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Saturday, January 31, 2004?
hi. blogged again. three times in a row. how thrilling. for u guys too, i hope :). a fren jus confirmed 'it' wimme. makin me feel like bullshit. sigh. y do i even try? well. im glad i haf my dearest mumsy tabby wimme :) rite now. she noes howta make m feel bettarh! eating spaghetti... was, actually. but it just made me feel worst. so frustrating. kept slipping off my fork. ended up just havin two or three mouthfuls. nahh. not even a mouthful~ pfft. lyk 2,3 strands. ahaha. strands.

whee. im so cool.

wonder wad hes doing in skool now... so bored. id be chattin wit him if he aint in camp. i fink aspho's prollie rite. i fink im beginnin to have feelings for someone else. all over again. but i dun fink its fair. i cant help but fink i lyk him bcuz im tryin not to fink too much abt se'ah. well. ur prollie fink thts a good idea. but i dun fink it is. i fink its a selfish thing to do.....

ah. fuq tht :). I haf a spaghetti to stuff my mouth wit. erm. and thers still room for more marshmellow cereal XD.

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hes online... erm. shld i go say hi or sumfink? uhh. i doubt hed reply. well, one thing ive learnt is tht i shld not get my expections high whn it comes to this kindarf shits. cuz i mite end up disappointed. and i hate being disappointed. just finkin of it already ruins my day.

so this means imma ignore him. but thts not fair. hed fink im being stuck-up :| but thn again. does he even fink of me? well, erm. i dun mean it tht wayy, tho. sheesh. ahaha. erm. shld i come clean? nupp. not da rite time.

okie. imma gonna say hi. and thn immediately close da convo. and thn, erm. go get sumfink to drink. aunt j bought some snacks. oh yea~ she baked some marshmellow cereal~ Taste greatt! hehe. imma gonna help myself. erm. if he replies hey sup? or anyfink la, thn erm. thts just cool :). If he darsen, he darsen. im cool. *hides chopper behind back*

Weird how whn u found out da guy u like is goin out wit this beeyotch.. err i mean, girl, and u got all pissed off/heartbroken-but-dun-wanna-show-it-too-much-cuz-it's-not-cool, ull end up hating tht guy, even tho he had done nuffffink at allll... tho he had hurt u, intensionally or not [in my case, its not, cuz he darsen noe i fink hes HOTTTTT]. Yea. I hate him. Erm. hate. too strong a word. X| ahaha. but thn again... nvr say u hate tht person bcuz u cant let go.

Oh yuck yuck yuck. i sound so 'im heartbroken feel for me'..~ nOooOoOo..

Sigh.

Hi. Isn it strange how my mood just changed liddat? lyka pendulum. ahahaa. just 10 mins ago i was all shitty-shitty [meaning crazy-crazyy]. ermm... Hah. neewayyy~ camat ali laya ajiiiii.. XD. And uncle sam returnin back to canada in 6 days. sigh. gonna misssh them~ actually gonna miss only noah. ahahhaa. Oh well :).

Erm. Okie.

Ive said hi to him. Okie, no i have not. im just starng at his display pic. ewk. ahaha. thts it. i aint sayin hiii. y shld i?! ...y shld i not? wad has he done to me? nuffink, exactly. sigh. oh wow wee. hannan's online. hm. wish he has some cool music to lemme hear.

Prollie changin my layout.. XD.

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Ripped this off frm a fren's blogg!!!~ ^^

About You!!
name?: lela :)
b-day: o5o789~
o.0 where do u live...: 0.o why u wanna noe fer?
age: turning 15 ... wow. lol :)

Favorites
color: orange!! u shld noe by now, yo! hehe.
person: noahhhhhhhhh~
song: tis song by jason mraz. erm. you and i both. not shur of da title tho.
band: nelly, pdiddy and murpheyh leeyhh. ahaha. yea, i noe theyr not a band *rolls eyes* but they sound GoOd together, yo.
type of music: a good mixture of all... imma gurl of substance. aiseyhh. hehe.
movie: finding nemooooo. love actuallieee. skools of roccck. and lots lots morrrrr.
sport: *cricket sound* :)

Friends
whos the crazyiest: all my frenz r :)
funniest: sriiiiiiiiiii~ shes farnie, and she darsen even hafta tryyyy~
stupidest: sakura :| serious. lol! :)
gayest..did i spell the right?: summieeeeeee... bachiiieenn. lol ;)
blondest: ermm. nurool makes a good blondie. lol. erm. uh. ahahhaa. dno la ^^
ur best friend(s): u noe hu u r! ^^

RaNdoM
I bet u didnt know my cat is sitting on me..: lol! now i do.
o.0 no u didnt hahah!!: 0.o yea, i do dammit.
.so u gotta girl/guy: nupp.
if so how long?: *blink blink*
if not..aww that suxs..
who do u like?: lol it darsen suck actually. erm. i dNo hu i like. can i lyk u? lol ^^
what sport do u do, if u do any of course..: do i look lyk sumone hu do sports? hehe. but i lurvv sports. tho not reeli devoted to anee. erm, yea. wad? dun look at me liddat!! ^haiyak-dush^
my cats black..with green eye.. so got any pets?: 2 felines :) and a demon cat. its in me.
oo sweet.. yea lol: hehes ^^
im listing to blink 182.. lalala: im listing to LP. erm. lalala? lol~

WOW i have nothing to put..
*explodes of boredom*: omg call da ambulance!!
catch my fallen pieces and put them in your pocket!!!: *runs away, freaked*
gosh i love josh..hey that rymed..Am i good or what!: ur or what :)
ok itsen this quiz like boring?: nupp :) hehe.
yea so im gonna end it..: whyeeeee? but ur real 'or what'!!!
i know..your like NOoooo alexa please dont: heheh. yup yup. ... alexa? tht dun sound lyk a guy's name... omg ur a gurl.
but yea.. 1 last question: okie doo.
whatcha think of cows?: cows give us milk! milk gives up strong bones and teeth!! i lurv milk! watcha fink of milk?

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Friday, January 30, 2004?
Wahh so stressed! Helping meisy think of a catchy sortarf a vision statement [she reckons im good wit words. wow, flattered hehe ^^]. For eg, sumfink lyk wad gabriel said, "I HAVE A VISION!".. but i cant fink off neefink! You guys gort nee ideass?! Hehes.

Was so sleeeeepy during da whole dayy. And i mean, reeli sleepy. Lesssons seemed to take forever. And so was aspho. Waited fer her after skool at da canteen wit nana.. wahh. *shakes head* Ahaha. cheyy. Nurul j has a whole packet of sweets in her bagg. and lyk, while waiting fer our dearest fren, nana and i helped ourselves. hehe.

wahh. forgotten wad happened. stm. mentioned this b4... but yea, reeli. short term memory. it runs in da family. i do remember tho, we had fun. ahaha. der. and nana brought home my physics and i brought home her geog. yup. very convenient. and it was all bcuz of these, hehe, cute boys in da bus ..... aspho and i were 0_0 *drools* at themm. hehe. we din even gip nana a proper goodbyee.. u noe? sigh. well, we watchin movie or not this sun/mon? cuz i need my physics bacckkkk. lotsa tests nxt week. must start mugging alreadyy. hahaa.

Rugby has camp. erm, i mean, da guys la. interrogating dicky for all da deets. hehe.. he kanna bombarded wit irritating qns. theyll b back on mon. camp in skool --- okie why am i...? whn i noe tht... but thn again..... ... so i just tot tht.... ..... *cricket sound* aahhaa. damn. msn gonna b real quiett this weekend...

hi :)

bye XD

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Thursday, January 29, 2004?
Hello. Hehe. Just wanna de-stressed myself...

*deep breath*

You blardy ass! You're soOoo gonna get it from me! My Demon Cat is gonna getchaaaa, behbeeee!!! HAH! U asked fer it, sucka! U deserved it! Ur face is gonna b all ovarhh da damn papers tmr morninggg, bewareee!! I can just see da headlines rite now in my head! 'BOY FOUND DEAD WITH TRACES OF FUR AND CAT SCRATCHES.' BWAHAHHAHAAA~ Fwraked out yet? No? You just wait. You'll b sorrry! thts fer shurrr! bcuz [if ur lucky and still lives tmr], ur gonna find a cat-sized nuclear device in ur underwear drawer, suckaaaa! Its gonna blow ur ass up! Nuff said? HAHAHAHAA.. See wadcha get whn u mess wit my heart?! HUH? LUZAHH. Careful wit wad u say, or do, bcuz one mistake, DEMON CAT's gonna inhale ur soul in one bite. I hate you. Why? Bcuz i can.

Wow. Did tht feel better?!!! Wee~

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Why is it, when you like someone and really wish you could see him around more often, he is NEVER around? And why is it, when you like someone, but don't really wish to see him because you are trying to forget him, he suddenly seems to be everywhere!
Wherever I go, I see him. Sigh. Maybe I'm being paranoid, ey? Pretending to be cool about the whole shit aint going to make things any better.

I'm on the same boat with my dearest Mumsy Tabitha! She asked for what I think. But, even I don't know what to think! Help! Should we just quit it? Huh? Huh? Mumsyyieee...

[If you noticed, I'm blogging in proper English :). No more abbreviations or whatever. Hehe. XD]

Anyway. Nope, I aint in a dilemma whatever shit. [Shit is English :) So I can write as many shit as I want to!] As a matter of fact, I'm feeling pretty hyper tonight! Hehe! Wee~! I was just done chatting with Ernest! Yupp, yupp. He makes my day!

Erm. I had emaths class test just now. Wow. Terrible. Geography was, erm... We didn't study anything, just did some filing stuff, and some corrections shit. Suhandy was so sweet just now! He's the Geography rep. And a damn good one.

I did my corrections on a fullscap, and asked Norine [who is sitting at the other row beside me] for stapplers. So we really had to stretchhhhhhh out. Knocked my books off the small irritating table to the floor. Notes all bersepahh. And Suhandy helped me pick it all up! I know it's no big deal. But it is, with Suhandy. And he was like, mumbling something to himself.. You know how small the fuqqing ava table is right? So there wasn't any place for my books. And he held on on my books before placing it at this long table behind us [sitting at the last row :)]. So thoughtful! I was like, 'wow, gee. thank you!'

He was standing by as i was trying to stapple my paper to my workbook. He got me really uncomfortable. Suddenly felt so clumsy and stupid. And yup, after i was done, gave my book to him. And then Lee Choo said something about, writing your index number on the top right hand corner. And you know what Suhandy did? He used his initiative, got a marker from this girl [clueless. don't know what her name is... ahahhaa... useless me], and helped me write my index number!! Hehe. And I didn't even have to ask him to do it for me!

Physics today was fun :). So was English!! Amaths was pretty cool too. Lee Loo didn't lose her temper today! She asked the class, if we were all going crazy about sets. But it sounded more like, 'are you all crazy about sex?' And everyone in class just roared with laughter. Lmao.. Thers this guy named wilson, hu sits bhind me. And he shits alot. Meaning, talks alot. But the funny thing is, no one around him cares what the fuq he's talking about. It's like, he's in his own little world. And everytime he opens his mouth to say something and gets no response, sri, sakura and i will look at each other and laugh out loud. LMAO!! Erm... u guys dun get it. u guys suck.

Ahahhaaa.. kidding :)

Erm. Malay sucked :).

After school... a little rushy about our eldds orientation shit. Got instructions from Angela Lim to get some stuffs from her table. The three of us were like, 'I want to go innnn!' And then saw summie there outside the staff room with Chengz. And immediately changed my mind. Hehe. It was like, I was heading for the door, and as soon as I saw him, I changed direction. So i stayed outside while aspho and nana got in. Chengz got summie to write something on this yellow paper...

