I'd give anything to be going back to damned Peirce tomorrow morning. And have proper lessons and all..

I promise I won't doze off during Chemistry and I swear I will never make fun of Dennis Goh behind his back!!

You know? I think I write too much. Hahha. So maybe I should take it down a notch. Yeh. That sounds like a great idea. Not very promising but I can try.

Last night my whole house was on fiiire.

Figuratively speaking, that is. Ehehheh. I had relatives over for break fast. 4 freaking families under one roof! Can you imagine that!?(: The noise and all. So much love.

Good thing living with your grandpar, huh.

I'm off. Later, world.


Early in the morning already got SC 'gathering'. Hahhaha. But it has nothing to do with the VP so it was awright la. Ahahha.

You know? I used to think Mr N being our VP is bad. But looking at the bright side? Thank goodness he ain't our P!

But ar, even our P is beginning to piss me off. Trust him to spoil my day by catching me with my shirt untucked. Sriee reckoned it was a gesture showing that he was going to miss us. Puh-lease? I can liiive without it just fine.

Okie. Bad Lela. That wa's the last day of school for 2004. I should shut up.

Okie. You think I'm crazy, starting my entry sounding nasty. But I think I'm crazy, starting the entry talking about teachers. I should talk about anything but teachers.

Went back to class after the short 'gathering'. Then kanna scolded by Lee Loo for not greeting her when we entered the classroom.

Right okie. Shut up about teachers already(:

Ken and Yuwen seemed pretty surprised when they found out I never gamble before in my little cosy life(: And to them that seemed like a bad thing. Hahhaa.

So they taught me and Sriee how to gamble. Muahahahha. But we didn't la. Fasting okiee. Anyway, gambling is baad. We played poker and all those sort of games without using cashh.

I won like 4 times a row? Even though I wasn't sure what I was doing. Hahahha. Okie la. Maybe because Mr Yee helped me? Hahhahaha. Yeh! He, like, rocks, okie. Hahha. And there was once where I told him to kind of get lost because I wanted to play it on my own. I lost that round hahahhahaha.

Then they played Bluff. Again I was clueless. Hahha. But it was fun watching them bluff each other and try to get away with it. Hahahhaha.

Almost wanted to join in but I realized, bluffing is a sin. Hahaha. And I'm fasting!? Hahhaa. Like since when I follow the rules anyway. Hahhaha.

Then Miss K took over. Yada-yada.. Hahah they were still playing, determined to finish the game and see who's the champion. Hehh. But they paused once a while, helped to give out back exam scripts and all.. Hahaha.

Then when Miss K weren't looking, they got together around my table and played. Wahha. Rabakz(:

Managed to catch their tensed/sinister expression in my phone. Obviously oblivious. And obviously would have kill me if they had found out(: Not camera friendly. Gahha look who's talking(:

In the end, Ken won the game(: Not because she's awesome at bluffing, but because she didn't bluff!? Hahhahaha. Sakura did most of the bluffing((: And Novi did most of the guessing and accusing.

Miss K bought rags to clean the desks with. How dumb. The idea of cleaning the desks and all. It is the last day. So what if the desks are dirty?? Cleaning should be done first day of school instead. Logically.

Anyway. Not that it helped. Because it just made my desk dirtier. And glitterier.. \: Hahha. Go figure.

Got back our report books and our class photos. I improved! If you look at my aggregate(not that I'm going to let you, just want to tell you.. hahha), I improved. Not impressively. But just improved. Hahh.

But my percentage went down by 0.2..? Hahha.

Ah! 3E1 class photo, 2004. Wahahhahaha. I think it's nice. Everyone looks nice.. It would be nicer if Suhandy hadn't been missing in action. Because I feel he's what made us 3E1(:

So. After school.. paid Madam Yeong a visit(: Then Sriee and I hang out for a while before heading off. Then kanna stopped by our P. Sebokk jer. Geeez.

Stayed at the bus stop a while longer, listening to Sriee grumble. "2 months! Lela! 2 months without seeing him!" Hahha. Relax. But inside I was also going, "2 months! Omg!"

Then came along Asila and sidekick Hidayah(: Takleh dudok diam ar, Asila. Hahahha. Gunduu ass. Ahhaha. Refused to have their picture taken. But I did anyway. EHehhe. When they got off to board the bus. Hahha. Butts! Haha. Jangan maraaah(:

I was so not cool just now ): Potter guy was there and Asila and friend were like, making my life very difficult. Ha ha ha. Ha. So not cool. So not cooool.

So. Yeh. 163 eventually came. Boarded that bus. Okie. He stepped on my shoes. Three times.!? Consecutively! Luckily he apologized. Luckily I didn't lose my balance like I always do.

I can't make up my mind if that was a good or a bad thing. Or if it's nothing at all. I mean, so what? People step on people's shoes all the time. Right?

But that bus was not even crowded. Or maybe I was taking my time and he got impatient? But he didn't have to step on my shoes and nearly make me fall and break my jaw and make me miserable. He could have call me a bitch and tell me to move aside.

Then I'll have something to hate him for.

I asked what Sriee thinks but she didn't really give me a definite answer. She did say that "we looked almost like we were going to fall". Uh. Huh.

I don't mind if she said it was a bad thing. Because then, at least it's better than nothing. It may be bad. But it's something. So it's good.

It's like publicity. Any sort of publicity is goood publicity. AHha. Ha. ha..

Damn. Cindy boarded that bus as well. And as soon as she saw me, she went like, "Lale(yes she called me Lale). You racist right?" And like, this cheena aunty in front of me just turned round and gave me a stare.

Okie. Forget that I said "any sort of publicity is goood publicity".

Sriee and I went to Taopayoh library, in case you were wondering. It wasn't my idea, okie!! You think I wanted to go there because I know he lives nearby. Wrong-o! That was something else.

That was like a bonus(:

Then met up Nabz and NJ at the library there(: Ehehhehehe. Spending time in the library has never been so much more fun(((:

Picked a corner and chilled out there. Browsed through magazines. And there was this picture of Gareth Gates looking as hot as ever. And I snapped it. It looked almost real((: Almost. Because it had this stupid heading which ruined everything. Or else it would seem like I took his picture for real. You know.

Then there was this picture of another guy, which Nabz went insanely crazy for. But because her phone went dead on her and couldn't keep the guy's picture, she made everyone else around her insane.

So she ended up tearing the page of the mag(:

Then Sriee found a page of this guy named Jeremy Sumpter. And she went insane as well. So Nabz tore the page for her and that relaxed her alot.

But they didn't realized, all those while, there was a stupid camera right above them.

NJ and I didn't noticed that as well(: Hahahhahah. But you should have seen the look on Nabz and Sriee's faces!!! Hi la rious!!!!!

Then there was an announcement made.. even though it had nothing to do with us or what just happened, we still got our asses out of there(: Hahhahahah.

Changed corners. Hahha. Went to the other level and made some noises there hahha. But at least there are better books there(:

Braper banyak 'there' la.

NJ was in a dilemma. Hahahha. She picked tons of books but in the end put them all aside and practically begged us to get something nice for her. We did(: We threw in every single book that caught our eye and lied to her the same thing, "This book is good."

Sriee one meeean thing, I tell you. She introduced to her this book. Said she read it before. And NJ asked what it was about and she said, "It's about this baby who was born in this hospital but it's all for free."

... I'd be lying if I said I didn't believe her. Because I did. And I was dumb. Because apparently she just made that up, just because the title of the book is called "Born Free."

I don't know if you guys get it. Maybe you don't. Damn. Because it was super funny..

Nabz read Malay novels(: She actually does.

We messed up the shelves. It was all messy. Books which weren't supposed to be there, were there. hahaha it was like as if we were making our nest!!! Hahahhahahha. Daaamn.

"2 months without seeing him. Lela! Help me!!! I'm going to miss him." Nabz just wouldn't shut up. And that always came out from nowhere. And then when she started saying that, it just reminded Sriee of her same fate, and added in to the commotion.

I was not any different myself(:

"Right. You were in the same bus as himmm lagi aderr!" True. But it wasn't really.. that nice. Stepping on shoes is not nice.

We got kicked out. Uh huh. By this stupid librarian. I've always hated librarians(: hahahha. Mood spoilers. Okie she didn't really kicked us out. But I bet she would love to. Like we would love to kick hers.

Yeh now looking back I guess we did make tooo much unnecessary noises.

We got our books and then got out of there. Drizzling a little. Yerhh. Then got up 88. It were just us. And a couple other passengers but who cares. We rocked the bus.

Then I went like, "Eh. Tell me that story you wanted to tell that night during Family Day outside the AVA?" I wouldn't have asked if I had known that it would be a scary story.....

