exception.. We were laughin and joking and crapping. by da time we reached da busstop, aspho had timed, was over 6 mins!!!!~ lOlsh!!!~ It was funny, dawg! Just finkin of it makes me laugh.. Found pair of specs which i reckoned belonged to some bangladesh workers.. lmao!!! OoOh, da smell of fresh, hot pizza.. oOoh bEdAh. ahhahas..


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Had 2 hrs of sleep, u noe! its unbeliavable i cud still make it to el meeting.. Was online frm 10 to 2. vanessa, u need someone to tok to, u noe ill b ther fer u!!! hope ur feelin better, yea? Emy and nurOol were online pretty late.. poor emy.. was feelin 'unlucky'. down wit a baaad flu and had a bad cut frm fallin off da bike . but was pretty shocked to see her in skool just now. Was lyk, 'wahhh.. ur ok already?' But thn she smsed me later and said goin to skool was a BiG mistake.. sigh. emy emy.. hope ur feeling better la, kaesh? ahahhahs.. okie doo.. pizza smell. oOh WeEe.. im goin off now!!! buh buaiz!!

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