So was talking to him just now, and he told me he broke his class window. Hehe. So he made a report. Since Chengz was there as a witness... bla bla. Got him to write down some stuff on that piece of paper..... I think. AHhahaa. I don't really understand half what summie babbled about just now :). But he's real nice to talk to.

Treasure hunt/Amazing race el style started off well. hehe. Everyone just got their asses out of the conference room to the ava! Nana was leading. HahHAhahaa~!! Our team consisted of me, nana, dawn, pei ying and sari. But instead of going to the ava, dawn and peiying went all the way down to the grround floor. And i was like, 'oiii!!! where you guys going?! this way la!!' Ahahhaaa.. But Dawn got out of control and we lost her on the way. Sari got off with Jelly's team. Pfft. Traitor. Ahahahaa...

The three of us couldn't stop eyeing db's ass. Hehe. Buncha idiots. He was below, we were upstairs. Yummeyhh. He was doing this weird exercise, i thinkk. His ass was like, whoaa. We whistled, we called out shihui's name, aspho even cried out loud, 'nice butt!!!' but he didn't seem to hear!!!! lol.

Saw him again on the way to the bus stop.. sigh. Whhyyeeeeeeee?!!! >.<

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Wednesday, January 28, 2004?
I had a blardy shock of my life :|.

Did any of u guys [hu dl music] receive nee mailie frm tis person called jay roth? or sumfink lyk tht? well, i did. I was checkin my mailie, erm, juz five mins ago. Got a mail frm this jay roth guy. And u noe wad it said? Erm, i cant cut and paste it here. cuz da letter is pretty long. im just gonna extract a small paragraph frm it, yea? lol.

"Recent documents received by this bureau indicate you have been involved in the unauthorized downloading and transferring of licensed music."

I read tht. And i started to panic. My hands were trembling as i scrolled down to continue...

"... pay these penalties in full within 30 days of receipt of this notice will
result in a warrant for your arrest ..."

I was on da verge of crying.. serious!

"... will result in a minimum jail sentence of 90 days ..."

I DUN WANNA GO TO JAIL!!!!!!! NoOo!! I was lyk, 'wad am i gonna tell my mom?!!' Yes, i noe. i mentioned in my blog, i dun dl music neemore. I dun. Until last nite aldric asked me if i haf this jlo song. I din haf, so i helped him dl la. Yup. ANd i even offered him to dl any songs he wanna.. And as i read da letter again, i ws swearing and cursing aldric [hehe. whoops] bcuz if i hadn help him dl tht darn jlo song, i wudn get this fuqqed mail frm this jay roth guy!!!! I nearly commited suicide. lols. Wait thers more.

Was told to click on this erm link, so i cud see exactly how much i hadta pay for da songs i dl. half of me wanted to check.. da other half was lyk, just delete tht darn letterr!! and pretend nuffink happened. and was lyk, no i cant!! id go to jail!!!!~ lols. in da end, i clicked on it. I gawked at da amt of sum i hadta pay. over 12 million dollars. seriouss!!!!! damn, i nearly blacked out. and thn all of a sudden...

YOU'VE BEEN SABOTAGED!!!!!!!!!!!~

lmao! I was lyk, so relieved! i even hugged my sisterr! and thn, i started swearing for no reason. fuq huever sent me tht. ur lucky i dun suffer any severe heart attack. ur lucky i din end up in a shocked coma. or wadeva. lol. phew. im still shocked rite now... sheesh X|.

lmao! Damn tht was farnie. u guys shld haf seen da fuqqing look on my face!!! bUt its a reeli mean prank to play on others. to u guys hu did received sumfink frm this jay roth.. well, u noe wad im talkin abt :)

Erm okie. Reached skool b4 7. to accompany nabila. thn just now i was pissed at her bcuz she din stayed back wimme to wait fer aspho after skool. ungrateful lil biatch. lol kidding. i was a bit pissed, tho. but im cool now :)

PHYSICS WAS A NIGHTMARE. 2 periods, summore. Eng.. erm. while ong was punishin those hu din do hmwk, i replied mumsy's letterr.. got lotsa shits to tell her hehe. esp abt wad noviani told me..... damn, was so kindarf disappointed, wad she said. but hey, ill get over it :). lyk mumsy said, 'girls must b strong and get over 'it' fast!'

Recess... staring at aldric's hair. kindarf reminded me of... noah's hair. ahahhaa.. curly~! But aldric's hair damn stylo. lol. must ask him how he does his hair, and will experiment it on noah's. hehehee.. i lurv noahhh!!!!! yEa! RYAN, if ur reading this, yup.. I LURP NOAHHHH!!!!

Noticed dimples on se'ah's cheeks. i fink. Not so visible tho. prefer dicky's. cuz hes always so smileyyy! ahahaa. and aspho, se'ah darsen look lyk tht!! ur exaggerating it!!! im referrin to tht expression u did at da busstop, whn u tried to imitate him. urmph. lols.

History was hilarious. not da lesson la. hehe. we had this quiz, russia under lenin. and one of da qn was, 'Under the Cheka, ____ people died'. Da ans is 50,000. But sakura put 'many' instead. and aspho and i were lyk 'under the cheka, MANY ppl died?!!!!!?!! *rofl*'!! LMAO!!!~ Teasin her all da way to da hall. was lyk sayin, 'syahirahh, this one history u noe, not eng. u fink wad? fill in da blanks issit?!' I was still laughin abt it in da hall. hehe. lol i lurv sakura :D.

Assembly was farrnieee. ahahahha~ Sat bside salmon and kerbau [nabila] and nurul j. lols. i dunno why luohan and gang call nabila kerbau. ahahahaa.. oh well. we were scrutinizing da faces of those SC and criticizing them one by one. ahahahaaa. mean. Hehe.. blowing kissses at nana frm across da hall. cudn see aspho, tho her class is just beside minee.

I DUN LYK WEDS. Even tho ther aint nee maths and mly, it still suck. bcuz last 2 periods is bio and chem. pfft. but just now bio wit jeya seemed lyk so shorrt. Hehe. And we purposely took our time to go to da chem lab.

3e1 may seem very guai, very sian, very quiet, very innocent but we'r NOT. No, not sayin tht we'r a bad, rebellious buncha class. we'r more lyk mischievious XD. We dun respond in class, we make korh wait fer us fer 15 mins, we put on unhappy faces whn teachers give us hmwk, we'r lyk zombiess, behbee. erm. yea :)

lol crap la, crap.

Went hme wit asphOooo.. met up wit lim b4 tht, to discuss abt tmr el shit. saw se'ah and his frenz. and suddenly one of his pals pointed at, erm, sumone/sumfink in our direction. i freaked out big time, behbee. ahahhaa.. so i pretended to turn round to see hu he pointed at...

Ahem. Aspho was lyk omg whn she saw erm. ahahhaa. yea. erm. ahahha. okies. saw hanssssss frm farr. hellu! ahaha. Crapped alot at da busstop b4 aspho's fuqqed bus arrived and i was all alone.. to make it worst, he din appear at all! urmph. ahahhaa..

i took a longer route home. i walked one big round. lol. enjoyin da rain. as soon as i stepped in my hse, noah was lyk, 'ehh-laaaa!!!!!!' hehe. so cute la noah ^^"

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Tuesday, January 27, 2004?
Can you...
Touch your toes?: yea...
Dress your self?: der.
Do your make up?: erm. dun do make up.
Tie your own shoes?: ^haiyak-dush^ :)
Cook?:
Get up in the morning?: no choice.
Give a honest answer?: yes :)
Take pictures?: *frowns* erm, yea...
Fix a computer?: no. i can make it worst.
Text message?: sms, yea.
Type really fast?: damn rite i can. *smirk*
Do more then one thing at a time?: i can study and watch tv, but i cant sms and talk on da phone simultaneously. nuh uh. tried. smsing hannan and on da phone wit nurool, ended up all stressed.
Drive?: not yet.
Swim?: erm. long time din go swimming...
Speak English?: yupp.
Speak another language?: mly.
Dance?: i lurvta dance, behbee!
Sing?: lol i cant sing. :D But i lurvta sing. in da showers. and see how high or low i can go.
Draw?: ^^
Color in the lines?: color in da lines?
Surf?: u dun do surf shyt in s'pore.
Not watch TV for 3 weeks?: i can. dun watch tv nowadays. but 3 weeks w/o music? ill dieee...
Download Music?: can i dl music? of course i can. but i wun and i dun neemore :)
Make a CD?: no cd writer.
Ride a bike?: I WANNA BIKEeeee.... erm. i need to get out and do starfs more often, instead of watchin movies onlyy....
Wish on a star?: wud lurvta. tho its pretty ridiculous. but its real erm, nice.
Talk to your friends anytime of the day?: yeaa~ neetime. erm, unless im sleeping. >.<
Have fun?: i am havin fun :) All da time. except lessons wit lee loo..
Get away with lies?: depends on how big da lie is.
Run really fast?: erm, i can walk really slow. and i mean reeeeeli slow.
Turn on a light?: 0_o
Do puzzles?: o_0
Be nice to others?: i AM nice to others. wad u sayin?
Clean up after yourself?: pfft.
Remember names?: no. im bad at tht! >.<
Remember places?: worst. im born wit a sad bad sense of direction..
Eat a box of cookies?: ooh yeaa. whu stole da cookie frm da cookie jarr?!
Talk to your parents?: derrr..
Cuss without getting into trouble?: ahahhaa.. dpends.
Stay up all night?: erm, and do wad?
Talk to whoever you want to?: i wanna tok to him!! but.. sigh...
Drink?: i dun drink.
Smoke?: dun smoke.
....: erm, yea. da weather's chilly :) lovely.

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Evryberdie is lining up for da pc!!! Hehe. But i got it first! Hehe. Noah, Uncle Sam and Aunt J just came back from Geylang wit erm, my other aunts and uncles. Ahhaa. Erm. Okie. :)

Late. It was 7.05 when i reached my busstop. Nabila was ther, studyin fer her geo test. Haha.. she was struggling to memorize da notes, and all i said was, 'tak mau stressed la.' Ahaha. Im sucha good fren :). Tot ther was mass run today. B4 we got to da parade square, we took off our skirts while on our way. So paisehh. ANd it turned out ther werent nee mass run. Wow.

Erm. Ive forgotten wad shit happened inskool todat. stm. wahh. -_-* And my typo error is gettin worst :) Wow.

Ong babbled alot today. Some wirters shit. Catherine Lim is da very first local writer whose books are published by Cambridge. Or sumfink lyk tht la. ahahhaa. i was pretty fascinated. Unlyk, erm, da rest of da assholes in class, hu were half asleep :). Neeway, yea. Hehe. I was finkin to myself, 'da first huh? well, im gonna make sure im da next!' wahh. lyk all my shits damn powderful lyk dat :). Hm ive started writing shits since, lyk i was primary 3! ahaha. i still haf those stuffs i wrote... reading it makes me laugh out loud. lol! broken eng and all..

lee loo aint in skool :) Wow! Ahahaha. Bio.. we all semangat gi lab, tho actually its just theory work. Sitting wit sakura hehe rite bhind linus and justin. Real distraction, marns. AHhahaha~ Sakura delirious, gettin to sit bhind linus XD !!! And lyk during da whole period, while jeya was shitting abt some, erm, protoplasm shit, both of them weren facing front. they were lyk facin us. lol~ So sakura and i were lyk, 'ermmmm..' so uncomfortable! ahahhaa.. :)

Its weird revising mly. okie. mayb not reeli revising la. more lyk discussing. ahahha. but yea, it was weird :). Saw summieee. Wah. Sicko. This feeling i haf for him.. sumtimes strong sumtimes... i wud go lyk, 'omg wad do i see in himm?!!' AHaha. On and off. on and off X|. Currently, im pretty disgusted. Ewk, vagina bun?! Im still tryin to get over it.