I was laughing at their story at the end even though I freaked out alot. Nabz had this visible horrified look which was not helping.

I'll tell you about the story tomorrow morning. Hahah. I'm stiill freaked /x

Asked Nabz about what she thought la. The whole he-stepped-on-my-handsome-shoes thing. And she thought it was a good thing.

"Unless he purposely go up to you and just step on your shoes. then that's bad."

No! I think that's good!!! Then I can just step on his shoes back and we can continue stepping on each other shoes. Anyway, it's the last day of school so it won't matter. Hahahhahaha.

Sometimes I feel stupid liking him. One because of the obvious: he's 2 years younger. Two because he's not my type because he's err.. 2 years younger. Ahah. It's the age thing. And three because I hear plenty of not-good stuffs about him..?

But I shouldn't believe it. Because I don't know him at all. And also I shouldn't NOT believe it. Because, well simple, I don't know him at all.

Funny huh.

So I showed Momma my report book. She didn't say anything. She didn't nag. She just stared at it and then put it aside. Ohhkaayy. You see, the thing is momma's not the type who gets mad. She's the type who gets.. sad.

And that's just bad.

Because if she's sad, it makes me feel super guilty. At least when she's angry, I won't feel as guilty.

Bulls.

Later, world.


At least somewhere during December. Or November? Tomorrow!? Ahahha. I'm not so sure because when Sakura announced it, I got really really really super excited, I wasn't really really really listening.

All that was going on in my head was, "Omg omg. Chengz getting married!?"

Yes. Chengz. Mr Cheng S(something) Kim. My beloved Maths teachers, 2003. The greatest teacher, the friendliest most sweetass teacher in Peirce. The only la, actually.. Gahahahh. Getting married!

And he invited every single kid in 2E1'o3, the greatest class, the friendliest most sweetass class in Peirce. Last year. Ahahha. I sooo can't wait.

What am I going to wear!? Ahhh!

Wonder when will be Miss Lim's turn!? Hahhahahahah.

I want Nelly albums...!!! Okie. Totally unrelated. But really. I want Nelly albums. It's kind of too late to ask from Dicky now is it.

Don't want la. Shy. He has been lending me his Nellyville like 4 times already last year? Now I should buy my own albums and lend it to him. Unless he already bought them la(: He's one big Nelly fan.

Went to school with Nabz. Then halfway met NJ and Sriee. It was drizzling ar. Darn it.

We went back to class. Turned out alot were absent today(: Sakura ain't one of them and we almost celebrated. Hahaha. Times like these, usually she would rather stay at home and fake a migraine or something.

Kids in class were eating some cornflakes stuffs someone made. And they kept offering them to us. Sighh. It was damn sweet of them, really(: But.. it was almost irritating la. Hahahha. Fasting la.

Only Sakura wasn't. And she was happily enjoying herself(:

Temperature taking.. Mrs Sng said instead of putting it in the mouth, Muslims should put it under the armpit. Hahahahah. Geez. It's not like we gonna swallow the damn thermometer sehh. Whaat only, Sng..

It was English. Obviously Mrs O didn't teach. Hahaha. We were all doing our own thing(most of the kids went downstairs to clean up the Art Room) and Mrs O, being the cool teacher she is, approached the 3 of us and started chatting(:

She's really nice. I truly look up to her. I don't know why. She's just super nice. Never mind the fact that she loves to nag at us(: But that just shows that she cares, right?

Ermm. Recess.... wahsehh. Someone drank Milo in front of us sehhh! Ehehehehheh.

Almost chilled out with Hannan in the atrium. He was alone, stoning. And it was really like so poor thing. Where's his homieees!? Hahahhaha. But he is a big boy, what. Anyway. Sriee just wouldn't shut up.......

Went back to class. Most kids were in the hall for some OBS briefing. Just a few of us.

Then Sadako joined us. Pfft. She sardinely walked into my class and practically yelling on top of her lungs, "Lela. You and Hannan stead is it!?"

I was like, "Omg. What makes you think that!?" And then Sakura was looking pretty.. panicky and jumpy all of a sudden. Then she frantically tried to shut her evil twin up.

Apparently not working because it just made Sadako even more excited and determined. Somehow. Asked me how long it has been and when I told her we did not stead whatsoever, she was like, "He's too good looking for you?"

And I almost wished there was a sudden earthquake and the ground would split and swallow Sadako whole.

To make it worst, when Hannan returned, she even had the guts to ask him!! Oh. The humiliation.

Why is Sadako so mean. She did this to me before.. She got up to Ethan Seah, and pointing to me she said to him, "Ey. This girl likes you."

But it was all cool after she apologized to me. At least Sakura did, on the behalf of her crazy stupid twin. Hahha. Then we started playing Stress using Joan Seow's poker cards(:

The last time I played Stress and had serious fun was back in my primary school days. Hahhaha. I was one hell of a playerr. Muahhahaha. I was against Rahila and we made so much noise, Mr Seah(no relation to Ethan Seah, though hahahhahaha) kicked us out of the class.

We continued to play along the coridor(:

I beat the Twinz hands down. Hahhahaha.

But Sadako couldn't shut up!! She kept looking at Hannan and then back at me and giving me her stupid grin. I wish she could stop it because it was super awkward lorhhh! It's like saying you're making out with your brother(ehehhehehheheheh.. -looks at Aspho).

I know Twinz are leaving and all, and they're going to miss teasing me and stuff and probably today was the last time they gonna make me look like an ass.... but not this way. Don't make me glad that you're leaving, Twinz!!!!

Because I'm not):

Sadako's welcome to leave though(: But not Sakuraaa!!!

NJ and Shahina dropped by(: Hahha. Woohoo. Managed to kick Sadako out. Hahha.

Did Shahina. Some flower thingie on the back of her palm. Super distorted I tell you. Hahhahahha. But Shahina reckoned it's awright.. considering she couldn't even achieve a simple dot using the henna(:

Then it was Meiyee. And then the next thing I knew, everyone wanted me to do it on them. Especially Cindy. From the other corner of the room, she was like, "LELAAAA! I want hennaaa!"

When I told her to blah, she said I was racist. Heh. Look who's talking. Hahahhahaha. Nar. Cindy Ang rocks!!!(: She's definitely NOT a racist.

She like, has a special notebook and in it are Malay words she learnt from us(: She even has a couple of Tamil words. Pretty cool(:

I did about.. well, alot. My hand was aching like crazyyy!!! Explains how my right arm gets all muscular than the other arm. Hahha. Really. You have nooo idea.

I pity Joan. Hahhahah. Almost all the girls in class have got henna done by me except her): She was a little too late ar. Hahhahah. Anyway, it's finishing so. Feel bad ar. Hahha.

Daphne rocks! Hahhaha. She requested a really simple design(: Valencia's one daaamn cheem. Hahhahahahha. I thought I was going to destroy her arm but in the end, I think it looked awright((:

Everyone of them went home happpyyy. I guess.

Should have brought my phone and took pictures of my masterpieces.

Saw the rabbit I saw couple of days ago with Aspho today after school(: Hahhahaha. Like everyone freaked out, thinking it was a cat. And, get this, I was with Twinz, Sriee, NJ and Nabz and all those 5 of them are terrified of caats!!!

Oh! And Sriee's uncle a freaken Spanish!!! So cool(:

Ahhah. Them girls packed Sriee and me a box of cornflakes goodies to break our fast with((: How sweet is that!? 3E1 rockkks.


I'm forcing myself to blog. Because if I going to wait tomorrow (it's already tomorrow actually...), I might forget some stuffs.

I know I shouldn't have let Gayass Ernest make me tell him the Family Day deets. Now it's like I'm blogging twice.

Oh before I start. New layout!! Ehehhehe. I love it. I'm going to stick to this till like forever(: Tom Welling rules. Meisy is so jealous now. Wahahhaha.

Credits to Vanessa((: She truly rocks, doesn't she?(((:

Family Day at the beginning was draggy la. But then after that it got better. So much better.

Let's talk about my stall(: Ehhehe. We were using 4E1's classroom, shared by 3E4(some sort of nails manicure I think?) and 3e2(hair stuffs..).

No customers at first so we did on each other. Novi did a spunky job on the back of my neck.. Or I was told to believe......

I wanted henna on the back of my neck. Peace sign would be nice. But. -whispers. Cannot trust these guys with the henna stuff. LOL. Joke!! (: Not.

Hannan came for a while. Popped by. Gave us a winning smile. And he was gone. Texted him later, said he was at home and I hated him for not taking me along. ..... Oh. Hold it. That didn't sound quite right. Shit.

