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Sunday, May 30, 2004?
*do you know you?
[!] yes.

*if so, who are you?
[!]i'm my worst enemy XD

*who was your first crush?
[!] hmm.. first crush. first very crazy crush. evry1 knows i usedta like muhd. tat piece of gayass shitt.

*does he like you?
[!] how the hell am i supposed to know? and u need to rephrase ur qn. it's 'did', not 'does' cuz it happened in the past. you know? past tense? yehh? you get my drift.

*how did you know?
[!] know what? you another piece of gayass shit.

*do you have a friendster account?
[!] yeh huh.

*who do you make testimonials? why?
[!] yehh! cuz i love to screw up ppl's testimonials..

*you think that there gonna make you one too?
[!] -frowns. i dun think and i dun care. ive ruined their testimonial, mission accomplished.

*your friend list in friendster has your crush in it, right?
[!] yes. all of them. -smirk. past crushies, tat is.

*who's he?
[!] u meant who are they. hahha. tats for me to know. and for yall to *never* find out.... oh bullshit. evry1 knows who my crushies are were.

*do you have an email add?
[!] yeah..

*what's inside your inbox?
[!] mails frm frenz (: esp inspirational ones.

*who are you talking to online?
[!] im not talkin to anyone rite now. not even online. but if i am, thn yehh im talkin to my frenz la. durh? XD

*you love him/her?
[!] i love them all~

*the truth!
[!] i do love them all you (again) gay assclown.

*do you have a celphone?
[!] yeh.

*what's your no?
[!] nahh u gimme urs. ill call u. no no... ILL call U.

*what's in your celphone's inbox?
[!] qoutes and messages.

*do you send qoutes? to who?
[!] all the time. to my frenz la.

*you love him/her too!
[!] i love all my friends thank you very much.

*you and your crush text alot?
[!] we usedta.

*who pays for your load?
[!] my mom and me.

*do you think?
[!] "i think therefore i am"

*i don't believe you!
[!] -blink blink.

*who are you thinking of right now?
[!] him.

*awhile ago? yesterday?
[!] him. him.

*tomorrow, who will you think of?
[!] him.

*do you miss someone?
[!] yup.

*does this person miss you too?
[!] how am i supposed to know? but nahhh. i dun think he knows me. he cant miss sumone he darsen know.

*well, i think not!
[!] huh? u think he misses me? -punches.

*why don't you call him/her!
[!] i dun even know his name.

*what are you feeling right now?
[!] not sure.

*why?
[!] -blank look.

*you're in love, aren't you?
[!] yes.

*to whom?
[!] him.

*why don't you court her/him?
[!] court?

*wait, why are you answering this?
[!] hel-lo. u paid me to answer these ;)

*what do you think of a survey like this?
[!] funn (: but ur still a gay assclown tho. :p

*last farewell?
[!] i dun believe in last farewell. cuz i know we'll soon meet agaain. sumwherr. sumhow. even if u dun wanna. damn i know how tat feels. hahaaa.


situation: the person you're talking to is your ultimate crush and your gonna do everthing for this person..

="is this seat taken?" [it really is taken]
it is, sorry. but u can have mine. id rather sit on the floor (:

="hey wanna tag along?"[but you're not allowed]
nahh. (:

="i have a problem"
share?

="you know what? i think i'm the saddest person in the whole world"
-hugs. feel better?

="hey, i was just curious why you were staring at
me a while ago.."
cuz u were staring to me first. ha ha.

="do you have a boyfriend?" [you do]
yehh i do. -friendly smile.

="wow, you're so sweet. i wish i was the one loving you.."
oh how i wish too.

="could you help me try to her attention?"[his crush]
could you help me get my feet up your ass? -pissed off loook.

="why is it that you're trying to not make things work out between me and her (his crush)?"
newsflash. im not cupid.

="whoa, i think i'm falling for..." [not you]
why? shes a bitch.

="is she really the ONE for me?" [the girl is friendly, nice and she loves your crush. but you found out that she's just using him to make her ex jealous.]
whad? dun look at me. -hesitates and thn looks deep in his eyes... thn spill it.

="i'm starting to notice that you're getting close.. why?"
and tats a sin?

="get away from me.. who are you anyway?"
im ur worst nightmare, bugger. -stab stab stab.

="what's you're name again??"
sorry. do i know u?

=[he attended your bday party but he didn't even notice you]
poison his drink.

="i'm more blissful when i'm with you rather than with.." [the one he loves]
what are you implying? -bats eyelashes.

="what is there for you to do for you to prove your love for me?"
if i hafta prove it, tat means u doubt it, thn ur not worth my love. -skips awayyy.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, May 29, 2004?
hi (: it's aspho's bdae!!!!!
bdae gurl treated us pizzzaaaaaa.
i love cheese (:
cheesy pizza.
cheese prata.
cheeseDALE!!!

guess who i saw at pizza place.
khalifaaaaaaah.
i was munchingg on my share,
and thn happened to glance to my right and ther he was!
wit his sis and his mom.. and another ladyyy.
and i nearly choked.

nana thot i choked cuz i saw a cute guy.
well, khalifah is kinda cute.
but tats not it.

thn aspho textd me sayinn 'the guy bside her' kinda cute.
and i textd her back, sayin i know him.
and she was like, O_O <-- ugly smileyyy. hehhe.

i was talking very loudly.
kinda abt him and his mom/s.
homies reckoned his mother cud hear me.
(:

obviously the mother cudn recognized me w/o my mayflower pri uniform.

i think the guy who served us is keeyute.
desmond.

my bdae ill treat u guys at tat same place, yehh?
mwahahahhahha.
nahhh ill treat u guys at breeeks.
nahhh 2 months so lonnggg (:
wonder if he still rmbs my bdae.

after we ate, we went esplanade to chill out ther.
watched sun set. relaaaxed. stoned. woohooos. whamm. splosh.
[?]

we walkedd along tis bridge and uhhhhh...
-shudders.

the rest were goin to syid's hse to lepakk.
i went home cuz damn i miss my momma.
isn tat weird?

no im not a mummy's girl ha ha.
i was more of a daddy's girl.
even tho im the eldest.
hahahhaa.
i got most of my par's attention ;)
cuz im simply the joy of the family.
aiseyhhhhh.

(:

times like these i wish i cud rewind back to the past.
whn dad was still alive and kickingg
and definitely right b4 my loser sisters were born.
hahhaha.
mann.
those were the dayys. (:

tabitha sms-ed. (:
wee, my life saver cuz i was practically dying in boredom.
the rest were doing lame stuffs hahhahah.

tabi,
thnx for listening to me craaaaap (:
ur my bitching buddy.
i felt so much better after talking to yaa abt it.
thankiew! u rawqk!!!! mwachs.

yayy got home.

mom wasn mad or anything its almost weird.
usually she wud lecture me for being home late and all.
i apologized to her anyway.
she said its fine wit her,
just as long as i promise to take care.... (:

but tat darsen mean imma take advantage of her
and return home late evry time i go out.
i aint gonna abuse my freedom and end up betrayin her.
cuz i love my momm to bits.
shes cool (:

my sister wasnt tho :|
she was like complainingg why she isn allowed to go out after 7.
and i mean reeli reeli complain.
it was scary.
got mom all speechless.
my sister can b very direct sometimes.

hope elena's feelin better now....
she may b irritating and very stubborn
and there are times i feel like shovingg my feet up her ass.
but shes my sister anyway..

wow. a side of lela u wun get to know/hear/see evryday (:

hey i din think abt him at all today woohoos.
thn chatted wit vanessa and mentioned him and -sighys.
but she got me all excited and butterflies-in-the-stomach feeling thankiew so much.
teehees!!!
cant wait for skool reopens.
i think? ;)

so tired nowwww.
anyhoos:

to atiqahhhh!:
happy 15th birthday, bitch!!!! -hugs. -kicks butt. hahhhha. hope u like the prezzzieeee!! ehhhe. EEEeeeeee.. mOOoooOOooo!! lol. rock on, behbee. frenz forever (:

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Friday, May 28, 2004?
i feeel soooo disappointed. not just cuz of my results. actually, its not cuz of my results. cuz even tho i din do *tat* impressive, im happy ((((: cuz i slacked like shiet. but i still got like, so-so. u know?? yehhh. i did better thn i expected. woohoos.

dno abt mom tho. and i feel mean asking her for $$$. imma baad dottie. nana already reminded me: i had better make it tmr.
aspho's bdaaae! i mean, i missed it last yr. so dun wan to miss it tis yr. tat wud b mean. no matter how much aspho sucks, i still must make it.

lol kiddding la. aspho rawqks!!!!!~ -innocent eyes.

anyhooos (: yehh wad was i sayinnn?? oh yehhh. disappointed. so something din happened. prollie cuz i din make it happen yehh. prollie shy la. noooo not tat i din have the opportunity.

did i spell tat rite? seems weird.

oh wells. my fault? my fault it din happen? yehh i guess. now afta wait till like, whard, school reopens? oufff. neemind. im not gonna feel sorry for myself. cuz im not.

am i? no im not. shuddup im not, okie.

right better move on to sumfink else before i explode into tiny lil monstrous bunny-eating lelas. oO.

yehh okie. (: hi. hows it going? woohoos, same lift wit deyi guyy! hahahha. wher u been, munz?? hahahhha. dammit lela. he prollie has a gf in skool. tat hot. so shuddup.

woohoos. nabila went to skool todayyy. and i wasn late. tabi lost my letter. she was all apologetic and stuff. hahhaha.
relax. i lost urs too. so we're even now. just as long as she darsen lose it *in* skool, thn im cool. yehhh.

cudn rmb what happened in skool :| stm. well. we went comp lab for tis elib.hub thingiee. hehhe. whn tay got out of the room,
evry1 just woohoos. ahahHAhaha. someone switched on to p10.
i believe tata young was on air. girls were practically singing to it. boys din like it. and hannnan was like, "what songg is tis??!" sum1 had the national anthem on :| weird. aHAHhahAHa.
loud summore. hahhahha.