CME was fun :) Chan rawcks. Ahahhaaa.. He mentioned da word 'bastard' and evryone in class went lyk, 'whooaaa...' Yup. CME was fun! Mly test. Erm. Ahahaa. No comments.

Break... in nana's class. Nana wanted to return this book she borrowed frm this girl frm 4e1. not sure of her name tho. Hehe. Aspho, ahem and i were pretty excited. lol. get to go to 4e1! wee. went to da loo firsta nd bummer, da girl was ther. so we were lyk, 'ughh. dammit.' ahaha. Wee..

2 periods of emaths. lee loo not in skool. wow! ahaha. Mdm teo took over. Made us do some sums. werent reeli concentrating. copied most of da shits frm sri XD. Throwing letters to noviani. ahaha. yea. throwing. so pathetic, da both of us :|. Crapped alot wit sri. lol. Cudn rmb abt wad. all i rmb was tht it was hilarious and we laughed :)

STayed back after skool to do sum shits fer lim. eldds starfs. saw se'ahhh.. and finally i noe hu wenghong [issit? sp!! X|] is. He takes bus at da same busstop wimme! hm. he looks a teeny bit lyk liang jimm. but of course, jimm is so much cuterr.. XD

Din go hse practice. to hell wit those shyts. Saw theodore b4 we got hme. Was lyk, 'theodoree!!! goin hme?' and he was in a hurry, tho he managed to reply, 'oh. no. my mom got me back to get my books..' At first i was lyk, 'ur mom whaaad ur books?' and thn it hit me. If u guys dun, thts fine. All i can say is, theodore's mom is meeeannn! X| My mom darsen gip a damn abt my skool shits. serious. she darsen care if i do my hmwk. she darsen care if i dun attend hse practices.. she darsen gip a blooming fuq :D Wow.

Erm. Yea. Okie. Got lotsa hmwk to b doneee.. and mom just started yelling her blooming head off :D Gtg, homies. Mwacks. ahahaha..

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Monday, January 26, 2004?
Raining while on da way to skool. Nice. Chilleyh me likeyh. Was pretty much lookin forward to skool. Yea. Yestie's entry, if u dunno wad im talkin abt :). But as soon as lessons started, emaths wit lee loo. wahhh.. she realli spoilt my day. totally. and eng wit ong, not helpful.

Recess! WEe! Before meetin they-all at da atrium, was wit sri in da canteen. Sat down fer a while to do me shoess. And thn se'ah walked past. And this someone ran and bumped hard into him. And se'ah was lyk, whoaaa.. so cute. He turned round to see hu bumped him and puyoh! perfect view. full lagi u! ^^" Hehhee. Hes so cool. Sum ppl wud go lyk, 'wtf?! wad was tht all abt?! not happy issit?!!!' Hehe. But he just '*puzzled look* and shrugged it off lyk its not a big deal. lyk as if evryday evryone bumps into him. wow.

lol. get a grip. ur losing it. :)

He kanna tahan by lee choo :) And we were outside da ava for geo. Hehe. So cute. Lee choo made fun of this green shit on his shirt. [lol shit on his shirt. try sayin tht fast...] and he nearly tripped whn he rann just now! WahHHhh!!!!! CUTE.

Okie. Aspho told me he was at da busstop just now. Dammit. i missed it!!!!!~ NOoOOo!!! I shld haf stayed wit her. Instead of laughin at her wit nabila and umeya in da bus. ahahhaa... dammit!!!!~

Din see summie tho..

SYID'S BDAE! HEPI BDAE! On da way to da busstop. Hilarious. Light showed amber. Umeya and Syid started walkin already. thn this car just zoomed past. Umeya was cool. and syid wasn. ANd she started. erm how do i say this. she started cursing da driver la. Lol we cudn catch wad she said at first. cuz we were laughinn. but it sounded more lyk, 'ABCDEFGHI..' LMAO!!!!~!!!!~

Talkin abt driver. SCREW THT BUS DRIVER. I pressed da button.. And i waited till da bus stopped and da door opened. Thn I got up, hauled my bag over my shoulder, said byebye to nabila and umeya.. and sashayed down da bus aisle [cheyy]. And thn da door suddenly closed. and da driver started da engine. and i was lyk.. 'uh. okayyyy....' Nab and Um were goin lyk, 'AMEK KAU LELA!!!' Grrr.. So i syopped at da stop after da stop im supposed to stop, which da bus stopped, but din stop long enuff fer me to . okie. :) u get da picture.

I got down da bus wit this auntie. was so humiliated. din hear tht auntie callin me. and she asked, 'itu blok 104 mana?' And i pointed at my block area. She din believe me at first. She asked another passerby. And turned out i was rite. der. i live in 103. So i noe la. Hehe. I was lyk, 'wa tinggal itu blok 103...' :) And i accompanied tht auntie all d way till 104. Yeaaa. She kept callin herself, 'talah guna. bodoh..' and i almost pitied her.... god noes wad shes doing rite now. Neeway b4 i left, i said 'gong xi fa cai!!!' and sigh. its real good to see tht smile on auntie's face :)..

Im feelin gOod, yo :)

Tho i wish i stayed wit asphOo!!!

Yewwwk. Ernest just ruined my appetite. Vagina bun?!!! Hes sick. lols.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Sunday, January 25, 2004?
This is so wrong. Im still crackin my head wit mly essay. :) But wanna thank dart fer his help! Thankiew! ahahhaa.. sorry if i was buggin u tht moment. whoops. ahahhaa. ive got no one to turn to! so i turned to u!! yea. ;)

So wad am i doin online rite this minute? Sempat blogging summore?! Ahahaha...

Aunt J was using da pc. So after she was done, i tot, hm. since da pc is on, why not use it for a while? my essay can wait. i need to destressed anyway :). So I got online. Okaayy... tot mayb dart wud b online. he aint. lucky him. ahAHhaaa~ Neeway!!! yea. So i decided to use da pc. For a while only la. To check hus on msn. Hm. Haf i mentioned tht? Yea. And thn i checked my mailie :) And Muhaimin sent me this thingie.

Look, i wudn even care to share it wit u guys if it werent important. Okie? Okie. So. I find this pretty neatt. And i wanna share it wit u guys. Erm. Yea :) Enjoy. Ahahhaaa.. Nuffin entertaining actually. Just some shits i find pretty erm, knowledgable. no. not geography notes. ahahaa. okie lame. erm. so i gues ill just put it up and shut up wit my craps. Since its lyk 1030 already yea? yea. okie. sheesh :)

Hi. Again. Ahahaa. This isn it. i mean, this is not da thingie i was referrin to. ahahaa. ijust wanted to add sumfink. if u fink this is boring or just pure crap, i understand :). Erm. Yea. OKie. ahahhaa.. ANd if ur wondering, y cant i just send it to ur mailie and all. well, ahahaha. i noe u guys dun reeli check ur mailie. erm rite? ahahahaa.. so i just put it up here :). Its not only for u guys. its for me too. So. Okie. Ill just shut up.

... :)
Everyday when you return from your school, whether or not it is from a secondary school, a junior collage, a polytechnic, or ITE, you would probably think that school sucks.

All that work and torture under your lecturer's or teacher's homework or assignments, or tutorials...

But think about this, I mean really think. All the time spent with your classmates, all the laughter, sorrows, and happiness of knowing that your friends are there in your class¡K

Now imagine them gone, perhaps part of them or even all of them. You may not realise it, but when advancing into the next level of education, it is inevitable that some friends will be parting with you.

What is all this you ask yourself, what I ask is of you to think, for those who received this mail, what do those people who were once or were still your classmates and friends meant to you?

Anyone who has at least finished their O levels and has graduated from respective schools would know the feeling of parting with your classmates and friends.

Not knowing when you will still see them again. Perhaps the next day, the next week, month, years, or even decade. Perhaps one day, you would realise how bittersweet those memories were, the fun you had with your classmates and friends.

That is why ever so often when you ask someone which is the most fond memories they had in their years in education, they would often have that sadness in their eyes, but yet, they smile briefly.

It's the memories of their school friends. Those unforgettable years of laughter and happiness in school.

Each classmate had suffered under the same stresses in school. The teachers, whether they are kind or extremely strict.

So treasure your schooling days, don't complain, because you never know when you will miss them dearly. And perhaps, shed a tear for those treasured times in your youth.

Now, you have two choices,

1) If this touches your heart, and reminded you of those classmates who brought happiness, laughter, colour to your life, you can pass it on, let your classmates know that although all these years, whether short or long, you still have not forgotten them. Or...

2) If you feel that this is just another letter that is writing rubbish, you can just delete this straight away.

Let those whom are weak and tormented in the spirit find strength in this letter, knowing that someone still remembers them, and cares for them. No matter the circumstances¡K


... :) See? Skool darsen suck rite? Of course not. uz i haf u guys!!! yEa! And erm, yea. Shldn haf add in da last few paragraphs. ahahahaaa.. oh well. SKOOL DARSEN SUCK!!!!! :) Okie. Good nite, homiez.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

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GoOD MorNinG! Damn, am i early or wad? :) Isn tat we-eirrd? I tink so too~! Okie, get a grip, shitty shawty. Erm. Dunno wads gotten into meh. I looked up fer da word holla in my all time fav dic :) and it turned out, da real meaning of holla is:

CLICK HERE!! YEA, HERE!!!

:) Lol actually u cant reel trust those shits ther. But its kindarf cool how creative ppl r. Duncha fink? Uh huh uh huh :)

Okie. Nike's gettin nastier each day! :| I dunno if its normal. But anggun seems pretty chilled, unlike Nike. He purrs lyka truck. And he shows off his fangs at us, and nearly tore mom's throat wit it. Okie, hu am i kidding. But yea. i can tell nike's thinkin abt doin so. But, even he noes well enuff tht will cost his life. So now when we call out for him, he will give us a 'I despise you non-feline oxygen thieves! Talk to the butt! The cat ain't listening!' look.

I lurv Nike :)

Noah found this red band thingo, wit da 'i love singapore' on it. Wow. I tried it on on Nike. But he shit himself outtarf it. Kudos. He darsen look good on it. Red is not his color, def. So i put it on anggun instead :) Wow. Black and red. Awesome combination. But it still looks weird. Anggun's a british cat.

I lurv Anggun :)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, January 24, 2004?
Changed layout again! *does da colonel thing* AHhaha.. Sorry. Cudn seem to stick to one. But i promise this is gonna b da final layout. till, erm, next week? Hehe..

Stopped using deKap.com :) Sigh. Gonna miss those smileys. Why stop? Cuz i wanna try on sumfink new. Yup. *frowns* Erm, yea. I fink thts why. AHahhaa..

HEY NORATIAH! Hehhe.. hello. i noe ur reading this. and goin, 'wtf?!' ahahhaa.. hey tag, pls. B da first :) And gimme ur urL!!!! XD

Noah's asleep rite now. Im so bored. Dumdedum...

NORATIAH! GIMME UR URL!!!!!!!

Okiesh. Aunt J wans da pc. agaaaain.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

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Erm. Good afternoon. Shup yall? :) Ytd parteyh was a total blast! Haha. But u guys dun reeli wanna hear abt it, rites? :) I know. Haha. But do u fink i even care? :) Haha. Actually i do... So im gonna do yall a favor. by not crappin abt it too much. Yea.

Da party was held at one of my aunt's hse. Bigger and more spacious :). I followed my nenek, earlier, to help out wit da food and all. Was pretty reluctant. I mean, me? help out in da kitchen? No.. But din wanna show attitude, u see :).