I made some cool friends(: Ehehhe. This 1A2 guy. The shortie. Hahhaha. Sooo cute.

And Wanqin. One of the 3E4 girls doing the nails. Hahha. She's something. She's my real first customer(not counting that little girl because that was easy haha).

She was my challenge. Because unlike the rest, she didn't know what she wanted. Or so she said. When I asked if she liked dragons, she said no and she wanted something more ladylike.

I laughed at her face. Kindar. Nervously. Ladylike? You mean like flowers and hearts and err.. butterflies?

Nana noticed my panic face and she was questioning me, whether I knew what I was doing. Did I look like I am doing anything anyway?

No. I was just staring at Wanqin staring at me. I was like, err. And she was like, okieee. But definitely not okie.

I asked if she liked those glitter stuffs. Those are err.. ladylike. You know. Glitter and stuff. Said she wanted henna; designs that you draw on the palms.

Then she held out her palm. I stared at her hand some more. Well. For someone who does nails, she sure doesn't have very impressive fingernails herself. Mine's so much koolier.

Inside I was like, this is it I suck. Biiig time. I realized so many of them were staring at me, expecting me to pick up the henna stuff and do my thaang.

Nana especially. She's got terrifying eyes. You know? If you look at it in a different way.....

Then some friend pulled Wanqin away.. Yay. But she came back later on that day. This time I came prepared(: I showed her the Henna Guidebook thingie. Ahah. She couldn't make up her mind. So I made up her mind for her.

I still did that palm thing she wanted. And I think it turned out just fine(: Only that the flower part? I did my own twirly designs..... Oh well. She thinks it's totally wikid. So that's good(:

Audrey wanted a web on her elbow. I pretended I didn't notice her presence. Mean. But I don't want her going home with weird stuff on her elbow. Weird stuff is my attempt at drawing cool webs.

And I definitely don't want her running after me with a knife! (Have you seen her pic in friendster!? The one she posing with a knife and a very crazy crazy look.. Wikid.)

Skip skip.

Watched Talentime. A little bit of pieces here and there though. Because Norine was always calling me back and said she needed help and stuff. Sigh. Running here and there. Walking back and forth.

I'm terrible(: I made Norine deal with female customers while I did the males. LOL!!!!! Eheh joke(((: Kindar. That shortie I mentioned? Ahh! Hahhahaha. I did him!

I wish. I did for his friend though. The glittery stuffs. Which I sucked at. Because I knew nuts about it. Ahahh. But yeh. I did for him.. while the shortie observed.

So. Then. I asked them what class they were from. Of course I knew. But. Yeh(:

Shortie said 1E1. I thought I got the wrong person. No. Then I said, "Don't bluff ar" which sounded so suspicious, I bet. Ahah.

Shortie sooooo cute. Hahhahaha. Sucha puny little.. thing. Ahha. His friend like not happy with me like that. Gahahahh. Sorry.

Skip skip.

Ahh. Shing rocks. Didn't thought I would see her there(:

I did one for Nana and it had my name on it as well. She insisted. -shrugs. Nana rocks la(: Sriee had one by me as well. But she didn't want my name. LOL. Sriee doesn't rock. Ahahha. Joke.

Errr......

Didn't go Horror House. Blah.

Skip skip(actually I forgot. hahahha. stm!!)

Nana, Sriee and I buka-ed in school. Kind of. We just had a drink. And we went home.

Lied. Haha. Nana did went home though. I waited for Nabs with Sriee who was waiting for Nurul J. But I couldn't leave Nana to walk home alone. So I accompanied her to the traffic(: Then I walked back to school.

-beeaaaams.

You think I'm nice. But Nana thinks I've nothing better to do. Walking my friend to the bus stop is nothing, huh. Everyone does that now huh. Pfft.

Ahh. I'm such a clumsyass. Making an ass of myself. Tripping over chairs and stuffs and almost running into other people. And those people always tend to be those I'd rather not.. run into.

Things always seem to happen at the wrong time and place.

Didn't really go home after that... The four of us hung out in school. I bought ice cream(: Shing's leftover coupon. Wahhah.

Then we went boy-hunt. Kindar. I can't really see well. It was super dark. Everyone looked the same to me. Ahahhahahah. But Nabz sure had a great time. -winks.

I did too actually(: Nabz and NJ rock. See I didn't mention Sriee. LOL. EHheheheheh.

I had time to do one for Nurul J. WAhahhahaha. And we saw plenty of... plenty of.. Chengz(((: ha

Ah. So I went to schooool just now. Eh what just now. I meant yesterday(: Well. Didn't do much interesting stuff. Did alot of colouring((: which I think drove Miss K half insane because colours are not my thing. Sad ar.

But I love orange((: Orange beautiful colour. I almost colour in orange brownies if Sakura hadn't stop me and made me colour them in black. black brownies + bad drawing = nasty banner = pissed off teacher(: Ah. I've been around alot.

I think the Haunted House thingie is going to be something big. Ahha. Because I didn't put in any help with it.... If I did, you'll have orange ghouls and gross orange blood. Which I didn't say is a bad idea.

Hope you're good at reading between the lines. I'm never good at it. But I've been getting alot of practices so yeh.

Ahahha. Totally unrelated huh.

Vanessaaa! Ehehhe. Tom Welling laaayout pleeeaase! EHhehe. Can't wait. Going to make Meisy real jealous. Muahahhahah.

Aspho and I escaped half an hour early yesterday(: Crazy refugees, I'd called myself. Inspired by Dicky and Akmal. Hahahha. But unlike us, they were really cool and easy like they've been gone through it before and like going, hey I'm going off now see you losers laterr.

Ahhah. I bet Linus saw me. Wahahhah. Hey. Turned out Hannan escaped as well, 10 minutes after us. So. Well. Who wouldn't want toooo!? Hahhaha. Okie sh.

We walked past this rugby guys having training. Mr Wong was there as well and I knew we were dead meat if he asked. But instead he just went hello! I almost went, "That's it? Hello? We're running away and you're saying hello?" Mr Wong rocks.

Okie. Come by 3E1's stall (near that quadriangle place thingie). Ignore others. Come to us. Ceh. Ahhaha no la. This ain't a competition so. Yeh. But you must come my class' stall la(((:

We have cookies and I bet it taste heavenly. Don't be fooled by the banner which says Khailicious. Because it's nothing like Miss Khai(no offence). It may be made by her and some other girls in class, but it's definitely.. erm, taste so much better. Right Sfoe!? I managed to 'steal' one for her.

Ah. That's me. Always doing something nice. Always pleasing the friends.

And and and.. we have Lucky Dip! Tired to explaining what the hell it is but it should be fun. I guess. The prices rock as well. Miss Khai's hand downs. Gahahhahahhah. (read between the liiines!!LOL.)

We have Body Art and Henna Painting. I encourage Body Art. Actually henna is body art. Sigh. I told them, body art and henna are not going to go well together. Because everybody would want cool glitters on them instead of henna which smells.

Yay. Lesser work for me(:

But hey. I can do dragons. I'm good at dragons. I tried doing some lame butterflies and flowers but it turned out retarded. But I'll leave that to Hannan la. Says he wants to do for the girls. Ehehhehehehe.

Take note I don't do those palm designs type of hennas): I can't. Ahahha. I suck at flowers.

Must report to class at 1 today. So. I'll probably get out of my house at exactly 1 o clock(: Erm. Drop by Peirce Secondary la. I don't want today's event to be like last year's Open House which was pathetically sad. Bleargh. But that didn't mean I didn't have any fun((((: Even though we Muslims were fasting as well....

-yells. On the waaay down! And I saw you and you saved me from maaahself.. I won't forget the way you loved meee.. On the waay down.. aaaalmost fell right thruuuu. But I.. held on to youuuu.

I'm alone at home with Linaa. Oh! She has her hair braided like Alicia Keys! It's sooo cool I'm sooo jealous! Hahhaah. But why today ar? Ehehehhe. Ehehehehheheheh. (Read between the liiiines.)

Last day of school will be this Friday): I'm so going to miss everyone!! SObsobb. You know, absence makes the heart grow fonder. Now like I'm in the process of trying to forget .. stuff.. and I have 3 days to do it. Or else. I'm going to be a really nasty girl during the hols.

Hey. Came across last year's entry on the post exams activites((((: 2E1'03 rocks socks.

