you just call out my name
and you know wherever i am
ill come runniing to see you again.
winter, spring, summer or fall
all you gotta do it call.
and ill be there, yea yea yea..
you've got a friend.

ironically..i dont feel like ive been much of a friend lately.

mcfly's rendition of that song rocks(: the music video's really touching and sweet. and danny teared! danny, my mann(: aww..

the more i think about the video and those people who are not as fortunate as us, the more i wanna go there and make a difference. somehow. anyhow. i dont care. just donating your cash to their organisations is not enough. i wanna go there and be there for them and sing for them, "youve got a friend".

okie maybe not sing.

lina suggested a way. "be miss universe lar."

....shes got a point but.. *winces* yea.

ive been trying to study and understand bio for the past 21 hours. but nothing, nothing is getting into my head. so i turned to the television and watched kids central(:

lilo and stitch!!! aaaaahh!!ahaha. you know what, maybe..just maybe if i can get my hands on that $11,00 guitar one day, imma call it stitch. call me fickle, but im sure about one thing: I MUST HAVE IT.

i talked to my old reliable gmum that day. i figured that being an elder, shes experienced and smart and might probably just buy me that guitar..

"how can i get hold on $11,00 in a shortest period of time?" i pretended to ask out loud to myself. knowing my gmum, she would definitely respond.

i was right. she did reponded. but not in a way that i had wanted her to.

"are you in debt!?"

hi there. do i look like that kindar person?

"your friend wants money from you?"

as if id ever give them a $11,00..

"drugs!?"

where is she getting such ideas from!?!?!

"you are in debt!"

the television. definitely. gmum's been acting funny ever since Days of Our Lives stopped showing on tv. that soap drama had been on since i was primary3. she hadnt stopped watching it ever since.

i remembered when my aunt jackie from canada came over with hubbie and son, and learnt that her 70-something year old mother in law watched Days of Our Lives, she said exactly these words to me, "your grandmother and i are going to be the best of friends."

did i tell you my exams just started? yesterday was the first paper. and yea. well. sighh.

after the paper, i had emaths remedial with none other than dennis the menace. i had skipped his remedials twice. so i had no intention of skipping it this time.

it was just the four of us; sriee and i, winnie and songzhi (or chongzhe as mrs jeya calls her..she also calls xianyao 'shianyao' and chengxi 'chengzhe' and..lets just say she mixes up all our names.) how pathetic.

it was 2 and i was dying to go home already. then mr goh said he had to go to some meeting and said he would be back at 3. "you all can stay and if you got any questions, ill be at the staff room after 3."

the four of us nodded our heads and mr goh left, blinded by the brightness of the halos on top of our heads.

3 seconds had passed after he left the classroom.. i jumped up, literally, knocking the halo off my head. "im outta here~"

sigh such attitude. its no wonder i always phunk for maths.

ahha.. 'phunk'. thats a new way of saying it.

*squeals* no no no no..dont phunk wimma heaart~ wonder if i take you home. wudchu still be in lurv, behbee.. in lurrv behbee..~~

the weirdest thing just happened today..

i was at popular, browsing through some assessment books when this guy suddenly got up beside me and.. yea, just stood there.

when i told this to sriee, who was at that time at the other corner of popular, she screamed, "was he cute?"

well..... no. in fact, he's actually physically disabled. he could walk and all but he didn't look like teenage boys our age. you get my drift??

it was supa uncomfortable. it wasn't like he was doing anything anyway. it seemed like he was looking at me and i was right. he was.

the intensity of his stare was agonizing. as much i wanted to ignore him i couldn't, thinking he was just being really rude. so i glanced up from my book uncertainly at him. he said hi.

i said hi back. and he started asking and i started answering.. then he said bye and left. i guessed he was just being friendly.

then i noticed him talking to his other girl.. the girl saw me and she waved. i smiled. she approached me. i smiled again.

"that was nice that you talked to him," she said. "most people our age when they see a disabled boy like my friend that one, will probably run away..thinking he siao."

i just stared at her and finally asked, "people do that?"

"yea one.. they treat disabled or retarded people like as if they were dirt when actually they are no different to them lor. correct?"

why was she telling me this? "well, then. they suck," i said instead.