played scrabbble at the lib. we used the pc to plaayyy. so funn.
but ther was only a chair. sakura, typically, got it first. hahahhah. sriee squeezed. i sat on her lap. hahAHha.

oh oH!!! how cud i forget. we lost our class key. actually it had nothing to do wimme. or any1 else in fact. it was just between shar, linus and amanda (monitress, monitor and secretary). hahah so mean.

linus cudn b stuffed. poor sharon; had to go arnd skool, lookin for it. so in a meanwhile, we used 1e3'02 classroom and chilled out ther. and thn guess whaaard!?! guess wher the key was all along.

in lolenzo's bagg. -curses. some IT rep. ahhahahHAHha. sharon was beating the shits outta him. miss k was severely pissed off.
ahahhAHha. lolo's a dumbell. hes cute tho! ahhhhh.

got a scolding frm miss k cuz we din prepare anything for the exhibition. just a short but reeli nasty scolding. got back report books. yada-yada. sakura has got an excellent. sriee's got a very good. ive got a good. go figure.

thn went macs wit sriee, germaine and eva! ahHAhaha crazy ppl (:
same bus wit shannon. la dee durms. eva was smsing her bf awayyy.
it was almost irritating. felt like smashing it against the glass door. ahhAHhaha. nahh kidding.

germaine weird la, germaine. she reckoned she felt butterflies in her stomachh just cuz she was having lunch at macs.
we finished our lunch and blahh. germ and sriee got back to skool cuz they had band till 6. AHHAHAHHHAA serve em right. eva and i were like insulting band. lOLS. so mean. eva frm track
and suddenly i felt so inferior. LMAO. finally she got her cellphone aside. tat crazy gurl. so cute. almost followed her to central to accompany her cuz she wasn sure how to go ther
and which bus to take. thn turned out she was meeting her bf.
hahha alermakk.

so i went hme.

sighyys. its a fridayy. darsen feel like a friday. dun haf tat it's-friday-the-weekend-is-here spirit i used to have no more.
sumfink's missing... -ponders.

LMAO. my sister just got into the room singing, "yeaaahh! are you diggingg on me? YEaaaahHHh!!!!" i still rmb tat time nurool called. and tat song came on air. my sister was like singing along and nurool was going, "aper tu?" loL i freaked out too.

-yells hysterically. yeahhhh!! are you diggging on me?!?! yeeeahhhhhhhhh!! im digging on u! yehh!! do u wanna lil bit of my love?? yehhh!!!! wait a minute waaait a minute!! ahhahh.

mannn. wait a month, actually. hahhhha. errr yeh. XD

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, May 27, 2004?
mayb i am better on my own.
no one else seems to understand me.
its easier for me to b alone.
but thers still a piece of me
tat feels so empty.
ive been all over the world.
ive seen a million diff places.

but thru the crowds and all the faces
im still out ther
looking for u.
oooh
wher r u now?
im tryin to get by
wit nvr knowing at all.
what is the chance
of finding u out ther
or do i hafta wait forever?

-michelle branch.
hie yall.
love tat sonnng!
cant wait to learn how to play it.
muahahahha.
anyhoos.
hows it going for yall?
im goood.
but thers still a piece of me
tat feels so empty.

shuddup lela.
damn.
cant get tat song outta my head.
wHeRe ArE yOU nOW??!
he's here.
yes he is.
so near yet so far.

okie.
shiiiet.
so much for being 'crush free'.
sheesh.
okie!
whats up today!?
i was late.
salmon and i even strolled in summore.
the whole day: talks and more talks.
so boring summore.
only mrs o's talk was funn (:
cuz she can reeli 'talk'.
mrs hans yg paling boring gyler babi.
haishh.
din get to see our class boys.
miss them.
ehehhe.
recess.
woohoos.
recess.
-dreamyyy.
saw kyle changing to his shorts.
oO
din think he had neefink on
except his shirt la and his skivvies.
so i was, omg.
and kyle was like,
"hey! dun look!"
gh and co. made a lil circle,
and sakura had her hands over my eyes.
went central wit sriee after skool.
sriee was craving for fries :|
hahhaha.
thn fiNALLy i bought henna for tabitha.
ahhahhhha.
oooh
the guitar ther sells for
just 69 bucks.
-looks at shafiq's miserable guitar.
aaaanywayyyyyy.
i hope tmr's gonna be more..
i dno.
fun?
happening?
hahah yehh, munz.
last day of the semester.
i hope something happens la.
if not then...
ill make something happen.
starts with a simple eye contact....

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Wednesday, May 26, 2004?
its 2.44pm now.
and im at hme!!
chilling out.
eating fried chicken.
ehhhe.
germaine and sriee
wanted to go catch shrek2.
nearly joined them.
but ended up goin hme wit claire.
so aspho and twinz skipped skool.
tmr, sriee and mine's turn.
mwahahhaha.
but nahh.
dun wannnna.
i dun wanna miss the exhibition thingie.
ehehhe.
actually...
its cuz of other reasons
i aint statingg
cuz its kinda a hush hush thing.
yehh i know.
shldn haf brought it up
if i dun wanna share.
but u know whard?
i like to keep yall in suspense.
tat is if u *are* in suspense.
if not, thn...
pretend to b.
(:
cmon, make my day.
beg me to tell.
lol nahh kiddding la.
okiee. emmm.
i think
my sis likes deyi guyy as well!!
musbat.
hahahha.
skool was as usuall.
draggy and all.
did nothinng at alll!!
went back to class.
dun wanna say bored, la.
cuz it wasn *tat* boringg.
(:
noviani and liling
started to vandalise my arm.
they wrote lotsa rubbbishh.
'lela <3s (*do not* fill in the blank)'
and lotsa heart stuffs.
i dinn mind (:
cuz the pen ink damn easy to wipe off.
must get one myself
esp for vandalising the arm.
hahah ermm.
recess!
lalala.
so funnn.
chilled out in the canteen.
thn went to atrium.
oooohh.
i love combined recess!
so funn.
so crowded.
bumped into lotsa ppl.
i can get used to tis (:
recess seemed longer
or issit just me?
or cuz it is longerr.
went back to class after tat.
slacked (:
no one brought anything.
hahhahaha.
woohooos.
miss ho was over our class
and she was like
"eh? i thot ur supposed to
prepare your class
for the exhibition?"
the class just ((((:
"what have yall been doing?"
sharon pointed to the board,
lotsa gravitti thingies.
all those crappp.
we still have the
'a maths paper 1'
not yet rubbed off.
hahhahha.
miss ho let us b (:
almost so sweet of her.
hahha.
almost.
hahhaaha.
ermmm.
thn mdm foong spoilt it all.
said we must come up wit sumfinkk
or else we wun get our report book.
pffft.
jeya very enthu (:
she was giving us a whole list of ideas.
but none was reeli listening.
thn valencia came to life.
and got the ball rolllingg.
yay.
at last.
somthing to dooo.
got into our groups.
im wit:
daphne (not *tat* 'ex-bestfren' Daphne!!!),
amanda (pompan pandai gyler babi),
clarence (smiley!!!),
valencia (pohhh.),
xianyao!!!! (basketball rulz. cehh)
weijie!!!! (-bows.)
i aint including
'master' chengxi and pocongpoh hong
cuz they did nothing.
we did our idols (:
did mind map,
smanget kau.
hahha.
val got me to write
'our idol' cuz she 'sux'
at writingg biggie bubbly words.
i warned them first,
i hadn touch a magic marker pen
for like... 2, 3 yrs?
but wth.
they were all staring
u n n e c e s s a r i l y.
reminds me of tat time
i did the eldds poster,
and evry1 had their eyes on me.
it turned out great, tho.
cehh.
i drew a simple 'o'.
and val and amanda were like,
"wahh.. ur 'o' reeli looks like 'o'.
mine will nvr b tat perfect."
:T
ours were the most presentable.
aiseyhhh.
the boys did the coloring (:
the way xianyao colored,
like not happy liddat.
lOLS.
weijie looked like
he was enjoying himself (:
aduhai lembutnyer
dier pegang marker.
loLS!!!
our idols:
ezzy chann!!
ehehhe.
and
mr bean??
-horrified.
ahhahh.
went straight home (:
drizzlingg.
damn nice.
raining now.
hmmm.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Tuesday, May 25, 2004?
hiiiii!!!
nupp.
no red spots.
nuh uh.
tho ytd i felt feverish.
and felt a lil pukey in the bus
on the way hme frm nana's hse.
or mayb tat was cuz
i was practically surrounded
by these grp of indian ns guys :|
smelly, sweaaaaty ns guys.
they smelt like
my sister after her ncc camp;
including the boots and the socks,
and the sweaty shirts
and prollie the same
3 days in a row undergarments.
x 100 000 000 000
and the '0' goes on.
pity my nenek,
the one who washes em.
okie la.
exaggerating.
but reeli,
the smell taklehh tahan.
i was gasping for air.
u noe tis emergency thingie
which opens the
emergency window?
well yeh.
i felt like opening it,
and sticking my head out of it.
or better,
jump out.
ehh no.
why shld i?
i shld carry them one by one,
and threw them out.
.. nahhhh.
jump out is the best option.
cuz i aint touchinng them.

lalalala.
so lame, lela.
(:
i like lame!
lame is gooood!
hahhaha.
-sings the tune to Fame.
laaame!
im gonna crapp forever!
im gonna learn to b laaame!
whoOtz!

whaaard?!
dun look at me like tat?
sheesh.
blame iskandar.
tat chickeen dodol.
he did tis to me!!
-breaks down and cries.
i said stop looking at me like tat!
-aims gun.
-pulls trigger.

omg.
lmao!
okie.

hiii (:
wad happened ytd?
u guys thot ive got
chicky poxies [?!?!]?
no laa.
im as fit as a fiddle.
darnn.
i wanna get
chicky poxies.
so i can escape
supp classes
on the first week
of the hols.
hehhehe.
darn it.
shaaafiq!
im coming over ur hse now!
gonna spend a night
in ur germy room.
on ur filthy germy bed,
my head on ur gross pillow,
under ur dunno-how-to-describe blankie.
hahha
hah kau.