WhEe!! Lotsa things happened todae!! Kaesh, firstly.. had post-exam activities and stuf. Our players were fine. But the opponent team was better! realli tough players.. Sharul and YY got smacked in the face wit the ball by this 2a2 asshole. Gosh, shld haf seen sharul. his specs just flew off! 2a2 was real... touGh! They played lyk real peirceans. lOlsh, cant believe i said tht X)) But, yea. They were awesome! salmiah was great. lOlsh. She jumped on nuRoOl!! And nurOol was lyk, wad the...???!! They played, we prayed.. they scored, we cheered.. but in the end, we got the fourth position. Yay! 2e1 rox!! lOlsh.. hey, 4th is gOod, okae??! Im so proud of u guysh!! THN had banner wadeva shit. it was fun..? Yupp, evryting's fun whn ur wit ur fav 2e1 peepo!! I din do much.. durhs. lOlsh.. i stole the orange crayon. lOlsh. i luv orange! Oh blardy hell. i FreAkeN StOle orange crayons?!

Gahahhaha. Okie. Orange rocks la.

Are we buka-ing in school? Honestly I don't mind la. The food should be fine((: But I want to get out of schoool and eat. Maybe go home and break my fast there. And then do my prayers and then go sleep. HaHHAHAHHAHA.

Er.

It's 11. Going to go watch some cool cartoons. Hahha. Later, world.


Iryani is right. Blogger is screwed. Ahhah. Everything is screwed la. Such a screwed world. Okie. -deep breathe. Where's the crazy optimistic happy bunny I used to beeee!?

(: Good morning yall. New layout! Wheee.

Ehheh I want to thank those who taggged entry 3 days ago((: Iryanii (relinked youu!!), Jarrod(:, Noraatiah, Asskandaaar and Asilaa(: Thanks guyys. You really truly rock. And I mean it!!! From the bottom of the 4 chambers of my heart.

I wish you could see me say that. That you rock that is. Hahha. Never been any more sincere and demure.. at least I can't recall any same situation. Wahhahha. Joke(:

I'm still debating whether or not I should go school today.. School starts at 1.30pm and that sucks. Because knowing me I'm probably be too lazy to get my ass up and moving. Ahwell.

The sweet ol` side of me reckons I should(: Ken and gang might need extra help with the banner. Hannan definitely needs my help with the henna stuffs because he 'knows nuts about henna painting'. Besides, last night he was like "You haave to be there tomorrow. Okay?"

The more I don't want to. Ehhehhehehe. Joke. Kindar.

Sorry didn't blogg for the past 2 daays. Blogger screwed. Okie that was a lie. I was lazy. Okie another lie. Shit I shouldn't be lying but it comes to me so naturally it almost kills to break that habit(: Wicked but yeh.

Okie. Honestly, everytime I try to blog, or if I've completed an entry and I read it through, I'll go like, "Geez. How geezy." Geezy is like when something makes you go.. geez. Big duh. Ahhaha.

So I end up jamming my finger on the backspace. Actually no la. I just click delete ahha. But I was just trying to.. you know. You don't. It's okie.

Anyway. Yeh. Hmm. That Sunday(: was nice. I'll try to summarize la yerh. Hahah. Momma cooked for the family. It's a big deal because she hardly cooks. Not that she can't. She can and she's nastily good at it. But she reckons she's been cooking since she was as young as me and now she's tired of it. Or she's just lazy.

Lazy. Short word. Yet explains alot.

Momma cooked Sup Tulang. Err. Bone Soup? Soup bone? Hahah. It's tasty. That's all you got to know(:

Yesterday. School was just school. Minus boring lessons in boring classrooms with lame chairs and tables and minus cranky Maths teachers(: Ahhah no offence(: Plus seeing alot of Mr. Wong which was awright la.

3E1 is merging with 3E4 for the Horror House crap. Ahahhah. At first we didn't agree because we bitches hate them bitches. Ahha joke. But yeh we didn't agree. But we did merged in the end. -shrugs.

We thought there would be Talentime in the hall but there wasn't. Shucks. Looking forward to see Kenneth perform. Gahahhah. Instead we watched some ads and there was Mr Bean...? Ahah. What the. Which I didn't quite get to see because I had Mr Wong blocking most of the screen.

And I think I was doing the same thing. Blocking those behind me. Wanted to apologize to Angie then I saw Potter guy just behind. I don't know how he ended up there or how long he had been there.

I hope not long enough. Ahhah. Because then he probably thought what an ass I was. Being around Nanawaty and Sriee bring out the ass in me.

Not necessarily a bad thing though((:

I saw my primary school sweeetheart in the bus on the way home, behbeee! Hahhahahahaha. Whoa. Hahhahahahah. Loooving those dimps. Dimples. Ahha. Erm. Even when he isn't reaaally smiling.

And he has no tapered pants and that's just neat. Never mind the 1999 hair. Hahahha. Yeh. Meaning hair's the same since the last I saw him when we were primary 6 lerh.

We had KFC for break-fast yesterday. Delivery thingie. Yerh. I called up at around 6.10pm la. Said they would arrive half an hour's time. It was almost 6.45pm but they still hadn't arrive. Then Momma started going insane..

She demanded I called up KFC and, you know, complained? Momma's a typical Singaporean. Ahha. Stupid rigght? I mean, what could they do? The guy's probably on the way. Geeez.

Then she started blaming me for their late arrival.. that really bugged me alot. Said she wasn't going to eat it if the guy arrived after 6.52 and I said I would eat it for her then. She was pretending she didn't hear it and said how I should made myself clear that we wanted it before 6.52pm. Then I was like, "Fine. Next time you order." A little harsh la I hate to admit..

And she said something like if she knew how to, she would have done it at the first place. HAH. Exactly! Then want to complain sehh. I know she's hungry la. So was I.

Ahha. Pity Noratiahh. Can't taste fast foods because fast foods at Australia ain't halal. Murhahhahahha. Heyy. I'll mail some for you. Some bones and leftovers(:

My sis is planning to come over during the Peirce Family Day bullls. And she was like, "When you see me with my friends, pretend you don't know me." And I was like, ouff screw you. I wanted to say that first.

EHhe. Incy wincy spiderr. Retarded spider more like.

Laterr.


We hang out together.
We laugh and joke for like forever.
We go movies and plan outings.
We sit next to each other in class.
We do things everybody else does.
She's a friend.

Or is she?

If she's a friend,
why do you feel awkward talking to her
about the 'other stuffs'?
The personal stuffs.
The real you stuffs.

Sometimes
you find it the hardest to talk to
to someone whom you consider
your closest buddy.

Or
it could be the opposite.
You find it easier to talk to
to someone whom you consider
your acquaintance.
Or even simply someone else
BUT your closest buddy.

I have that problem.
Yehhuh me.

I don't tell my closest buddies stuffs.
You know?
The real stuffs.
You can bet your tight ass,
they know not much about me.
Like I know not much about them.
It's sad.
But it's how it works.
I guess.

I find it hard opening up to them
about my feelings, for example.
Whether I'm feeling like cowdung,
or I'm feeling so so so happy I'm going to explode.
You know?
Your personal stuffs.

Because these are the people I hang out with most of the time.
These people I crap with.
These people who have seen me during my Crazy mode.

They haven't seen me in my Other mode.
And I'm afraid of letting them see.
Because I bet it's going to change their perspective of me
which is going to make a really huge--bad even-- impact.

I could be wrong.
But I don't want to risk it.

I start making new friends.
And I'm careful not to be too closed.
And these new friends
are those I can truly share my problems with.

I don't hate my buddies though.
I love them truckloads. I mean it.
But there are stuffs I don't share with them
but I do with other 'friends'.

You may think I'm being selfish.
A hypocrite maybe?
I guess I am.
If that makes you happy.

But I'm definitely not a user.
I'm not using my other 'friends'.
Unless you think opening up to you
means I'm using you,
then I'm sorry.

If you find me some sort of not talking to you,
or ignoring you or worst, avoiding you,
I'm not being stuck-up that I am(i admit).
I'm just finding my space
and trying to figure out where I stand.

Where do I stand?

I'm tired being people pleaser.
I want to start doing things for me.


Let me tell you guys something I bet you never knew about me.. Remember Kamen Rider? Ring any bells? Well. I used to dig him. Yeh. I had his merchandise(: and I played with Kamen Rider dollies (whatever) and used it to terrorize my sisters' Barbies.

I was a very amusing kid.

Or maybe I was just depressed. Having to grow up with two other loser sisters.. Haha.

Why mentioned Kamen Rider? Depressed la. But I'm not going there. It's just going to make me feel worse. You think it's going to lighten the burden or something or whatever most people always say, but it's not. Because there's nothing to be done about it already. It's better I keep within me. I know how to make myself feel better.