Shafiq's family were aleady ther. Yay. So in da end, i din hafta help much, since shafiq's mom was ther :). Ended up blowing balloons! I cant blow, honestly. My jaw hurts, just tryin to. Tat damn balloon just wun inflate. Shafiq made a dirty joke wit this erm, balloon wit a, erm, thingie ther at da end of it. And evr since thn, i spent da rest of da party avoiding him. lol kidding :). AHahHAa...

While waiting fer da rest of da ppl to arrive, me jammed arNd in elly's room; sarbina, elly, shafiq and me. But in da end, we hadta kick shafiq outtarf da room, cuz we had some girl starff to do. ahahhaa..

Noah finalleyh arrived!!! and along wit other aunts and uncles and cousins too la. Da first thing noah did whn uncle sam put him down, was ran to Knight [one of da family's cow. i mean, cat] and went lyk, 'Cat! So fat!' And tried to sit on it :|

Time to cut da cake. Strawberry X|. But hu cares abt da cake? As soon as we sang happy birthday, blew candles, snapped pics, we attacked da food :). Shitty. Meaning tasty. AHhAHaa.. *winks at dart* lol.

I ate lyka pigg :). I tasted evry single food tht was served. except da salad shyt. lol. Damn, Noah eats veggies lyk eating chocolates! only tht, he darsen eat chocolates. I dun even fink he knows wad chocolates or sweets or fries or burgers are. Aunt J and uncle sam are strict abt noah's diet. My mom wanted to give noah a chuppa chup lolli and aunt j went lyk, 'oh no! no lollis. pls!!' shes literally pleading :|. Thank god my mom aint lyk tht! Poor noah. hes missing sumfink good here.

Things i noticed abt mah man :)
- Fans fascinate him. Mayb bcuz he darsen haf fans over in canada. we haf air conditioners, aunt j said. hm. okie fine. so whneva noah sees a fan, hed wanna turn it on :). He turns on evry fan in da hse.
- He lurvs handphones. Ahahha.. u noe how famous phnes r here. Evrywher u go, evryone's working their fingers out on their phones. Hed wan his hands on ur phone. Will go lyk, 'cell phone! aunt lana's cell phone!' Aunt lana is his aunt in canada. At first we din reeli mind him and da handphone thng. until he, erm, threw my sis' phone against da wall. and evryone just freaked, and hid their phones in da weirdest place in da hse.
- He has healing pwers. lol! damn, hu am i kidding? lol. I mean, he just recovers fast. He was playin arNd, running all arnd da hse. Ther was a sliding door goin to da balcony, and he just ran into it. Ouch. Evryone was lyk froze for a second ther. Tot he was goin to cry. He sat ther, a bit stunned i bet. thn got up, giggled a bit and continued running.

I lurv Noah :)

And i lurv u guys too, fer bearing wimme and my craps ;) Ahahaaa..

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Friday, January 23, 2004?
^^
Nurool, this is fer u
on da bhalf of all of us.
aspho, hans and dart :)

i nOe,
LiFE suMtiMeS cAn SpIn uR HEaD ArNd
DuN LeT dA WhURL gEt oN ToP Of YoU
tUrniNG u UpSiDe-DoWn.

BeTTer DAyS aRe ComiNg
JuSt RmB OnE thIng
WhEnEva u R,
NeAr Or FaR
U nOe, Ur Nvr ALOne!

AnYTimE, ANyWHer
yOu cAn CaLL oN Us
AnD wE'LL b TheR
SumOne U CaN ReLy oN
bE a ShOuLdeR yOu Can CrY On

AnyTiME, AnyWHer
yOu CaN TruSt In Us
We'R AlwAys ThEr
To GIvE u OuR LoVin'
SaY Da WOrD AnD we'LL cUm RuNNing
AnYTimE u NEeD uS tO,
We'LL wE tHer Fer YouuUuu!


MwAcks.
Sistarz foreva :)

U guys hu smsed me last nite.
sorry i din reply X|
Ter-dozed off.
Had a tough shit day.
Shit meaning enjoyable :)
So was feelin so tiredd~
Slept peacefully summore.
At first was feelin worried abt nurool
and we talked,
and she sounded pretty chilled :)
Glad so.
We even sang rasheedi org afrika song :)
Hahs.

NurOoL!
Mah man Noah
damn cute rite?!!
ahahha..
'It's so scaryyy!!' *in a slang accent*
HaahHA.
Shit, i lurv him.
And, yea.
HAPPY 2nd BDAE, NOAH!!!

Aunt J woke me up lyk 5.
She wanted to use da pc.
Was lyk, 'wahhd? do u haf to?!!'
And she started beggin and pleading.
and i prtended to b angry :)
Good naturedly.
its all in da name of fun.
cool.
if only all my aunts are lyk aunt j :)
hilarious, easy going.

Sumtimes shed get mixed up
dunno if we'r callin her or nike.
cuz it sounded lyk jackie.
my nenek goes lyk, 'Nikeee~ meh makan!'
And aunt j will go lyk, 'huh? makan?'
.. okie nvm :)

Goin out later.
To celebrate mah man's bdae party :)
See u guys later.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, January 22, 2004?
HEPI CHEENA NU YeAR :)
Tmr mah man's bdae!
Kindarf excited
but thn feelin pretty uncertain
cuz im supposed to go out
wit nana and aspho
to catch peter pan movie..

Woke up at. ahahha..
half an hr ago.
ahaha.
my hse is lyk whoa.
ahahHAha.
lyk as if we'r celebratin too.
only tht i still havent mandi yett.
no noisey here.
i can hardly hear my typing.
ahaha.
okie.
im goin downstairs later :)
to play wit mah mann.
weee.

OH YEA~
yestie, during physics,
while chan was babblin abt da micrometer thing,
i got inspiredd.
and did a lil poemm.
and, er.
i cudn find it anywher now.
so
i fink i left it in my practical wb...
which chan is gonna mark...
dammit.
its abt .. erm. nvm.
crapp.

^^

Nvr tot id see da day
ud play me
but ur da kinda guy
hu likes to get along

so caught up in ur cheatin world
wit diamond studded rings and pearls
now u can deny it
and i wun be a fool no more

all the time u said to me
i'll be there
coz ur the kinda boy
ho's time is nearly done

Dun u tell me
im da only one
cuz sumfinks tells me
therz another one who calls u baby
not da kinda girl to take so lightly..

nvr gonna b a fool no more.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Wednesday, January 21, 2004?
So wadya fink?
This is da same person
hu created da
become obsolete layout :)
AHahhaA...
Okie.
Why am i aHahhaA-ing?
Dun reeli lyk da song tho.
Will change it soon.
Cuz now,
i wanna tell u wad happened today :)

Guess wad time i woke up.
5.
Yeah.
No kiddding.
Hu wake me up?
Justin Timberlake.
Okie.
Fine.
Its my lil cousin :)
I call him justin timberlake
[behind his parents back, of course]
bcuz he has curls lyk jt does!
last time, la.
whn he's wit da band.
nsync.
lol okie.
Yea.
i swore i cud haf sworn rite in tht lil kid's face.
cuz it was still gawddamned early.
but his mom was ther.
she even got da nerves to say good morning.
and she got my name wrong!
she tot me and my sis r twins :|
Wads wit tht.
its obvious, im def cuter thn lina.
neeway, yea.
so i woke up, at 5.
and layan my lil justin timberlake,
hu finds my double deck bed pretty amusing.
i dno.
thts not da point
da point is,
I HADTA WAKE UP AT 5!
WHILE ASPHO WOKE UP AT 7.25 AM!
Waddda.
So she din come to skool.
Lucky her.
Cuz recess was boring.
da performance .. not so bad.
for me.
cuz was laughin lyk hooligans wit emy and christine.
will get to tht later.
yea.
2 periods of phsyics.
practical work.
damn.
sitting bhind sakura,
hu sits bside hannan,
hu sits bside sri
hu sits beside linus.
yeah, sakura was hysterical.
she seriously wans to sit next to linus :|
while i seriously wans to sit next to hannan.
why must his index no b 33?!
lol *sings* rasheedi.. katanya... dia org afrikaa..
okie yea.
Got back to class after tht.
sweet alan bought us all this twit chocolate.
ate it rite ther in class.
just as i popped in into my mouth,
miss khai and tan arrived.
so, yea.
sakura and i stopped chewing.
but hannan sardinely munch munch munch,
which got into khai's nerves.
and got him to spit it out.
hannan nearly told us off.
so immediately i just swallowed :|
warning, dun do this at home.
or in class, in my case.
well ur not even supposed to eat in class.
okie shuttup.
called aspho during recess,
b4 sng started to shoo us off.
got emy and christine to sit next to me in da hall.
wad a buncha dickheads :)
this was wad happened; da scenario..
u noe this heeeuge girl frm salmiah's class?
well yea, emy sat rite bhind her.
and she and her sidekick cudn stop bitchin abt her!!!
they were meann.
until i butt in
and ended up even meaner :)
Da heeuge girl waspretty irritated by us,
kept givin us tht beady look :|
So whn she slouched, head down,
emy whispered, 'wad's she doin now?'
and christine said, 'masturbating.'
i asked, 'how?'
and christine showed us :|
she slouched, head down, and stick her tongue out,
licking her ..
yea.
okie, not reeeeli literally licking.
just, doin da action.
and da 3 of us burst out laughin our lil shits out.
I NOE!
WE'R SO MEANnNN!!!!!
Okie.
After tht.
Decided to haf lunch, me and nana :)
We took da bus goin to tp.
halfway,
saw emy, christine, germaine and tis fren of theirs.
stopped a while.
behind them, aldric.
walkin home again.
damn, its always like tht.
nvr get da chance.
it has always been lyk tht!
evn whn one of us call,
its always during da wrong moment.
busy la.. all tht starfs.
okie.. #_#
So .
SAW THEODORE'S BRO!
not reeli.
just da back.
dammmit!!
his bro real cute, marns!!!
ahahha..
again, aspho wasn ther to see.
da last time, whn we saw them in da car,
aspho aint ther either.
ITS ALWAYS LYK THT!
In da bus,
wit shihui, ginny, val, cons, xy and carisa :)
Damn noisy.
they all reeli cute buncha ppl!!!~
as soon as i got up da bus,
shihui was lyk,
'shihui bomb, shihui bomb, shihui bomb to lela bomb!!!'
and i was lyk, 'huh??!!!'
lol and they played,
'hu stole da cookies frm da cookie jar!'
SO CUTE!!!~
Hehhes.
i lurv them :)
They went tp.
i asked nana if we shld tag along wit them....
but u noe, nana hates tp.
lol, i noe why now :)
so we went to haf lunch....
aspho shld noe wher :)
ahHAha..
it was awkward, just 2 of us.
not tht it aint fun.
not tht it was fun w/o aspho.
lol.
oh welsh ..
she told me abt jeremy :)
i told her abt rasheedi.
lol *sings* rasheedi... katanya... kulitnya berwarna hitamm.
damn, i wish i cud let u listen to it!!!~
ahahhaaa..
but, uh, kindarf told not to let neeone listen to it X)
Talked summore :)
Thn went j8.
i lyk nana.
shes real open.
shes not scared to tell me wad she feels/thinks..
she aint da throwin-hints kind.
she says it straight in da face.
she told me tht sumtimes she feels jealous,
abt.... yea :)
And i was lyk, 'i tot u can do w/o boys?'
just lyk wad aspho mentioned yestie at da busstop :)
'we lyk boys, but we can live w/o them'.
or sumfink liddat :)
True, marns!
but, hey.
i guess.. time will tell :)
our girlfren reeli reeeli is in lurv!!
i mean it!
and shes even honest abt her feelings
towards damien.
we were at this store,
lookin thru valentines cards ;)
and she was lyk readin soem cards, yada.
and was lyk, 'im reeli, reeli, reeeeli, in lurv wit him'.
DUN U JUST LURV PPL LYK HER?
dun reeli do ppl hu beat arNd da bushh.
xpectin and insistin us to guess wad hes finks,
whn we actually haf no fuqqin idea :|
Okie. :)
ahahhaa...
thers this coOl valentine card,
wit a, erm, dog in da front wearin a suit.
and inside it writes,
'happy valentine's day, u handsome dog!'
kindarf cool.
summie likes dogs, u see.....
thers lotsa potential v cards ther,
which i fink im gonna buy...?
ahhaha..
gonna drag mumsy tabby ther one day :)
hehes.
since it was her idea to .. yea :)
okie.
im gonna cut to da chase.
u guys r fallin asleep :|
me too.
went hme, instead of waitin fer aspho wit nana.
was soOo tired.
since i woke up 5
*rolls eyes*
only had 3 hrs sleep, yo!
sleepy in da bus.
i dropped down a busstop after wher i shld stopped,
and walked all da rest of da way home :)
its nice to walk home.
just takin my time...
it wud b nice
if i haf a fren by my side :)
or jus neeone.
just to walk wit.
and thn say bye whn we reach our desti.
and go lyk, 'thts da best conversation eva'..
lol yea.
thts not original, inoe.
but, u get wad i mean :)
whn i reached home,
greeted by my justin :)
he called my name!!
he was lyk, 'ela!!'
yup, i noe wad u finkin.
ela??
thts my pet name.
evryone at hme calls me tht.
but id reeli appreciate it, if u stick to lela :)
thankieww.
Nike hates jt.
hes lyk, all hissing and growlin whn he gets too near.
anggun's da patient one :)
but not in a friendly kinda way.
she completely ignores him,
even whn he pulls her tail.
aunt j complimented tht im funny.
wow.
she wanted to haf a pic of me taken just now.
i was still in my uniform.
still am.
ahhaha..
so i was lyk, 'my pic? in skool u? nOonOnooo..'
and aunt j laughed X| and said, 'ur sucha funny thing..'
honestly i dun find it funny :|
im pretty serious.
id rather be taken nude
thn in my skool uni.
..
okie.
err.
i din say tht.
shuddup.
...