i keep gettin out
of track here.
one min talkin abt
the cerulean blue skyy,
the the next,
im cluckinn abt woodwork.
lol get it?
cluckking???
chicken?
cluck?
wwhahHAhahha!!
(tat was just an example,
the woodwork stuff and all.)

so went to nana's hse
to crap (:
ehheh.
so funnnn.
b4 tat, skool was
r u b b i s h .
post exam stuffs
sucks.
(:
sriee and i
were like,
sitting one corner and
planning on how to escape skool
in one piece.
one of it:
watched the soccer ppl,
but instead of near the field,
we watched them
all the wayyy
frm the last tree
very very near the gate...
-smirkkk.
so whns no one was looking,
escaaaape!
mwahhhaha.
lame ar.
lols.
but i like lame!!
lame is goood!!
-sings again.
laaame!
im gonna crap forever!
im gonna learn to b laaaame!

got back papers.
((((:

todaayyyy.
ermmm.
rabak
with a 'z'.
rabakz.
but as long as
i haf sriee
and my other homies,
im cool.
hehhe.
hung out at da atrium
during recesss
wit ryan ong, cindy ang and co.
cindy sooo cute!!
lmao!!!
theodore was goin arnd,
sharing his coke with evryone.
but no one wanted tho.
except me :|
whad?
he offered it!
and u know i love to drink
esp sumone else's.
ehhhe.
oh wth.
so i bought a cup myself.
shared it wit sher,
who had like half of it.
pfft.
hahahha no la.

miss k wants us
to bring sumfink
which represents us.
huh.
right.
okie.
delfy?
stuff him in my bag.
wahh.
hahhaha.
cindy made a joke:
for sriee, she will bring
the map of sri lanka
and go like,
"bwahHAhhha!
tis is my laaand!"
and i was laughinnng shits.
reeeli dno wad to bringg.
hmmm
sebok ar miss k.
she warned us,
better not b absent tmr.
and sakura and i
were like,
arrghhh daaamn.
she looked like she
was abt to cryyyy!

had lunch wit sriee and sakura
after skooool.
hehehhe.
so funnn.
saw weijie at macs!
he rawqkz!
so cute, munz.
lols.
thn met up nana
[who skipped skool todaayyy
irggghhh!!! lols]
at northpoint
to do sum serious
businesss.
but irgggH!!!
had to fight the
'foot up her ass' urge,
which i haf been havingg very often,
esp whn nana's arnd.
lols.

aspho called,
and i put it on loudspeaker.
and her voice was like
so damn fucked loud.
evryone at the busstop
were like
looking at us and all.
nana had the phone,
and she was like
fiddle fiddle fiddle
tryna lower the volume
but ended up
making it higher instead
all this while aspho was
babble babble babbble
sumfink abt having lunch
but not knowing wherr
to have lunchh.
she sounded like an idiot.
hehhe.
idiot, i tell u.
lols no laaa.
LMAO!!!
felt bad after doing tat to her.
fortunately
after 2 secs,
i got over it.

met her and syid
at the food court.
hehh.
b4 tat,
nana and i
kjdhfsj hjsfh hsfs.
but thn whn we
djf haew hms erfsk,
tat blardy
kjfhsd jkjlfsj
shd ohfewnf jfdfiew!!
so both of us
kdf kjdfiw ndwif
esp me!!!
i kicked nana's ass.
it was fun (:
kicking ass part.
not the
ihfsd uwh
hfhdfhsf kdfjoiw
fuweu sjhd part.
haha yehhh.

damn.
just thinking of
this afternoon with them
makes me laugh (:

oh yehh.
thers tis new band
called 'Lost for Words'.
yehh, munz.
brilliant i tell u!
they dun sing, tho.
they dance (:
they moonwalk.
and they can reeli
reeli boogie their bootie.
uh huh uh huh.
aint kiddding.
iskandar's the manager
of the dance grp.
and assisting him is, well,
me.
(:
and thers tis movie featuring
those dancers.
director: iskandar.
o-producer: me.
make up artist: me.
and the co-director: me.
cameragirl: my mom.
i dno why.
iskandar's mom
is prollie busy (:
yehh.

"im a cool moonwalking freak chicken.....lolsss watch out world cause the chicken revolution is coming near u.....lolsss
[cancelled 'lolsss'
cuz it just make
the whole sentence
less professional
lolssss.]
long live,
chicken-who-moonwalks lovers.
.....
craaaaaap!
lols.
bbyee la.
XD

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Sunday, May 23, 2004?
okie.
so shafiq has chicken pox.
now id prollie end up
having it as well
cuz tat fri,
shafiq was over my hse
and we slept on the same bed.
oh waaaait.
tat din sound right...
he slept on my bed,
while i was away in skool.
yehhhh.
irgh.
all the germs.
mom reckons
the 3 of us sisters
get the germs now.
i thot, okiee.
better now
thn later.
cuz iskandar says:
if u get it whn ur old,
u cant control urself
and thn ull scratch
and bleed urself to death.
its the way he said it.
like cold spiders
down my spine.
hahha ermm.
told shafiq of mom's 'plan'.
and he was like,
"so she wans me
to hug yall 3?"
and started telling me
his conditions,
how he has troubles
sleeping,
and just sittting.
the fever bugs him.
the spots all over.
lips, ears, butt,
even the scalp.
all those crap.
crap which creeps me.
like armies of
cold spiders
down my spine
and all over my body.
exaggeratingg
(:
having it during the hols,
baaad idea.
cuz ive got plaaaans
for the june hols!!!!
it kills to think
all my homies
having fun under the sun
without meeeee.
sighh.
weird.
all these happens
after ive laughed my ass off
at tis chicken website.
click here!
not a good sight,
i tell ya.
makes me look at chickens
in a different wayy.
:|
ayam musibat.
iskandar and i
made plenty of
lame jokes
abt tat lame chicken.
bleargh.
betcha ass
imma get nightmares
of tat musibat chicken.
hahh.
im looking out
for red spots on my body.
(:

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, May 22, 2004?
im suffering frm
post-exam depression.
terrible terrible terrible.
its like,
thers nothing to do
anymore!
at least during
the exams,
thers studyinng
and mugging
and worryingggg.
abt da exams,
tat is.
even tho
i wasn worried.
but i was worried
cuz i wasn worried.
which was,
worrying of course.
and worrying
was somethingg.
instead of rite now.
thers nothing
to even b worried about.
nothng to do,
is one thing.
dun wanna do,
is another.
i mean, ive got chores
okie?
but i just
dun
feel
like
doing.
yehh.
im lazy.
woohoo.
-colonel dance.
i dun think
i made nee sense
ther.
nothing to do.
chores,
is somethng to do.
so y am i
not doing?
im lazy.
yehh.
it did make sense.
(:
yehh.
so wad r da causes
of post exam depression?
#1 boredom
#2 laziness
effects?
u get depressed.
tats y its called
post exam
depression
der.
hahhaahahah.
oh and
u get lame.
hhahHAha.
like me.
lameleeelaaa.
but lame is good.
depressed is not.
so lame is positive effect.
depressed is negative effect.
so
post exam depression
will evntually leads to:
chattting crap wit
vAnEsSa!
hahaha.
no laa.
kiddding.
hahahhaa.
but yehh.
i did chatted wit her.
we had fun.
as alwaaaaays.
crapped like shiets.
hahahha.
talked abt amk interchange
:|
how we got lost ther.
hahHa.
and erm,
der, guys.
she's officially
crush free!
like me!
oh hold it,
lemme rephrase tat:
"crush free!"
hahHAha.
yehh.
ohh.
she suggested,
since im bored,
"take a piece of paper
and write down all
the things u want to do.
things u tot of doing
whn u had SOOOOOO
much homework to do."
yehh.
LMAO.
i find tat
reeli amusing.
ahhAHhahah.
i dno.
(((:
anyhoos,
imma do just tat.
bwahahha.
u guys do to!!
well,
tat is if ur suffering
like me.
hahha.
ermm yehhh.

What I Wanna Do
`something.

LMAO.
hahaha.
ermm.
oh no wait.

`something,
except chores.

hehhe.
im sucha riot.
ceh.
hahha.
gtg, tats why.
heheh.
blog later yeh?
peace out, yall.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

?
i cant play the guitarrr!
i cant do a 'g'!
-looks at size of palm.
-cries summore.
i cudn reachhh!
i mean, my lil finger
cudn reach da
last stringgg!
i was like
strugglingg to stretch
grr.
cmon cmonnn.
ended up wit a cramp.
urmphh.
must wait
till my hands grow
a lil biggger.
:|
tat mite take ages.
wad if itll nvr grow?
takmaoooo!!
evry song i wanna try,
has 'g' innit.
der.
- -


anyhoos.
good morning, yall!
(:

wahhhhhhhh.
[a cry of complete
disappointment,
just in case yall
wonderingg.]
cant do a 'g'!!!
at least,
not a proper one.
:T
ughh.
-looks at da guitar
in disgust,
tat look
yall usually reserve
for those brats
hu tryta pry open
ur bag wit a penknife.
-smashes guitar against the wall.
-walks to da window.
-plunges down.
"woohooos!"
mom cheers.

the end.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Friday, May 21, 2004?
deyiii guyyyyy!
-sulks.
damn.
shld ask for his name.
know?
casually.
cmon.
after all,
he *is* my neighbor.
wahAHhahAHs.
nahh.
kidding la.
imma take a break.
((((:
so dun talk abt guys
in frnt of me.
yehh?
hahaha.
no la.
still can talk la.
but ill just excuse myself.
isolate myself.
count my cats' hairs
all over my clothes
while u guys talk.
its okiee.
dun worry abt me.
ill b fine.

hahahhahahaa.
wad a joke.
as if i can
*NOT* talk abt guys.
can la.
but ill try not to.
not to yall, at least.
hahha.
aspho, umeya, nana u guys
can still talk abt
*aherm aherm*
;)
cuz i dun mind.
just dun ask my opinions
on such stuffs.
ill TALK whn i wanna.
hahaha.