And that's by blogging((: Not about it though. Ahha. Just blogging blogging. Blogging crap, if that's what you prefer to call all of my blog entries(:

I wished I hadn't been to school this morning. In fact, I almost didn't if it weren't for Sriee Biskot(replacement for the word b******) and if Hannan hadn't text me saying he had a headache and wouldn't be coming. I don't want to be absent on the day he's absent.

Guess whaat. Potter guy was absent as well. In fact, a lot of his Potter pals were(: Not that it had anything to do with me. And when most people said that, they secretly meant the opposite. But I'm not most people so I meant what I said and that it had nothing to do with me. Hah.

Just trying to get the record straight(:

School had games. It was boring. I wished I were playing though. But I was lazy. I am lazy. Anyway I was fasting. But Twins were too and they played. They played goood. But hey, 'different people different body'. Ahha. Got that from Sriee when we all kanna interrogated by Mrs. Yau. Pfft. Ahha. Yaupfft.

After games.. ah. I don't know. It was just boring la.

We went back to class and we discussed on what to do for the family day thingie. We are going to open up a Horror House and we are going to sell lots of goodies and we're going to have henna painting under.. yours truly.

Sucks. I was just minding my own business, sneaking peeps at this guyyy in class and then suddenly Valencia went like, "Lela! Lela's good at henna painting!"

Just when I thought of running off after 5 on that day.

I know I shouldn't be telling people what we're going to be doing and all, but hecks. EVERY OTHER FREAKING CLASS is doing some sort of horror house. Uh huh. Uh huhh. Just when I thought that idea was totally way beyond original... It was, really. Until I found out 2 other classes were doing the same thing.

Body art stuffs are common too. Yay. That means lesser job. Ahahha. I'm going to have Ken and buddies to be doing the banner. Hannan and Indon friend Eldwen are doing the designs which they are awesomely good at.. and which they have noooo idea they are going to be doing it. Hahahha. Whee. Can't wait to call Hannan and tell him all about it(:

--

Miss Khai was pissed off at Chengxi and Weijie because they were talking while she was talking and not contributing to the discussion. So she told them to shut up. And then demand for suggestions.. Smartass Chengxi said noncholantly, "You told us to shut up, so we shut up."

The whole class including Miss K, went like, whoaa and then aaahh and then hahahahahha.. Because Chengxi never spoke in class before..... like what our form 'cher said, 'beginning to show his true colours to the class'.

--

So we got to know our positions and stuff.. which I found was unnecessary because we are going to get our report cards anyway. So why kill the suspense? Hm? Don't answer.

So I got to know my position and also my final overall remarks and my progess for 2004, which I have mentioned was stupid because then what's the use of report caaaards? To show your mother. Duh.

I was shocked... my final marks. Totally. Especially for my Amaths. I was shocked when I got to know my position. When my friends asked, they were equally shocked. Even more shocked la. And dumb. When I said I got that, means I got that. Alright? You think I was kidding? You think I've got nothing better to do!?

My friends have overestimated me and that's bad. You think hearing them go, "No way. You're clever what, you can't get thaaat position" makes me feel good. Your ass la. In translation they actually meant, "Oh my God what happened to you? Ahha. I beat you!! HAHA!"

Okie not all meant like that. Some are seriously can say.. disturbed la.. And give me their best sympathetic look which IS REALLY NOT HELPINGGGG. I'm like

I'm beating myself up enough already about this and I don't need you beating me up too.

I know I told you I'm going to keep my depressed to myself. Ahha. As I'm typing this, I'm also bitching it all to Noratiah.

I don't know why I just did. So much for keeping it within me crap.. I guess maybe because she bothered to try to dig it out of me and try to make me feel better which I think she did la(: A little. Well. Not that it could be helped. It's irreversible. Irreversible depression. Curable though. But irreversible still.

--

I'm a terrible friend. I forgotten Noratiah's birthday for the freaking second time!!!! Hers was 15 October. All along I though it was 15 NOVEMBER. And what's more, one day before her birthday, I was like, "Hey! You're birthday's cominnnng!!" and she said, "Yes. Tomorrow!" And I thought she was bloody lying. You know. Being sarcastic. So I..

Dang. Can I be any badder?

--

Yes I can. Seriously what kind of question is that?

But I didn't mean to forget, Noratiah!! Will you ever forgive meeeee!? I feel bad, 'knoow. After all those stuffs you did, like listen to me bitch and trying to make me feel better and all. Ouf. That figures why you din't tell me you've got a freaking blogggg!!

Ehhe. I love you Atiahhhhhh. (pukes.)


Yesterday was an emotional day for my sister.
Poor thing, 'know she.
Got her results and she was really bumped.

Today was mine.

Right now as I'm writing,
momma is saying,
"Are you girls hiding something from me?"
And my sister is going,
"How do you know?"

But not in that tone you're thinking!
Ah-ha!!

And momma is saying as a matter-of-factly,
"I heard you girls talking about marks."

And I'm going, "Ahhhhhh.."

Ahhhh.

Trust us to be talking so loudly about marks when momma is just next door.

Now she knows she's got us there
and she is demanding
that I should stop whatever I'm doing,
and start talking to her like a daughter should
to her mother.

To her annoying mother, more like.

So I AM TYPIGN THIS WIHOUT LOOKING.
AHHH. I'< pissing momma off.
Maybe i shoild really stop la.
I'll be right back!

Back.

Not that it makes a difference hahah.

Managed to convince momma
her ears were playing tricks on her hahha(:
I know, we're not supposed to lie and stuff.
But this is for momma's own good(:
Well.
In a way..

Oh.
My results(:

If you think I wasn't worried about my marks,
you're crazy.
Mr Yeo was Crazy with a capital c.
Because he reckoned we weren't worried.
We were!!!!
Especially when he claimed that we did pretty bad for English.

We didn't(:
Well.
At least I didn't ahha!
I did better than I thought I did.
And that's just marvellous.

The rest of the subjects can kiss my ass goodbye.
Meaning, I'm not going to give much of a damn.
Still giving a damn.
But not much.
Ahha.

--

Ryan damn cute lorhs!
Hahhahaha.
While we were checking our scripts,
Mr Goh popped by la.
And Ryan was like damn pissed lorhs!
She was like,
"Argh. Stupid face! Get lost!"
But then realized he was wearing pink.
"Oh. Pink. Auspicious. Stay longer."

--

Sriee reckoned this 1A2 guy, the monitor,
the one who we always bumped into,
the one you don't have a clue who ahhaha,
yeh she reckons he looks like Harry Potter.

Harry Potter my arse.

Potter is not cute.
But obviously Sriee thinks otherwise.
I'm not saying that guy is cute.
I'm saying Potter is not.
So we started arguing,
and she almost pushed me down the stairs
when we saw that guy once again.

So much for not trying to stare.

Now I'm definitely sure he doesn't look like Potter.

--

I adore Chengz. Alot(:
Sriee WORSHIPS him. Like Crazy.

You should see her when he walks by!
I did!
She was like,
she had her hands clasped under her chin,
and her eyes were all large and innocent
and so full of love.
In another words,
so unlike Sriee.

Ah.
Sakura suck-up to Chengz. Damnation.
She was complaining about the papers.
And Chengz went like, "You can't fail one.."
And she said, "I didn't. Because you're a very good Maths teacher."
And Chengz just beamed.

And we just melted.

When he was gone, we were arguing
like to whom he smiled at and all....
But I know they're all jealouse
because I was Chengz Maths rep.
HAH!

Chengz rocks my world.

--

Wahlaoo.
Mr Chan on mc.
Haha.
And Mrs Vijay sweetly drove over his house,
to get our Physics scripts.

Not that I was looking forward to it.

--

Ahha.
Carisa/Valencia mispronounced his name.
Ernest Sim.
LOL.
Imagine this;
Simmieeee!!

Right. Aherm.

--

Hans Bhans like damn fast lorhs!
I was in the bus and
he was just walking from the gate.
And I got home,
he was already online.

Hans, I am still greatly amused.

--

My sister told me her Literature was the best.
And she showed me her script.
A freaking 50.
And I was, "You want to diiiie is it!?"

50 is your best marks?!
What about the others seh!?

Turned out she missed out a question.
And considering that she could still passed,
she thought she did fine.

How funny the way she thinks(:

--

I'm hungry.
Bah.
?

Laterr..


On the 14th of October 1990,
a hot spunky chick was born into this world..
(Ahhah. Right.)
Happy 14th Birthday, Soniaa!!
You crazy girl.
Haha.

On the 16th of October 1989,
another hot spunky chick was also born!
Happy 15th birthday, KuoEn!!

Hm.

Don't make me go to school on Wednesday!

I'm sooo bored.
Yet I can't bring myself to do anything
to kill this boredom.