"and you rock," she then said.

the whole thing was really puzzling but ironically you had no idea how that made my day.

(:

right. ive been dropping by thomson plaza for 3 times in a row. and friends think im there to get assessment books.

riiiiiiiiiiiiiiight.

come on. there's so many populars in singapore. theres one near my home. so it cant possibly be that, right?

right. (meaning, correct.)

im there because of riley.

hahahahhahaha ive names for the guitar for which im not even sure i would get!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fiiiiiiiiinally. ive plucked (no puns intended) courage and stepped inside yamaha, picked up a guitar and actually played a chord or two.

C chord had never sound so good. nylon strings. cool.

ive always wanted to do that. but everytime i was there before, there would be someone there and i wouldnt' dare.......... shy la.

i thought there was no one at that point of time so i continued. honestly it felt like it was just me and the guitar. then i heard someone said, "why stand? sit down and play.."

so i did. on the floor. and froze midair. who said that!?

haha no laa.. but i was really surprised i almost knocked him off with the guitar.

next thing the guy showed me different genres on the guitar(: jazz, tango, latin, reggae, classics, you name it. it was so cool!! ((((: how he do it!?!

and then he introduced me to riley.

the guitar of my dreams........ siiiiiiiiiigh. red and black. wood of perfect quality. importantly, just right for my size......

when he held it up and handed it to me, i was.. i was.... speechless. captivated. mesmerized. i sat down and positioned it on my lap.

i felt it.

it felt good, baby. i played a bit of mcfly its all about you. then i found myself wanting to run off with the guitar. riley, i mean.

i checked the price and screamed wwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!???????????

the guy had a hard time prying riley from my fingers.

when i got home today, i was telling my mom, "just now i went yamaha" (and she yelled, 'what?! again!?' but i ignored her) "and i saw this guitar and its the coolest and it has nylon strings instead so you wont hear me complaining about how my fingertips hurt........"

and she had to remind me that just yesterday i was preaching to her about 'saving money and not wasting them on fast food or unnecessary stuff'.

(im sure i didn't mention 'unnecessary stuff' though.)

how can you call it 'wasting' if you're getting something that you know its gonna be worth it.

okie fine. maybe a $11,00 guitar is really too much.

)':

i guess the guitar of my dreams will literally be in my dreams.

but ive got other things to worry about now. sigh. like my malay paper this friday.. !!!!

muhd was real cute just now!! eldwen was caught asleep by cikku...again. then muhd took this chance to interrogate eldwen. in english. i dont know about you but i find that really amusing because

eldwen is frigging indonesian he understands malay but the way muhd was speaking to him it was as though he was from another realm.

so yea he was saying, "eldwen. why you like to sleep in class? what time you sleep everyday?" and all those questions. and he had this expression on his face which showed that he was really innocently curious and deadly determined to solve the mystery of sleepy eldwen.

so interesting how guys can be.

booya!! (:

just so you know, its not that im desserting my blog. i would never do that! blogspot is almost like my life, my own little sanctuary, my own little space..

but because mid years are just around the corner, throwing little pieces of thingies at me when im not looking, ive no choice.. so im going to be like on a hiatus..

almost like. because im still gonna make an effort to drop by and post a little something once a while..once a week. at least once a week.

thats a promise from me to.. myself. i blog for me, just so you know. not because my friends want me to. im nobody interesting. and im not complaining(:

wow so many things happened this week(:

i hate not being able to blog.. irgh. now my mind's like in chaos because im trying to remember everything at the same time..

kindar like while i was doing my emaths vectors and transformation test this morning........

i loove sriee's camera!!

meya, sriee and i had lunch after school at macs and we took lots of pics. not of ourselves. anything but ourselves...... go figure.

meya started spelling out names with leftover fries. i spelt my name with chili sauce. gross? i say innovative, creative and plain fun. (:

just 2 days ago, sriee and i were at delifrance after school..and i started cutting up the sliced tomatoes of my tuna sandwich. i spelt out his initials(: it was a piece of art. im proud of me~

yesterday.. nabila, meya, nana and i stayed back to do some emaths. basketballers were watching some video in mr koh's homeroom so we ended up mugging at the bench outside the chem lab....

stupid place to mug, if you ask me. id say the canteen would be the best place.. so what if its noisy? at least chances of your bursting your eardrums would be one in a zillion.......

uhhuh..we were directly beneath the freaking school bell! everytime it rang, it scared the daylights out of us and we never fail to go, "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!"

maths make me mad. that, an understatement. tsk.

i think we laughed more than we studied(:

mrs o showed us our oral marks. but i dont know how much ive scored because all the names and digits looked the same to me from where im sittiing in class........... all i know is that the highest scorer is hannan. and i havent mentioned that he 'overpowered' me in malay oral as well.

how did he do it?

never ever underestimate supraman.

aaahha lina got stung by a jellyfish while kayaking (:

that day after lunch, sriee and i 'got drunk' and ended up inside yamaha at tp.. that place is like heaven.. gosh, you seen those guitars in display!?!?!?! gorgeous.

so are the prices.

sriee went bonkers over the trumpets while i drooled all over those pretty guitars. we went home, promising to get one for the other on our birthdays respectively.

talk about birthdays.. it's lolenzo's today(:

miss korh was testing us on alkanes, alkenes and alcohols because we had a test coming up next.. she seemed impressed with our class..but complimented mrs jeya instead..... "not bad what mrs jeya," she said and we protested, "we studied these ourselves lor!!" which is true, okie.

(:

oh how can i forget.. last sunday, salmia and i went over twins' house.. and we 'studied' ahahha.....

syahira told me amy's back in singapore. i was delirious. "AMy!?!?!?! really!?!?!?! omigosh ive missed her so much!!!!!!!!!!!! how did you find out?"

"rahila told us. i think she got through her via.. uh whats that called? oh. friendster."

friendster. friendster. i used to gag and pfft when i hear that word.

that night i searched friendster and got to amy's profile. amelia diane dass. omigawd its really her. IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!

i wish she'd know how much ive missed her..

(:

i dont wanna stop!!!!!!!!!!! but i gotta end it here for now. -pouts. chem textbook is calling for me..

quote of the day:
me: "cant they summarise it and make our lives less a bitch? its so wordy."
mr koh: "thats why it's called a textbook."

ha-ha-ha.

boo ya!! ahhaha. ive missed doing this.. ahha. staring at this initially empty post, recalling the things that had happened, and let my creative juices flow as i fill this space up.

correction: let my remaining creative juices flow, that is.

biology flow charts and history mindmaps require lots of them, just so you know. heheh im so proud of myself! ive started revision!! ((: ive a good feeling about this.

dont let me let me down..... -prays hard-.

yes all these days ive been pretty busy. with work, mind you! (: have i mentioned im so proud of myself!?!?!?!?

so what happened this week.........

mondayy... i had a physics retest i didnt knew about. had it in the lab. without mr chan's presence.....

so you could guess, we were all walking about and checking out one another's answers. haha. but still, all of us had that feeling that there would be a re retest anyway.....

wait. i blogged monday already, hadn't i???? ahha.

tuesdaaay..... uhh. i remembered playing frisbee during pe. i remembered ryan going, "wahh. smooth one. why malays throw very smoothly like that? do they practise at home using plates?"

i can throw but i cant catch for nuts. hahhaha. there was once it was coming my way but instead of jumping and snatching it off the air, i just watched it flew over me.

mrs yau was severely amused.. while she complimented those others who played well, she said to me, "aiyah. you are... you should have jumped!! it would have been a good catch! tsk!!"

my response: "uh. im sorry?"

the next day when mrs yau took me for oral, i said the same thing, "uh. im sorry?" every time she prompted me and i wanted to buy time. ahha.

my oral went okay i guess. the reading was screwed big time though~ irrgh. in the middle of picture discussion, mrs yau's phone started to ring.

ahha yayness. i was hoping she had 2 or 3 more phones in her bag... ahha. cant blame a girl for hoping.

picture discussion went ay-okay. conversation was crazy!!! she asked me about an event that happened on a street and i answered totally out of the question. which wasnt even half true.

thing was, she could even sat there and listened to my whole story, nodding her head once a while.. before going, "is that an event? i wanted an event.."

"...............(and the fullstop goes on).. oh. of course!!!!"

other than tthat, i think it was peachy. -prays hard-.

thursday..bumped into shing just before i left school. huggies!!! (: and she said, "study hard ar!" and i was like, "you betcha your ass i will....."