anyhooos.
geog paper 1 was
-snap finger.
hahaha.
ermm yehh.
i get lotsa ccomplains
sayin tat da map was
heee-uge.
lerrh.
its not even bigger
thn da table.
lols.
but yehh.
((((:
got back our paper 2.
woohooos!
not baaaaad.
hehhe.
suhandy and umeya
got a 72?!
urmph.
amanda got a 90!?
grrr.
whn they passed me
her paper, and i stared
at those 2 bright
red fucking digits
[ter-saw, nak buat
camne kan?],
i was like,
all ready to tear it
up into tiny pieces.
cehh.
hahaha.
nana wasn happy
wit her marks.
got her to talk to me.
hahahha.
why she not happpy.
lols.
ehhehe.
carried her bag for her
cuz she was dragging it.
cehh.
ahahhahah.
and thn sudenly
she got all excited
and was going,
"i dreamt of something
last niiiite!!!"
i aint telling u
wad she fucking dreamt of.
ehhehe.
nana wud prollie
b reading tis?
i dno.
ahahha.
i bet shes on her way
to aspho's as im typing this.
ahhahahha.
ermm yehh.
disgusting nana.
hahah.

we went bk.
sriee, umeya,
nana and i.
tho we kinda told aspho,
it was just
umeya and i.
ahhah.
for wad, i dno.
cuz i was stuffing
my face wit FOOD.
i dno y they
aint eating :|
hahhaha.
i mean, exams over!!
woohoos!!
hahahha.
ermmm.
was raining ((:
so nice.
sriee went back hme.
da 3 of us
went umeya's hse.

LMFAO.

i brought hme her pringles.
da sour blearghh pringles.
its still in my bag.
ahhaha.
taste like bleargh.
so i suggested
i shld bring it hme
to "gip my sibs
and prollie
sharing it
wit da bus driver
on da wayy hme".
hahaha.
tat same 'tactic'
i used whnever
i cudn finish my fries.
hahahhHAha.

OooH!!
i was goin hme,
guess who!??!
bp guyy!
nuh uh.
not makin tis up.
he looks better
w/o uniform.
bet he looks even better
w/o anything on.

and he did sumfink
to his hair.
hahahah.
saw him at da busstop
outside da mrt.
i was like, eh??
and he was like, :|
hahHAhha.
damn.
why must i b wearing
my uniform?!?
cehh.
hahahha.

ehh?
i tot nuff of boys?
okie la.
shhhhooooh.

in da bus wit him.
hahah.
sat bside him summore.
no la.
crazy?
just at da last seat ther..
hahhah.
and ther was tis
cute babyyyy!!
not baby la.
just a lil toddler.
so cute!
wit her dad.
they were standing near da exit,
wantin to drop off.
and da dad was tickling her.
kid was gigggling so cute!!
and i was like,
smilinng to myself.
thn da dad noticed
and he was like
sayin to da kid,
"say byebye to jiejie!
byebye jiejie!"
and i was like
blushhingg like fuck.
cuz those arNd us
were turning their heads
to look at me.
i wan to pretend
i din notice da dad.
hahahha.
but tat wud b mean.
so i just
-shyshyy
wave at da kid.
to make it worst,
da kid cudn b bothered.
- -
bp guy?
i hope he found tat
cute or sumfink.
LMFAO.
nahh.
hahhaha.
sheesh lela.
(((((:

exams over.
((:
oh yehhh.
nurool aint bloggging
for a while
cuz of her exams.
ehehhe.
yehhhhh.
lotsa luck, nurool.
yupp.
u noe wher to find help
if u need nee.
hahha.
yehh.
mwachs.

yehh.
tats all.
i wanna stuff my face
again.
i wanna put on
weighhhhht.
hahha.
umeya,
gimme ur faaaat!
cehh ader gitu.
ahahhaha.
okie la.
buaiz!
(:

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, May 20, 2004?
hhahaha.
tryna 'teach'
nurool chem.
online.
yehh.
its crazy,
i tell u.
shes crazy.
hhahaha.
tmr my last paper!
woohooos!
*dustball rolls by*
okieee...
at least
pretend
to care la, yehh?
hahaha.
yehh.
yupp.
i love u too!
;)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Wednesday, May 19, 2004?
boo.
hahha.
ermm.
was bored outta my skull
todayyyyy.
did some writing.
(((:
im gettin one of those
poet's block.
ehhHEhe.
yehh.
its da time of da month.
irrghh.
ahahahha.
ermm.
nahhh.
aint gonna worry abt zits.
AHhaHhaa.
get it?
zits?
it?
hahAHhahha.
ermm yehh.
so i was bored.
ehhe.
thn i was like,
"pls, gimme sumfink to dooooo.
im sooooo bored..."
strummed guitar and sang
something barely
recognizable as a tune..
and thn guess whard!!!
nurool called!!!
wanted me to help out wit sum maths.
i was like, whoooa kidding me?
wahAHhahAHhaha!!!
finally sumfink to dooooo!!!
im not bored anymore!!
so i did her maths.
i did wad dart did.
[lol try sayin tat fast.
tongue twister. whahHAha.]
yeh.
scan my answers for her to see.
and cuz i dun haf scanner,
i painstakingly
write down all da ans
in paint.
u noe...
Paint.
ahHAHhHAa.
at first i got
my sis to do it for me.
since she was on da pc.
i read out da ans,
she did it.
and ther was tis sum,
wit da symbol ²
and instead of writing
a 2 ther,
she drew a square.
and i was laughinnng
my ass offff.
she got fed up
and.. yehh.
sorry kilaaa.
ahHAhHAha.
ermm yeh.
okieee.
ohh yehh.
i went to skool
wit my sis.
actually no.
she ditched me.
takpurr....
was in da lift.
but instead of going down,
it went up
to da 11th storey.
and i was like,
"right. okiee.
wad day issit today?
oh yehh.
pick-on-lela day.
woohoo."
buuut!!
ahHAhah.
da lift door opened,
and guess who!!
ahAHhahh!
bp guyyyyy!!!!
oooooh coooooL.
not so bad.
this, i can get used to.
WAHhHAhhHa.
and thn to make my day
even better,
door opened whn it was
abt to close
and thn
deyi guyyyyy!!!!
so u cud imagine
how i was feeling.
(((((:
lol no laaa.
ahhahaha.
tat was da longest
journey in da lift
ever.
too bad nothing happened.
sheeshh, lela.
ahhHAhhha.

lmao!!!!
one whole entry
on Krap?

c'monnn.
like ur not used to tat.
;)

ermm.
so amaths paper wasn reeli good.
ahhHAHHAHhahh!!!
lolo cut his haaaaaair.
all strawberry tan's fault.
hate her hate her.
she got lolo to cut
his neattt hair.
right okie.
wher was i?
ahhha.
hadta stay back.
tan lee choo gave clues
for geog paper tis fri.
thn went to eat
wit aspho and syid.
AHhHAHha.
tat rhymes!!!
eh.
how do u spell
rhyme?
yehh okie.
lunch was scary.
AhHAhhAHhahah.
most of da time i stoned
while aspho and syid
bitched.
ahHAhha.
seemed like i was listening.
whn most of da time i was
wondering wad i shld do
later at hme.
cuz ther was nothing to do.
i cud only think of
sleep.
and thn whad?

no skool tmr.
weee?

aspho and syid
wanted me to go
bowling wit them.
but i din bring mah cash.
neeway, i am saving up.
[for who?
for u also, aspho.]
sweet of her.
cuz she wanted to pay
for me or sumfink.
-stoned.
but nahhhh.
other plans.
right.
AhhahHAha.
da thing was,
i reeli cudn understand
y they seriously
wanted to go bowling?
wanted *me* to go as well.
nice of them
to ask me along.
tat just proves
i wasn invisible.
ahAHhaha.
told them nuh uh aint going.
kept begging.
tryna 'bribed' me.
wahHAhaha.
darsen work for meeee.
woohoos.
ahahhha.
they were prollie
just kidding.
(((((:
stoned at da busstop.
so hot.
stoned in da bus.
so not so hot.
got hme.
so yehh.
damn.
i needa dig my ears.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

?
i did one reeli crazy thing.
yehh huhh.
i was washing dishes
in the kitchen.
bowls, to b exact.
hahha.
yehh.
and suddenly,
i filled tis bowl
wit water..
and just stare into it.
i emptied my head,
calm myself
and just ..
okie fine.
i was scrying.
at least i tried to.
lmao.
silly silly me.
i looked dumb
:|
just imagine it.
standing by da sink,
holding ur fav cereal bowl
in ur hands
and just staring into da water.
mom was terrified.
hahahha.
i was terrified myself.
was like, "waaahdaheck?"
but im reeli interested....
scrying.
is it even possibLe??!!
lmao.
been readin too much
witchy stuffs.
:|
okie.
mayb scrying is ridiculous.
but i wud luvta try
tarot reading
((((:
or mayb i shld stop
thking of these stuffs.
sheeshh.
and study for my geog.
-aherm.
pure geog-ger whaard.
-rolls eyes at aspho.
ahhAHha.
geog-ger?!?!
...
hAHhAHha!!!!
ScRYinG?!?