Having this stupid phone doesn't help.

Maybe I should be glad there's school this Wednesday.

Maybe I shouldn't.
I can just rot and die at home.

Nooooo..
I've promised Vanessa,
no such disturbing entrys
on dying/deaths/died/dead..
Yeh.
I should shut up.

I reeeaaally have nothing to blog about.
My life is thaaat boring.
Sue me.

No. Really.
I mean it.
Sue me.
Like about time,
something interesting happening in my life.


Deeelightful(:

Got a phone now(:
It's like my old phone.
Without the crack la(:

Sorry Sfoe.
Didn't get the one you wanted me to get.
Ahhha.
:p

Won't start texting until Monday, though.
-shrugs.

I soooo cannot wait to get back to school on Wednesday.
-griiiins.

I cleaned up my room today(:
Eww the stuffs I came across.
Unimaginable.
?

I washed my Delfy
after so much persuasion.
Because it was all dirty and erm smelly.
Ahhahh. -shyy.

Now it's still hanging to dry.
Yeh. It's still pretty damp.
It looks like a possum with all the insides sucked out.

Actually it will look like my sister with her intestines pulled out by me if she touches my phone one more time.

Ahha.

That Singtel guy's cute.
I wish I had his number.
Hahhahahhaha.

Okie. I know I shouldn't be looking at guys.
Ah. He's not really cute la.
He's just really friendly.
And soooo nice.
And he has a way with my momma,
which I find is very sexy.

Huh? Shut up? Why?
I'm just about to start(:

Oh. OH!!
My momma flirted with the taxi driver!!!!
It was gross!
She was gross!
The driver is not even close to cute!

(Hahahahhaha.)

Well. Actually the driver started it la.
Maybe he had the hots for my momma or something.
Because he was trying to impress her
by overtaking this other cab.

And my momma unnecessarily went like,
"Wah. Like James Bond."

And the driver was like, "The black version Bond."
He was an Indian driver.
Indian muslim maybe la.
Because he spoke with a malay twang.

Then my momma said,
"Very sweet black."
And she laughed out loud.

Horrible.
It was.
Terrifying.

My mother.
Terrifies me sometimes.
I wish she wouldn't have told that Singtel guy
what a klutz I was...
losing my phone in the bus
and thinking that I could get away with it.
Mothers are not supposed to embarrass their daughters.

Remember I said,
I couldn't wait to get back to school on Wednesday?

Well.

I lied.

Later.


What's a girl to do with a boy like you.

Hi. I'm bored.
Where's my friends when I needed them?
Ahha.
At least Sakura called(:

She called to tell me Jerry Ong is out of Singapore Idol.
(I just finished my terawih
and I forgot all about it, you see.)
She called me just for that! How sweet! I think?
Then she said she got to go and call up Sriee.
Hahah.

Yes! Jerry O is out.
My mother was delirious.
Funny. And mean.
For someone who just did her prayers.
She simply went, "Serve him right.
Finally Singaporeans got to their senses."

Now Allah is going to think twice about her prayers she just did minutes ago(:

Time check.
Almost midnight.

Tell you something;
I don't feel good.
It's ironic, I know.
I mean, this is supposed to be a, I don't know,
a good month for Muslims?
So why do I feel so..

I'm shaking for no reason.
How do you explain that?

Maybe I should sleep.
I'll feel better tomorrow.
I am getting my phone(: I think?
I hope so.
Then I won't get bored.

Leave you guys will this;
They say..
What's goes up must come down.
But for me, I'll bounce back right up.


(Please read the following with increasing velocity)
Good morning.
Good morninng.
Goood morniiing..
GooOood morrrniiiiinng!!

Ahha. What's up, behbeeeyhs!?

Oh! Oh!
I could like to wish all Muslims
selamaat menyambut bulan Ramadhan!
(:

Ahahhahha.
It's almost 8.

I bet Qahqah's cursing her Bio paper.
Murhahahhaha.

I bet Nana is dreading her F&N.

And my flower (gundu) girl
is agonizing every second of her art exam(:

Wonder what paper _he with the new hairdo_
is doing right now?

And here I am at home, blogging away.
Yerhahhaha.

Yesterday was my last paper.
And after that, Sriee and I went Macs.
The last lunch together until after Ramadhan.
Which then will be the month of Syawal.
Or just simply putting it, Hari Rayaaa!

We were waiting for our bus
when Sriee asked me a really good question;
what am I going to do for the long weekend seh?
I mean, now that the exams are over I feel so empty.

Like yesterday when I got home.. I showered,
and watched the television for a while.
And then in just a matter of minutes, I grew bored.

I almost wished I had a paper tomorrow to study for.
Almosst.
But didn't.
Ahhah.
Like I would really really study.
Hhahahha.

I hate my layout now.
Aren't you bored of it?
Aight. Don't answer.
Because I know I am.

I've been working on my own piece of template.
But I screwed it up.
It's so the cacat.
Gahhaha..

You know?
I tend to screw things up.
And when I try to unscrew it,
I screw it up even more.
Like that Malay peribahasa.. erm.
Seperti tikus something something labu.
Is it?
Or did I get that wrong?

Ahwells.

I know we all make mistakes.
I, especially.
And we shouldn't cry over spilt milk.

But we shouldn't ignore the milk too, right?
It's going to turn nasty
and people might step on it
and slip and lose a tooth or two.

Or your cat is going to lick up the nasty milk
and gets his stomach all upset.
And then he'll throw up all over the kitchen floor
or worst, your g-mum's favourite carpet.

Not only you get yourself in trouble
because of that spilt milk
you get others in trouble too.
And most likely that others is something you really love,
and that's going to make you feel even worst.

I don't know where I'm getting at, serious.
I just typed out whatever I feel like typing..

And I've probably screwed up your morning with my krapp,
making your brains all wonkie
and you're all confused
trying to understand what I was trying to convey.

Hahha.
I'll leave you guys with this;

1) if you find out that U are being followed?
- ill keep on walking. walking walking walking.. see how far he can go. if its a she, ill run for my life.

2) if you lost your hand fone in sch.?
- bringing my phone to skool is the last thing on my mind.. u cannnot trust the schoool, okaaye!? take it frm me, ive learnt it the hard way..

3) if the guy you dislike most says he has a crush on you?
- ahhah. impossible. i liiike evry single guy i know. hahhahahha..

4)if you were given a flute on your birthday?
- hit tat person wit the flute. hello?

5)if you inherited a million dollars?
- treat my friends. travel. donate. buy new guitar. and tell tat person who bought me the flute tat he can take it back(:

6)if your annoying sibling woke you up when you were having a sweet dream?
- cry.

7) if your pet starts toking to you?
- ooooohhhhh!! shit. i'll have 2nd thots whn im in the shower wit him.

8) if the teacher give your class a surprise test
- ahwells. i told u u cant trust the schooool.

9) if you were to be a guy for one day?
- get to know _him wit tat new hairdo_(:

10) if the person you love is a gay/les?
- been ther. hahahhaha. kindarf. erm.

11) if you got 0/100 for your geography final year paper?
- miss tan lee choo will nvr forgive me.

12) if you see osama walking around Serangoon Central?
- shake hands with him and hope some iq of his will diffuse in?

13) if a fairy give you a wish?
- ask for more wishes. gahahhahaha.

14) if an alien REALLY abduct your worksheets.
- now why wud they do tat?

15) if the person beside you farted during foot drill and a very fierce sir is staring at the squad?
- ah krap.

16) if you realise holiday is over and you havent complete a single assignment?
- hahahha been ther tooo. id copy. reflective response, duncha tink? its only logical. gahahhaha..(:

17) if some clowns kick a soccerball and hit your drink which splash on your uniform during recess?
- get the ball and throw it in the bin? nail down tat a**clown and make his life miserable? u choose.

18) if someone annoys you?
- depends if im in the mood, usually i am. thn ill just annoy her back.

19)if your hair is shave bald by the hair dresser?
- buy a wig. but not after i sue tat hairdresser. how dare she. ahahhaha.

20) if this is the last question?
- this is the last qn rite? oh. yup. right.


I've always sucked.
Simple as that la.

Thanks Hans so so much for your advice(:
I'll make sure to keep that in mind.

Thanks Is, for believing that I can do it(:
It tears me hearing that coming from you.
Hahha. Nicely putting it, though(:

And Jarrod. Thanks. Just thank you(:
-hugs back.
(psst. you tagged at yesterday's entry instead of today.. haha(: oh welcome back, jarjar!)

I'd like to apologize to Hannan, though.
Here he is trying to make me feel better.
And I'm pulling him down with me as well.
Down in the dark deep hole of doomed-forever.
Sorry.