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Tuesday, January 20, 2004?
YES!
CHANGED!
hahahaa...
Damn im good.
^^
SOrry.
All da rest of da layouts
just sux :|
Either tht,
or its just not ME!
Yea :)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

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Music: Rasheedi Orang Afrika Hitam by Hannan :)
Mood: ^^

Wasshup?
Yea.
New layout X|
Hehhes.
Ermsh.
Not reeli happy wit it, tho.
Kindarf...
=.=
Lol.
But oh welsh :)
Will change it, lyk, tmr?
AhahhAa..
I HATE THIS FONT!
:)
Yea.
Today in skool plain suck.
Hehhes.
Yeap.
Din SEE EITHER SUMMIE OR SE'AH!
Wadda fuq?!
Nvm.
Tmr, i MUST SEE THEM.
Lol cheyy.
Yikes.
Id better do sumfink abt
this flippin bloomin shyness side of me.
Im too shy to b true!
~_~
I hate it!
I hate it as much as i hate this font.
Makes it a bit irritatin to read, yo?
RYAN!
I NOE UR READIN THIS!
Hehes.
Stop questionin me hu i lyk.
Its aleady obvious.
so yea :)
Eh, tag la, pls!
PLEASH!!
AHahha. okie.
GUESS WHART!
My uncle hu have been livin in canada
fer 8723676 yrs,
IS FINALLEYH HERE!
Wit his lovely wife, Jackie.
And chubby son, Nainoah.
I fink.
lol.
Ermshh.
Just call him anwar la.
ahahahaa..
Uncle's name Samad.
But we all call him uncle sam!
hehes.
Da last time i saw him was..
omg, 8 yrs ago!!
And he was lyk,
'wahhh. so tall already!
last time u were puny!'
I was lyk, 'tall? meeeee?!!!'
Hehehs.
welsh :)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Monday, January 19, 2004?
ahaha.. okie hello again.
wasShUP wiMME?!
Well, just wanna tell u guys,
im feelin so much bettterr!!
wanna thnk hannan tho.
i dun fink he reads this,
but wadda heck.
hannan!
THNX!
ur songs rawcksss!!!!!!~
Esp this song abt rasheedi :|
lmao!
Damn, tht reeli cracks me up.
da bapok song, swell.
Beeeautiful.
Hey, dude.
believe it or not.
u just saved my life :|
AhHAhaha..
cuz was feelin so fuqqed.
and thn u came along..
ahahaaa..
got me to judge sum shit u did.
shit means good, yea?
lol!
okie..
:)
thnx again, yo.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

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Ive been bloggin shyt times these days...
It seems,
da busier i get,
da more i blog :|
... :)
Im feelin so blueeee...
Da weather, definitely.
My head's hurting X|
I was revising bio just now,
at arNd 7.30
ended up sleeping :|
ahhaa.
and woke up,
whn my gramps turned da lights offf..
9:30 pm.
Wow.
And lyk, evryone else is fast asleep too.
Wanted to go back to sleep.
But cudn :|
So i turned on da comp.
Sigh.
EVen dart's feelin da same as i am.
shitty.
I hate da weatherrr!!!!~
Damn.
Im shOo lonely,
i cud cryy..

ahaa.
s club 8 on air.
they sound so grown up already :|
Sheesh.

Wher was i?
b4 i got distrated?
oh yea.
im so lonely.

OKIE.
im being fuqqingly lamee.

God iS A DEEjAy
LiFE iS A DanCE FLOor
lOve Is A rhyThm
yOU ArE tHe MuSic...

sigH.

My hEAd'S KiLLin mE.

Dart got offline.
He said sumfink abt, dun mess wid ur own thang?
Erm.
Hmm.
OKie.
NiTes.

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Okie.
So Shihui and David aint reeli it.
AHahha.. paisehh.
Give away wrong info.
Urmphh..
my resources, not very reliable.
ahhhaaa..
Early today :)
Got a lil lost, tho.
Dinno wher i was supposed to sit.
Cuz im used to being late,
wher evry1 has already settled down.
-_-*
Neewayyy~
Sri had a bad fall.
Both her knees kanna bandaged.
Cudn walk properly.
So she needs da lift :)
And i take this opportunity to 'help her aRnd..'
hehehs..
if u noe wad i mean.
On da way to chem lab,
got into da lift wit sri.
Sakura got in too :)
And so did Novi.
and thn dgn sardinely,
hannan squeezed in wit us.
ahahhaa..
was lyk, 'hannnaaann!!!'
During lunchh..
goin back to class...
damien, weijie, sk and ivan.
those scouts guys X)
were in front of us, sri aspho and i.
[nana absent!!!!!!!!!]
they took da lift too :|
tho they looked pretty fit to me..
ASpho and i were lyk,
pickin up pace..
u noe, so we cud get in da lift wit them..
thn we rmbed sri.
ahahhaa..
So in da end, we din get in da lift wit them..
DAMN.
ahahahaa..
and all of a sudden, out of da blue,
sri swore.
ahhahaha~
i aint sayin wad swear word she swore, tho :)
And aspho and i were lyk,
laughin our lil asses off.
aspho practically rollin on da flooor.
sri din get it, tho.
HEhehes..
i noe, sayin it here din seem funny.
but u shld haf been ther!!!
it was lyk,
we were all ^^ while waitin fer da lift,
and thn sri suddenly cursed.
oh well.
why do i even try.
!!!!
lesssons suck :)
Lee Loo aint in skool tho!!!
hehehes.
So whn this relieved teacher got in for maths,
evryone just cheeered!
hhehehes..
mean.
chem's a draaaaagg.
i hate da teacherrr.
pfft.
i wan vijay :|
ahhaha weird.
It was raining asses whn we were dismisssed.
They all insisted we walked in da rain.
tho i dun wannaaaaa~
urmphh..
no choice.
im so gonna get sick againn.
not fully recovered yet.
cuz errr...
i din reeli take my medicine :|
i dun do medicines XP
....
Summie cut his hairrr~
hehes.
Din see se'ah no more.
haish.
nahh.
i haf summieee!
so dun reeli care!
much.
talk abt lucky.
summie has 2 chinchillaas !!
i haf a thing fer rodents.
ahahaa.
and yea.
shing!
if ur reading this,
just wanna say,
dun feel so bad abt urself, doll.
cheer up, yea ;)
sorry i cudn do muchh
to make u feel bettter X|
Dun look down on urself!!!!!~

Wow.
Did i just give an advice ;)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Sunday, January 18, 2004?
This is so not da appropriate time
for me to actually blog.
ahahhaa..
but nahh.
hu cares?
Goin crazy wit maths.
Last min hmwk.
WaSshUp WiMME?!
Neeway, i can do this :)
I noe i can.
So wad haf i been doin today?
Celebrated my kuzzie's 26th bdae!
at this place called breeks.. i fink.
Wahhh.
tat place damn cute.
Its lyk, whn u enter da place,
da waiter guy hu escorts u to a table,
will go lyk,
'we haf customer!' [or sumfink lyk tht]
out loud
and all da waiters and waitress
and even da cooks,
will go lyk,
'welcome to breeks!!!'
hehehes..
Neeway.
David and shihui.. are finally it!
ahahhaa.
i dunno if i shld lyk, announce it here.
lol.
but wadda heck ;)
I was mindin my own business,
and sardinely, shihui was lyk,
'oh my god'.
i was lyk, 'wahhhddd?!'
we on msn la, so yea..
and after many many 'oh my gods' and 'helps' and all those shyts,
she finally told me,
'db asks me to b his gf!!'
lyk abt time!!!
so i fink, err.
i practically told evryone on msn abt it.
okie fine.
only ernest.
okie back to shihui.
was lyk, 'and u said yes? yes!'
but she said, she dinno and asked wad i tot.
and i said, 'go fer it, dumbasss..'
of corz, i din say dumbass la.
so i left shihui to fink abt it.
but ernest kept buggin me,
was lyk, 'wads da ans? wads da ans?'
so i bugged mumsy tabby to gimme all da deets.
still no ans.
we were lyk vowing,
'lets not sleep until we get da ans.'
lol..
so after wad seemed lyk
3 yrs, shihui finally said YES!
And ernest and i went lyk, 'WEEEEEEE!'
Damn,
i mention his name lyk err.. many times :|
AHhaHAa..
*blush*
Valentine's day coming.
mumsy reckons i cud get sumfink for summie/se'ah.
lol.
i lyk tht thought.
but if its da rose thngie again,
i haf a whole lotsa list of boys to give :)
includin theodore!!!!
i misss himmmm!!
ahahaa..
but thn. must see da cost first.
AhhAHaa..
damn.
why am i writing this?!!
Nwy.
got a shock
whn i saw another hole in my sis' earlobe.
thn it struck me,
'OMG, LINA! U PIERCED ANOTHER HOLE!'
Jealous at first, cuz i wanna
and i nvr knew mom allows it.
thn she told me,
her fren did it fer her :|
WADDA HECk.
Mom darsen noe it.
cool.
so if i need my sis to do me a favor,
i cud threaten her..
hahaa..
yup.
tht poem i composed yestie.
uhh.
okie, mayb i shldn put it up X|
cuz i dNo if i ..
okie.
nvm.
a mental note to myself:
SMILE and SAY HI whn see drick in skool :|
cuz he mentions sumfink abt
a SMILE makes a persons day..
and i haven beeen...
and he also....
so mayb if i.....
thn he'll......
okie.
hmm.
NITES!

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FOUR ROSES FOR YOU


I'll give you a rose that is yellow
For friendship strong and true,
It will stand the test of time
And last eternity through


I'll give you a rose that is pink,
For courage and kindly ways,
Its sweetness makes it all worthwhile
And guides us all our days.


I'll give you a rose that is white,
For the purity of love,
May it last through our earthly days
And prepare us for heaven above


I'll give you a rose that is red,
For my eternal love for you.
May we continue to share our hearts
And through forever be true


Now put them together and bind them
Add patience, forget-me-nots and sage,
And with this bouquet so very sweet,
We'll have true strength as we age.


CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, January 17, 2004?
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i lyk tht.


CITYNIGHTLIFE;

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Bored.
So i blogged.
Wasshup u guysh?!
Nurool's online!
WeEe~
Hehhehs..
We haf a lot of catchin up to do.
And i realli mean,
A LOT.
I haf da whole hse to myself!
Sis has ncc, be home in 3 hrs time :)
Mom's working.
My nenek's at geylang wit my other sis :)
How cool.
I intend to do sum studying.
Rite after this :)
Tons of hmwk, marns.
HAhahs..
easy said thn done.
was revising geog,
whn i ended up doin a lil poem :)
goes lyk this,

MaNy BoyS CApTuRe My EYes,
tHt i CanNot LiE.
BuT iTs OnLY yOu, mY LiL HOnEy TaRt
wHo tRuLY cApTurEs My hEarT
cUz iT aLL stArtEd oUt Lyk THis,
u WeRE HavIN lUncH wIt Ur HomIEz
Me, WiT My BesTiez.
AnD iTs StrAngE hOw I nVR nOtiCed U b4
All ThiS wHilE, iVe BeeN bLinD.
BoO hOo.
AnD NoW I cAnt gEtCha OUTTa my mInd.
U mEss WiT MY hEAd All DaY
AnD evEn MoRe At NiTe...


Okie :)
Therz more.
but aint gonna put it up.
shy la..
lol..
U guys prollie haf a rough clue hu im referrin to.
shucks.
my lil honey tart.
sounds so sappy..
yeewk.
lOl..
cudn find neefink nice to rhyme wit heart :)
Out of da blue
SuMMie sent me an sms!
i noe, i noe.
no big deal.
but it is, for me.
DuMDEDum.
Im so hungry.
i wan ur chicken rice, can i haf sum?
sheeshh..
im so corny.
and im hunrgy.
i wan some popcorns!
oh yea..
prollie watchin cheaper by a dozen nxt fri
wit umeya, nana and asphoO!!!
wanna tagg along, nurOOL?!!!
hehehs.
tom welling iSh HOTT!!
screw his wife, tho.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Friday, January 16, 2004?
Hey mama.
Tis tat shit tht make u groove, mama.
Shupp, yall?!
And aspho, i still dun get it.
u said wassup to daryl.
okie.. so?
hahhhs.
abc, abc, abcdefg.. hijk, hijk, hijk,
lmnop!!
I lurv fridays :)
First things first,
i was early to skool!
Okie, mayb not.
But i wasn late! yess!
During amaths, Lee loo went berserk.
just bcuz this lolenzo/lolenzie/lol pfft ahhh ehmm guy
dropped his metal ruler THRICE
while she was havin a hard time
explainin to us sum venn diagram shyt.
Obviously,
she got pretty pissed.
i mean, u noe how a metal ruler sounds lyk
whn it hits da floor.
hahs..
first time, lee loo ignored it.
second, she shot him a 'one more time, im grab tht ruler of urs and stuff it up ur nostril' look.
and da third, she got him to stand up,
answer a qn,
but still got him to stand up tho he got da qn rite.
Man.
Lee loo's losing it, behbee.
prollie pms-ing :)
neeway, wassup wit tht lolenzie/lolenzo/i still haf no clue wad his name is ..
droppin his ruler during amaths lyk tht?
cudn he hold it properly?
wad wud he need a ruler fer?
we were drawing venn diagrams, fer cryin out loud?!
Mayb he did it purposely?
to get on lee loo's nerves?
but wadda heck fer?
he wanna die issit?!!
hah.. chey :)
This yr fer pe, chia is un-bully-able.
either tht, or 3e1 just sux whn it comes to suckin up to teachers,
and bullyin them.
get wad im sayin?
So we hadta do jumping jacks,
and hadta run arNd da field 6 rounds.
hmm.. not reeli fully recovered yet.
rite after i did 2 rounds, i got all dizzy and pukey.
hHA!
pukey?
wadda.
Discussion fer mly :)
Long time din laugh out loud wit nana and aspho [and ginny!].
i mean, as in in a class.
cuz last yr, we always had discussions during eng
and we wud all go lol-ing and lmao-ing and rofl-ing :)
Hahh.s
esp wit theodore :)
It was cool.
i miss 2e1 :)
But thn again, im beginnin to love my class :)
Sri and i cudn stop gawkin at our beloved math rep :)
Sri has da hots fer him! hehes..
kidding.
if she finds out i said tht, im dead.
Aspho pushed nana off her chair during mly lesson too :)
fer wad, im not so sure.. hmm.
but it was h-i-l-a-r-i-o-s!
eh, wrong sp. but wth.
farhan's bdae today, issit?
neeway, happy bdae all da same :)
constance bdae also issit?
happy bdae! hahs.
mine's coming soon!
err.. okie, not reeli.
but its still coming :)
hahhahas..
During eng, ong got us to do sum reflective writing shyt.
I wrote abt da HWA ppl :)
I fink i wrote a whole essay of wad i tot and all those starfs.
I dunno.
I just cudn stop.
Wadeva tht comes to mind, i wrote it all down.
kindarf lyk rite now?
told ya.
just go wit da flow, behbee.
accompanied nana get her ic shyt.
i was feelin so energy-less.
hahhhs.
aspho showed me her swollen ankle :|
Take care, yo, aspho!
hahhs ;)
accompanied umeya to buy sandals.
saw these shoes wit 'es' on it.
heheheheees..
neattt!!!!
thers this orange pair.
but not nice liao.
ate at banquet.
played wit ice cubes.
kindarf missed those primary skool days :)
wher we had Ice War during recess :)
And during tht time, bubble tea pearls were pretty 'da thang'.
and they sold it in skool :|
ppl bought it, not to eat,
but to stuff it in straws, and blowin it at ppl's back.
u noe da pearls r sticky starfs, rites?
so whn u got hit in da back,
it wud get stuck to ur uniform.
trust me, i noe :)
Thn aspho, umeya and i went lyk 'blargh'-ing lyk buncha idiots :)
nana was lyk, wasn in da mood.
wasshup?
hope shes feelin bettarh :)
Accompanied umeya to j8
to get starfs fer her tmr's date.
eh? i mean, to get a bdae prezzie fer her fren :)
Hahhs.
we got pretty fed-up wit each other.
hahhahahas~~
neeway, not a single cute guys i see ..
but i did see se'ah :)
and lotsa lotsa summie..
was in da bus whn i saw aldric walkin to da busstop :|
darnn.
hahhahas, kidding.
abc, abc, abcdefg!
sakura and i cudn stop singin tht :)
Sang tht in da loo.
this girl was lyk gawking at us, and laughed a lil.
and sang tht again in da parade square.
da same girl was ther too.
this time she din laughed :|
wasshuP!?
oh nOo. mom's in a bad moood.
gots ta go :)
damn, i write alot today...

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, January 15, 2004?
Ive got to make this fast.
Cuz ive got loads of faqqing hmwk yet to b done :)
Hahs.
Was later thn eva.
During recess
Was so frustrated!
Was chewing on my milo straw,
tryin to catch a glimpse of se'ahh.
failed.
sial arhh.
Din see se'ah at all this whole week!
Saw lotsa summie.
But its not complete.
Why ME?
Lucky nana.
Shes got to see damien evry single fuqqin dayy.
During EL, gone bananas.
We laughed ourselves silleyhh.
Were supposed to discuss abt our orientation
but always ended up talkin abt boys instead liao.
I pity Lim and Bedah ZhaO :)
Went home wit salmiah and umeya :)
walkin home wit salmiah was awkward :|
[Strollin home, to b exact.
considering da speed we walk :)]
I dunno.
It just felt weird.
Mayb bcuz we hadn been walkin home together
since... sec 1!
Darn.
We used to b so damn closed 2 yrs ago.
Hahhas..
last time she wasn wit sharul :)
So it was lyk,
evry morning, went skool wit her.
nvr late :)
Hehhes.. in fact we were early.
ANd after skool,
wud meet up and went home together :)
Wud take YEARS to reach home.
wit her, i can reeli chillout.
lyk, dun care in da world abt da things arNd us.
Sigh.
Ive taken her fer granted X|
Gonna miss those moments wit her :)
YEA, MLY ESSAYS ARE A KILLARH.
Still doin.
Done one, at least.
Smsed dart fer help :)
Great help.
Thnx a lot!
And shafiq too.
tho his mly sux big time.
Prollie we got those bad genes frm our moms,
who inherited it frm their moms,
which is, my nenek la.
Talkin abt nenek....
my mom and my nenek's havin a row :|
And so is nurool j and sri .. :(
In a middle of an essay,
whn nurool j smsed.
shes kindarf feelin troubled.
poor nurool...
stopped my essay fer a while to help her :)
and now..
got stuck.
no wayy ho say
im gonna sms dart.
bothered him too much.
Ahhahs..
its my prob.
sheesh.
dood, gots ta go.
im so strssed.
ahh.
life's so sucky :)
and its gonna get more sucky
if i dun get to see se'ah tmr.
haa.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Wednesday, January 14, 2004?
Hie.
I've learnt sumfink today :)
Sumfink tht mite help, not only me
but u too.
Ive learnt tht
wednesday
is sOoo not da best day to stay back after skool.
no matter wad ur stayin back fer.
wed just sux.
Stayed back to do geo project shyt
wit sakura :), wilson and alvin.
Ryan cudn make it.
urmph.
so we stayed back at da comp lab.
and went home lyk 4.15 pm.
Guess wad.
Thers noberdie in skOOl!!
noberdie at all.. :'(
As inn
noberdie interesting la.
no rugby playas.
no ncc hunks.
of course not.
its a wed.
sheesh.
But look on da brite side, shawty!
geo proj.. halfway done!!!
YEA~
SKool wasn nice today.
All lessons were draggieee..
esp chemitryeee.
eeeeyerrr..
lets hope tmr's not as sucky as today :)
On da way home wit sakura.
saw meishie and sum e2 peeps running-crossing da road.
seriously, frm afar, we were lyk,
'hus tht sec1 kid ther? so cutee!!'
thn suddenly tht 'sec1 kid' went lyk summieee!
and i was lyk, 'eh? meisy?'
yikes.
later, i asked sakura, 'if im lyk tht'? :|
She said i dun.
phew.
but i fink shes just bein nice
err.. :)
din see se'ah.
got a teeny glimpse of summie tho.
helped sakura a bit of maths during recess..
talk abt maths, ive got a ws to b done.
sharks.
last episode of charmed later tonite :'(
But Chris played by Drew Fuller is hottttttttt~
Hehhes..
Whatt?
no idea hu drew fuller ish?!
loserrr~
hahahas.. kidding.
click HERE!!! to check him out.
girls only.
ahahhas.. obviously.
okiesh.
gots ta go.
imma busy girl tonite.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Tuesday, January 13, 2004?
Late again.
Relaxed one corner as i watched ppl did their mass run.
Nvr been so bored in my whole life X|
Stupid Emy did her mass run
just bcuz christine wanted her to.
and puked after tht.
HaiYoo.
she mite as well chilled out wimme, marns.
Had eng after tht.
Thn Amaths.
Was so laggin behind.
Bio wit jeya.
We were pickin a color fer our file.
Valencia seriously wanted pink :|
And jeya seriously hated it :|
They were seriously argueing
tht jeya din noticed tht kyle was in our classroom,
havin a lil debate wit suhandy.
Hannan bullied jeya :|
He kept insisting his name is sharul.
poor jeya.
she was so... confused....
i was beginnin to pity her .. her and her flat-ass,
fer a while only..
thn da bell rang and she refused to let us go fer recess,
was so fed up wit her, marns!
cheyy.
Recess was boring :|
Din see se'ah, or even summie.
Cme wit chan was fun :)
hans is so rite.
he cracks good jokes :)
Mly was crap.
Bitched wit ginny most of da time.
Got this shyt book....
one of my essays innit.
a total disgrace actually.
my pic just ruined it, marns... -_-
wasn reeli payin much attention to was majidah was sayin.
actually i tried.
but shes just so soft :|
and summore, ginny and muhd were lyk talkin shyt.
ginny said sumfink abt, 'muhd, ur photo inside rite?'
and muhd was lyk, 'no la. but got lela's photo.'
I was lyk, 'how come???? how u noe?'
NoOo..
....
Went nana's classroom fer break :)
Did a wee bit of maths.
bla bla..
Got back to class fer emaths.
totally spaced out.
sakura even took a short nap :)
2 periods of emaths seemed lyk 2 yrs, marns.
Went hse practice after skool.
Crapped wit emy and aspho while da rest ran..
beloved rahim was ther too :)
missed him, sia.
AHhAHas.
After hse practice, went down to meet up wit nana.
And waited summore fer aspho,
hu suddenly seemed to disappear :|
Da both of us were lyk,
screamin her name frm below
lyk two total idiots.
Hahas..
jeremy was lyk, staring at us....
damn, so embarrasssinggg...
thn he started to wave :|
Tot he was wavin at nana.
but nana wasn responding back.
thn he appraoched and was lyk,
'hi. u dunno me?'
'ur talkin to me?'
And he held his hand out adn introduced himself :|
Was kindarf reluctant.
ive seen this same scenario b4...
christine did da exact same prank.
so i refused to shake his hand
and gave him a Look.
Nana was lyk, 'haiyoO lelaaa..'
and she introduced me to jeremy instead,
as if tryin to say, 'see? jeremy is nice!'
Yup.
So was feelin paiseh.
shook his hand and was lyk, 'my name's lela.'
'lela? lilo!'
-_-
I hate it whn ppl pronounce my name wrong.
either accidentally,
or purposely..
Lee loo pronounced mine lyk, 'ner-lee-ler'..
wadda..
Oh yea. i wanna get sum things straight.
sorry but
im not wit dart.
and i dun lyk aldric.
live wit tht.
:)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Monday, January 12, 2004?
Din go skool today.
Down wit fever.
Sorethroat.
Hahs.
But im cool now :)
Thnx to Nana's sms early this evening
and my dearest mumsy tabby's tlc!
Lurv u, marns!!
MWACKS!
Yea, and thnx sakura
hu told me those starfs i missed out in skool today :)
Uh.
Emy was sick today too :|
So she aint in skool.
Creepy.
Hahs.
Uh.
Feelin so feverish.
YES!
Tmr no mass run fer me!
HAhas..
Acually im not supposed to b usin da comp.
But wadda heck :)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

?
The name you wish you had?: my name's fine. i lyk it da way it is :) BUT QUIT CALLIN ME LE-HA~ or wadeva da sp is.
Your inner age?: foreva 14
The place you wish to be at?: nee place crowded wit cute boys. HAH~
Your ideal family?: a mom, a dad :) and 2 sibs :) kindarf lyk now. only i dun haf my dad wimme :|
Your ideal career?: not too long working hrs. mayb workin for a damn cute boss. or. uh, im da boss wit a dropdead gorgeous male secretary. is ther a male secretary??
The cult you belong to? (In other words, religion): muslim. wadda.. cult?!
(Don't take the 'cult' thing too harshly)
Your weight minus all that belly flab?: duNno.
Your -natural- hair color?: black.
.Back to the Past.
Your childhood aspirations?: ermsh.. -smiles- those dayss.
Your favorite teacher?: none? lee choo kindarf rawcks tho. yea :)
Domestic enviroment?: da usual.
First kiss?: ^^
Most memorable pet?: very first cat named Grace~
Most memorable year?: Evry yr is memorable. i fink.
Happy child vs. depressed child?: happy child :)
First taste of alcohol?: *L*
First time behind bars? (if any at all): hAh~
Place of birth?: toa payoh hosp.
.Your Opinions On... .
Abortion: shld b illegal, marns~
George Bush: ~
Left wing politicians: ?
War: war is raw. wadeva tht means. MAKE PEACE not war!!
Reality TV: swell. esp are you hot. hehes..
MTV: music is mah life.
School uniforms: nuffink's wrong wit skool u. but just da fact tht we hafta TUCK IN reeli sux.
Catholics: just another religion.
Lawyers in general: lawyers dun haf many frenz :|
The PETA: PETA?
Salad dressing: i hate salad.
High school chemistry: sux.
Racism: shld b illegal.
The bible: wad? wads wrong wit da bible?
sPeLiNg LyK dIs: uh. just dun get use to it too much.
Harry Potter: erm. daniel radcliffe's not tht bad looking.
Philosophy: guides us in life :)
Suicidal teens: fuqqed losers.
Obesity: eat fatty stuffs less, exercise more. unless u wan mama fong after u.
Donation: :) all u need is a heart :)
The pope: hHA.
Vegetarians: theyr missing sumfink here.
.Versus.
Meat vs Veggies: meat~
Liberal vs Conservative: *-*
Time vs Money: time.
Wisdom vs Love: love. u dunno how much u can learn frm love.
Cats vs Dogs: cats, der.
Computer vs Television: comp~
Le Tigre vs Death Cab :D: beats me.
Physical illness vs Mental illness: lyk aldric said, Sick physically is so much better than being sick mentally.
Outdoors vs Indoors: outdoors. thts wher da cute boys r.
Fantasy vs Reality: a good mixture of both? thts wad i fink.
.Random.
What color are your socks?: grey at da bottom. lol~ peirce socks!
Do you love me?: fink am beginnin to. wait, r u a guy? lol, wadda.
Can you paint the sky purple?: nah. i prefer to paint it orange. -.-*

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Sunday, January 11, 2004?
Read ytd's entry :|
Wad was tht all abt?
Im freaked as much as u guys.
Dunno wher it all came frm.
I tot of bloggin abt ytd's screwed cca recruitment shyt
but instead
i ended by bloggin abt sum other starfs :|
it just flowed thru me..
Actually, i did blogged abt da recruitment.
But as da same time,
i was also doin my eng assignments
and was to do a research abt this quote starf.
The Only Way To Have A Friend Is To Be One...
by Ralph Waldo Emerson :)
And i gave tht quote a tot
and tht was wher all those ytd's craps came frm.
Actually, tht aint crap.
All those starfs i blogged,
was wad i had been keepin inside me
fer hell knows how long.
Wanted to talk it out
but dunno to whom..
so i blogged abt it.
just wantin to let loose.
and it did helped :)
So i din blogged abt recruiment day
bcuz it aint as imp as how i was feeling ytd..
Ermsh.
Mumsy Tabby!!!~
If ur reading this, i just wanna let u noe.
Im feelin bettarh already :)
So dun worry too much abt me, yea?
Thnx fer helpin me wit my assignments last nite :)
love u to bits and pieces!!
hehhes.. MWACks!!
And dart,
thnx alot too.
Ill keep ur words in mind :)
In fact, im gonna write it here.
Bcuz i fink its reeli helpful..
Hehes..
thnx a million thnx.


WhEn dA TiDes ChURn
BurNing, a ChANce Of gReeTinG HUrT.
nVr FiNK oF BlaMIng.
jUst STAnd By Da SaNds
EveN In tWisTs of lAnd.
TheY'll LaY uR CoveRs
bE It nOw oR fOrEva..

-Dart :)

This is also wad he told me :) ..

Remind urself tt ure still frenz,
n tt ud wanna close one eye abt it
n not let simple stuffs
do e harm on ur
jewelled frenship.
But it hurts so bad bcuz
u din xpct it rite?
[Ur DAmN RiTe, DarT!]

Now tt u hit a dent on ur trip
jus b cautious
n avoid unsafe situations if possible..


Ther :)
I hope his words have made
a difference in ur lives,
as they did to mine.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Saturday, January 10, 2004?
Wad r real frenz?
Are they ppl u simply go out
and watch movie wit?
Are they ppl u simply laugh
and joke arNd wit?
If thts wad frenz r fer,
thn hell yea
i haf lotsa ferm.
But sadly,
real frenz arent just ppl
u hang out wit.
Real frenz r also da ppl
hu lurvs u fer hu u r,
and r there for u unconditionally,
ppl tht nvr qn u
and ppl tht support u
no matter wad.
Real frenz r ppl
worth living for, marns.
U hear me?
They dun go arNd
judging u
and makin u feel horrible abt urself.
Thts exactly how im feelin rite now.
Horrible.
Why?
Why do ppl say starfs they dun mean?
All those 'ill b ther fer u',
'frenz foreva fer life'
all those shits
all those lies
whn theyd rather go to sum dumb mall
and enjoy themselves
while ur rite by urself
practically dying
bcuz ur so cold
so lonely.
haf u ever tot
of all those nasty starfs
u said abt me?
well, i haf.
and just finkin of it
makes me feel lyk,
if these wad frenz r
thn id rather haf none.
sumtimes i dunno
hu my real frenz r.
i dunno wher i stand
among all of u guys.
dun get me wrong,
sum of u guys
just rawck :)
and i wanna thank
cuz uve been ther fer me :)
lyk my dearest mumsy tabby
and dart-fart :)
and many other more.
But da rest?
I can handle all those
nasty remarks u hurl at me.
but thers limits, u noe.
i tot ur my fren.
Uve taught me
tht real frenz
arent necessarily ur bestiez
*rolls eyes*
Im sorry
if i havent been ther fer u.
but haf U ever been ther fer ME?
im sorry
i admit to ya,
i havent been a good fren.
but neither haf u too.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Friday, January 09, 2004?
Went to skool wit nabila :)
She in a better mood,
so its reeli nice to see :)
Saw Rasheedi and Dicky too
at my bus stop.
Wth dicky doin here?
He lives in yishun.
Neeway,
returned him nelly liao.
*sob sob*
Gonna miss my nelly behbee.
Dicky aint mad :)
Phew.
In mly, called him and was lyk,
showing him da broken cd case :|
But he was reeli cool abt it.
Still feelin guilty tho.
I mean, ive been borrowing it since last yr..
He told me nelly has this new album
and asked if im gonna buy it.
hmmm..
okiesh, im gonna save munneyh $$
and buy it
and prollie lend it to him..
but went to j8 just now.
checked out da cd.
most of da songs came frm da nellyville album.
Yup, so forget abt it la, dicky.
loLs..
Got good news :)
I WAS EARLY TODAY!!
Okie, not reeli early, la.
Just... not late..?
Hehhes.. so cool.
Thn kanna tahan by nasim -_-
bcuz our class not in proper attire.
pfft.
had physics.
i was attentive today.
weird.
but slacked whn it came to amaths just now.
had pe.
wadda..
i grow only lyk 0.1cm?!!
last yr was 152cm.
now.. only 152.1cm?!
Was lyk complaining to chia in mly.
nie takleh jadi nie..
so frustrating la.
My younger sis 153 liao :|
lOl..
Uhh.. wad happened during recess?
Aspho ate frm da tamil stall X)
Nana cudn take her eyes off damien :|
FReaking me out.
loL hehehs..
Whn we left da canteen,
ethan just got ther.
Wrong timing laa.
AhhAhas..
Mumsy, shihui and granny clarissa
were screaming ernest's name.
its weird he din hear :|
Darn.
Shi hui was practically shouting her ass off.
and got full score in the 'burst my eardrums' scale.
Got back to class
fer emaths.
WahHh..
very proud of myself ;)
got a tricky sum solved.
cheyy.
Eng...
-_- ZzZzz
Thn went j8 to watch skool of rocks
wit nana, aspho and umeya :)
Ate at kfc bcuz da movie started at 3.30.
Wahh.
Sumfinks in da fries i ate,
or da burger.
or da pepsi.
bcuz i cudn stop farting :|
Felt so shitty.
Literally.
As in, da urge to shit.
But cudn.
Aspho did, tho :|
lOl..
Shes good whn it comes to shitting in public.
lmao!!!
Da movie rawcks lyk shiet ;)
Im not gonna talk abt this lady,
who got us damn pissed.
i gave da tickets to this other person,
not sure if tht person's a lady or not..
and tht person asked tht lady sumfink.
and da lady was lyk,
da movie just finished.
i was lyk, 'wahhhd?'
and she repeated wad she said, louder..
pfft.
lyk we were supposed to understand wad shit she meant.
pfft.
Wahh.
check out my entry :)
DUnno wads gotten into me.
Ive been writing a alot lately.
im sufferin frm poets block :|
So u guys just bear wimme :)
TMR CCA RECRUITMENT shiet..
err.. yay?

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Thursday, January 08, 2004?
HEyya.
Lotsa things happened today
i dunno wher to start.
cheyy.
hEHehs.
Hmm.. was i early this morning?
Was so shocked to see Nabila at my busstop just now.. :|
Was lyk finking to myself,
omg, its nabila. dammit, im prollie late!!
I wasn.
It wasn even 7 yett.
So was lyk, 'wads gives?'
Nabila wasn her usual perky mood :(
Emaths fer first period.
Lee Loo aint a bad teacher.
Shes pretty cool.
But damn i miss chengz!!!!!~
We had geog wit e5.
Wahh..
tht class real sumfink, marns :)
Hhehes..
Sakura got to sit next to her idol, Linus ;)
Me?
Sitting next to Suhandy..
Pfft.
And just two seats away frm me
is Xiaoxin lookalike!!!~
During recess,
accompanied nana to da macs area
to finish up her hmwk :)
Justin was ther, wit kahwee.
but din reeli pay much attention..
lost interest already.
cheyy..
Thn saw summie wit his frenz
walkin to da boys toilet.
and nana and i were lyk, 'BACHIeeeNNn!!'
Hehes..
Hes so cute.
Met up wit ASpho :)
And da both of us were lyk gawking at this rugby board outside da gym :)
One of da guy innit is soOoo kyute!
Hehhes..
not from skool tho :)
Actually aldric's not tht bad too.
its weird how cum i nvr reeli did
hahahhahas.. nvm :)
Had physics after recess.
No comments wadeva shit.
Did some starfs fer eng :)
I fink im gonna enjoy lessons wit ong..
But time will tell :)
Thn ther was break...
Hehehs.
Was lyk feelin pretty shitty
bcuz i din see se'ah da whole day.
so was lyk kindarf chanting to myself,
'ethan, ethan, ethann..'
I know.
Im insane.. :)
Im totally boy-mad.
Err..
Ethan-mad :)
lmao!!!
Thn i saw hiM!!
Wahh.
Thn purposely offered to buy drinks fer sri :)
wher i got da chance to stand by him.
lol cheyy..
fer a while only.
He was behind meeeeee!!
Ytd he smsed and sortarf lyk complainng,
how cum i din say hi whn i see him arNd..
So i tot of sayin hiee! la just noww..
But shy laa..
*blush blush*
lmao!!~
Saw alot of him during break.
Even went up to class with him.
Okie, just joking.
Sakura, Novi and i were behind him and his frenz :)
Thn out of da blue,
sakura called out to him..
Hell, i freaked.
Fer a short while :)
Thn i regained composure, and pretended he wasn ther.
which was reeli mean, u noe.
Neeway, his dear fren, jansen, not tht bad looking.
i nvr knew how he looked lyk until sakura called out to him..
lol!
she knows practically evryone in 4e1.
not a surprise.
i wish i had a sis in 4e1!!!
smirkk*
WHoOps.
sorry if i bore u guys wit all these shits :)
cudn help it :)
Amaths was crap just now -_-
Mly was worst!
We had to fill in words frm da song,
cenderawasih shit.
Ginny and i were lyk,
'wahhdda?!'
and she reckoned we shld suggest a song by nelly instead.
hehehs..
but talkin abt nelly,
still havent told dicky yet :|
hes gonna hate me.
Had eldds after skool :)
Not fergetting..
saw alot more of se'ah.
HE SOoo DARSEN LOOK LYK MR TAN!
So quit it, aspho! ;)
Crapped alot during eL.
Nana cudn shut up abt damien ;)
Poor Lim..
We asked her 226384 donkey qns
including how hans is in class ;)
Poor LIM!
Lim and her infamous rolling eyes.
*rolls eyes*
I cudn help but fink shes prollie sick of us :|
I know.. its a sick feeling.
I mean, how can ANYONE get sick of
US?!
AUNTY ASPHO, NANA AND SHAWTY SUMMIE BUNNEYH ME?!
Err..
shawty wharrd whard me??
NEewAy!
gotta go now :)
Do some revising.
I bloggged alot today ^^

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Wednesday, January 07, 2004?
No matter how hard i try
I still cant come to skool any earlier thn 0715...
It sucks, marns.
Evryday I see Bala's face,
screaming at me and those others latecomers to 'keep up the pace'.
Pfft.
And it make it worst,
those sc peeps are ther too,
to make sure shirts r properly tucked in
and all those shits.
Shucks.
Im being so optimistic.
Hah..
Skool was shit today :)
Bcuz of those boring lessons la.
Seeing lotsarf se'ah din help at all.
Laughin to myself at summie din help either.
Aldric's warm smile din too.
Okie, mayb it did helped :)
Hehehs..
But thn again.
Slept thru bio and chem -_- ZzZzz
So rite now after this,
Im gonna do my thang.
You noe..
revise those shits Jeya and Koh babbled abt today.
Ther was this fcked up spider
on my desk just now during chem.
How da heck it got ther,
hell knows.
I was lyk abt to doze off
whn it jumped on my book
sumwher frm beneath my desk.
I shrieked a lil and just watched da spider hopped away.
Yes. Hopped away.
Not bunny-hop la, of course.
Just small, cute lil hops :)
At da edge of my desk,
i helped it a lil
and just flicked it off using my pencil.
Thank gawd linus din hear or see me
cuz tht wud b reeli reeli embarrassing.
Ther was also a freaken bee :|
buzzing around listlessly during physics.
Got straight home after skool.
Damn sleepy and hungry.. and tired.
But i aint taking a nap shit
until ive done wit my chem and bio.
and mayb a wee bit of geo :)
And yea.. finish up my maths :|
Which reminds me of
Xiaoxin lookalike :)
He is definitely..
definitely...
taller thn me ;)
Of course, marns.
Thers no other guy in skool
thts shorter thn me.
Excluding ridhuan la.
But he'll grow :)
I just dunno abt myself tho.. :)

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Tuesday, January 06, 2004?
I was having my breakfast
when my beloved nenek
simply sat down wimme
and told me a ghost story
she heard frm da radio :|
Yeah, marns.
She was still telling the story
even when i was wearing my socks.
She told me
how this taxi driver was minding his own business,
driving his cab along this deserted street..
Oh, u noe.
Those typical storyline.
Ahahas..
And thn suddenly a white,
uhh.. thing just "dropped over his cab"..
I dunno how.
Tht was whad my nenek told me.
So obviously she was a bad storyteller..
AHahhAHs~
And blabla..
Im gonna b honest witcha.
Yea, i got freaked at da end ther.
Esp da part wher my nenek imitated tht shrieky shriek
those typical pontianaks sound X)
I kept finkin of tht white 'thing',
all da way frm home till skool :|
And i got a lil shock
whn i saw this white figure walking
u noe, this coridor wher da girls toilet in da canteen was?
Yeah.. :|
I saw a white figure walking ther.
So i quickly turned away
and back at it
and realized it was
Aldric :|
I mean, bcuz hes goddamned fair and all..
Yeah, stupid.
Gotta blame my nenek for tht X|
AnyWAy!
Had some real serious work done today in skool.
Eng, we had Ong.
Damn, shes one heck of a storyteller.
She din reeli teach just now tho :)
Teo Lee Loo fer both a and e maths.
Well, shes alrite :)
But time will tell.
I still miss Chengz tho .. :(
Thn guess wad?
Bio teacher, beloved jeya!
I wan Vijayy!! Not JEya!!
AhAHharhs.. mean X)
SHe started her lesson liao.
She makes me look at bio in a diff way now.
*yawns*
AHHAharshh.. meanie :)
Malay lesson :)
United wit ginny!!!!
Missed bitching wit her, marns!!
*mwacks!*
Did i tell u
se'ah has a haircut?
And it suck big time?
AhAHhs.. meanieee meeee!
But nahh, it darsen matter :)
Hes real nice, period :)
Dude, i sound lyk i noe him real well.
AhHAhaharhs..
Oh yea.
Thers this Xiaoxin lookalike in my class!
His name's chengxi :)
Maths rep.
Darn, how i wish i had volunteered to b one.
Well, i still haf a chance actually.
All i gotta do is take over Joan :)
Yeah.
Ahhhaahaharhs!
CME! Oh yEAh!
Ezzy chan.
Thts da cme teacher's name.
3a2 form teacher :)
The guy tht sweats alot.
Hehehs.
He asked if we got any qns all those shyts.
And this guy in class asked,
'r u a virgin?'
WhoOoaa.. hehes.
Laser you!
Got to da bookshop.
Still no stock!
Wadda...
I nearly swore at da lady ther.
So how am i gonna revise my hist tmr?!
And mom aint home
and cudn get money frm her
to get da books.
sigh.
Oh well :)
Crapped lyk shyt wit aspho at da skool busttop.
Purposely missed our buses :)
WaAHahHAS~
Emy so cute!
I fink i haf a crush on her.
LMAO!! Kiddingg lar.. :)
Ewwk.

CITYNIGHTLIFE;

Monday, January 05, 2004?
Ermsh..
i hope this font size aint too small.
ahahs..
tell me if u guys haf nee difficulties reading, yea?
Okie to start thigns off,
frm rite now onwards
im gonna start using proper eng
which means
no abbreviations shyt,
no typo errors,
[so if im not sure how to spell a word,
i shld look up in da dic :)]
So yea..
its gonna b tough tho.
Hehes..
and troublesome.
But thn again
if i put my mind to it,
i noe i can do it.
ahhahs..
err, i mean
hahahaha...
XD
Okie. Lets start now :)
Hello! XD
I was late today.
Urmph.
And it was all because of Nabila.
But she was equally mad as I was.
Whoops.
Hehe.. :)
There was house meeting X|
Pfft.
Our orientation was a drag -_-''
But, hey, look on the bright side :)
I got to know my classmates better :)
Actually..
I just got to know their names and their birthdates.
HAhHAhAHarhh..
Se'ah cut his hair :|
Bummer.
He looked better with his previously hairdo.
Long :)
But not too long, la.
It was just perfect :)
Err, anyway.
Got some books from the bookshop.
Got pretty pissed
because some books weren't in stock..
Bummer.
But as soon as I reached home..
*smirk*
Got a great shock when I found out
the ruined guitar is now
repaired!
I LOVE MY GRAMPS!!!
Yeah, it was him who repaired them.
I was like,
'Oh my gosh! Its a miracle!'
Hehe..
So right now the guitar's in good shape :)
Except the last string is missing.
Hmm..
But anyhow,
I can still play :)
Ooh wee!!
;)

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