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Tuesday, May 18, 2004?
cant concentrate
lose focus very easily
mind not thinking straight
wad's gotten into me?

i find myself
pickin up my cell
texting a message...

i hesitate.
what am i?
what the hell?!

i cudn help it.
im goin insane.
the blind can tell.

like he would reply...

does not matter.
just want him to know
im thnking of him
and thers nothing wrong
wit thinking of him (:

what would his gf think?
-rolls eyes.
he *is* attached.

pfffft.
wad she gonna do to me?
huh?
get my head detached?
shhhesssh.
pull out my hair
stick needles in my ears.
see if i care.

its what *he* thinks
tats what bothering me...

what if he thinks
tat i still haf a
*somethinnnng* for him?

but im afraid.
nothings wrong wit tat.
tru.
its just inappropriate.

well.
shldn care wad he thinks as well.
cuz its just a lil msg.
harmless.
no big deal.
doesn mean anythingg.

right?

i miss him.

convince myself
its just a small simply gesture
tat hes not forgotten.
hell, wad haf i gotta lose?

press send.

put my cellphone aside
trying to keep myself occupied.

u see ,
i dun expect u to reply back.
tho itd b reeli nice if u do
but wad the heck.
u haf *her* now.
i understand tat.
[fuck tat bitch (:]

but does it hurt to just...
u noe.. say a lil hi?
let me noe
u still rmb me.

cuz i do.

i miss u.

bEep beEp.
[or wadeva it sounds like]
my cell beeping!!
[or wadeva it sounded like]

my cell beepingg!!!!
omigosh.
omigosh.
omigosh.
up and down im jumpingg
grinning like a mad sheep.
tis is crazy.
im fallin in lust wit u
all over againn.

hold tat thot.

dang
its just nana.
reminding me to save up
for aspho's prezzie..

oh.

yehhh.

ah wells (:

something else to look
forward to (((:



still miss him tho.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Monday, May 17, 2004?
ehhe.
hihi.
i was all
smiles and smirks
after amaths paper 1
todayyy.
woohoos.
even viven "strawberry" tan
aint spoiling my mood
wit her usual ramblings.
no one was even listenin
to wad she said,
considering da shiets
she always shitted,
i dun think neeone
felt leftout.
u noe wad im sayin?
ehhe yehh.
dun wanna sound
too overconfident
but da paper was a can-do.
i luu-a-aurrv mr ong.
i needed both sakura and sriee
to hold me down
u noe, to stop me frm
marching into da staff room
and hug him,
and kiss him,
and squeeze himmm!!
..
right.
nuff said.
ehhe.
practically went arNd skool,
wishin all 3e2s
all da best for bio.
ahAhs.
ermm.
thn went hme la.
accompanied sriee hme.
and i reeli meant
"accompanied".
ahAhahhs.
whyyye?
cuz imma tru blue
peekaboo
honeydew
bubbly doo
fren.
...
((((:
took 163 to toapayoh interchange.
ther we bought
sweets and chocs
and more sweets
and chocs.
thn took 88 back hme.
had a lil picnic ther.
ooOoh.
da bus driver is
pretty cute!!!
unlike those
typical old and bald
hostile drivers.
ehhe.
he was pretty youngg.
wearing a pair of orangey
sunglasses!!!!
hehhe.
yehh.
so sriee and i
ate in da bus.
kitkat chunk,
snickers,
mars.
u name it.
loLs.
and we stuffed all da wrappers
in my bag.
multi purpose bagg.
mWAhahahhaha.s.
ermm.
so sriee reached her stop.
got off.
alone.
thn dropped off
at central.
walked hme (:
ehhhe.
so nice.
can go on forever.
mwahAHhas.
exercise.
ahHAhs.
ermm.
yehh.
reached hme.
1130.
slept till 2.
woohoos!
shafiq finally got da
guitar string fixed!
now can playyyyy!!
a lil slow.
pathetic actually.
ahAHhahs.
but its okIE!!!
ahahhas.
ermm.
haishh.
missed those days
i went over nurool's
to chillout
and play guitar.
still rmb tat
'ohm' thingie
u did to my fingers, nurool.
irggh.
ahAhhahs.
and how i cut my nails
tat very moment
just so i cud play properly.
ahAHhas.
enthu!!!
ahAHh.
heh.
now we'r so far apaaart.
who to teach me?!?!?
dun wanna bother shafiq
anymore >.<
mumsy tabi??
ehhe.
havent reply her letter
:|
dang.
havent bought her her henna.
arhh bish.
ahhas.
imma baad dottie.
heh.
anyhoos.
yehh.
no skool tmr.
woohoos.
and thurs too.
woohooos.
whoots.
im hysterical.
(((:
hse quiet.
cuz mom's workinng.
miss her already.
right okieshh.
ermm.
imma go now.
bbyee yall.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Sunday, May 16, 2004?
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hiiii~
cleaned up da whole hse
yesterdayyyy.
woohoos.
pretty funnnn.
gotta chillout
wit my mom and
.. her mother.
aahh.
mom not satisfied
cuz da smell is still ther.
u know..
cat crap.
reeli hard to get rid of.
da smell esp.
but i seriously din smell neefink!
evry now and thn,
mom wud go,
"ther! the smell! u smelt it???"
and i wud say,
"no. thers no smell."
"how can u not smell it?
u smell it right, mak?"
my grandmother's expression:
"dun even get me started.."
and my sis wud interrupt,
"hey..
how does cat crap smells like?"
...
so mom wanted to
get evry single thing
in my room
out
so she cud reeli reeli
clean it.
da back of da computer table,
especially.
under da bed,
terrible.
i cant believe i slept in ther!!!
ehhehe.
i found lotsa stuff
while cleaninn up my room.
like my reeeli old
red nike cap,
barbie's shoe
usedta b mine ((((:
and my squash racket!!!!
finallyyy!!
but it darsen
matter much now.....
ehhe and my pokemon cartridge.
we pushed da tables forward,
and guess wad we found.
yehh.
more crap.
dried up ones.
-gaggg.
da smell was undescribable.
undescripable?
huhh.
yehh.
grandmom ran out of da room,
freaked.
mom scowled at me,
"Now u smell it?"
"ugh."
i turned to my sis,
"now u smell it?"
"ohhh crappp."
da modem wires
had some crapp
smeared on it.
it was terrible!!
my sis did most of
da dirty work.
-applauds.
thank god
nothinng got on delfy.
ehhe.
after sometime,
we took a rest.
mom ordered pizza.
we ate.
granddad came back
wit durians.
but none of us
wanted any.....
anggun had 2 (((:
and chingy
played arNd wit da seed.
fascinated
how he moved it arNd
wit its paw.
i mean,
da seed is practically bigger
thn its head!!!!
felt very tired after tat.
left da room in a mess.
well at least now it din smell
((((:
watched tv.
teater komedi.
-laughhs.
thn continued cleaninng.
well, they did.
aahhaha.
i ironed da uniforms,
including mom's.
thn sis wanted me
to iron her ncc stuffs.
i did.
for abt a minute.
thn got fed-up.
i hung up da uniform,
and asked my other sis,
"right. does it look
like its ironed?"
she shook her head.
so i ironed just da sleeves.
"how abt now?"
and she gave me a thumb up.
alright!
..
hey, shld haf done
like tat all along!
heeeshh.
ahAHha.
tat nite,
we argued
wad kind of
freshener thingie
we shld put up
in da room.
sis suggested
thirsty hippo!
i was like, "ohh yehh!"
and thn,
"oh hold it.
tats for shoes,
right?"
nobody knows.
wadeva.
i told her to buy
anythinnng
she wanna,
just as long as
its not tat kind
tat they had
in da ava at skool
:|
lol like mom
wud know wad
i was referrin to
((:
nothing beats
da saturday afternoon
cleaning up
after cat crap
wit ur family.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, May 15, 2004?
i went shit patrol just now
((:
p.u.!
ahhah.
erm.
turned out chingy crapped
tis small area
bhind da printer
:|
so i was,
"maaaaa!!!
dah jumpe dah taik!!"

bleargghh.
thank god aint those
cair
melty type.
or else it wud b difficult
to get rid of it.
-gaggg.
but thn again,
melty ones,
tiny bullets ones,
wadeva.
i aint touching tat shit!!
so was screaming,
momm mommmmmmm.
got no response.
so i left it ther.
thn mom eventually found out.
and she was like,
"why din u tell me thers crap ther?!"
"i did! i called u,
but thn u din do anythingg."
"i was at da toilett.
din hear u."
"but still. gimme a sign!"
"tak dengar kan!
i din hear u, right?
u think id ignore u
if id hear u.."
"heesh. wudn b da first time."
mom looked guilty (:
heesh.
did i blow it up right in her face ther.
for once thn,
we werent like
a mother and a daughter.
we were more like,
frenz.
frenz who caught da other
making out wit da other's guy.

LMAO.
lovely (:
shld do it more often.
ohh hold tat thought.
tats not a good thing right?
being frenz wit ur mom.
...