But thanks for being here for me now
when I'm in my most foul mood(:
Really appreciate it.

Sorry, Sugaa..
Wanted me to help her with something,
but I was too can't-be-bothered.
I'm a terrible person.
Stay away from me.

Sibly Linaa(:
(whose exams overrr, irgh and just came back frm Causeway Point to spend her Starbucks and Swensens voucher with her friends she won yesterday in some food contest, obviously one of her school's post examination activities)
Yeh.
Well.
Thanks for bringing home lunch(:
Burger King rocks.

But you forgot,
I'm fasting today la, girl(:

Anypoop.
Cool shades you bought.
And another toe ring?
What the? (:

Mommmaaaa..
Thanks for hearing me out as well.
But sadly, you didn't help....
Ahha. But thanks for understanding(:

I'm screwed for life.
Well.
At least until tomorrow.
But too bad.
I don't live for tomorrow.
I live for today.
Living today to the fullest.

"There's always next year" is bulls.
What if I died end of this year?
Then probably I'd go straight to hell.
Hah.


Ah. Bulls.
I screwed up all my papers.
Needed I say more?

Feeling totally lost
after my papers..):
Like.. huh?
Did I just sit for my Chem/Bio?
My Emaths paper 1?
Which I still had time
to excuse myself to go loo.

But I felt so much better
after 'mugging' over Qahqah's house.
Had a slice or two of pizza....

Why do I have a feeling
I'm going to do pretty bad for finals?

It's awright.
There's next year.

Right?


I'm the one who waants to.. beeee with youuuu..(:

I'm feeling so much better today(: This is going to sound funny coming out from me but I'm going to say it anyway: it pays to visit the mosque.. in a way? Just came back from there(: And I'm feeling so good now.

Wait till Monday comes and I'm around Sriee.. Gahahhah.

Muslims start fasting this Friday!? Hows that!?

I've got nothing to blog much because I've been studying too much. It's a good thing though. Definitely a good thing. For me. But for you, it's bad.

Erm. Let me stress that: for you, it's bad.

So I hope you're feeling extremely upset(: Ahhha. Joke(:

Can you believe someone so religious can be so lame? My uncle. He shared this joke with us in the car just now....

A male driver had an affair with his passenger. Then one day the driver said, "I'm sorry. I lied. I'm married." And the passenger said, "I'm sorry. I lied too. I'm not Sally. I'm Salleh."

Hehehhees.


My Friday yesterday would be completely fine if it weren't for what happened. Hence that wicked entry. I'm not sorry for what I had written though(: Actually I'm proud of it.

I hope she (this 'girlfriend' of mine, that is.. not my aunt!) happened to read it and then went ballistic and wouldn't talk to me ever again.

If that happened, then it'll be the coolest thing ever.

Oh well. It's bad to hate. But almost everyone I know reckons she sucks!! There was once I stupidly tried to talk to them and reason with them why they did what they did. But it just made them hate her more.

So I reckon. If you can't stop them, join them. Of course that's not the reason why I hate her(:

Then again I don't want to show that I hate her by stop talking to her, though(: Because then where's the fun? So I think I'll just run away when I see her and make it so freaking obvious. Hopefully she'll take the hint(: Or roll my eyes alot when she's around. Make sure she sees it(:

Ahha. I'm bad, uh huhh. I'm bad. -wiggles butt.

Sorry. I just really really really need to get it off my system or else I can't study in peace(:

Friday morning was ruined by her. And I just rolled my eyes in her face. She was cheesed off. Yes! Okie okie enough about her! I'm terrible when I hate... so I should chills and erm, think of lovely stuff. -thinks of myself. Ahhhh.

Oh! Did I tell you I got back my Geography Paper 2!?! Of course not, I was too busy hating. Ahahha. But yeh. I got back the paper and I aced it! ..define 'ace'. Umeya and Sriee hate me because I've got such lovely digits; 77. Yeh their favourite number.

It's ironic. I mean, both of them got an 80 and 83 respectively(: Kudos~

I'm scared of my English results though...... >.<'

Our desks are arranged even worst then before... Miss K made us go back to our original places. But as soon as she stepped out of the classroom, everyone shifted to their 'original' seats. If you get what I mean(:

I studied Sriee's Chemistry notes and I did Biology.. I'm left with Emaths to practise.

I'm getting a new phone this Monday...? Not in a hurry. I'm cool without a phone(: But unless I get one, my mother won't allow me to get out of the house to go anywhere. So I guess, why not? Anyway, this will make my sister jealous. So yay.

Hungryy..

Asila rocks. Not(: Ehehhe. Joke! Got back atcha.. Whootz. When are you onliiiine, flower girl slash gundu partner slash cowdung? Tsk.

My guitar (or Shafiq's) is collecting dust at the corner of my room... ): I haven't touch it for ages. Losing my touch. I hate exams.

But I love this new picture(: It's wikiiid.


Lately her presence is beginning to piss me off and gradually yet strongly, letting loose the nasty side of me, bringing out the demon in me. I'm afraid I'm beginning to hate her already.

I hate to hate): But I can't help it. It's not my fault. It's hers. She's being such a cow. What, doesn't she have like a guy to drool over and agonize about for the rest of her miserable life?

Tie a bell around her neck, paint her black and white and kick her in the butt till she falls on her fours, she'll be one ugly mean cow.

Look. I don't mind jokes. I don't mind your laughing at me. But there's limits, awright? And you have just fucking hell got your filthy ass over those limits.

I'm not mad la. I'm just sad. I thought she was a great person. Hah. Guess I'm wrong.

Why do I have a feeling she's just fucking jealous?

Thank God Nabila was there with me or else I would have done what I think I should. Told her to fucking get lost and leave me alone.

Irghhh. I'm so so pissed off.

And what's if my grandparents, huh? Fucking looking down on me like that? And that nosy aunt of mine.. what the hell have you done to them, making them look at me as if I'm this sad, lonely teenage girl who hides behind her mother and always depending on others.

I'm fifteen. Stop treating me like I'm only five. I know half the stuffs you didn't think I would know. I've done what you think I can never do. Well. Screw you.

You think your children are great, smartasses girls. Yes they are, I admit. That doesn't make you the best-est mother in the universe just because you brought them up. I've seen or heard better mothers who have done much better than you think you did.

So don't think you can look down on me or my other sisters just because your daughters are awesome scholars and have piles and piles of certificates.

I know you've done so much for my family, aunt. And I'm grateful. But hey. Guess what? We can do perfectly well without you. Or your money. Or your concern. Or whatever have you.

It's all bullshit.

Sigh. It's a Friday and here I am.. some sort of discriminating my mother's elder sister. Hells. Big sin, I know. I'm a bad ass.

I'd rather have no friends, then to have friends like you.


I swear Sriee has split personality. If I can just capture her in action on someone's video, someone who is kind enough to toss me one when I scream, "Ah! She's at it agaaain!"

Yesterday, she was as annoying as the most annoying thing on earth which is.. herself la. Ahhaha. And then today, she is still annoying. But during dismissal time, she was like, "Lela. Let's go have lunch. My treat."

But you see, I wasn't hungry at all. But she fucking hell insisted. Actually, she practically threatened me. Ahahha. Oh well. What the heck. So I ended up not finishing it and wasting her money. I was lucky she didn't stuff it down me(:

We laughed more than we stuffed ourselves. We're badasses. Ehehhe. We couldn't stop teasing this guy in our class.. aherm. How if he isn't careful, he might get blown away with the wind out the classroom window and then somehow got stuck in between the branches in the trees.

And when the wind suddenly stops, he will land into the monsoon drain just outside our school(: And then he will be eroded along with the other shitznitz in the water..

That is when our 2 weeks of serious-studied-Geography stuff gets in the picture.....

You know the four ways of how loads are eroded? Well. This particular boy will be under traction, where he will be rolled along at the bottom of the monsoon drain and eventually when the water reaches the end and the current decreases, he will be deposited and then blown away againnn..

I laughed so hard, I lost control and almost had my face in my Sundae Pie.

After lunch, we went on a hunt for the Lifesavers.... these sweets Meisy gave me. It is the best thing I've ever tasted!! Other than my g-mum's cooking and the chicken rice at Banquet and cheese prata at Prata House and.. well.

We couldn't find it anywhere!!! The Lifesavers, that is.. So we bought something else instead. And I filled one of my bag compartments with it(: Practically overflowing ahahha. So if you want something to wake you up in between draggy Maths lessons, you know I'm your lifesaver. Ahaha. No puns intended.