...i pity her ass. fancy betting on the ass. tsk. aaaahha.

mr koh is funny. ahahha. i like him. ryan is funny. i like her. they are always exchanging witty remarks.. hahha. and everytime ryan said something amusing to him, he would look at me going, "your friend is it?" and i would look back with a cbs (cant be stuffed) look.

quoting this from mr kelwin koh: response to suhandy's stupid question.. "forgive him. he's indonesian."

ive got a better one. "forgive him. he's suhandy."

hahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahaha~~

its getting late. damn. im so much more to say!!!! thats why i hate not blogging.. tskk.

ill continue again tomorrow. i promise. for you guys' sake. haha. (tsk.. it takes you all 6 days to bug me to update. 6 days!!)

later, world.

boo ya! c(:

ive got an sms from some guy named ___.. and it was funny how it al started:

"hi ya. my name is ___."
"uh hello."
"mind intro?"
"mind telling me where you get my number?"
"...from a bus. i think."
"bloody hell! which bus?"
"132."

somehow something tells me hes a guy from my school.. and i was right. woo hoo. just what i needed now isnt it....

ive got better things to worry about. like: how on earth did my number end up carved on a 132 bus seat!?

lina reckoned i have enemies. haha. very funny. haha.

so far i havent offended anyone.. not intensionally. pfft. but what do they care, huh. yea. cant please everyone huh. huh. haha. hahha.

lelaa? enemies???? youve gotta be kidding! im one of the few nicest asshole being that ive ever come across!! id loved me if i were you. aha.

talk about ego(: but hey. if you dont love yourself, whos gonna?? :D

teachers never admit they're wrong, do they... during emaths just now, wilson ow had corrected mr dennie g for like about three tiimes while he was 'teaching'.

yea i know. teachers are humans too. they make mistakes. but 3 times? and today wasnt the first time. when wilson corrected him, he said something like, "you correct my mistakes, do you correct yours during exams?"

i was like..dude...you dont need to worry about that now, you need to worry about you.

then again, who am i to judge? :D mr goh gives us something to laugh at while waiting for our buses(((:

nana wanted me to 'coach' her in emaths but she was absent. tsk..wonder what happened?

as soon as i reached the stop, it started to pour. like, phew. ahah. dont wanna get my handsome shoes all wet now.

haha. fat hope. it did get wet. realy wet. argh. and this is just monday.

syid and i were at the bus stop, staring at the rain and then something caught my eye. 3 motorists stopped in front of the stop, rushed to the shelter and started to change.

hahahha it was like all instantaneous and simultaneous. hahahhaha.. and syncronized too, in a wayy. they got out their little raincoats and wore them. thing was, the 3 of them weren't like from the same sort of circle of friends if you get what im saying.

it was fun to watch.

okie..so it was weird to watch.

i was famished. i pitied lina, who was waiting for me since.. i dont' know when? ahha. but i was famished.. i could eat syid if i wanted to.

then next thing i knew he was there. he got caught in the rain and he was a little wet and you know how i like guys in the rain.

...........................

over sharing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway yea. immediately, i lost my appetite. not in a good way. never in a good way!!!!

we got up the same bus. but didnt drop of the same stop. thank god? so why do i feel a little.. disappointed?

it was raining like crazy raining.. lina and i were stranded. tried to think of the shortest possible route. but the rain was really heavy.

we had lunch then studied a bit.. saw yun weng!! (((: former classmate slash groupmate slash best guyfriend.

primary schools were fun because nobody cares whether you're a malay or chinese or indian, particularly whether you're a girl or boy. everyone befriends everyone.

i still remembered yunweng and i used to talk about wwf and pokemon (hahaha those were the daaays!). then he fell for my bestfriend.

not that i was jealous but things got awkward after that. strange. i never really thought of it as awkward until now that ive mentioned it...

i told you; primary schools, we were all so innocent, so clueless.

well. i was.

what im totally clueless now is how my number ended up in the bus~~

aha. heyloo! heh. showtiime..

i was approaching the stop at school. dicky and rasheedi were there and suddenly rasheedi exclaimed in my direction, "hurry la dey. we waiting for you, you know!"

........ instant blank look. he couldn't be talking to me. i turned around. hannan was behind. of course. didnt realized he was behind all along. and he didn't even say hi? what, shy!? hurhur.

i went to umeya's house yesterday.. after my amaths test which was.. sigh. hated myself for not practising logarithms enough..

when it comes to advising and 'driving people to succeed', im at it. but i dont even heed my own advice that i gave them!

i waited for meya and nana at meya's busstop.. they were at j8 or something.. and right, i saw this real hot ass guy pushing this whellchair bound lady. he left her at the busstop because he had to go somewhere, i guess. so he left the lady right there..

i stared at the lady (actually at the hot ass guy). the lady stared back. her mouth opened and seemed like she was talking.

i had my dicsman blasting my eardrums so, yea. i could hear nothing. except from the music la, that is. i thought not only the lady was 'immobilized', she was also a little screw loose. i mean, talking to herself and all.

turned out she was calling me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because she started waving her arms really frantically.

so i panicked. i ran to her, asking what's wrong?

if that lady could talked vulgar and in english, she would probably say, "i was trying to get your bloody attention but no! naturally you would rather look at some hot ass guy and not an old lady in need!"

like she said, 'naturally'!!!

she wanted me to help her to her house. that means i had to..push the wheelchair. i was reluctant at first. not that i was this heartless little faggot but really, this was for her own good.

in the supermarket, and im pushing the trolley: the words 'accident-prone' is practically written all over me.

what more a wheelchair!?!?!?

i guess i suck at maneurvering (sp?) things..... when i was little, my dad took me to this miniature car racing...place. ahha yea. my dad and i ended up crying: i hit the curb/kerb for the nth time and ruined the car and my dad had to pay for the damage.

ohwells!! nobody's perfect!!!! back to that unabled lady.

i couldnt just leave that lady there. so i said a prayer and yea, agreed to help. gawd, she was heavy for a small skinny lady, even with a limb lost. okie. i dont mean that in a rude way or anything. er.

she was giving me directions but wasnt really coherent. so she started screaming and people thought i was abusing her!!!!

then my phone rang. umeya!!!

it was so absurb, you know.. there i was, with an unabled lady in wheelchair in a middle of a pathway. and i suddenly stopped and picked up my phone and had a small argument with nana and that lady had to wait for me. gosh!!

lets just thank gawd it wasnt a slope.

when i was done, i apologized to the lady. that was when she decided to say, "its okie. forget it. ill get someone else to help me."

i was so stumped/bumped/schmumped!

but yea. oh well. i tried.

in meya's house, i studied a bit of history while nana did her f&n.. i soo cannot study in a house. i ended up having a little nap session on her sofa in the living room. i woke up when i heard someone opening the locks. ..meya's mommm.

we got home at around 6.30pm..ahhaha. meya: "bye na, bye la. lelaa kecik..so cute!! so small.. ahha. so shorrrt!!!! i wanner eat you up if i could!!" her mom: "tsk!! umairaah, just because you're big......" me: "hey im cool with it. aaahah."

and i am!! alright? peace.

todaayyyy... treated atiqah coke float. and myself mcflurry. hadnt had one for ages. heh. and we talked and reminisced((((: aaaaaaaahha.

i was reminded by that weird, gross dream i had. oh. my. gosh. ahha. sh.

tomorrow's sports day. didn't have that.. feeling. you know? you don't.

i don't wanna go. but i wanna. because it would be th last sports day in peirce for me. hopefully. in fact, im determined to not absent myself this whole year.. wanna live the remaining days i have in this school to the fullest.

yea.

(: ohh its so pretty outside. i wish i have a digi cam!!! you dont see this everyday, you know!! orange sky((((((((: sigh. its just so pretty!!!!!!!! (: His creation..

describe a moment when you felt really good about yourself.. somehow you know you've done something worthwhile, not necessarily something big, but it matters alot to you...

okie maybe it's just my passion to make a difference in someone--anyone's--life. so lending a helping hand or a listening ear or maybe share an advice etc makes me feel really good about myself.

especially when that someone takes my words seriously(: and they thank me sincerely for it.

its not like i do things and expect a thank you note or anything in return. i don't care, really. but when that someone thanked me, it gives me a sense of satisfaction. knowing that ive done my part, and done it well.

(:

i was really excruciatingly glad he gave my words some thoughts. and saying that it 'really helps' makes me even more.. wow. you know that feeling like you've just saved the world from a major alien invasion. dont ask me how. aha.

looking forward to see some changes. come on, hannan, dont let me down.

-prays-.

malay prelim oral was crazy)): i was on the verge of breaking down when dicky peeped from the door into the class and called me.

so soon!?! no!! can't be!! dont wanna go!! nanaa dont make me!!

sriee ended up going ahead of me instead. thanks. heh. but turned out the more i stayed in the class waiting for my turn, the more agonizing it was. you. have. no. idea.

next i was reading the passage outside the class, waiting for sriee to finish. when she did, i just couldn't get my butt out of the chair. eldwen was peeping from behind already. wow talk about excited.

i sat down, greeted, realized i should have greeted first but irgh. the reading was a can-do. cikku m was scribbling something, hidden behind this file. i took this opportunity to mumble a little prayer, preparing myself for the convo.

i had never ever not look forward to conversations with anyone before. i stress: NOT.

ooohh i wanna cry.

sigh.

wanna know something?

..nah. forget it. its just nothing.

yea well im sorry if i havent been blogging regularly like i have always been and should. ...(if you're waiting for an explanation, you can keep on waiting because there ain't any.)

my mind's a whirlpool of emotion. don't know what i'm feeling. so many things that need my attention. but cant attend to them all. im no supergirl you know.

yes of course you do. im anything but supergirl.

ive been doing so many things for other people sometimes i forgot about myself.

this week had been really hectic. but i had my fair share of fun too(: like that tuesday with sriee at macs. we spent two freaking hours there just chilling out.

it was fun because there was no distraction whatsover. away from cranky teachers and surprise tests and wackie friends etc. no need to cry over that tricky differentiation question or how the nervous system works.

just no worries. we just sat and talked and laughed and laughed like there's no tomorrow. i went home full and feeling so.. dare i say contented?

it's really just the small things in life like having fun lunching with your buddy (who knows 1000001 ways to make you laugh) that can make you go, 'life's fucking great'.

call me insane but a bus journey makes me feel that way!! (: like, everything in life is going your way... your way home.

as a matter of fact, life is like a bus journey. never know who's going to board the bus with you, who's going to align.. but wherever the bus brings you, you'll know in the end there's always a place you can go. your home.

and that, is spontaneous and original((: if you've come across a quote like that, its purely coincidential. im just saying what i feel.

wednesday: got back my physics results and i was really crushed. that bad??? the malay workshop thingie after school at bowen secondary didn't helped.

yea it was informative and helpful. but a waste of time. half of the crap the lecturer was saying, cikku m had already told us in class.

i spent most of my time there doodling and stoning. i started sketching hannan who was in front of me but he couldnt keep still. my sketched dicky ended up looking like a girl.

dicky really needs to cut his hair. if not at least spike it up or give it a messy ruffled just got out of bed look. yea.

hahahahhahahah lelaa giving hair tips.

couldn't recall what really happened on thursday.. just that miss vivian tan complimented me((: or was that the day before..? i don't know but she did(: and she was all wide smile and i wide smiled back at her. sriee almost choked. hahha.

assembly was really interesting. but sad that the mic the speaker was using was hopeless.. something about your conscious..

i still dont see how a fork and spoon had anything to do with it.

after assembly, sriee and i had physics remedial with 14 others. i was dreading it at first. but i realized i needed it. and if i didn't change my attitude towards this whole thing, i won't never improve.

nana thought i had ditched her because i suddenly disappeared after assembly. i, who risked dennis goh calling my mother for not attending his remedial on friday just to be with her and ali, ditched her??

that would be the last thing i would do. correction: the first thing i wouldn't do. ditch my friends, i mean. not without a reason.

like today.. sorry i couldnt come over, aliii.. my gmum's not speaking to me for no apparent reasons...probably because of last night. my reaching home almost 9..

recess yesterday. ali told me everythiiing. and she started crying before she could even finish. if only comforting ali could be as easy as demanding tissues from liling, i would have done it.

i thuuuuck..

emaths.. jackass goh pissed me off. as if i wasnt feeling bad enough already. sriee and i was practically the first to run out of his class.

it was obvious he was trying to look for us to remind us to attend his remedial that day after school. but we avoided his eye and turned away, whistling and pretending as if he didn't exist. stephanie was looking and laughing and ruined the whole thing. goh spotted us. dang.

but who cares. we didn't go anyway. i was hoping he wouldn't call my mother like he called hannan's. i was shocked when hannan texted me asking for emaths homework. i was like, dude..why do you care??

even nana skipped her summary test yesterday. so she, ali and i went starbucks or i mean, starbooks at tp. but this time, nana didn't treat us. ahahha. hm.

bloody hell. $5.10 for a mocha frappucino? didn't realize it was that expensive. what, im saying money okie!!

but i don't think i can get a new guitar anytime soon anyway..):

alii opened up and yea.... the last time, they had wanted me to say something because i was silent the whole time. so this time i said somethign and nana told me to shut up.

ohkaye. that hurt a bit.

we met twins(who was late as alwaaays!!!) at lido. watched eye 10. even before the movie started, i was already freaking out. just beside syahira, there was this freeakingly pale looking lady in winter clothes. really, she was really wrapped up.. and she was just staring straight ahead. and no one occupied the 3 seats next to her.

i looked at syahira who looked back at me. and syahida was like beckoning her sister to sit closer to us and as far away from that pale lady as possible.

the beginning of the movie was scary. i hated it. when the ghost stuck out her tongue and started lashing it at those monks' faces and baldie heads, i just screamed and screamed and screamed. thank god for the popcorn box. i had it over my face throughout that whole scene.

then the scene changed. people having fun yada yada. i relaxed a bit and yea. the rest of the story wasn't that bad.. scary but not that. because it had funny bits here and there(:

like when the bookseller sold the 10 encounter book to the actor at 500 bahts, he said, "do not turn to the last page or misfortune to come upon you!!!"

but he did anyway. turned out it was just the real price of the book. which was much cheaper than what he actually paid for. the guy was like, 'that bastard!' haha.

i looove the scene where those friends mistook one of the guy's mother as a ghost. the four of them started screaming and screaming and the guy stood up and sardinely said, "ma, what you doing?"

and the scene where they called for the hungry ghhosts by hitting bowls with chopsticks. it was hilarious. those fellas were funny!! especially the one named ted. he broke his bowl and hit his teeth instead.

he was the same guy who got possessed and started breakdancing.. people started cheering and when he started walking up the ceiling, they freaked out (very bad acting here..) and ran for their lives.

the ghosts were humourously scary though. especially the one that crawled out out of nowhere.. and when the ghosts opened and shut their mouths everytime the bowls broke. and the floating saliva-dripping one.

man, i can go on forever.

the ending was tragic. there. watch it for yourselves. eye sepuloh. aha.

after the movie, got home with the twins. they walked me home(: hahhahahha so sweet. we got up 169..reminded me one of the scenes where the girl saw this ball rolling in between the seats. and the next thign rolled was a head.

i called elena my assholic sister to tell her i was on my way.....
"who's that?" she had asked.
".."
"hellO!?"
"oei! im on my way la." i assumed she recognized my voice.
"i cant hear you! can you speak up?"

ive heard of this before. in fact, daniel ong and grace chua played the same prank on a caller just this morning. april fool remember?

she was going on forever, even though i told her i knew she heard me and that i wasnt born yesterday. "hey, can you speak up? asshole.. ive no time for this. childish.. hello!!!!"

i passed the phone to syahira and she was like lamely saying in creepy voice, "i see dead people. they are everywhere." and syahida let out an evil laughter. i laughed myself insane.

i miss them!

they walked me till i reached my gate but refused to come in because they terrified of cats like im terrified of freaky ghosts with lashy tongue. whether or not are they scared of our breaths or our farts.

there was my friday.

mom is screaming bursting my eardrums.. i knew she knew i got home at 9. yea i got her permission but she didn't like it anyway. at the same time, she knows she cannot and has no control over my life.

i love that shes not even trying to. just that the problem now is my gmum..

*burp*

ahha just had friees and a big mac(((: now im feeling mcfull and a little mccrazy. aha. later.