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

?
heyy.
morning (:
all wakey wakeyyy.
haha.
had 10 hrs of sleep.
-smirkk.
jealous??
ahahaha.
(:
anyhoos.
my room smells of crap.
cat crap.
da thingg is,
i haf no idea wher its coming frm.
will do some springcleaning (:
and clear up my wardrobe.
do tis.
do tat.
do tis again.
damn da smell is gettin stronger.
hse empty (:
so is stomach.
imma go get sumfink to eat.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, May 13, 2004?
im gonna die for phy tmr.
no doubt abt it.
((((:
da whole class is gonna die.
esp shar.
lmao.
ezzy chan din even return
us our files!!!!
wth?!
irgh.
emaths paper 2 tmr.
sighhh.
nvm.
midyr only.
....
noOOoooO!!!
wad am i sayyying?
-cries.
here i am,
bloggin
whn i reeli shld b revisingg.
din study at all today.
:|
slept till like 5.
chilled out wit shafiq
till like ... 9.
and here i am!
wads happenin to me.
im worried
cuz im not worried abt midyr.
-crusheddd.
sorry momm.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Wednesday, May 12, 2004?
yoohoo!
heyloo!!
check out dart's neoo bloggoo!
....
hehhe.
((((:
sooo cooo
l
yehh, munz.
ehhe.
no hope for emaths.
it was scary.
i dun like mrs han.
period.
gotta do sumfink
for emaths paper 2
tis fri.
shucks.
phy same day.
gonna die.
oh hold it!
hold tat tot.
wad am i doinnng??
bright side, rmb?
think positive (:
ive studied hard for bio
i must get a good grade.
must make jeya proud.
chem?
i dno abt chem.
err.
tats why imma do good for bio
to pull up my chem.
which is terrible.
i think.
ahahh.
no faair.
e1 gotta study two sciences
in one day!
tho combined,
its still 2 subjs!
urghh.
we'r more stressed thn tri sci class.
we've got pure geo.
and thers still paper 1
to dread abt.
..
sam's bdae coming (((:
aspho's bdae cominng tooo!!
hehhehe.
ohh nurool,
sorry cudn help u wit ur debate thingiee.
>.<
hahhhhhhhh.
-drools.
listenin to gArETh GaTeS'
version of UNchAinED mElODy.
-melts.
omg.
sing fer me, garr darl.
rwaarr.
right.
okie.
gtg.
wuv yall.
tc.
cya.
sleaze awayyy.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Tuesday, May 11, 2004?
hahahhiiiee (:
its me againnn!!
der.
who else?
mwAhAHha.
now its official:
lela wyatt ismail.
bwAHhAhas!!
i love it!
hell yehh!
[its pronounced as
wa-ya-tt
and not
white, plsh]
elena reckons
i shld spell dad's name as
'ishmael'
to make it sound more grand
ehhhe.
...
u know,
omarion ishmael grandberry?
tat hot bod frm b2k?
ahha yehh.
but nahhh (:
ooh.
elena got a new bag.
screw her.
she bought da bag
ernest has!!!
or issit shannon.
ahh.
wth (:
darsen concern me nee more.
wow.
its late already.
i shld b mugging for chem/bio.
practising e/amths
and reading thru cme.
pfft.
cme.
sucks.
hhe.
ooh.
hans, if ur reading tis,
hope ur feelin better kaehh?
>.<
damn, felt like bullshit
cuz i wasn doin much
to help ya, yer'noe?
iskandar's doin da shiets.
hes good, ey?
(:
lucky to have a pal like him.
a lil pain in da ass,
but overall, hes cool.
heheh.
aight.
(((:
take care yall.
mwachs.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

?
hie (:
geography was a murderer.
a murderer, i tell U!
ehheh.
okie.
after tat,
went macs to haf breakfast
wit nana and sriee.
bwahHAHa.
saw valerie and roystonn!
oooh so cute!
ehhehe.
we sat kinda near da door,
u knoww..
just in case we saw neeone
we din wanna see,
we cud just,
take coverr!
grabed our burgers and ice milo,
and escaped.
so far no one (:
we cud eat in peace.
mwahHAahha.
oooh
nana tried to push open tat door.
cudn.
"tried pulling it, dummass." (:
nupp.
din budge.
why???
ermm, i dno whyy.
mayb cuz it was locked?
..
woohoos.
so embarrasssing.
(((:
thn met up twins at cc.
hehehe.
we ate alot :|, me and nana.
we stuffed our mouths
even got twins to bring down
some stuffs to eat frm hme.
mwahHAha.
thn went hme at 5.
took 76 wit nana to yck.
din tend to, tho (:
but wth.
heh.
yehh.
so i reached hme.
woohooos!
tiger!!
hehhe.
yehh
my other kittie!
okie.. not 'my' neemore ):
but its so nice to see him!!
but tiger darsen suits him.
cuz hes sucha weakass
[??].
unlike chingy.
mwahHAhaha.
shld haf seen da way they wrestle.
heyy ripped tis off foxtrot comic...

paige: pete, what the --?
peter: ive always wanted to
see how id look like wit a goatee.
since i cant actually
grow one yet,
i figured id just
try drawing one on my face
wit a pen.
makes me look rather
sophisticated
duncha thinkkk?
paige: mayb if u hadn
used blue ink.
peter: okay. but apart frm tat...
paige: u drew tat goatee
on ur face wit a
blue laundry marker?!
peter: well, yeh.
we haf school tmr.
im not goin to use sumfink
tat darsen wash off easily.
paige: peter, laundry markers are like
totally permanent!
where on earth wudcha
get da idea tat tis ink
washes off???
peter: . . . -fumingg
paige: ... boy, do i recognize *tat* look.
peter: ja-sonnnnn!!!
u think tis is funnY?!?
u think trickin me into
using permanent blue ink
to draw a goatee on my face
on a skool nite is
funnY?!? -stranggle strangle
jason: heeheehee.
peter: just wait till i
go tell mom and dad!
we'll see who's laughin thn, pal!
-stomps off and a couple of mins later
jason: judging by ur face,
id say mom and dad.
peter: im moving out.
andy[mom]: peter! come back!
we were guffawing *with* you!!!!

ehhhe.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Monday, May 10, 2004?
heyloos (:
i see blogger's changed.
i prefer old one, tho :|
need to adapt to it and all...
o'wells.
ehhhe.
cudn reeli study at umeya's hse
just now....

ahahh.
darn, sakura.
she said she knew wher da hse is.
but we ended up sumwher else.
and i got tis weird guy
followin me arNd.
:|
and sakura left me bhind alone ):
ahahh.
and noticed tis guy
old enuff to b my bro,
was rite bhind me.
i slowed down,
to let him walk first.
but thn instead he was like,
"hi. goin hme?"
and started askin weird qns.
err.
asked for my name and number.
said no.
so he gave me his instead :|
saw him again on da way hme.
creepy.
wun forget tat ugly pair of sunglasses,
[bet it was an imitation one
he bought off sumone's truck]
and tat stinky cigar smell.
*gagg*
ryan went arNd askin ppl,
whats my surname.
i kept tellin her,
i dun haf nee surnames!
actually, wad she meant was,
my dad's name.
i knew
but cudn b bothered.
bwahaha.
thn sri told her..
>.<
and now shes callin me
'ismail'.
yehhh.
and she calls sakura,
'rostam'.
so in return we call her,
'ong'.
mwahahha..
just hope mrs. o wun think
we'r calling *her*.
ehheh.
lol poor dad.
wherever he is now.
if u noe wad i mean...
ooohh!
ehhhe.
i love u, shafiqq!!
thnx for da nvr ending supply
of comics...
mwahHAhaha.
imma comic maniac now!!
thnx to himmm!!
ehhhe.
currently reading:
get fuzzy.
bucky rawwwckkks!!!
ehheh.
ohh and thnx fer da testi (:
ehhe.
buuut dun u even think
of touchin my delfyyy!!!!
*winks at dart*
immer go orf now (:
till next time.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Sunday, May 09, 2004?
good morning.
happy mother's day (:
to all mothers on earth.
includin mumsie tabi.
mwahhahas.
err yehh.

why dont im like da girl i seen?
da one who's standing
right in front of me.

why dun i think b4 i speak?
i shldf listen to da voice
inside me.
i must b stupid.
must b crazy.
must b outta my mind.
to say tat kind of things
ive said last nite.

y did i let u walk away.
whn all i had to do
was say im sorry.
i let my pride get in da way.
and in da heat
of the moment
i was to blame.

if only wishes cud b dreams
and all my dreams
cud come tru.
there wud b da 2 of us
standing here in frnt of u.

if u cud show me
tat sum1 tat i used to b
bring back my baby
my baby to me.

bring me back ur trust
u usedta have
in me.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, May 08, 2004?
heyloos (:
Got rid my tagg.
gonna put up sum
comment box thingie.
yehhs.
familiar layout.
ahahha.
ermm.
wanted to put
welling layout.
but tat mite
get meisy a lil
ehehhhe.
-smirkkk.
okiee.
dad wud b 43 today
(((:
visiting himm tmr.
misshh em.
chingy/zorro/whytt
is sleepinn on my bed (:
just dun roll off!
ahha nahh.
hes gettin beeeg.
wit enuff training,
hes gonna b
da next big thnnng.
-bows.
nenek cudn pronounce
'whytt' properly.
she said 'wahid' instead.
hehh.
whytt is sucha cool name (:
cant wait for next season of charmed!
ehheh.
ahh well.
-sighys.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

?
just whn i tot
evryfink's alright.
sumfink stupid happened.
why me?
evry good thing
tat happened,
sumfink bad happens
right after tat.

sorry, dart.
bet now ur gonna
look at me
different.

see, im not
wad u thnk i am.
sorry im not
wad u think i am.

wads gotten into me?
pms?
shheshh.

slap me.
im crazy.
punch me.
dun let me b.
bite me.
u bald monkey.
...
bald monkey?

taggie's feelin shitty
like me as well.
^5, taggie.

"be rational"
swat he said.

im irrational.
wads next?

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, May 06, 2004?
One down!!! woohooos!! (((:
and a lot more to go... (:

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Wednesday, May 05, 2004?
whhaa dupppp!!? hehh. just came back frm grp study wit twinz at amk cc. woohoos. shld do it more often. heh. yehh. and saw hans, putraa and eemeng [i think?] ther as welll.. but they went macs to mug instead (: muuggggerrrrr. -lol. mugger inc. hheh. err crap. ahhhha.

din go skool wit nabs todayy. i was laaaate. shed prollie left. i hope. i dun wan her to wait for me whn i was already on da way to skool. tats not nice. ahhha. i dun mind waiting for ppl. dun like ppl to wait for me. ahhahah tats not entirely truuu..

chia's lookin good today (: hehhe. purposely acted clumsy wit da badminton racket todayy during pe in frnt of him. so he wud b like... u knoooeee... -lmao. omg im desperate. -lmfao.

hist. was funnn (((: not da lesson tat is. just da company (: ahhhhha. aikenn slenger! ehhhe. peace, sriee. -lol.

got back chem test. yikes. not satisfied. so i asked khor for an extra mark here and ther. "u shld gimme another 2 marks." "why shld i?" "cuz i attempted to da qn. tho i got it wrong, but at least i tried right?" -lol. yehh. like shed fall fer tat.

we were very noisy tat day. -lol. we'r always noisy, wd am i sayin. and khor was like, "ive truly seen 3e1's tru colors." and she sounded reeli depressed and remorseful, i nearly broke down and cried [hahhhh righht..]. and justin said, "tat one fake color..." i tink he din mean to say it out loud la. cuz thn after tat he was like, uh whoops. exco for monitorial board, must b careful horhh. ahh crap (:

listening compre was toughh. ahh yeh. kindaaa. din dig my ears last nite. hehhe. instead, i fed them wit louuud rude music. reeli miss cikku raheem. -lol. yehhs. ahhh. saper takder kat sini, angkat tangan. lol tat nvr fails to make me smile. table arrangement was weird :\ ahhhhaa.

bought fullscap.. ahha just last fri i bought one. ehhe yehh. for notes and all.. and bought a pen as well. tested da pen. wrote 'lela rox' on tis piece of paper ther. and da auntie was like, "leela?" ...... "its lela. not leela." and sadako was going, "but leela nicer right?" shheesh. thnx alot. and guess whhaard. auntie agreed wit her. irrgh. was tellin da auntie, "im not buying frm u anymore!!" and thn.. "u sell black g2 refill?"

went hme wit twinz. went hme as in, their hme. yehhh. said no one was at hme. so i tot, okie. study ur hse la gituu. but whn we got ther, we heard singing coming frm inside. sounded like aqilah's voice...... "i tot u haf da whole hse to urself?" "only my sister inside.." but whn i stepped in, their bro was lying on da sofaa.. ohhhkayyye. so we ended up studyin at amk cc ther.

we got ther, tis old uncle was sitting by da pingpong table. he saw us, jumped up [yes, jumped..] and asked if we wanted to play pingpong wit him. i wanted toooo!! but thn kept telling myself, we were ther to mug. haiiish. ahhh yehh.

they did eng. i did hist. cud reeli study at first. took time to adapt. ahhhha. i was clearing up my file. -lols. and thn watched them. went to da loo. watched tis buncha guys shoot free throws at da basketball court. i knew one of em. as in, ive seen him around shirtless b4. -lmao. whn i passed by tat court sumtime ago, he was ther. shirtless. ooh yehh. was chanting to myself, "shirt off, shirt off.." ahha but it was drizzlingg, yo!

joined da twinz. finally i managed to settle in. and did hist. thn went 7eleven to get nachos and coke. ahhhhhhhh. yummy. lols. chilled out. thn went cheers to get more drinks and chips. cant live w/o foooood. thn sadako went back hme to solat, leaving me and sakura. thn ther was tis makcik wit her sonny.. she was askin sum stuff abt extra classes. me wit my broken mly tsktsktsk. so sakura helped me out. lol da sonny soooo cute!! i smiled at him, put on a funny face. and he grinned back at me. his dimples, whoooa. and he was leaning over da table ther, practically kissing it. and i was, 'takmao!!! kotor!!!' sooooo cute!!!!

saw sebastian! ehhe. old skool classmate. heeshh!! he looks da same!!! and saw peiqi!! ahh! my partner!!!! woohoos ((((: ohh. we were discussing hist. but got off track and shit abt r-e-s-p-e-c-t. hah i dno how we got to tat topic. heh.

"evry1 respects u." -sadako.
"huhh? in wad wayyy??"

i was tryna rest my legs on da chair across me. cudn move da chair about u see. yehhh. so i stretched. but cudn reeli reach da chair........... and sakura was like...

"ahhha!! cannot reach!"
*fumingg* "syahidah. u were sayinnng????" (&@%#%!
"okie la. xcept for my sister la."
"iirggh!!!"
"AHhAH! cannot reach!!"
"diam la, dek."

went macs to get fries for leftover cheese frm nachos. cudn see how much a large fries cost. diin bring my specs. so did sadako. patheticc. ahhha. thn she went offf.. came back wit a pair of specs :\ wher da heckk? putra's. ooohh. kayye. got our fries, got back and ate. tasty.

"u know wad ur sis did?! she asked putra for his specs cuz she cudn read wads on da menu.... :| Can u imagine tat? 'hello putra. can lend me ur specs? my fren and i blind ah, cant see da menu.' isn tat stupid?!"
"u can just ask da guy at da counter, kan?" -sakura.
"i know. but just want to embarrass lela. tats all." -sadako.

...

iirrgghhhhhhhh!!

and now im so sleepy >.< shieett. tmr first paper!! eng!!!! ahhHH!! so nervous. heh. all da best yall ((((: make sure yall get enuff rest and a good breakfast b4 sitting for exams, yehhs??

aightt. peeace out yall.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Tuesday, May 04, 2004?
im not a perfect personnn. ther' things i wish i hadn dooo.. mental note to self: get lyrics for nana! hehe. thn can all sing togetherrr. yeaps. hahh. ermm yehhs. crap (:

heyloos. in da same lift wit deyi neighbor! woohoos!! ((: Deyi neighbor so tall. and he kinda haf liang jimm's features.. nahh. jimmy's cuterr! hehhe. ermm. yehhs. crapp (((:

its justt a lil crushh. not like i faint. evrytime we touchh.. hmm. i heard whn u see sum1 u like, ur heart skips a beat and u get all excited and .. a lil nuts. ahhha. but whn u see sum1 u love, u smile and (: u get all warm all over. ....

yehh. its definitely a 'like'. hehhe. ehh. wtH!? noOooo! after exams, rmb!??! irggh.

ooh.. struggling during eng, tryna complete my newspaper report. totally blank!! like, only 20 mins till period end, thn i started writingg. noo! nOooo! exams cominngg. eng paper just arNd the cornerrr. wad am i doing?!

totally disappointed whn i got to see my mt marks. terrible! i mean, i knew imma get pretty low. but not that low! its terrifyinng! cikku [tats wad ginn and i called cikgu .. hehh crappp] was equally terrified. and she gave me short pep talk... in eng :\ yehhs. she was like sayin, "u did very well last term, right? what happened, lela? u were excellent in mt..."

all tat crap. its sick and tiring listening to tat same phracken phrase. sorry to disappoint yall. im disappointed too. ginn got a higher mark thn me. im happy for her. but sad for myself. feel fer mee. to make it worst, twinz kept pickinng on meeeee!! wad giives??

kept up wit hannan. reminded him of our 'date'. ahha. actually i meant it to b just a lame joke. u noee. i mean, ive scared him enuff alreadyy. ive gotcha scared and now ur runningg blindd. dun make me mad cuz yer now ahh wunn' b kinnd..

sadako said sumfink totally unnecessary :\ i nearly pushed her down da stairs and go break a neck or somethinnng. irggh. she is sooo irrrgh!! din wan him to get da wrong impression [thnx alot sadako. shhesh.] so i told him, "hey. im not forcing u to study u noe. just tat i was mad at u cuz wad u did tat day wasn nice..." hannan got da right attitude ((: said, "no. i *want* to studyy." heh good. study is goood.

"me studyin wit dicky today. tag along?" and dicky bhind us was like, "huhhhh? biler maserr since whn?!" -lmao. tsk tsk tsk. miscommunication.. hehhe. and akmal is one noisy gayass clown (((: Was interruptingg evry chance he got. da side of akmal ive nvr seen. ahha missed him. n_n

yehhs so they studyinn at northpoint [??!!!] at arNd after solat asar today. which is ermm right abt now. HAhHAha. "right after phy remedial, we goin back home first. thn meet againn. how?"

"errrr. by thn itll b like.. so late."
"yehh. 5.30pm. wher u live?"
"in a tree." -> yupp akmal said tat. oO
"ang mo kio. in a tree. whha rubbishh."
"rubbish? rubbish dump?"
"..nvm. err make it earlier?"
"5?"
"...."
"ehh im not confirm, eyh."
"dickkyy, nooo. u *must* go."
and i was, aik?? "uhh ill text ya to confirmm."

hannan's got nice eyes. kinda like a girl's. -lmao. nahhh kidding (((((: Peacce!!

asked sriee to tag aloongg and she gave me tat sriee look and said, "id rather stay hme watch hi-5." .. wa salute sama lu, sliee. nana was awite at first but nahh. heh. ermm right now its 5.02pm. hmmm. ahhaha.

failed amaths. shiet man -daniel style. hehehe. ermm. yehh. wad has gotten into meeeee!! i need help!!!!! sakura's terrible. sriee's goood. but askin sriee to teach ya math is like... askin a comb frm a monk. [???] aspho darsen study wit frenz. ermm. hannan only hope. irrggh!! issit too late if i shower, get my stuff, and rush down to yishun interchange?? its 5.08pm. hannan texted sayin hes gonna meet us at 5.10pm. ..... :D

hehh. hannan, guess we'r even now. dun worry, theyll b a next time ((:

our class: mugger mode. hehe. already arranged da tables. so enthuu! mrs o was like, wahh. ahAHhAHa. so was reeli lonely and bored >.< haiishhh. phy remedial was like... wth. heesh. reeli crapp. earlier this morning sharon wrote on da board: nominate ezzy chan for most caring teacher award.

omg my *toes* are laughiing, munz! ezzy chan? carinngg?? ;)

and whn he was in class, we were like, alermakk!! sharon screamed, "cindyyy!!" and cindy sprint to da board and wiped it off.. wit her hands and shirt. woohoos. chan was pretending he din see anythingg. i bet he already saw da notice!!

whole class was pissed off at him. we were all thirsty and hungry while he was sitting on da table, drinkingg kickapoo. and val was going, "ur not supposed to drnk in class!! must show us good example!" and he said, "oh yehh? book me. see if i care?"

mann, hes so cute. his evil laughter, -melts. hes my dream-man.

-lm(freaking)ao.

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Monday, May 03, 2004?
heyloos (: wha dup yall. i was so extra early todayy. but nabila was the late one. so it din reeli matter, cuz we reached skool late anyhoos. hahaha. ermm. crap (:

oh yehh. happy 1oth bdae, peirce! rawqk onn!! woohoos! tat was the best 10-min celebration evarhh. ((: Hehh. u noe, just tryna b a good peircean citizen once a whilee.. heheh. yupp in an actual fact, it pretty much sucked. sorryy. and we secretariate din reeli do our duties.. hehe. aighht secretariate committee, we rawk!! Summore i hadta 'maintain discipline' at the sec4 area ther wit ginn. soooo inconvenientt...

ahhha ohh its hannan's 15th bdae as well. -evil smirrkk. he din come skool tho. i understaaaand. ehheh. i can just imagine if he were ther: .. chew wud prollie announce it to da whole skool [u noe how fast words get arNd..], "we haf a peircean here wit us frm 3e1, sharing the same bdae as the skool..." u noe tat kinda crap? hehhe. and hed get us to sing happy birthday as well. hannan cud haf died right ther at da spot.

heyy, it cud happen. tats y hannan aint in skool. he din wanna take da risk. -wiggle wiggle brows.

got to skip mt!! woohoos!! actually we still had 2 mins.. ahHAha. but sriee and i refused to go. we stayed in class. cikgu bukit was in ther as well, but tat din stop us ((: Hehhe.

ive got a 2 and a half for phy (: Darsen make a diff tellin ya out of how muchh. hehh. ohh ive got 12 outta 30 for mt :\ isn tat severely depressing? yupp. gotta do somethinnng.

i studied da wrong humanities. wAHhAHa. turned out hist is tis saturday, but all this while i was muggingg geog! wth?! and today, leechoo gave us clues for exams, and turned out all stuffs i mugged like shiet were irrevelent. i mean irrelevent. whootz. darssen kill, rites? chill, la. uve taken nearly a period agonizing abt it and taking it out on poor sriee who din seem to help much cuz all she said was: "kau memanng merepet, lela." .. ((:

recess.. chilled out at da atrium wit nana and srieee. and thn chan approched, showed me my class phy results. i ran my finger down da names.. ooomigoshh. sakura failed. sakura failed, aku lagi aper? ahhh. got a 37. woohoos. i love peiru (: shes got a 36. -meannie.

just passed my bio. woohoos. just passed my emaths. (: whad has gotten into me, u asked? -shrugg.

Had phy retest right after skooL. hehe. some retestt. lols. our class made chan laugh. heh yehh. tis time, we joked, he laughed. so cute!! lols!! okiee. they joked. i took tat golden chance to turn bhind and asked sriee.. "moments abt.. which point?"

sharon, beloved monitress asked: "how much must we get for tis retest so ull give us a passing mark?"
chan: "full marks ah. or 2, 3 to full marks."
claire: "but thn we'll still get only 50% right?"
chan: "Yehh la."
sharon: "so wads the point for tis retest?!"
chan: "to give yall a passing grade laa."
sharon: "but it wun make any difference rite if u just give us a passing grade w/o retest?" -threw pen aside, stressed. "what are u doingg?!?!"

lol so cute la sharonn. she looked like she was ready to start throwing tables and chairs at chann. heh. lolo is kindaa cool-lookingg too..

shiett. ahhah. i slipped my minutes in my phy txtbk which i accidentally on purpose left in underneath my desk. whoopss. ahhwells. ((:

sakura and her files disappeared w/o a trace. :\ its almost creepy. detective sriee's on da case right noww. those uve seen nur syahirah rostam of 3e1 at arNd 3.45 pm or wadevaa, pls do not hesitate to inform us. thank you.

ahhah crapp.

one of my gerbils lost a leg. -shudders. yehh. its dead. nike chewed it off. yehhs. -shivers. rest in peace, gerb.

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Sunday, May 02, 2004?
"morning. can do me a flavour?"
"choc? vanilla? strawberry?"
"lol."
"ahha. kidding. wad favor?"
"i send u mms, u send me back?"
"not again.."
":D Please?"


yehhs. is tat wad i am now? huhh?! huhh!! ur, err. personal mms postwoman? grr. and just as i expected. a blardy pic of his lao puo. no, not a. two! two blardy pics. grr. -screams. and just ytd i declared it was over. it is over! so y worked up? jealousy? nahh. ahah. anyfink but jealousy. convincing urself, lela?

hie. morning (: Woke up 4.30am todayy. usual ermm. kuliah subuh. yehhs. not easy to wake up, noes! even tho imma morning person. mayb cuz last nite i mugged geog till 2. so, like whard, 2 and a half hours of sleep only?! heh actually no la. I slept the whole afternoon ytd. so.. yehhs.

i sat up on bed, but suddenly felt too lazy to move. worst still, it was a double deck bed. i looked down, seemed like metres above the ground..

we usually went to ahmad ibrahim mosque. but todday we went to err.. al-makmur? issit. yehh. shld b la. not sure myself. haah. tat mosque is weird. its not a sin right? sayin a mosque is weird?? like evryone there were old citizens. nenek nenek and datok datokk. yehhs. ahahhaa.. not a single kid.

lemme rephrase tat. not a single kid wearing faded cargo pants and a very gay purple long sleeve shirt wit the word 'happyy' emblazed at the front..... ohh and i was wearing orange tudung??! i din realized it until i was in the car and elly said, "ur color clashes, ellaa.." whoops. guess i was too sleepy and tired to see wad i was wearing. i felt so awkward! evry1 was wearing baju kurongg! and i had my pee-stained geog notes sticking out off my cargo pocket. HhAHhA!

mom found out abt the pee-stained notes. and she got me to throw it awyy asap. i know its najis, and summore we were at the mosque. but i painstakingly copied the notes..... iiirgh! nearly got into a fight wit mom. wAHhAha! so in the end, had no choice. threw it awyy. said a lil silent prayer... byebye notes. thank god it was just one piece.

corniee! heheh.

felt asleep during the syarahan. took out geog notes to studyy. got mom reeli pissed off. she told me, either i stayed and listened, or go out. so i went out. hhehe yehhs. whatt?! id rather b caught loitering outside the mosque memorizing how earthquakes occur, thn being caught sleeping while the ustazah sedang bersyarahh.

after tat, we had nasi lemak. wahHHa. tasty! hahha. i like. yehhs. heh. thn ther was tis makcik in the kitchen washin some cups or somethingg. she asked how was the food. i complimented and asked who cooked it.

"cik la. saper lagii."
"wahh. nie mkn evyday pon orait." (heh. suck up ahh a lil bitt..)
"nak? jadik cik nyer menantu la gituu."
"oO."


i was sitting one corner, aunt mia and mom were chattin up wit some other aunts and moms. cudn reeli revise. tudung kept slipping covering my eyes. noticed tis nenek, standin by the phone booth thingie wit prollie da hubby. so cute, the nenek. shorrt shorrt, plump plump. and the hubby tall tall err.. yehh. tall tall. ahhahAa.

i figured the nenek wanted to use the phone to call someone, but cudn reach. WHAhAH!! been ther, done tat. hehehe. thn hubby came to the rescue. nenek wit trembling hands, took out tis piece of crumpled paper frm her so-lovely-purple-floral handbag thingiie. and she went like,

"hahh. nie dier.. telepon nombohnyer."
pissed off hubby: "awak tolongkan bacerr kalau iyer pon."


the cute bit was whn the nenek said out one number at a time, voice kinda stuttering and tremblinngg. and the hubby.. equally slow. lOls. im so meann! i was watchin and tryin so hard not to laughh. it was the old fashion phone. the one u hafta push clockwise, not punch the buttons. get me? and evrytime u let go ur finger, theres tis chiingg noise... lols.

"enamm.."
"enamm...."
"tiiger.. liiimer."
"tiigerr... awak tolong perlahann."
"abang nie ponn."


AHhAHh! ((: I dunno why im tellin u guys those. i guess seein those two reminds me of mine back at hme. WAHHAhas.. i love em.

i changed my handwriting u see. cuz betsy toh wanted me too. said she cudn read it. huhh. but my handwriting is like the neatest of the class!!!! wAhha cheyy. so i changed. and now my aunt said it looks like im writing in thai.

ahha check tis out yo homies.
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:Spiritual Advancement
In a survival situation, you:Fight, but reluctantly
Your hidden talent is:Endurance
Your gift is:An iron constitution
In groups, you:Observe others' behaviour
Your best quality is:Your generosity
Your weakness is:Your lack of focus
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!


HAhhA! tru? i think sooo. spiritual advancement, dun haf a single clue wad it means. but sounds very.. advancing. ahahhA. huhh. heh. endure!!!! hehhs. iron constitution? heeshh. constitution schmonstitution.. oh ohh. an observer. hehe. yehh. rather to observe thn judge. yes im generous. yess i lack of focus....

in the car, killing me softly was on air. so nice. wahhh. ((: strumming my pain wit his fingerrs. singing my life wit his words.... cmon sing wimme.. killing me softly wit his songg. killin me softlyy. wit his song.... tellin my whole life wit his words killingg me softleee.. wit his sooongg.

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Saturday, May 01, 2004?
hiiee! 'morning, yall. so ive changed my layout again. woohoos. yehhs. hehehs. ive got everytime by spears playin at the backgrnd. ermm. instruments only, no words. i thnk its aweshumm. yehhs.

this is weird. this layout i mean. cuz im not in love or anything, or wan any1 in particular to kiss me. haha yehhs. reeli, serious. this is another way of telling yall im officially crushfree. imma stay tis way till after exams? wow wee. hehes.

imma miss meisy calling me 'summie'. ehehhe. and yall lame-o's teasing 'bachienn!'. hehes. o'wells! so. yehhs. ive killed him. in me. -smiles. three cheers fer shawty!!

my grandpar went johore todayy. yehhs. they berangkat like around 6.30am. i followed them. ahahha just till downstairs at my block, and thn chilled out till an hr later. thn i returned back hme. mom was furious. heheh. she got even more furious whn i told her wher i went. whoops. but shes cool now. wahHAhas.

whn i got home, i found lina hanging my geog notes outside the window, fastening it wit pegs...

"why are you hanging my notes outside the window?"
"to dry it lerr."
"oh okie." ... "dare i ask why?"
"Retardie peed on it."
"WhhAard?!"

Retardie is one of my demon kitties in training.. o'wells. hes my only demon kitty in training. the other two were given away liao. -sobs. whyeee?! -sighyys. i took a couple of their pics b4 they left. i hope they all turn out okay. cuz if not... aarghh.

geog notes were chewed off at the corners. hey tardie. why not u go chew syak's ears off or something yehhs?

long live, mahh demon kitteyhs.

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