We were at the busstop and Sriee said something stupid. "I'm very mean to you, you know?" And I said sarcastically, "Big duh you are." But she fell for it and she was apologizing and all....

"Don't take it to your heart," like she has said so many times every time she's being annoying.

Heyyyy. You know me. I don't take such bulls personally(:

At least not with Sriee I don't. I know she's just being her badass self. I know she knows she is. And I know she doesn't mean what nasty things she says. And I also know she knows I'm cute. Ahhah. Ah-thank-you.

Oh. Oh yeh. School was awright today. Unlike yesterday. Yesterday was bulls. Irgh.

3E1 classroom (initially 5A1's) is a total maaaze. Desks and joined together in weird rows and columns. Ahahahhaha. I, who supposed to sit in front am now all the waay back with Sriee, Winnie and XinYing.. We play Bingo instead of doing sums Dennie gave us. Ahahha. We browsed through Seventeen and laughed out loud instead of going off for Malay lesson.....

I wasn't really attentive during Amaths. Haha. I'm never attentive. But that's different. Now's the exam period and you should caaare.

I'm always losing focus! While Miss Teo was babbling away about some... Amaths stuff, I'll be staring past her and at Weijie!! Because I have my desk slanted, I'm directly facing him. And then yeh. Weijie doesn't really have that face that motivates his fellow pathetic classmates to fuck off and pay attention..

So I ended up smiling to myself at his utter... cuteness? Yeh. Cute. Cute is when you fight with your own cousin (who bloody happens to be in the same 3E1 class!!) for the fan(: He pulled the fan nearer to him and his cousin pulled it back and that went on for quite sometime.... If that's not cute, what else is?!

We had 3 periods of physics which was kind of fun(: Mr Ezzy Chan gave us hints for exams, which I wasn't really in the mood to care.....

Chan said something about finding yourself hating that person even though you don't really know him/her that well but it's the way he/she sounds, or brings him/herself out.....

My attention snapped on him.

"Sound is a very (whatever was it he said) thing. People may react to you by how you sound.. Some teachers may teach you stuff but nothing can ever go into your head--"

Sriee and I looked at each other and went, "Dennis Goh!" Ahhha. But I can't agree with Chan on some stuffs he said.. like reacting to how you sound. I mean, I like Chan. For all you guys know, I just might name my next cat after him(:

But even though I think he's fine, what he teaches is still a mystery to me.

Maybe Physics is just not my thing(: But I know thaaat Physics teacher is mine. Now I'm not referring to Mr Tan. Bleargh?

Singapore's Idol!!! Ahh!

I was studying Biology.... another mystery, which I'm not too eager to solve. I'm going to practise some Emaths, which is just going to remind me to Dennie and I'd probably laugh myself to sleep..


They say I'm crazy..
Living among even crazier people (for example, Sriee!!!), who wouldn't be?

Went to school with JeNab. Omigawd she is so going to kill me if she finds out. Hahahha. Anyway(: I went to school with Nabilaaa. Nabz the Great(: Nabz the-one-with-an-arse-to-die-for Great.

I missh waiting and looking out for her as she drops off that 265 bus where she will wave and I will pretend to not see and make her look like an ass.

Sakura was absent today. She was weird yesterday.. As soon as she got off the bus from school, she practically sprinted home. She left me to walk home alone.

During PE, we played tenniiiis! Hahhaha. It's like an essential thing for us hahah. There were Ken, Doll Doll Norine, Yuwen, Noviani, Liling, Sriee and Shawty Me.

But everyone of us played like a bunch of losars. We all lost our touch!!! Must have been the exams la. Hahahha.. We kept missing the ball!! And ended up with a backache for bending and retrieving the balls like, most of the time.

But we had fun. Hadn't we? Norine? If you're reading this? Hahha. Erm. Talking to myself.

Sadako was being such a pain in the ass. She kept bugging Sriee! And when she bugs Sriee, she bugs everyone of us.

You know you can't mess with Sriee the Princess of Sarcasm(everyone knows the Queen is non other than Nanawaty Rais hahahhahah). She kept throwing Sadako that Look of hers that could wither a flower, I bet. But Sadako just wouldn't take the hint and fuck off.

And she seemed pretty shocked and mad at the same time, when she found out I've got a higher mark than her twin sister Sakura for Social Studies. She was like, "Ka Ni Na.. Why you got higher than my sister?!" And I went err okay? Is there a right answer for this?

I don't blame Sriee when she separated her table from Sadako during Malay.

Oh!! Arisa!!! Cookie-ass Arisa. She painstakingly wrote Physics notes for me((((: Awww. She is soooo sweet. Thanks, Arisaaa!!

My Emaths teacher rocks(: Not.

Last period was supposed to be for English but it was taken over by non other than Mr Dennis Goh. He thought our class was on the third floor(: Wrong. But did we bother to tell him? Hells no(: Are you kiddding!? ehhe.

So. His lesson was as dry as his ass. Not that I ever touched it(: But he did had it right in my face before, when he bent to write something on the paper transpiracy on the projector. No. Do not imagine.

Come visit our very own Peirce Bird Park in 3E1 classroom (now on the 2nd floor at the right end of the coridor on your left). Sad but we only have limited bird species but we can guarantee the melodious 'voice' of our birds will send you crawling up the wall(Mr Goh almost did.) Or throw your shoes at them, up to you.

Oh. Admission is erm free unless you decide to date one of our birds. Hell yeh.

We heard from teachers that kids from 3E1 are all nice-looking....... no kidding. (:

Xian Yao's hair makes me go haaaaaiii (-dreamy sighhh..)

After school, Sriee and I went Macs. Guess whoooo we saw with Jamie Sim's younger brother!! Ehhheheh. Asilaaa, guess!! She has a red baag and her skirt is sooo short she probably wants to seduce bala! EHhehe. Yeh. Whoa. Yeh.

Then we had company.. Carisa, Gh, Xinying and Coonie! Ahahhaha. Xinying soooo cute, kaaays! Oh. Meishieee! Thanks for the Lifesaversss!!!! More! Hhahhaha.

Damn I should be mugging ermm like right about now?


I miss youuu so much. I want you soooo bad. I want to touch you all over here and there. And there some more. I'm so turned on when I see you shiver.

Actually, vibrate is the word la. Sigh. My phone..... I miss my phone! Give me my phone baaack!!

Think maybe I screwed up my English? But at least Geography Paper 1 was awright(:

Everyone I know is on hiatus. My loyal tagger Asila especially. What seh.. So no one comes to tag me anymore. Or read my blog craps. Except Meisy! And Hans Bhans. Ahhaha. Thank you!

Bet you guys never know I used to have a pet mouse and I named it Meisy. Or was it Mousy? Oh well.

I screwed my English up): Someone do the honour of shoving a screwdriver right through my temple, please? It's in the kitchen drawer erm, some where.

If you can't find it, a fork will do. Or your finger? Okie. Gross. Why would you want your finger through my temple? Why would I want YOUR finger there?! Sick!

Sick. After English Paper 1, I stuffed my face with chicken burger. Free chicken burger. See? I was bullshit, I even forgotten to paaaay.

I bet the auntie was bullshit too, because she handed me the stupid burger without saying anything....

But I'm an honest babe. So I paid the auntie the useless buck. There. Lightened my wallet a bit, that did. And my conscience guilt.

We had our break with the lower sec. Saw Katini.. Awww.. that little sweet stuff. But I think she thinks being with Nana and I are affecting her reputation or something.. Because she was practically avoiding us(: Sigh. So much love among us.

Aspho, Nana and I were sitting right smack in the middle of the parade square. Sec 1 boys were running about like as if they owed that place....

It was embarrassing for me. Sighh.. I can't believe I used to dig one of those guuuys running around making an ass out of themselves.

Yes. I used to dig younger boys.

Don't blame me.. Blame my fabulous mother. Yes. It's in my genes. My late dad was 2 years younger(:

Thank God neither Nana or Sfoe made fun of me or anything or I would died right there and magically revived myself on time before English Paper 2(:

Hm. Okie. Don't think anyone will be reading these? Great. All those awesome stuffs I blogged, going down to waste. Ahhha. Or not..

Later.


I'm chatting with Summieee!! Ahhh!!!!
After so long.....((((:

This is like, wow.
I lost my phone.
And I thought I will never talk to him again.
And then hey he's online!

You know I just miss him(:

He still spells friend as 'flend'.
Hmm. He's still as chatty as ever(:
I'll just might like him all over again.

He just wished me luck for my exams.
Suddenly I feel motivated to study. Ooh.
Maybe I should la.
While he's off watching some anime......

Ahh!
Hahha.
Summiee..

I'm crazy(: