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Wednesday, March 31, 2004?
Imma rush rush rushh cuz ive got amaths and geog to muggg! actually, mugged for geogg loong time ago liao. now all i need to do is go thru my notes.. or erm just slip it under my pillow tonite. im very enthu whn it comes to tat sub. whyeE? bcuz its miss tan! and she rawcks! and shes also 4e1 form teacher!!.. yea big deal. THE HELL IT IS.... its ermm, gonna b my class next yr. yea. omg its obvious im not entirely over him. but i will!! cuz. yea.

ramble, lela. ramble.

had pe this morningg. was funn! i bet chia did too. cuz me class was like so angelic, so innocent, so... unlike us :\ But it was good :) we changed and quickly gather. and i mean, reeli quickly. sakura din even get to check her weight like she always do evry week on wed! lols. ran. as a class. full round!! omg. sakura and i were the one taking the initiative to 'lead' them. hHAhA. suddenly felt so superior! for a couple of minutes, tat is. HAha.

did basketball... he wanted to teach us some starfs but he said something abt, 'not wanting to force us into it' so he got only those interested to come forward while the rest played captain ball :| Ermm, can count; valencia, sharon, meiyeeee, claire, sakura, srieee and meeee. he taught us how to aim. FunNn!!! meiyee's damn cool. while all of us were like, 'huhh? howww?', she just stood ther, watched chia, tried and swoosh!! as in, the ball thru the net. lol yeaa. shes a silent worker sort. reeli cool. and sri's good! she's the other version of meiyee, but the 'i cant do it...' type, but whn she tried, she got it!!!!! i cudn seem to - -" and sakura was like, 'dun b too excited, lela! focus!!' cuz i was like, laughin and at the same time, tryna aim. they started cheering. aHhh. was enjoying evry moment of it. lols. and yay i did it!!! felt so gooood. thn the cheers died, and >.< lols.. naww :)))

met miss toh after tat. pfft. wasn supposed to. it shld b wilson!!!! uff. but wth. went ther, got embarrassed, met up wit nabila and nurul j, walked the other way home... oOoh in the same bus wit emy and christine. pure hell, lemme tell u tat first..

at the busstop, ther was tis lil swimming lessons ad, and the hp no attched to it, tat kinda thing. and christine tore one and gave it to me. 'call me,' she winked. ...huh. so i kid along iwt her. 'yea sure. ill call u tonite.' and blew her a kiss. ewk. and in the bus they were constantly pushing each other, talkin very loudly and crapping all tat kinda thingg.. thn suddenly, emy said, 'hey stop looking at my boobs la christine!' 'who's looking at ur boobs?!' 'evryone!' 'id rather look at lela's..' i was like, christinnnne u assclown u......

reached home like abt 1045, ate, was abt to take a lil nap, nurul j smsed, feelin pretty pissed off, met them at nabila's hse, kinda late, ate at nabila's hse.....

her mom's coOooOooL! great cook. hehe. we had chilli crab!!!!!! at first i was like, crabbb? but i... .... .. yea. this is embarrassing, but wth :)) I dunno howta eat crab!!! so i had tis sad puppy look, and nurul j and nabila had to kinda 'feed' me. it felt weird, tho. so i thought, lerh nabila why not u teach me how to eat? and she did. and shes good XD loLS. ur good, nabilaaaa! lol.

and her mom poured tis lil weird thingie in our drink [which was tasteless. sheesh. nabila dunno how to make syrup driiinnk!!! tak maluuu! lols nahh kd XD] which look like lil frog eggs :| SEriOus! i think its called, 'selaseh'? wth. she was like, 'tau mkn selaseh?' and i was.... wad is tat? 'issit a bunga?' der its not. u dun eat flowers. it turned out its tis jelly like thingie, small, but wth she put it in our drink so, i dunno. nurul j said, 'mcm bubble tea pearl gitu.' hahaa. kinda felt weird drinking it. i chewed those lil jelly like pearls, but felt stupid. cuz its so small!!! nurul was like, 'swallow je la, lela!!' ..weird.

was late. supposed to meet sri! and we were like so panicky.

nabila sempat bought sweets frm tis shop. and i tot, wth since we'r here. so i bought tis 60 [*looks for the 'cents sign.. cudn find*].. cents mentos. we reached the busstop. 88 bus was coming. and guess wad. turned out my mentos was all sticky and melting!! like wth. was like, 'nurul!! look!!!!' she reassured me tat only the first was melty. riiiight. the whole mentos was melty! know wad i mean???

nabila told me to go back to tat shop and get another mentos. i tot, nahh its okie. late already. but nurul j tak puas hati. she practically stomped back to that shop, me taggin behind. lol fun part:

frm outside, she was already screamng, 'auntie!! u look ur mentos??!' and she started talkin very loudly to tat blardy auntie. said she wanted another mentos. but tat auntie was like, 'cannot. u eat already, u wan another one?' 'what eat?! its melted, how to eat?!?!!' i was outside, begging her to just forget it. seriously :| Nurul was YELLING!! it was nice of her la, i mean. she 'stood up for me'. sweet XD thnx. but. lols!!

she insisted tat the auntie give me another mentos. the auntis protested. blardy auntie. she swore at nurul sumthing.. and nurul blew her top. she got out of the shop, swearing and cursing. she threw the melted mentos in the dustbin, screaming, 'lu boleh simpan ini gula bagi datuklu!' (u can keep this sweet, give ur granfather!) or sumfink like tat. LMAO!! *go nURuL J's blogg for more elaborated funny bits. tat is, if shed already blogged abt it la!! lols*

nabila was laughing her ass off at the busstop ther. she said she heard nurul screaming, and wth. the both of us were reeeli shocked at wad nurul did and all. 'attitude ah, nurul!!! u wearing skool uniform u noe!!!' lols. so in the end, nabila bought me another mentos :))) aww, i love them. wuv u guysss!!!!

aspho called to tell sri was already ther. .. shit.

on the wayy, walked to the stadium wit grandmumsie-clari. separated frm nabila and nurul. and got separated from grandmumsie. looked for sri. she was pissed. i dun blame her tho. i got up to her, 'srieeee!! hey. sorry i was late!!!' see how i use the word 'i'? yea, im feelin bad cuz i din say 'we', as in nab and nur. how cud i think of myself only?!?! but i was reeli reeli feelin so guilty tat time. apologized. she was cool after tat, thank gawd. so i tot, she was prollie cool wid nab and nur. turned out, nuh uh.

weird.

had duty.... HAhhhh. spilled milo like three times?! wth??! and we were like, 'tats it! no more milo!!!!!' at first, we kinda slacked. thn it was all rushy rushy stressy stressy. were like screamin names at each other; 'ang chin tiong!! first position!! yeaa!! lincoln kohh!! serene! serene!! ang chin tiong!!' wtH?! XD And ther was tis guy, goin round asking if we wanted some cake during tat time. nana and i, 'no! go away la!!' lols. got to see who this ang chin tiong [one of the famous names lols!!] looks like and was like, 'ahh tis is the guy who's responsible got all these...' waHahA.

peirce workout was goood! esp eagle's!!!!!!

blabla. skip skip.

saw summie stripped this poor guy..

went arNd stadium loOkin for wilson and linus. WahAH. so stressed X|. Went home wit sri in the end. met up wit twinz and her sis and gang. decided to walk to this busstop cuz there was a blardy loooong queue at the interchange. cudn walk right. wanted to peeeeeee!!!!!!!! walked the other way. wrong way. thnx to sadako. sheesh. lols. and sakura got reeli pissed at her sister and was like, 'kau asal maen kentot jer.' WAhAHHAas. i wuv dem twinz.

they all sarted to run after the bus. sakura and her trophy. sheesh. WAhAHhas. and got me to run. 'run la!! dun just do nothing!!' 'do nothing?! im controllin my bladder like hell here!!!!' and sakura did a lil imitation on how i run. 'I SOOoo do not run like tat!!!!' damn i nearly pissed right ther....

so they got into the bus, leaving sri and me. good. wanted to talk to sri. i mean, abt why we were late and all.... but she either changed the subj or just put on this sri look. so i tot, oh well. i tried.

'sriee! accompany me to kfc!!!' 'sempat kau mkn.' 'nooo! i needa peeeeeee!'

i peed :) Felt so much better. walked home :)) walkin home is funnn.

b4 tat, waited wit sri for her bus. and saw tis mly version of linus. lookalike!!!! he was wit his gf. and my impression, 'omg. linus is twotiming.' sri apparently too tired to layan me. i mean, entertain me and she just, 'kau asal bleh kentot jer, lela..' wAhHAhAHas!

walked home. yea. mentioned tat. yeaa. oooh and thankiee ghaz, for accompanyinggg!!!! ^^"

im beat.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Monday, March 29, 2004?
Guess waaaaaaad! Anggun gave birth! to 3 very healthy, very adorable lil kitties!! HAhAHa!! *goin crazy* OmG tis is soooo cool. just born, and already prime haters, i can tell! the way they shriek their meows; cry of pure hatred. a good sign, i lurv it. hehe. prepare for feline wrath!!!! those lil baby kitties may play on ur emotions, ooooh so cute! how adorable, kinda like meeeee!! but i bet all 3 dream in crimson... imma help nike and anggun raise em to bcome the next generation of demon cat.

oOOoohhHh. i cant wait to teach them the demon cat motto: i hate cuz i can. *evil laugh* And whn wanna attack, keep the paws high and tight....go for the throat and keep out of the way when they fall.. yupp, i wrote notes. observed thoroughly how nike hunt.... XD

sad thing is, we din get to see the delivery done. bet it happened last nite, whn all of us were alseep, cuz by morning, the lil demon-wanna-b kitties were already dry. sighh. watching the delivery it wud b soo cool. wudn it? minus all the blood and stuff la. hahHA.

it was like arNd 5.50 am. i was still alseep. woke up cuz my sis was screaming, sayin tat she heard noises like cat meowing sumwher behind the wardrobe. went to investigate, pulled open the underwear drawer and thn ther they were!!!! anggun, wit 3 lil kitties, one a black and white, the other 2 of nike's color. twins probably. heh. And we all went like, 'awwwww!!!'

mom wasn happy tho. cuz all our skivvies were stained wit blood and who knows wad else!! gAHhaA. so rite now, im wearing ytd's. LOLS kidding XD.. im wearing mom's...... LMAO.

dunno wad to call them tho... tofu and tempeh, for the twinz. the black and white one... no idea. gHAHa. oOooOoh they r soOoo cute.

heheh. I MADE MARSHMELLOW CEREALs. hehe. chicken dodol ah!! thnx to expert shafiq. will bring some to skool tmr!! share it wit uuuuuUu! yEaA.

gtg nowww.. XD lotsa starfs to do. i aint procrastinating no more. i wanna finish my work asap ;) easy said thn done, tho..

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Sunday, March 28, 2004?
Its a beautiful sunday afternoon :))) perfect for being 'evoi'


The day you left her out in the rain, she started to hate humans.


'Why are you still alive?'


So evil, he even comes with his own warning bucket.


Aite. U sux. Thers no doubt abt it.

So PiSseD Off toDAy!!!!!! im dreading tmr..

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, March 27, 2004?
heyyyallllll... feelin so lazy todayyyy. yup. wad else is new? wad have i been up to? okie lets seeeeee.

i was woken up by mom's angry screaming :| at my sis. dunno abt wad tho.... and u know my mom. if shes mad at someone, shes mad at evryone. if she starts yelling at one of us, she thinks its only fair if she yells at evry1 too :) Its reeli totful of her, not showing favoritism and alll... *fake smile*

yeaa. so she screamed at me. cudn sleep right after tat. din dare ta. had a reeli reeli early breakfast. had a reeli reeli fast early shower.. by thn, mom already left to take my sis to skool.. slept again. and woke up cuz mom was poking me.

'r u mad at me? cuz i was all naggy just now?' she asked. and i was like, huhhh is tis a dream? so i told her, im not mad. 'used to it already, ma..' whoops. wrong approach. cuz she started nagging again, sayin like, 'u think i like to nag at yall? i dun, u noe. but yall nvr listen to me. i nag thn only u move. .....'

i love my mom :)

im still tryna find a way to tell her tat i lost my specs w/o making her reach for my throat. tis is not the first time, know..

yea. so i drifted off to sleep. woke up at noon. Wowww. mom was sleeping too. wAHhAhHAa. she slept at my sis' bed. i was like peeping down at her and laughingg. so cute la!!!! yea sis away in camp. againn. back tmr :D

lols!!! i recorded my sis voice singing this love!!!! yea, marns. my pri4 yr old sister. she LURVS tat song! and im surprised she knew it was sung by maroon5. wow. surprised and impressed. so proud of her. ive influenced her good :)

Kuzzin lili bought jelly cheese cake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so yummeyh!!!! but kinda messy to eat. haHAa. i wuv kuzzin. she brings over new stuffs for us evry weekend to stuff our mouths wid :)

been using the comp since..... forever. Played some games. thnx atiah, for introducing some. lol nvr knew it was so fun? ahha yea. hadn played any for so long. yea i know. this is kindarf depressing. AHhaa.

only online at 7. chatted wit summie since thn. lol heheh.. currently bitchin. lols. nahh. wudn call it bitching la :)) Cuz its mostly nice stuffs we talk abt. kinda oO whn he suggested i shld go for putra...>?!! so i told him id rather go for hans! [no offence, hans!! or putra.. erm yea.] summie said putra more cute. i was like, wahhhd? U go for him thn.

listening to this cool song.. hey big spender. sounds familiar?? the moment u walk in the joint, i can see u were a man of distinction, a real big spender!! good looken. so refined.. wudcha like to know wads goin on in my mind? now lemme get right to the point. i dun pop my cork for evry guy i seeeee.. hey big spenderrrrr. speeeennd..... a lil time wimmeyhhh.

neewayy. who is zhengyu huhs??

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Friday, March 26, 2004?
Current Mood::happy!! imma happy (duracell) bunny! boing boing boingg. hops away!!!
Current Clothes::skool pe shirt and mayflower pri shorts.. WAHhAHas. havent mandi yet sia. ahHAha. takin a late nite shower. nice :))
Current Taste::marshmellow cereals!!! shafiq's style ;) even better thn aunt j's!!!!!
Current Smell::*sniff* nuffink?
Current Song::redblooded woman!!!! kylie minogue. *sings* boy boy, let me get freakin arNd dun wanna get downn~
Current Book::calvin and hobbes .. lol comic ;)
Current Crush::forever summie :) lolss... nahh. dunno?
Current Worry::none wadsoever!
Current Website::huh? meaning? my blog or the website im surfing??
Current Thought::my blog or the website im surfing?? Lols...
Current Want::summieyh. heh. naww... i want.... currently nothhing? Im JUsT So CAReFREe toDAyYyy!!!!!
Current Question::what is summie doing? lols. gahhah... nahh. lols. HoW Are YOU GUYS??!?! alL GoOOD?
Currently Doing::chatting.. chillen out. smiling :)))))) thinkin of mommmmmm..... shes at work now. miss her liao. lols... shes gonna kill me whn she finds out i lost my specs X)
Currently Talking To::dart fart ! atiah larry weirdo number one. 'evoi' king aldric. imprunt!! smsing summieeeee and asphooooo... yea :)

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investiture was cool :) we were cool! summie was shyyy. yet cool :))) tats wad he insisted me to believe tat tat was wad putra complimented him. nahh, i say hes cute ;) Aldric is cool [he forced me to say it! grrr...]. amir is cute!!!! lols. hans is nice in black. and so is cheeseDALe. LMAO.. *winks at aspho* and food was good. i am crazyy. and atiah sux. shes tryna freak me out wit tis whole ghost thingg. wads tat for?!

anyhoos, ive got an 81 for the How-Well-You-Know-Atiah-Larry quiz. so proud of myself!!!!

sorry wher was i? lets start frm the beginning..

physics was funnn! chan DA best. if hes ermm, less plump and wit a nicer hair, id haf a crush on him. lols!!

sleeeeping during amaths. evry1 was, i bet.. a lil wakey during emaths cuz we were hungry. hahahaa... got lectured by lee loo cuz she was like, 'class staaand.' but no one stood at all. we were busy packing up. and she started screaming and alll... and said she wanted the whole class to stay back after moving to our new classroom and all. she had a lil 'chat' wit miss khai outside the class and we all tot we were gonna get busted by her next. but she went in and was like, 'so fierce :|... okie class. wad did u guys do?' and evry1 started talkin at the same time. 'lee loo unreasonable laaa, 'cher!!' and all those shiets. ahhaaa. khai kinda cool XD but i sorta find her pretty mean sometiems.. ahahhA.

our new classroom... last yr 2e1!!!!!!! felt weird tho. me, sri and amanda were like, sitting ther and just *blank look*. it darsen feel like we know the classroom neemore. ermm durhs? its diff cuz the ppl r diff. and it kinda sux. but bright side? im sitting on mumsy's desk!!!! lol. wads the bright side to tat? lol i dunno. nahh. bright side: the classroom is so much bigger :))) Can breathe ezzy. lols. *sings* breeeeeaaathheeee eaaaazayyy..

sakura left to help out cikgu majidah, while sri and i stayed to help arrange our desks. dunno why, suddenly sakura came storming in and started errmm 'talking very loudly' to me and sri. she was like, 'you both helped cikgu majidah la! its just me and my sister u noe!!' sri and i were speechless. kinda taken aback. i mean, wads wit the screaming dudette?! damn she was reeli reeli pissed off. by wad i dunno? but it was scary. cuz tis time she was mad at US. for some reason. 'eh, relak ah. dun hafta shout rite?' i said. and she started shoving desks arNd her. alan and weijie ther were like edging away.....

sakura is not nice whn shes mad :|

in the end, helped to clear out the noticeboards in cikgu rahim's class. me and sri. wahh torture. it was incredibly dusty. we had to use our nails to peel off the staplers bullets shit wadeva thingiee.. oooh, my nails. i broke a nail. thers ugly scratches on it. was like, 'fark laaa!! imma kill sakura for makin me do this.....' and sri was, 'aaeshyy. kau nak mampos?' sorry but im reeli particular abt my hands, my nails and my fingers.... ahHAhaa. am i weird or wad!??!?!!

but sakura apologized b4 i cud shove a chair up her ass .. somehow. 'stressed ahh aku...' i wanted to go, 'dun take it out on me!!!!' but i rmbd, imma punching bag :))) so i just smiled and shrugged it off.

ate at aitong. food waS AwEshUm!!!! i brought lemon tea up to the class, hiding it frm the teacher. hehs. dripped some on the floorr. sweet but stupid [lOls] hongsui got a tissue and helped me wipe it away. hes unusually nice to me :| it was abt to rain just now and he asked if i had an umbrella wimme. and he offered to walk me to the bus shelter :| sweet. but creepy. he had my name on a tape and pasted it in his pencil case..... but nahh. cant help it if he likes me. ;)

investiture!!!!!!!!!

was funn. weird. cuz all we did were sit and clap. ahhahaaa... but i had fun. at the end of it all, i was sayin to arisa, 'mann, tat was funnn.' and arisa reckoned im crazy. she was like, 'why you so positive?' she said 'positive' like its a bad thing. hhaha... Laughed at theodore's specs!!!!! was amused at the way his specs.. ermm wobble? yeaa... whn ginny saw it, she went ballistic. and thn i went ballistic. shes got one heck of a laughter ther.

during chew's speech, we talked abt the parents ther ;) hehhes. ginny's parents and cute bro were sitting beside meishie's parents and sis. lol and kyle interrupted, 'and my father is standing up right over ther whn thers a chair right near him. how idiotic.' So mEaannn!!!!! lol. ther was a moment he was askin, 'ehh.. whers my idiotic father?' and meishie went, 'errr.. hes behind u. to ur right.' Kyle had this horror look on his face tat whn made ginny and i LAUGHED OUT LOUD. he turned and his father got out the camera and kyle went pale. and he started begging his father to do not take his pictures. he was so cute!!!! he had his palms together, putting on a puppy look goin pleeeease dun, dad?????? CUdn stop laughing!!!! omg. kyle kyle.

summie got up staaage!!!!!! yOohOOoo! lols. grinning away. no, i mean me. i was grinning awayyyy. hahhh hes so cool, the way he walked up to the goh. swell.

they shld haf male dancers..... nahh tatll b too gay, unless they can reeeli reeeeli boogie. HAHhHAa. but as i watched those ladies dancing on stage, my hair stood on end. esp during tat oooh slow full of grace part. spooky.

food. food. yummeyhh. but by thn summie went home!! but wth. food is good. hehhs. summie missed alot! lol. twinz' mom came. she rawcks! so funny.. i talked to her like i talk to sakura. hehhs. so easy going. hahAHa.

moving those heavy plant pots were funnnn!!!!!!!!!!! heavy but after eating cheesedales, carrying was as chicken dodol.. *sings* cheesEdALe cheesedale.. its nutritious wit everyting!!! LMAO.. Omg tat was funny.

in the bus wit twinz and the mom. summie smsed!! asked how he did on stage.. hehh. i said he was cute *shyyyy* LMAO!!! and he was like, thankiew thankiew i knoww. wtf? quote tis frm him: 'first time receive for something i nvr do'. i was heheh-ing to myself in the bus and cuz was too engrossed, bus moved, lost balance, fell on top of twinz' mom!!!! owwww. embarrasssing!!!!!!!

uff. droick asked wad was the first thing tat went to my head whn he got on stage. i told him, 'Hhaahhaaa! he so cute!!!' and i tot hed b sayin, thankiew so nice of u, lela. but instead he was like, 'ahha. GAls. they go, oooh how cute! ahhh cute!! ahhhhhh!! cute!!!!' how insulting....

and nurool told me to scram..

:|

yea. guess i shld, huh. its getting late neeways....

time to take my shower!!!!!!!!!!!

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, March 25, 2004?
So sleeeepy XD Hehhes. Summie so cute. waAHhas.. hes always laughin away!!!

Nearly hit into him. sri la nie. if only she hadn said, 'eh summie!' and i wudn stop, we wud haf bumped. leave it to sri to spoil it ;) hehehs.. nahh. she rawcks. summie is tall. ahhaha derr, i guess. i wan sum1 shorter..

kinda weird during the investiture rehearsal thing. i was the only hyper one. ginny, arisa and theodore were so dead :| AhhhHahahhs. Whn yeo wanted us to stand whn our vice got up to get the badges wadeva for us, arisa was like, 'tat is so lame' while i went, 'oooh so cool!!!!!'

ginny and i made fun of evry single person who got up stage. ahahhaaa.. but good naturedly :)) We even ended up making fun of each other. and dunno y, i asked her if she thinks _ _ _ _ is cute. lol and she was like, 'no!' and the both of us looked up at him upstairs, right on time. caught him 'in action'!!! he was like.. i dunno. but the both of us were, wth is he doing?? and we started laughing like shiets XD so therfore we got to the conclusion tat hans is cute.

ouh ouhhh. did i say hans? x_x

i miss summieeee.

I MISS NUROol. how ur doin, homiee?!

imma miss ginny!!!!! shes leaving us! for real!! 20-sumfink may. omg. cant she leave after my bdae!? cuz she kinda promised me tat shed buy me a new pencil case. but tats not the point. .. iMMA miSS giNNy! who to crap wit during mt?!!!!!! :'( I rmbd we were laughin abt those boys' tapered pants.. ginny was like, 'issit like a trend or something? thn how come farhan's pants not like tat? dicky also..' and she seRIouSLy craned her neck to check out akmal's. thn started bitching while pretending to b working. 'suck rite?' 'so weird.' 'i know.' 'summore u see sharul's pants has tis white spot behind?' 'does he know its even ther?' 'tell him!' 'and miss out all the fun????' 'ther shld haf a rule against tat typ of pants. i mean, imagine evry morning, theyll b like struggling to put it on! cuz its so small at the bottom!!!' and we gave out an evil laughter...... sigh. it seemed like jus now.

oh wait. it was just now.

oh ginny.

ouh lela, can u ever get more gayy?

But im reeli gonna miss her.

darrt! ur reading tis, i wanna apologize AGAIN for not gettin u a prezzie la. sorry, marnss. nxt yr?

hans. hI!

oooh the dance was gooood. the costumes suck tho. ahahhA. mumsy is gooooD! woOhoOoo!! kinda jealous the way summie gawked at those dancers. urmph. ahhhha.

dart. omg. I SAID I WAS SORRy. yea i noe u accept my apology and all. but u dun hafta REMiND meeee! im feelin bad already noe!!!!

i joined the scrabble thingiee. me, sakura, eldwen and hannan. the rest all sucked. hehhs. XP

sakura freaked me out. she was all so snappy during cme. she even screamed at me :| But she apologized after tat. said she was so stressed and all. but im cool. scream at me all u wan. im ur punching bag rmb? let it all out. punch me all u wan. release ur anger...

ohhh. hannan has a new blog! wow. cool. he did it w/o my help. still under construction tho. but sneaked a peek and it RAWCKS, marns! its so.. hannan. ahahhaa..

sakura was humming all away thruout amaths. tried to stop her cuz its irritating. but sumhow tat motivated her and she hummed even louder. ended up joining her. yea. it was fun :)) until sri ruined it by woohoo-ing.

ahhh. im sleepy. but ive got so many shits to doooooo!! tmr's gonna b a busy dayyy. thnk gawd its a fri XD.

shiet its a friday.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Wednesday, March 24, 2004?
Hah!! My sis returns frm skool, comes bursting into the room and is like, 'ellaaa. we haf a new cousin! eeeeewk. i dun like! he keeps pinching my cheeks--' she is pinching my cheeks now. demonstration la konon. sheesh... i know wad pinching is laa. hahs. 'and he keeps callin me cute chick!'

cute chick? or cute cheek? i ask how old is the cousin..... Wth?! 7 yrs old?! lerhh. bummerr. i wanna older cousin. older male cousin. im tired of shafiq!! hes like the only male teenage cousin i hafff!!!

ahermm..

aspho and syid kept throwing lil pieces of shits at me just now at the hall during reading period. like wth. but nahhh. im cool. iGnORiNG! hahahaa... those arNd me also kanna. lols... sri and i were like, meh kiter collect the pieces buat memonto. altogether we got 16 of em pieces. ahhaaa. norine got hit too. she was soooo pissed off. lols. amanda kanna also. but tat wasn counted cuz sri was the one throwing it at her ;)

last period was 2 periods of chem. not at the lab, tHaNk GoD!! i hate the lab. hehehs. tot i was gonna die during tat period. nahhh. kinda funnn! was wide awake. bitchin abt korh under her very nose wit sri and sakuraaa... kinda mean. but it kept me all tipsy..? wad is tipsy neeway. ahhaa. it sounds like happy bunny kinda word.. dunno why tho.

korh was unusually cute today XD... she seemed interested wit sri.... kept approachin her table, asked stuffs like, 'r u indonesian?' and sri was :|??? She picked sri to draw some shits on the board.... sri was severely freaked.

korh was giving our test papers back while we were doin another test... din take it serious tho. was discussing wit sri ;) Sakura refused to join our discussion :| sheeshh. lols. yeaa. so while i was pretending to b doing, suddenly korh handed me nOviaNi's test paper. and i was like, 'huhh? this is not mine..' and korh was, 'ur not noraini?' and thn she tot SRi was noraini. and we were like, 'thers no noraini here. its noVIAni..' sigh.

long jump heats was a killerr.. real competition. mrs BIRD aint makin it any easier for us. for me. uff. the way she pronounced my name... such mockery. nerleaa la. wadeva laa. she din even bother to ask if shed got it right. pffft.

it seemed like evryone has a prob wit the way i runn. i did my first jump, oof landed on the sand. nice XD Luv the sand beneath my feet! kinda happy wit my jump. but u noe wad mrs BIRD saidd?! 'shes so gentle.' cant b a compliment. not whn its coming frm her. urmphh. and just now during pe, was running. seriously i was. kinda weird. cuz i dun run. mayb i was running away frm sri and sakura. cuz they were grossing me out, complaining like 'alermak. i wanna shit. shit coming out.. takleh tahannn!!' this is so typical. hahh. and so i got past ryan. and she was like, 'lela. ur dancingg.' WAhHhhd? ..

back to long jump. one of the jumps, i landed on my butt. and thn the sand had the butt shape outline wadeva thingie innit... u noe wad mrs BIRD did? she got a marker and did a mark right in the middle of the 'ass'. 'butthole.' i swear i heard her say tat!!! and ariff started goin eheehehe. ouhh not cute. i was so, wth?!! tat is so insulting!! my gawwdd she makes me sickk. XP

took 76 back home frm the stadium. saw zul! din realized it was him. was goin, 'whos tat guy wit tat cute hair?' he looked tis way and had tis 'eh? shessh' look. omgg. i felt like u-turning [??] and takin the mrt back home instead wit aspho. .. sumfink happened long time ago tat kinda made him hate me to the core. not tat i cared. cuz i hated him too. hahaa.. primary skool days.

im hungry.

anyhoos. kinda havin 2nd tots abt tis whole crush on shaniee. he kinda bores me. well. he and his games. lol. i understaaaand reeli. games, boys, wadeva. but hey, at least sUmMiE entertains me! oh welll :) summie is da best! woo hoO! neehoos, rmb the guy wit the dirty colored underwear? no? hahh. he kinda cool.

ouh shiet. ive got cme proj to finish. darrnnit. tmr cme wit blardy vivien tan. lols.

aight. imma go eat now. and thn do my workk. sis wants the pc..

:))

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Monday, March 22, 2004?
XP hie!! How was ur dayy?! Mine was fyne! turned out first day aint tat bad and i had funnn. which was pretty weird. cuz i was dreading it. seriously dreading it. whn my nenek woke me up for skool, i was like, nooooo.. so sooon? Seemed like i just closed my eyes for a sec.

I started stuffing my mouth wit pancakes. tis is wad happen whn im feelin restless. i stuff my mouth. was so full, so lazy, i actually felt worst. so sat arNd wit my nenek and we just had a nenek-cucu talk XD.. it was cool. shld do it more often :)) Until she started telling me some ghost stuffs... freaked, cudn wait to get goin.

hahhha. so i left :)) In the same lift wit tis lower sec bp neighbor, his maid and lil younger bro, which ive nvr seen b4 :| lol weird. its always like tis... ppl ive nvr seen b4 taking the same lift wimme in the morning. nahhh. mayb i just cudn b bothered to go knocking on evry door in 103 and check evry person living innit.... :)

Neeways, tat bp guy kinda cool. hes one of those few guys out ther i know who reeli.. you know.. cares alot of his younger sibs and actually shows it. yea. hahha. i know some of u. cudn b stuffed abt ur sibs. hehhs. hes the type who, whn goes out in public and someone asks, 'sheesh. who's tat lil twerp ther?' and says proudly [not sarcastically!!! hehhhs], 'tats my lil brother. aint he cute? i love him to bits XD' Tell me how many of u will actually do tat?!

hope to see him again tmr ;) hopefully alone la. LMAO.. kidding la. sheesh XP

yayy. went to skool wit nabila. a good thing to start the day off ;) she always makes me shiet. meaning laugh. hahahhahs.

imma skip skip skip those blardy boring lessons ;) hahhhaas.

ms noor let us go early for recess. hahhaa. so cool. but tot we were the first to line up. but nohoohoooo [??]. guess who was ther first! lol. shanieee!! hehhhs. so smanget. kinda cute. kinda 'sheesh.. wad a weirdo' too. hahahhaa. i bet no one loves mly food as much as he doess!!!

sri, sakura and i occupied tis whole table. ahahhaa.. and we purposely spread our bags and books all over, so ppl cudn share it ;) After eating, we had a lil last minute mugging. okie we din look like a buncha girls studying, we looked more like we were debating..

lol saw archie and gang.. no not betty and veronica or whoever. hahh. they were like, holding their plates, and were right smack in front of us.. obviously they were lookin for a place to sit. but the canteen seemed packed :| Kinda thnx to us? yeaa. hahaha..

they moved here and there, were like, 'here! ehh no. ther? ther over ther..' lOls so cute. but it was so full of suspence, the way they hold their plates. it looked like it was abt to slip thru their fingers any sec. hehh. and i kinda moved my bag to create some space..... pretended to b mad at sri and sakura for taking so much space. ahh. hehhhs. for all u know, he mite sit ther..... but thnk god not..

ahh dammit.

summie was ther again whn i helped liling carry physics workbooks to chan's table. hehehs. saw chengz sitting at the atrium, doing some stuffs, and so sri and i purposely hang round ther.. hehs. chengz cute sia XP

chatting wit nurool now. who's chattin wit shanieeee!!!!! hehes. hes so cute! nurool was like, 'ah korr!' and he was, 'WAHAHAHAH!' omg how cute. and oh yea, caught him laughing just now during recess.. :|. not cute actually.... lols ;) and i caught summie laughing too XD Kinda weird laughter. Sri heard it too and she was like, 'ya allahhh!' lols. his whole body was racking! lolss. well okie. tats common, huh.. oh well. wher was i? ooh yea shanieee.

nurool told him tat i find him cute. or so she said.. hahaha. i dunno if shes just teasing or anythng. not tat i mind her telling him.... i think. hardywindz.. wazzat mean? lol neeway got his adddieeee. ooh he likes classical techno? ... waHAHhaHA!

:))

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, March 20, 2004?
Oh no. Its Saturdayy. Monday is comingg! Oh No!! *runs arNd wild* Hmwk half not done. My papers all scatter evrywherrr in the room... cudn find my G2 black pen anywher! chaos. complete pandemonium on a saturday night :)

Not that im complaining.. i had a pretty good day earlier on. Not including the hmwk marathon, tho XP

I met an old fren thru frenster of course. very very old frenn. very very old and very very hott fren ;) Ermm lemme see if i can recall him.

The last time we met was.. omg. p4. So lOoong ago. its weird how we still rmb each other. nvr closed wit him. we werent classmates or anything. we were teammates. lol. same grp during mly period. we prollie ended up in the same grp cuz our mlys suck miserably. yea.. he was mr. eng back thn. he spoke eng all the time. we all even had tis wild tot tat mayb he wasn pure mly. cuz of his light hair and totally totally brown eyes.

yea. so u can just guess; he was the heart throb of mayflower pri.

but he left mayflower after p4. ermm. 1999! yeaa. tat was the last yr in mayflower pri. for us la. cuz the darn skool shifted location. get wad im sayin? So at the end of 1999, arNd december ther, our skool had tis some sort of a farewell dinner thngie. byebye to old mayflower.... abt time. cuz the old building was reeli reeli old. my 24 yr old cousin studied in tht very same skool building!

okie so we had tis farewell dinner. the ticket was 50 bucks. REELI! i aint kidding!! i begged my mom to let me go. she wudn. cuz i mean, 50 bucks?!?! but i reeli wanted to goooo!!! in the end, my late dad was the one who forked out the money ;) I love my dad.

so i went. and i wore tis reeli reeli cool dress. ooh i looked so cute!!! wahAHha. me and my best fren wit her parents and lil bro. one table i think 7 chairs... so ther was 1 empty chair. lol so mr english ended up wit us. ooh he was good. i mean, he reeli clicked wit my best fren's parents. and the both of us [best fren and me] were just listening to them talk all the wayy till the food was served.

food sucked. din eat much. but the whole dinner thing was great. got to reeli chillout wit him. we were sitting right across each other so whn we talked, we hadta scream. which was pretty rude, u see.. but my best fren's parents were cool :)) They din even bother to tell us to stop whn we started throwing food at each other.. not seriously. just small grubs :) Ahh. fun. and the best thing was, i spent it wit my best fren. yea. she was transfering too, u see....

so after the dinner thingie ended, we went to evry corner of the old skool building and kinda like.... 'wahh! tis is wher i....' and 'ooh! tis is the place wher...' Fond memoriess. hehhs. some of us even cried :| I din. i dunno. mayb i did... hmm.

ohh. some time during p5. i was picking my sis up frm skool [she was just k1 tat time, a baby brat, or else i cudn b stuffed to fetch her ;)]. And i saw himm on his bike. we waved. he cycled past and out of my life.

until today. ahahhHAha.

thnx to frenster! he reckoned ive changed, tho..... oh well :) We had a hard time tryin to add each other. lol. tis happened b4. yea. me and ethan that is. but at least ethan was cool. mr english was like, fook marns.. arghh... errgh. lols.

and woww. he has a thing for nurool ;) lols. he was browsing thru my profile. and was like, 'ehh. this nurool gurl. single?' and i told him no. and he was like, 'ahh. tot so.' lols. such coincidence... his name's farhan too. and he said sumfink abt... okie on 2nd tot, nahh. lol. dun wanna ruin his reputation ;)

MAnnN. i missed those days!!!!! so youngg. innocent. nvr a care in the world. haishhh. all the subs so chicken dodol. hmwk during the weekend, not so stressful...

omg. hmwk. its nearly midnight. noo!

HMWK MARATHON part 2!!! ahhH!!

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Friday, March 19, 2004?
[my name is]: lela

[in the morning i am]: freshh!! eager to know wads in store for me for the day!!! and time to do something nice for someone!!!!!!! smangat banget ;)

[all i need is/are]: FRENZ! my homies. mwacks.

[if i could see one person right now]: it wud b...... hehs. ;)

[i'm afraid of]: myself?

[i dream about]: 3 guys in a row!!! woot! hehhs.


H A V E Y O U E V E R . . .

[been in love]: define lovee. mayb just puppy love.. :)

[cried when someone died]: no la. i laughed.

[drank alcohol]: nuh uhh.

[lied]: all the time, behbee.

[coke or pepsi]: pepsi!!!

[flowers or candy]: candy!! but flowers are romantic... so candy frm my girlfrenz. flowers frm my guys. LOLS.. ;)


W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X . . .

[what do you notice first?]: hairr. :)

[last person you slow danced with]: slow danced?!?!

[worst thing to say]: to the opp sex??? ermmm.

[tall or short]: neither!! hahhs.


W H O . . .

[makes you laugh the most?]: sri! sakuraa!!! asphooOo!! nanaaaa!!!! evry1!!!!!!!! ohh. the most, huh? ermmm... lols.

[makes you smile]: almost anything and everything :)))

[has a crush on you?]: evry1 ;) LOLSs. no la. i dunno. even if i noe, no way imma put their names here. cuz itll look like imma stuck up thick skinned beeyotchh. which im not :D so yeaa.

[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: depends on wad ur talkin abt laa ;)


D O Y O U E V E R . . .

[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: wad is I.M.? lol. i used to.. used to. now i think its just planned dumb, duncha fink?? :)

[save aol/aim conversations]: its like auto saved, yo...

[cried because of someone saying something to you]: the hell yea.


H A V E Y O U E V E R . . .

[fallen for your best friend]: male best frenz u mean? ahahhaa.. yea, marns. psst he din know!! lol. it was primary skool days :))) U noe, whn ur so young and innocent you dun reeli care much abt those of the opp sex. it darsen matter if u hafta hold hands wit them... yea. only whn i was pri 5 or 6, i got tis wild feeling tat mayb i had the hots for tis particular bastard...... i wonder wher he is now...

[been rejected]: errmm

[rejected someone]: lols.. errrrmm.

[used someone]: gasps.. indirectly?? nah i dun say i used them. i say i needed their help..

[been cheated on]: uh huhh.

[done something you regret]: a lot of things..


W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N . . .

[you talked to]: tis gal on the phone lookin for my sis... ahahaa..

[hugged]: my aunt. hehs.

[you instant messaged]: not logged in.

[you laughed with]: my siss! she was stupidly strugglin to put on her left boots into her right feet. or issit the other.


D O Y O U . . .

[color your hair]: put glitter, issit counted?!?! lolss.

[habla espanol]: no i dun learn spanish .. lOls.


H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U

[smoke]: not a smoker, nvr will b.

[obsessive]: sometimes..

[could you live without the computer?]: yeshh. im determined to live w/o it.....

[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: cbs to count. sheeshh. hahahas.

[what's your favorite food?]: lasagne... yummeyhh. sushi. weee~

[whats your favorite fruit?]: papayaaa. mango! orange. ooh yea.

[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional. physical pain will sooner of later go awayy wit the aid of medication or wadeva. emotional takes time. and even if it evetually does go away, it will still leave a scar in ur heart tat will stay wit u, lets say, forever? :)

[trust others way too easily?]: TOO easily maNX TOO easily.


F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S . . .

[i want]: to understand boys. wad exactly do they want!?!?!~ heh.

[i wish]: for no one to be sick and everyone to be happy!!! :))))

[i love]: u.

[i miss]: noahhhh!!!!!!~ mwacks.

[i fear]: death..

[i hear]: redblooded woman by kylie minogue :)

[i wonder]: if i get to finish up my hmwk in time. but tats impossible. why do i keep feeling that the teachers are up to get us?! giving us hmwk and expecting us to finish it in one week, whn they jolly all know we cant but they give us anywayy. but bright side? hmwk is good. itll do me good :) And i can finish it. as soon as i cut tis crap and continue wit my workk. soooo.. till next time. hehhs.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

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Gudaf'noon!! Hiee. My sis had left for her camp.. X'( Whyyy?! Just whn i tot of having a family day out today. I mean, mom had been away working and today is her day off and all. And thn suddenly my sis had to go off to some dumb camp. Shed b back tmr. But tmr mom's prollie gonna sleep all day cuz on the sunday, she has to go work....

i wanna go out!! as a family... just me, my two sibs and mom. many catch a movie, or just have a small lunch at breeks? sighh. this is depressing.

i envy nabila alot. i mean, she and her mom do everything together! as in, wherever she goes, her mom tags along. ... okie. i mean. u noe wad i mean, rite? yeaa. i nvr do much together wit mom :| Only whn we argue. thank god tats rare. ..cuz mom's always away working and nvr at home where i can 'pick a fight' wit her.

wad am i babbling.

last night whn she got home frm work and sitting down, scratching scratching her leg... tat part of her always itch, she says. cuz i was like gawking at it. ahah. okie. so i just sat across her smiling so madly. and she tot i wanted something... i din wan anythng!! i just wanted to sit wit her and all. wads wrong wit sitting down wit ur own mother and just, well, smile? since whn u need a reason to smiLe?! evry1 in the living room tat time was all staring at us. busybodies. sheeshh. gahahhhas.

So she started guessing wad she tot i wanted. ' u broke something? u lost something. u wan moneyy. u wan.. more money. money rite?' and i felt so insulted!! is tat wad my mom think i am?! a money spender?!?! finally she assumed tat i wanted to go out tmr. and she started nagging and all... so i gave up. and all i did was just smiilllee at her. sheeshh. mothers...

last night, i was helping my sis saved some shit in the computer. hah. just felt like doing something nice for someone :)))) And thn i tot since i was on the computer already, why not i just log in msn and check out who's online. this old fren of mine, his nick kinda caught my attention. so obviously he was feelin shitty. and this old phrase kinda came to mind: whn a fren is in trouble, dun annoy him by asking if ther is anything you can do. think up something appropriate and do it.

yea. so i did it. u noe. kinda cheered him up wit my corniness :) At the next thing i knew, we were both kidding arNd and started quarrelling using the nicks. get wad im saying? we kept changing the nicks and all, like as if we were chatting thru nicknames! wwhahhaas. only that the nicknames cud get as long as a shortt paragraph. aHAhaa.

b4 i logged off he was like all thanking me and grateful cuz i had made his day. so i tot, wow. i had? and i nvr reeli did realized it. so u cud imagine how good i felt!!!! weeee~ woot. lols. thn i continued wit my hmwk and guess wad? i finished both e and amaths!!! wow. see wad happens whn u did something nice for someone? :)) not tht i was expecting anything in return laa. ahahhaas. but it felt goood :)

not to mention i had a very very cool dream last night too. LOLs. yea. its kinda, 3 in 1 sorta dream. first dreamt of ethan. its weird. but its cool ^^ lolss. we were both making a vow tat wed stay frenz forever and all. lols. thn i dreamt of aldric. he had got looong hair in my dream. i dreamt of hans too. lols. but nuffink creepy. nuffink too ... you know. whhaHas. dreams can b cool.

weeeee~

i fink i mite haf squashed anggun's lil unborn kittens.. i mean, i was leaning forward to give anggun a lil peck and lost my balance somehow. and landed right on top of tat poor lil feline. :| Shuddup, im feelin guilty already, u dun hafta make it worst.

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down. - Woody Allen

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, March 18, 2004?
Good morning!!! Wakey wakey!! ... I so have nothing to blog. Just that, my room is in a blardy mess. And i hafta clean it up but i just dunno wher to start.

I helped my sis to polish her boots. WahAHha. just feel like doing something for someone. and it was pretty funn!! esp whn my sis put on her infamous -_-" expression and started telling me profusely to polish it in circular motion.

oh ohh. u noe i haf tis black spot stain freaky dicky thingie [?!] on my skool uniform rites? now i know wher it came frm... my sis was like, 'ehh. careful. if this shoe polish liquid thingo gets to ur clothes, it cant b washed...' so i tot, oh okie. thnx for the advice. and thn..... omg. it was u, wasn it!?!?! u stained my uniform wit ur blardy shoe polish thingie shit!! and so i refused to talk to her for 2 mins.

listenin to perfect10 now. theyre talkin abt plastic surgery.. in society today it seems like u hafta go for plastic surgery in order to be IN. sheeshh. cmon! evry1 is beautiful. in their own lil ways. hehs. i believe. neeway, its the inside that matters. not the outside!

"yea. ur sayin tat cuz ur ugly" XD

*haiyak-dush*

okie. u guysh. if uve got money $$$ kerching!! $$$ tones and tones of munneyh, wud u go for surgery? i mean, no one is perfect rite? thers at least something abt u tat ur not satisfied abt... u noe, mayb ur nose is too large its practically blockin ur view. ur height maybe?.... and all that kinda affect u, making u feel insecure and ur not confident abt urself. so. plastic surgery the only answer to ur problem.

or is it? do looks matter so much tat plastic surgery is so necessary?

excuse me if im wrong but as much as it bugs me, looks do matter. cant run away frm tat. looks shldn matter, but the hell yea it does. cmon think abt it.

its a superficial materialistic world we're living in.

*ponders*

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Tuesday, March 16, 2004?
Hie :)

A girl without a guy... is like a fish without a skateboard.

Ppl seem amused abt tat statement. Ive got guys like hannan goin, 'hahaha. but i dun understand ur nick.' uh .. huhh. u must haf the skill to read between the lines. insightful. wahAHhaa... and he gave me a phrase: girls can cry... but so whard? - -" And he told ME he sucked at reading between the lines. pfft.

lol but i like him. the way he gets a way wit girls. he was like, 'no offence, lela. it goes to the ermm.. low level kind of girls.. noe wad im sayin? ;)'

eww eww ewww.. summie recommended me a porn website. lols.. okie he gave me tis website url.....

me: wads tat?
summie: retarded animal babies.
me: :|
summie: haha. b careful. got porn.
me: Oo
summie: episode 4. damn funny.
me: retarded animal babies... funny?
summie: haha yea.
me: any chances ur pic wud b ther? i mean, under retarded animals. not porn la. whahahaa..
summie: hahahaa. maybe.
me: under monkeys?
summie: nono. under gays of the century.

summie rawcks ;)

my sis is watchin tat incredible tales on channel 5. and shes freaken herself out. me? no no. i dun do supernatural starfs [excluding wicca, if u include wicca as supernatural]. i just watch it to see utt!!! ooh.

summie: oooo got chiobu in eye 2.

typical. - - "

lol my sis just went in the room and was like, 'siyyol. serammm..' WAhHAhas. she was all pale!!~ neeway its 1030. SMALLVILLE! tom welling's even more tastier thn utt.

aight. my sis is describing to me evry blardy feature of the ghost she saw right now as im typing this :D.... how convenient.

oh yea. i went j8 wit my sibs and cousin to haf lunch at sakae sushi!!! yummeyh. buffet was 3. but we were way too early and we were famished. we finished 20 plates. oooh yeaaa. so full. now i keep seeing sushi.....



ooh i like summie. i was pissing him off. i was tryin to piss him off. sayin tat ther are ants crawling here right now [reeli!!!!!~] and asked if he cud come over and do sumfink abt it... [dun even think abt it!! i noe wad ur thinkin!]

me: im willing to pay.
summie: haha. now late already.
me: ill pay double.
summie: haha..
me: triple? ahah okie okie. i gues i shld stop right abt now.
summie: haha. nvm one la..

so im continueing bugging him :D ooh now he thinks im sayin all tat cuz ive 'got nothing to say'.

me: ahahha actually no. im serious. there are ants!! help b4 they chew me up alive!!!!

wahAHhaha. im sucha riot ;)

summie: easy. you can rule them all. just take out ur baigon.

WAHahHAhAH!!! he's sucha riot.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

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What Element Are You?
GoTH?!!!!!~~

Ballet Shoes
Ballet shoes- beautiful, graceful, and creative,
you enjoy dancing writing and music. You are
often very poetic and sometimes dramatic. You
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Monday, March 15, 2004?
DeMoN CaT #4

GuArDiAn oF tHE tV rEmoTe cOnTrOL... *evil laughter* and all the other shit tat typical bastards forget is all here....

hie all. just came back frm physics supp class wit fat bastard ezzy chan. it was interesting. cuz physics is good. all the formulas u hafta memorize... and alot more other formulas u hafta memorize.......

X'(

i almost forgot i had skool today. sakura called at like abt 0730. thanx. heh. cuz i din wanna miss physics. cuz physics is good. all the formulas u hafta memorize.. and alot more other formulas u hafta memorize. memorizing is funn!!! i love to memorize. its so.... mesmerizing.



reeli strugglin to concentrate just now. i even went thru the stuffs taught just now in the bus! see wad happened whn u haf physics lesson first thing in such a beautiful monday morning like tis? and whn ur tryin too hard to make it look like ur optimistic abt it? yea. u get lame. [i always get lame, so i guess tats not counted...]

neeway!! im hungry... X'( But tat wasn wad i wanna say.

yeo said: "Good leaders learn all the time. Learn something new each day. if not, thn ur just wasting ur time." :)) I learnt many shits duirng the camp :D!!!!~ Tats wad i kinda like abt it. and imma share it wit u :). Cuz i believe tat, [another thing i learnt] i must see things others dun see. and thn imma MAKE thm ;) see the things they dun see tat i saw, tat is.... lol yea.

1) first impression lasts.
2) if ur the type hu has timetable or a schedule, use it as a GUIDE instead of die die must follow. b flexible! ;)
3) chain of communication must b ther! dun leave anyone alone. and wadeva we do ther, we must had a base. a home to return to, tat sort :) -frm papa ju.
4) sports aint only abt sportsmen. but spectators too. w/o them, wads the point?! so make sports entertaining, involve the spectators. get them to appreciate. :)
5) i noe tis is gettin boring for those losers out ther hu dun appreciate my sharing these wit u. just bear wimme? yea thankiew :)
6) whn speaking publicly, b confidence. imagine audience are naked :) and dun always depend on the mic. speak as if ur speakin to the furthest person. project ur voice :) eye contact!!!!~
7) planning includes rehearsing it.
8) always do an After Action Review. or simply, reflect on wad u did. keep track of all ths stuffs and have it all down in ur 'nonsense file'. pass it down to the next generation... kinda lyk the book of shadows... wahahhAHa.
9) chances take time. b patience. and every action u take, u dun noe the effects cuz it wun happen rite away.. patience!!!~ if ur action does not get ppl's attention, u must make them. and if u change urself, u can change the whole world :D
10) u must haf VISION. otherwise ur gonna lead ppl to the longkang. but vision is not enuff. u must take ACTION. and do wadeva it takes for a common good. but action can sometimes fail too. therefore, u myst had resillience, perseverance and PASSION!!! must b able to bounce back. and die die must try.
11) pressure shld come frm URSELF, not others ;)
12) follow those u lead u. lead those hu follow u! -president kyle sim :)
13) wad leadership is reeli all abt :)

WAHhAHha! im so enthu! but enthu is good :)) Thers also other non-sc stuffs i learn ;)

1) darryl and roy can BOoGiEeee!! they can reeli shake. wow. nurool must b very proud of her sonnie roy!!!! wAHhAHaha!!
2) aramia tee, our wonder tea!!!!!!!~
3) a new word i learnt frm ginny, xy and meishie ->"nyoknyak". actually its nyonya la. but they purposely dun wanna pronounce it right :)
4) louis rawcks
5) thailand guy's name!!
6) "Berok" hao lian!!!! he sux.
7) liang jimm's sexy pose. *drools* lol. cudn stop teasing him. hes cool ;)
8) theodore massaged me and hes damn good at it!!!!~
9) jamie sim's lil bro. damn cute.
10) how pathetic our skool toilets reeli are.
11) shahina, the roach killer!!!!

leading ppl, actually not my thing. not my nature. mayb not yet... but im more of a follower :) or a supporter! supporting is good. support is crucial! leadership is not a talent. its a skill. ur not born wit leadership skiills. u hafta work hard to earn it. got tat frm justin. and i was like, 'he is so tru..' and tat got me thinking abt lotsa starfs.... it still am. still does...

....

gtg! neeway, aspho changed her url!!! update ur links, yo! ;)

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Sunday, March 14, 2004?
Hahahahaahieee!!! Yup. Im back :) alive and kickin'!

in fact, i just kicked my sis' butt outta da room [shes sleeping on my bed, using my delfy for her swollen head!!!]. Her butt's nice. tats wad evry relatives, cousins, even those unrelated say. well, i say its nice to kick. sumtimes i haf tis wild idea goin on in my head evrytime i tot of my sis [which is, ermm. very rare :)]...

is she adopted?

cuz shes unlike evryone of us in the family!!! i haf a whole list of differences between us. one major obvious reason; shes tall :'( and im not. well, i can except the fact tat imma midget. cuz my mom ish. my late dad was.... cudn rmb. but i cant stand it tat shes taller thn meeeeeee!

two; she has solid nice butt. i dunno how to describe it. i dun wanna. cuz its disgusting. but i guess she gets it frm my mom la :) My mom has cute butt...... aight. tats even more disgusting.

three; she has longgg legs. i mean, wher the heck didja get those frm?!! obviously, cudn b frm my mom's genes. my dad? i cudn rmb how long his legs were. [?!!!~] In fact, he got one of his legs amputated and alll...

four; shes a tough lil beeyotch. so unlike meeeee!! so unlike mom, der. my dad? i dun think he did sports. mayb he did, whn he was young. but he was more of a musician thn a sportman. yea. got my love for music frm him ;). my sis an ncc kid. at first i tot she cud never take it; all the training and starfs. but i guess im wrong. im glad im wrong :) So proud of her :)))

so tell me again why im comparing myself wit her, bitchin abt her in my blog?!! hahh. cuz i miss her, tats whyeee! insightful ;)

the camp was the hell *toot*

but it was meaningful :))) [quote frm jamie sim's cute small bro.. heh. acually he said 'fun and meaningful' but wth :))]

the hell *toot* cuz its all abt training us to b leaders. meaningful cuz... its also all abt training us to b leaders!!

hear me?

it wasn tough training. it was more of a theory training [???] u noe. lectures and stuffs. nana and i were initially like, 'tis camp is *toot*. totally not a place for lunatics like us.' but i noe, even tho its not reeli our ideal camp, its pretty cool. meaning in a way tat the camp made me realize things i nvr tot id realize.... erm yea :)

first day of camp involved theories and lectures mostly. 2nd day was neatt :) Kinda slacked i guess cuz nearly half had to go 'sell flags' [qoute off theodore] for cip. watched spiderman, but practically all slept thru it :) Whn we requested for more rest, yeo suggested we had our heads on one another's stomach as our pillows, in a line. erm get the picture? so whn u look frm above, it has a reeli cool pattern... :)

the cool thing whn doing tat lil thing was, whn one person starts laughin, evry1 laughs as well! epidemic! cuz whn u laugh, ur stomach wud kinda.. erm. u noe? yea. and ur fren hu has her/his head on ur stomach wud feel it and trust me, its contagious.

yeo literally forced us to sleep. he sang us lullabies. even counted sheeps wit us!!! ;)

had trust games. one of it, u hafta fall back frm the stage and ur frenz will catch u frm below. get me? i was the brave first ;) Aiseyyh. At first i tot itd b chicken dodol. but whn i got up, and evry1 was just waiting for me to fall back whn they wud catch me and goin like, 'trust us, lela! cmon, u can do it! we wun let it fall!!!', it got pretty creepy. wanted to get it over and done with. so i fell back and

yea :)

sakura din straightened her knees whn she fell back. so sumhow cuz of tat, instead of fallin in our secure trustworthy arms, she fell ermm.. sumwher in between? heh. so she crashed onto the mat and evry1 just panicked. blood gushed out frm her head like hose. tis sec1 monitress fainted. the smell of blood was terrible.. yeo called the ambulance and the paramedics got sakura to the hospital.

aight. hu am i kidding?!

lols, sakura's fine. ahahhaaa. but she reeli did crashed onto the mat :)) and we did panicked. but no blood. no one fainted. heh.

trust. its all abt trust. but its no use if u trust others alone. cuz uve gotta trust urself too ;)

another cool game is tis blindfolded cat and mouse game thingie. cat was to catch the mouse wit the aid frm homies who will b yelling out directions. so we reeli gotta trust them cuz if ur a mouse, ur life lies on their hands. if ur a cat, well, same thing :) dinner was supposed to b an hr ago ;)

so u can just picture us sub committee and sc and ex-co bastards, screaming and yelling; 'left!!! right!! forward!!!!!! no, backwards!!!' ther were 6 grps playin at the same time and so it got kinda complimented. and more fun. hehh. ur da cat/mouse, ud go all confused cuz u dunno hu to listen to.

nana, aspho and i, as usual, enthusiastically crazy, were screaming on top of our lungs. well, at least nana and aspho screamed out directions. most of the time, i went like, 'noooo!!! NOOOo!!! NOOooOO!!!!' evrytime whn the cat tried to make a hasty grab for the blind mouse. which is, apparently, not helping a bit.

whn it was nana's turn, and aspho and i had run out of energy and lols vocals, we simply sat back and watched as evry1 was goin alll bonkers. the circle was no longer a circle cuz evry1 was cheating. poor aramia tee [wonder tea!!!! heh].. nana kept mistaking her, thinkin she was mouse, and 'clawed' her more than once. all this while, aspho and i were laughin our butts off at one corner.

it was cool ;)

oh yea. another trust game. hadta lean on ur fren, and trust tat he/she will catch u, and gently push u forward whn ur other fren wud stop u frm crashing and uhh disfiguring ur nose. sakura just cudn trust nana!!! mayb bcuz whn it was my turn first, nana wasn concentrating and was lookin at the other direction. i nearly ended up wit a broen nose, and nana, wit a black eye. yea. so sakura din trust her. and instead of convincing her and assuring her, nana kept on giggling and laughing. tat made sakura even more nervous!! and she said, '60% of ur energy is lost whn u laugh, u noe tat?! dun waste it or u wun b able to catch me and we'll both crash to the floor!!!!'

helped out the sports and games committee wit their tasks for the investiture; reception and a lil skool tour. lol actually, we just helped them write down minutes. lol since we are the secretaries. wAHha! ginny did gave a few ideas here and there and wow. ive reeli underestimated their committee. i tot they wud b the slackest! they are reeli good! darryl foong, esp. and louis! theyre serious abt their work, yet calm. roy is the childish one.. heh. whn he did sumfink tat pissed louis' off, louis wud go, 'roy, why are you in this committee? why are you in the student council? bcuz u wan to make the skool a better place right? to improve the skool right? if not, wad are you doing here?' and he shook his head and tsked. 'im very sad for u...' and we all went like, 'whoaa!' and clapped for him. except roy la. he took off his shoe and hurled it at louis' direction like a hand grenade.

Parkethorn.

Tats tat sec 1 thailand guy's name. lols. not sure of the spelling, tho. wahhHAh! hes sooooo hot whn he smiles! all the time, they were teasing him. goin like, 'by the end of this camp, ull have half the girls' phone numbers!!!' lols. and louis wud go, 'u join the sc not to get girls' numbers. if u are, thn im sad for you...' and tat thailand guy threw his bottle at him.

lol, heyy. thailand guy. its okie if u dun wan my no. just take me back to thailand wit u!!!!

lols kidddingg :)

imma stop here. continue tmr? thers loads to tell. but i wanna sleeeeep!!! i needa sleeeeeep!!! so see ya? see ya.

and ive missed u guyss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ sooo much!!!!!!!! so glad to b back ;)

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Thursday, March 11, 2004?
Heh. im stealin a moment to blog here. i dunno. i must blog b4 i go camp!!! bcuz i dun wanna leave yestie's entry like tat. yea. i was so not-me ytd, u shee. ahha. i can tell imma b very busy later tonite.. yeaaa. pack stuffs, eat, do hmwk!!!~ loads. erm yea. and sleep. sleep early. rise up tmr early. sleep is good. sleep is fun :)

uhhhh.

cant find my class tee!!! i messed up my whole wardrobe. not a sight of it! whyeee?! and camping bag smells of shit. my sis' shit. dun mean literally la. she uses it during ncc.. and puts her smelly sweaty ncc stuffs innit. ewwww. lols. i sprayed antibacteria spray thingie all over it. hahh!

skip skipp.

i did sumfink majorly embarrasssinggg! first i farted. ooh yea. and nana and aspho were like, O_O.... they reckoned it smelt baaad. nooo!! how cud it b!?!?! sri din smell neefink. nurul j was like, 'huh? why is nana and aspho so hysterical all of a sudden?!' ahhhH!!

but tats not the embarrassing part la.

i was imitating aspho's lil 'dance posing' thingo... very bad. very not cute. and guess who walked past!!! and i mean, he was reeli reeeli walkin past so close i smelt him! AhhHH!! ethann!

dinno he was even near! cud see aspho's face goin, 'uhh. look out.' but not reeli SAYING or GESTURING to me anyfink! u noe, gimme a sign or sumfink. so i cud stop... nooo!! i only realized it after he was gone. wasn even sure if tat was reeli him. i din hafta ask. cuz nana and aspho were laughin their butts off so hard, obviously mocking me! uff.

X'|

my so-called HOMIESs, uff, cudn stop bugging zhao han wit stuffs concerning se'ah, daphne, summieee.. wth. most of them were lies, obviously. one most very outrageous, most insane lie ever: "daphne and me used to b very best friend. until she started goin out wit se'ahhh....." darn u, aspho! zhao han was goin, O_O" and i was, 'noooo!!!!'

it was hilarious :)) all those starfs we crapped abt. esp the part we accused zhao of liking daphne. and i suggested he shld 'try charm daphne. and got her to break up and thn se'ah is mine.' LMAO..

of course im kidding, dammit.

heh. so it was funn and games. until sum1 loses an eye. yea. zhao han, tat is. i asked him, 'bedah zhao, u dun reeli believe all tat, do you?!' 'some stuffs, abt you and daphne, no la. i just pretend to believe. play along.' 'hahhh!! i love you, marn!!! good actor. for once i tot u reeli believed it.' 'but mayb abt tat part tat u still like...' 'i dun like himmmm!!!' i nearly got a chair and whack him.

okiesh. was kindarf wow weee whn he said tat se'ah did approached him and ask who's lela. [tat was whn he was still single and we were yea.... darn. shld haf got up to him like he wanted me to! shy laaaaaa!!] Ever so clever zhao han said, 'i know who's lela. but i dunno her very well.' !!!!!!!!~ He always say tat, even whn we asked him abt summie and how he was like back in primary skool days. he said, 'err. i havent talk to him for like a year now.' i went, 'wth?! u said u both used to b good frenz!!!!!'

zhao han rawcks.

darnnit. summie gtg. and i shld b goin too. yea.... talkin abt summie... durign recess just now, sri and i kept on lookin at him. and we wud always end up laughin. both of us agree he cracks us up. indirectly. and suddenly sri came to the conclusion [cheYyy!] tat wit tat haircut, he reminds her of Archie!!! LMAO!!! i choked on my hashbrown and sakura hit me hard on my back. got some hashbrown plus enzymes all over the table.... and sakura started singing, 'achi, achi bukak pintuuu.. nana balek pukol satuuu..' and we laughed summore. was drinkin lemon tea and i swear i got some squirting off frm my nostrils.. and we told her, not tat achi. and sri started singing tat theme song frm tat cartoon archie's weird mysteries. lols shes good!!!

and so is mom. whn she starts screaming at me.

but i reeli owe her big :)) U noe, ytd i was all moody and starf. and mom was all perky. why, i dunno. and her perkiness perked me up! in a weird kinda wayy. i dunno how. but she did :)

i lurv you mom!!!!!!!!!!~ mwacks :)

No wait.

mayb shes just happy tat ill b away in camp.................

nahh. ill love her all the same :)

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Wednesday, March 10, 2004?
Hie.

Reeli no mood to blog :| This is just not me. But yea. mayb cuz ive got many things goin on in my head, sumfink very rare cuz i dun usually give a blooming shit abt anything b4.. wahh! :)

ive got many stuffs to do, hmwk to complete which lee loo still gonna end up scolding me even if i hand it up, cuz it was due donkey years ago. imma lazy bastard.

mayb im missing ezzy chan, and missing goin bonkers cuz of physics. hadn seen chan arNd tis whole week too. and cme is taken over by vivien tan! wth?! boohoohoo!! X'|

shld i go for camp tis fri?! 3 days 2 nights. omg. i bet its gonna b the longest 3 days 2 nights in my whole life. not lookin forward to it, seriously. dunno whyeee... cuz i dun fink the camp's gonna b fun. well, mayb yea. fun. but i bet its gonna b deadly serious too. since its sc and all... sc. sc. shannon ching. lols!! i meant student council la, of coursh.

urghhh. tis is not me blogging!!!!!!!~~ no more optimist shawty?

DeMoN CaT nO.3 ..

sLaYeR Of MorTaLs and ReApeR oF SoULs. be afraid. b very afraid.

great. being pessimist is one thing. but... being corny as well?!!

i guess ryan shld b blamed for tis. yea. still pretty spooked out abt tat lil ermm incident tat happened back during history class. shivers.. she slipped her blardy hand underneath my pe shirt!!!! if tis continues, it means suicide.

for her, tat is.

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Tuesday, March 09, 2004?
Heyyalll.. The weather is so chilly, huhs? But rain is good :) So ther werent nee mass run. ahh. lookin forward to it. kinda. but yea. but rain is good :) esp in the morning. so thers excuse to come to skool late. yea. i reached skool tis morning like arNd 7.30 :)

eng compo test. hahhh. totally idea-less. hah. clueless. the only storyline i cud think of tat moment was all based on demons and witches and all those shits. yea... weird. this phrase kept poppin in my head, 'lets vanquish some demon sorry ass..' oO im charmed. u noe? hah oh well. managed to finish my essay on time. ended up doin abt a witchy weird neighbor... WADS GOTTEN INTO MEeee? neeway :) cant wait for the next charmed season. chris perry-guy is cute.

oh yeaa!! during the test, weird animal sound kindarf came from outside. the window tat is. mrs o reckoned it must b a goose. lols!!! cudn stop larffin!! weird, cuz it seemed only i find it hilarious.... Oo

smallville tonite! must not miss it. nearly hit myself to death last week cuz i missed smallville....

recess!!! lined up at mly stall for food. me? no la. just xtra2 ther. and he was just behinddd!! so cool. despite the not-very-manly way he stands and all..... even he walks kindarf weird. he slings his bag kindarf weird too. but tats wad makes him cute la. i guess :))))

ewwk. sakura grossed all of us out just now at the atrium. pukey. she was digging her ear [thank god just ears!!] and showed off to us the results. gagggg!!! and all the way back to classroom, she kept buggin and grossin sri and i out... yea. gagggg!! barrf! we were literally running awy for her!!!~ shes like ryan no. 2. but worst! and we were like, 'pls syahirah. stop!!!!! gagg!!'

chem was replace by bio. sheeshh. walked in class and jeya was already inside.

wahHhhh.. :'( 3 periods of solid maths. but im one lucky asshole to haf 2 wonderful asshole-buddies to keep me sane. keep me wakey wakey i mean. hmm. cudn rmb wad cracked me up like shit :)) but yea it was farnieyh.

went home la after tat. hah. not reeli. halfway, we lost sri. were like, 'sri manerr?!!' but all the while, we din even bother to look for her. just sound pretty concern and all. tats all. heh. HAHhaha!! so mean, huhs? heh. but thn, nurul j and i stayed to look for her. and someone else too. hah. shhh. poor nurul j cuz rugby boys dah blah for tournament. takpurr.. tmr, nurul j, tmr ;)

its nice walkin wit her. she STROLLS!! so dun hafta worry abt tryin to keep up. cuz i dun hafta keep up wit her pace! dun hafta care if im walkin too slow cuz we walk at the same pace!! rare thing, u noe.

had lunch. famished. listened to her spill her probs out. sighs.. its aight yea, nurul :))) so had some serious talk. and thn she told me a whole list of nicknames she knew.. evry single person in her class has their own nicks! so cool!! but some are pretty nasty and meeannn!! but its all in the name of fun :) And so now i know why they call nabila kerbauu!!!! lols!!!~

sakura just called.. gimme hmwk fer emaths. loads, sia!!!! and thers chem test tmr. supposed to haf bio test too. but jeya was pretty kind just now. she postponed it till skool reopens. awwwsh. sweet. and didja know she paid for all our 10 yr series?! yea, she did!!! whn she said tat, i went like, 'so sweet?!' but ryan was, 'so rich?!' hah.


"If you are looking for your kidney, it is gone. You should get back in the bathtub.."

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Monday, March 08, 2004?

Cat pick of the day!!!! Wee!! heh. well, apparently, this cat watched too much Animal Planet and thought her 'fangs' injected lethal venom.. oh well.

I came home greeted by nike, luxuriously stretched long and thin on my bed :)) Awwsh. Until he shifted and got in a very awkward position, tryin to lick his thingie. oooh. tis may sound creepy, but i think hes proud of it. his sexy neuter scars, i mean. he keeps 'showing it off' at the most unappropriate time. like last nite whn i was having fishball while watchin batman.....

lol okie. exaggerating ther. hehs.

batman.. ooh. i rmbered he was one of those first few actor i liked. but wth :)))

for the very first time in history, 3e1 was early for history period. wahahaa.. and we had the whole room to ourselves. yea for abt 3 mins la. and ryan and i were tryin to seize this chance [cheyy] to enjoy the cosiness/coziness.. bcuz it was always so crowded and squeezy in tat humanities room, u see. yea. and ryan got an idea. she pushed the tables the one near our table further away from us. lol. aspho's team's table. heh. yea :) so our area was very spacious. yupp.

din bring geo book!! heh. lee choo din use much of it anyway. wow, suhandy smells good... not tat i go arNd sniffing him. lerhh. ahhahaa. hes the type who cudn sit still; always moving abt. and since hes the geog rep, he sort of haf the excuse to walk arNd... yup. and he sits next to me, so he keeps walkin past. so. i must breathe, rite? evrybody breathes. and yea. tats how i got to smell him...

omg wad am i... :))))))

so i practically spent the whole 2 period sniffing him.

no laa. ahhAHha. din get to, tats why. lol kiddingg.

disappointed cuz din see shanie honeyh during recess. lost appetite. cheyyy.. ahAHha. no la. just had a reeli heeuge breakfast. heh. even tho aspho told me not to haf breakfast.... cant help it!!! nenek prepared some yummy pancakes la! ahhaa.

BUT on the way to the canteen for lunch break, he was right behind!!! i wanna rewind backk over and over again. heh. weeeee~ and talkin abt weeee, summie had a haircut!! cute :T

Tat was the last lunch. haishh. :') Will miss u loads, lunchie :)

hannan got lee loo very very pissed. and thn he got her even more pissed. he was like, even after being told to go back to his seat, he refused to budge! tryna show defiance la gituu. and i went like, 'hannan, beat it already!!!' lee loo is not like miss k, okie. lee loo is Weird. so bcuz of him, the whole class got punished. kinda cool. amaths shortened.

i just cudn stay awake during chem :'( Korh was teachin abt ermm. ions. yea. and she was explainin about.. ermm. something. kept dozing offf!!!~ AHhH!H! and thn suddenly sakura nudged me and asked if i understood wad was taught. i told her, yea. very clearly indeed. and wanted me to explain it to her cuz she was sure. :| And thn the bell rang!! weee~ i was the first to stand up, prollie.....

rain is nice!!!

asphooo!! heh. i boarded the bus wit wimin! heh ;)

u guys got into friendster lately? hahh. cudn b stuffed abt tat old shit already, huh? heh. wonder if shanie has friendster....

so i defaced his pic. he was online last night. but bcuz hes a hot lil loser, he din check out my display pic of his defaced ass. face i mean. darnnit. neeway, no matter how much i told myself to not look, i took a peek of his pic. display pic la, i mean. hah. yea. guess whard? its a pic of him and his blardy gf. grrr. cheyy. not jealous, just disgusted. so lovey dovey.. puke puke puke. so mushy bushy fushy haiyak-dushy... puke puke puke.

pass me a barf bag please!!!!~ hurrrry!!!!!!!!!~~

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Sunday, March 07, 2004?
Check tis out, homies! 10 qns to find out if ur reeli insane!!!

How often do you talk to yourself:
a) Never
b) Occasionally
c) You're the only person you talk to.

:) occasionally. ahha. i laugh to myself sometimes too...

Do you routinely test the flamability of objects?
a) Yes
b) No

:) no. nvr.

Do the words car crash, fire, gasoline, explosion, fire arms, or vinegar arise any excitement in you?
a) none
b) some
c) lots

:) none... but boys, yea.

When you wake up in the morning, do you:
a) get out of bed immediately
b) do some odd morning ritual before getting out of bed
c) summon the demons of the unholy netherworld to remove you off your sepulchre

:) ahahhaa. summon demons?! no.. but i dun get up rite awayy.... wad u fink i am? a robot?

Are your showers:
a) medium
b) cold
c) boiling hot, and you just learn to take it

:) mediummm.

When you see someone trip and hurt themselves, do you:
a) run to help them
b) laugh, and then help them
c) cackle menacingly, and then set up another booby trap for someone to trip on

:) I help them first. thn laugh..

Do people:
a) laugh with you when you laugh
b) look at you with an odd expression when you laugh
c) shiver, and get scared when you laugh

:) lol seriously i dunno i dun care.

If you were an animal would you be a:
a) bird
b) monkey
c) you would never be an animal, because animals are only for sacrificing to the demons of the unholy netherworld

:) oh. option c is creepy. ill b a bird. an orange bird. monkey? no. dun like monkeyys.

Are your parents:
a) proud of you
b) somewhat proud of you
c) scared of you, and avoid you at all times, and have removed all sharp objects from within the house

:) somewhat proud of me. haha. lol c is farniee..

When you are at the movies do you:
a) laugh with everyone else, when something funny happens
b) laugh alone,
c) set fire to the place, then laugh

:) laugh wit someone else la, derr.. i think...

***ANSWER KEY***

***If you answered more As then B or Cs, - I'm sorry, but you are a perfectly normal and wonderful person.

***If you answered more Bs then A or Cs - you're somewhat independant and can think for yourself.

***If you answered more Cs then Bs or As - you are trying to hard to be insane/psychotic and think that insanity is only something humourous and you think that it would be cool to be insane, so you changed your answers to Cs, just so you could say that you were insane. Well I'm truly sorry, 'cause not only are you not insane but you have an identity crisis. Go get a job, and stop trying to act cool.

***If you didn't answer any of the questions, but rocked back and forth in your chair, trying to bite your ear, while simultaneously drawing little stick men all over your computer screen in a red felt pen, and also playing chess with the devil, in your mind, then you are truly insane and I suggest you get help immediatly.

***If you actually took the time to fill out this quiz, and thought long and hard about each answer then you are a loser like me, and you are just wasting your time 'cause you don't want to do your homework or something. Stop procrastinating and get back to work!

lmao!! tis quiz is cute. so honest yet humorous.

imma track down tis loser hu created tis quiz and imma set his/her sorry ass on fire.

hus wimme?!



He is biding his time and learning all he can until the day he takes over, ridding the world of the putrid humans, dogs and reality TV.

ps. ezzy chan's past life?

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, March 06, 2004?
a friEnD ...
(a)ccepts you for who you are
(b)elieves in you
(c)alls you just to say hi

(d)oesn't give up, on you, that is
(e)nvisions the whole of you
(f)orgives your mistakes
(g)ives unconditionally

(h)elps you
(i)nvites you over
(j)ust wanna be with you
(k)eeps you close at heart

(l)oves you for who you are
(m)akes a difference in your life
(n)ever judges
(o)offer support
(p)icks you up
(q)uiets your fears

(r)aises your spirit
(s)ays nice things about you
(t)ells you the truth when you need to hear it
(u)nderstands you

(v)alues you
(w)alks beside you
(x)-plains things you don't understand
(y)ells when you won't listen
(z)aps you back to reality


thnx fer being a fren!!! mwacks!!

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Friday, March 05, 2004?
Heyyall! Wasshup?! How u like my new temp.? Editted a few shits here and there so it looks pretty untidy, duncha reckon? yup yup. oh welsh :) The cat pic damn cute, tats fo sho ;)

Miss K changed our seats! and its like 2e1 last yr kinda seat. orchestra. and it shux :( Well, 1) cuz ive got separated frm my lovely homies who reeli keeps me awake during boring lessons. u noe hu u r!!! ryan, wilson, joan, linus... sigh. and now im stuck wit sakura and sri.

not tat im complaining cuz im sitting wit them. they rawck!!! but its just tat.... honestly, da three of us r kinda bored of each other. okie, wrong. lemme rephrase. its like, we wanna mix arNd the class, u see. if we stick together the three of us like glue, thn how to socialize?!!!

ryan is like all the way at the back, wilson right at the front near the door... haishh. kindarf missing them already!!! ryan keeps me up cuz she keeps throwing erasers at me and all. wilson and his sneeze which always makes me jump. >.<.......

2) its damn squeezy!! i mean, 3 desks together, and im sitting rite in the middle, sakura at the end near the window. claustrophobic, sakura says, im claustrophobic!!! and shoves me away evry now and thn cuz im 'breathin her air'. and im in the middle so whn i wanna get my books, i hafta b careful not to hit any parts of sakura esp during maths and physics. cuz tats whn sakura has her serious mode on....

3) bcuz our tables r slanted, evrytime whn i face the front, i kindarf face the windows as well. kindarf. so ill get pretty distracted now and thn, lookin out the windows for any cute guys slash teachers...hehh. and summore, hannan is sitting near ther, and hes always twirling his pen, gets me all giddy. haha. okie. exageratting :p

oh well. i dun think tis sitting arrangement will last. nearly evry1 is complaining! haha. even mrs o. and lee loo. yup :)

tried high jump during pe! reeli dying to! i mean, the last time i did tat was... p4! and my pe cher tat time, miss shanti i still rmb her name, hehe, she said ive got potential ;) But i hadn been doin it ever since thn. so wasn reeli confident neemore. and chia said if ur not, better dun try.

watchin the boys did it was reeli cool. at first, no one wanted to try it. and thn all of a sudden, roystonn started running and whoaaa!! hes a natural! thn linus tried. he din tuck in his shirt hehe so whn he turned and jumped... darn sakura missed it! lols!! she was downstairs all along, practicing for javelin ;) Justin did it too. hes good. suhandy tried. weijie too. but he jumped too late, and din reeli land on the big comfy mattress thingie.. lucky he din hit the floor. roystonn wasn so lucky tho. he landed on his butt which i nearly kissed [lmao..], and at first evryone was silent and roystonn looked well. stoned. and thn, 'owwww.....!!!' and was jumping up and down, rubbing his butt. but hes okie now! ahhahaa..

girls' turn. quite a no. tried ;) I din, at first, after seeing roystonn lil accident. ahahhaa.. but sharon and i had a lil negotiation and we eventually did. and it was reeeeeli cool!!!!~ cindy's good, marns. jealous! ahhaha. ryan rabak!! she was like reeli enthu, running and all. but she stopped and instead of jumping over, she stepped over the pole!! and we all just wtf WAHHAhahA!! 2nd try, she crawled underneath - -" lols. joan chan damn cute ;) hehe. evry1 has their own ridiculous style. very ridiculous... XP

saw ____ lotsa lotsa times!! yes, i made it! im over e-tenn! cuz whn i saw him, i was only like, 'hus tat cute bastard? ohh ethan.. but ___'s cuter'.. tho i still get a lil looney whn see summieee. cuz lookin at him cracks me up XD

blabla :)

i reeli wasn lookin forward to aitong shit. who is? tutoring tat celaka hongsui is like tutoring a complete *toot*. dunno wad to describe tat lil brat. uff. ahahhaa.. lol but guess wad, b4 i went, he said to me, 'eh. im goin to buy some potato chips later. wan to follow or not?' and i tot is tis assclown askin me out? lmao!!!!

the heats was tiringg.... congrats to sadako tho :) 2nd place for javelin.

watched dem twins and this kid called hamizah i think, did a lil silat shit. damn. reel nice. tat hamizah kid, damn something sia. ahahahhaa.. i was like so engrossed. ahahha. and she asked if im interested or anyfink.. 'me? silat? nahh. i dun look like tat silat kinda person.' and thn she said back, 'do u think I look like one myself?' 'yes, u do,' i lied. ahahahaa..

jeremy wanted to borrow my pe shirt :| Like wth. he got kicked off the field cuz he was playin soccer w/o proper attire. i was wearing my shirt and my uniform over it. and he asked if im using my pe shirt.. 'ya lahhh.' 'but u dun need it rite?' '..why? u wanna borrow it?! lmao!!' 'can? wad size is ur shirt?' 'WAhAHHA!!!' jeremy gotta b kidding....

boarded tis bus wit brandon lee and his lil small cute cute fren. lol. been eyeing him since the heats just now. javelin. the guy wit dirty-colored underwear.. lols. the bus was crowded, and i was rite behind him and he stepped on my lil foot. waahah.. said sorry and whoaa. and i was, 'its okie. u can step on it neetime u feel like it.. hehh.' ;) as if, huh? lols.

thers always tis ice cream man near my place.. and in the bus, whn sakura spotted the ice cream, she was like, 'eh eh!! ice creamm!!!!' bought one each, a lil struggling bcuz we were 3 carrying books and all.. sakura smudged her physics txtbk wit sweet corn ice cream, and i dunno wads so funny but she was like laughing so hardd!!

so we chilled down at tis block void deck and finished our ice creams. suddenly i felt like a lil kid again :D Just havin a lil fun havin ice cream wit my frenz... haha. sweet. and ther was tis lil plastic house-playground thingo which prollie belongs to tis childcare centre place rite ther at tat void deck. and sadako said she wanted to try to get in. i tot she was just joking. but she seriously wasn! cuz thn she started running and got into tat lil playhouse.

:| Was like, 'omg syahirah! is tat ur sister?!' and ther was tis makcik, who suddenly screamed frm the 2nd storey at tat block, 'oeii!! kempunan sangat nak main ke tu?! [sudden urge to play?!]'

i swear i dunno her. lols.

:)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, March 04, 2004?
Hhhaaaaaiyeeeeeee!

It was so empty in the bus to skool. Mayb it was bcuz i was early ;). For a purpose, actually. i wanted to finish up my physics which i hadn done......

mr tan is cornie. welcome to the club, i guess. hes okay actually but wads wit the hair?!! he's too old for tat hair! ethan's hair sux too. hehs. shannon's hair DA best. aldric's hair weird. but kinda cool meaning tat it reeli stands out.. literally. but oooh summie's hair makes me go whoooaa. hans' hair!! hans' hair so cute! i just noticed it during recess!! AHh! and xianyao's hair is tat bowl kinda hair. u put a bowl over ur head tat kinda thing. alvin's hair's like clay aiken, sri reckoned [hah, rhymd!!]. yea. hehes. suhandy's hair.. on fire! i like his hair the best. eh no. hes second after shannon's.

omg wad am i... how the hell.. wahd the hair-ll [haha, get it? hell? hair???!! lols.]?!.. can u believe it?.... im talkin abt hair?!

lee loo was in a very smiley mood today, it freaked the whole class out. she went thru 2, 3 emaths sums, gave us hmwk, whcih we dun hafta pass up instead shes gonna go thru it tmr and thn she dismissed us. the bell hadn gone yet! whn asked why, she said, 'uve got geog after tis rite? i dun wan u all to get scolded again bcuz i always let u off late....' hahh. sweet. but creepy X| Mayb she wanna b extra nice bcuz amaths test she set was reeli tougH!!!!!!!!!~~ AHHHH! will elaborate on tat later :)

recess.... AHHHH! got a closer look AGAIN! hes so girly-girly! he always has his chin resting on his palm......

physics.. was pretty enthu first 20 mins. and thn dozed off. ahhahaa. ryan was pretty pissed. was laughin at her i think. and thn she whacked me hard on my back and i went like, 'owwwww!!' chan caught us in action and said, 'haiyoo, so violent!' and to me, 'if i were u, i wud isolate her.' and i was just covering my face wit my hands, trying so hard not to laughh. the thing is, she wasn hitting me in a bully kinda way. its more like a playful thing :) So im cool wit it. HAH! like real!!!~

eng at the conference room. lol it was weird, walkin frm class to conference room cuz it was like, whard, so near? we all practically walked there by ourselves, as in not as a class. hahaa.. got into a grp; sri, me, peiru, yueping/yiping lols, alan and pocong!!! alan so cute!!!!!!~ gahahaa.. reeli missed crapping wit him ;)

lunchbreak, stayed in class to do some last minute practice on amaths. and thn noticed sumfink; i wore diff socks to skool!!! its reeli weird, i nvr realised it whn i was wearing it! instead of showing some sympathy, unoe, going like, 'awww.. diff socks? tats okay, lela. its alrite. smiles?' [lmao!!] aspho and sri laughed at me!!! well, i dun mind at first. i mean, it was kindarf funny yet stupid. but aspho went on laughin on and on and onnn.......

amaths was tough. no actually it wasn laa. just tat i hadn got the time. 35 mins to do 6 fckin amaths qns?! i ran out of papers, i had only left wit 2. so i squeezed all my workings in 2 papers... haiz. whn we were done, sri and i was like, 'haiii.... takder harapan nampaknyer kiter...' oh well. if i passed, id let ryan hit me butt as many time she wishes :D .... right. after sayin tat, i hope i dun passed!!!! hahaha..

mly was pretty funn. we had tis translation kinda game...? we werent supposed to discuss, but we reeli did. screaming ans and discussing them out loud over to umeya and sakuraa... lol. cikgu majidah rawcks X|. I tot aspho's over the whole i-wore-wrong-socks issue. she's not! rite whn we were all leaving mly class, nana was like, 'lelaaa, u wear diff socks to skool eh?' out loud. and i was, 'noooooo!!!! uff. shuddup!!!!!' X'| lols.

the sc interview thingie was sooooo. fun :D. Was scary at first. but it was funnnn! hehs. i got meishie, xinying and gabriel. they're cool :))) I was called after ginny and as i made my way to the stage to their table, i was reli hoping they wudn catch me for, erm, diff socks? lol - -" i got ther, tellin myself to stay coy, casual and control; the 3 Cs ;). meish, gab and xy were all grinning so madly, and tat reeli broke the tension :)) And i tot, mayb its not tat bad after all.... xy was so engrossed wit gettin her tie err, tied, she din reeli noticed the 3 of us were actually waiting for her. finally gettin the hint, she was like, 'oh oh oh! sorry.. heheh. okie. lela. first qn...'

here goes!!!

xy: can u handle great pressure?

deep breath. yes? no? yes?!! no.. no. 'yes i can.' and i sounded pretty confident, i scared myself.

xy: can you cope with studies and being in the sc as well?

deep breath. yes? no? no. yess, i can. nooo. 'depends, i guess.' xy wanted to go on to the next qn, whn meishie interrupted. 'depends on?' 'i guess it depends on the task im given, the ppl i work with, and ermm, the time contrait. u noe?' gab: 'it depends on the ppl u work with? okie, wad if the ppl u work with is sum1 u hate?' I like tat qn. And my reply came out so calmly.. :| 'i dun hate anyone. i like evryone. so.. yea.' and they all were like, wahhahaa.... cool. :)

meishie: alrite, lela. lets say, ur in the sc, and u did badly in one of the subj bcuz u were so into sc. wad will u do?

deep breath. fumbled a bit here and ther.. no. fumbled a lot here and ther. finally, 'okie. i wud approach the teacher and mayb get her to help me out? and i haf reeli good frenz hu i can work wit to help me as well.. :)'

gab: okay. how can u help in the sc?

'i can.. ermm. i can listen to ppl's sugestions on how to make the skool a better place... and consider them..? and mayb carry out tasks given and give u all a helping hand...?'

and they were all smiling and nodding at each other. yes! i nailed it!!! until...

gab: okayyy... if ur selected, wad will u do for the sc?

i was like, eh. u asked me tat already din u? but i know wad he meant.. wad will i do for the sc. i wished i cud give them impressive ans. but i cudn. bcuz honestly, i dunno wad i will do and tats bcuz I REELI HAF NO CLUE WAD ITS ALL ABT! i mean, wads the role of a secretary shit in the sc is.. and so....

'okie. guys. honestly okay? i haf no idea wad i will do for the sc.....' i said tis slowly, one word at a time. and all this while, i was lookin at meishie, lookin sorry. and she went like, 'ooohkayy. tats a, erm, good ans.' and she looked at gab and at xy and all three had the same expression! a bit disbelief and mayb a bit of disappointment? i dunno... and i sat ther, covering my face and goin, 'oh no.. i screwed it, din i?' and they were like, 'no no. relax, relax...'

gab: last qn. do u think ull get selected?

'well, after tat previos qn, i reeli dun think so,' i said, ever so honestly. i wanted to cry right ther in front of gab!! noooo... and thn tats tat. they said thank u. i said welcome and thank u. and thn jumped down the skool building.

:D

but reeli! i think i screwed it!!!! tat blardy qn!!! but i was being honest. tats a good thing, rite? rite :))

accompanied sri to macs after tat wit nurul j.. so much funnnn!! crazy buncha assholes :D Even crapped wit the lady at the counter. and i rmbered tis phrase ryan tot me, 'wo hen xi huan ni!' which meant i reeli like you [i think] which she insisted i shld say it to wilson..... yup yup. so we made our order and thn the lady said tat she gonna give us mcflurry icecreamm. i was wheeee. ice cream! but sri was, 'huh?? dun wann to order ice cream.' and the lady said, 'no. its an offer. bcuz u stulen mahh. we three: stulenn?!! and had a hard time tryin to teach the lady to pronounce student properly. so cute.

ate ate ate. laughed laughed laughed. bitched bitched bitched and came up wit a list of 'cute' boys in 3e1. wad a buncha lameasses we thrree ;) So we headed hme, eating mcflurry. and noticed tis reporter and her cameraman at the traffic. we werent reeli worked out abt it, until the cameraman turned to focus on us and we were all, 'tak mauuu masok teebee!!' but just in case, i started tuckin in my shirt. sc whardd.. chey. pfft. ahahha. we ran away from the reporter and cameraman. and ther was tis big black dog, which got nurul j reeli freaked. haishh. we stayed at this busstop for nearly half an hr, waitin for the dog and the reporter and the cameraman to get out of our sight... X)

wad a day.

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