Haha boom behbee!! It's black now! Hahahha. And I did it all. By. My. Self.

Which explains why you can't see my links.. and my comment thingie. Hahhahaha.. (too lazy to correct it..)

But they are there. The links, you just got to move your mouse under __dailies and just.. erm, tikam-tikam. Hahha. it's in alphabetical order so it shouldn't be difficult to find the blog you want to go to..

Or like I said, just tikam. Hahhaha. Fun, you know. You might never know whose blog you will end up in. And when you do, leave a tag la. Hahha. Let them know you've been there.

Same with mine. Tag!

Er.. the comment box is still here also. Just move your mouse to.. somewhere below the title. Hahahha. (Don't ask me what's with the title hahahhahaha..)

Yes it's still a bit wonky. But it works just fine(:

I'm going to reply those who tagged. Thanks for tagging(: even though I know My Slyy layout disgusts SOME of you guys and making SOME of you guys sick to the stomach.

cheers-.

Hans! Where got like that onnne.. :p I will vote whoever I want to vote. See whether Taufik or Sly put up a better performance. Then la I vote.

Let me get something straight. I'm not a Sly fan or a Taufik fan. The reason for this Sly layout is because I find Sly very the cute marhh. And he looks nice on an orange background hahahha. But of course I got rid of the orange already. And he still looks as good!

Not that Taufik's not cute. He's cute but a different definition of cute.. He's Malay cute but can't beat Chinese cute. I'm not against male Malays though!!!! I'm a Malay myself and loving it(:

Anyway. I tried looking for a Taufik picture but couldn't get anything as nice as this Sly picture. So. There(:

Shiing!! Yeh, babe. Taufik's rendition of Ain't No Sunshine simply rocks my thong off..(: But hey. Stay a Sly fan. Because Sly needs it. Seriously.. : There's so many (low profile) Taufik fans already!!

Is!!!!! Where have you been, you chicken dodol..? My blog's so quiet without your frequent (chicken) droppings. Hahha. Meaning tags. (: Hahha. My mother's awright(not) but she'll pass. Hahha.

Noratiah you gaybo. Hahha. Yeh. Those funny numbers. So embarassing. I don't know why those numbers appear.. : (I hope you've updated your blog..)

Nuroool. Please taggg..(:

Gdad is distributing chocolates(: He's funny.

Anyone knows the guitar tabs/chords for that Aint No Sunshine song? Gimmeee!! I liiike the song. Wicked.


Haaaaiyyyyyyeee! <-- An overly-excited-for-no-reason hi. Or a feel-for-me-or-better-yet-shoot-me sigh. You go figure.

How come nobody tags anymore? What? You guys don't like My Slyy layout? Or is it the orange?

Or maybe it's my comment box thingie. The link's a little bit wonky. Or is it my blog? Or the html.. I have no idea! [looks at Vanessa-.

Today's been a really funny day. Everybody's out to pick a fight with me. Especially my own mother, my own flesh and blood..

What's the world coming to?

Anyways! Last night, Momma was like, "Let's go jogging tomorrow morning!" And we all cheered. About time she went out and exercised. I mean, Look at her!!

And the next day: zzsnorezz. Me, at least(:

The rest did went out and exercised (err.. i think? for all i know they could be having breakfast at Long John's). Apparently they couldn't be stuffed about me.

No. Actually.. apparently I was too lazy to get up(: Yeh. That's more like it. Honesty is always the best policy. Unless you're a great liar.... but let's not go to that.

Oh. How can I forget..

I was being a helpful granddaughter that I have (sabotagedly, if there's a word) vowed to be, and was giving Gmum a helping hand with the cooking.... Momma was washing some dishes..

Specifically, I was just helping Gmum stir whatever ingredients she had tossed in(:

Then to my amusement, my healthy but very forgetful beloved grandmother, asked me if she had added salt. I told her, no she hadn't. So she intructed me to add it in. And I did..

Suddenly my mother interrupted mockingly, "And you believed her, Mak?"

I was pretty hurt la, when she said that. "Heyyyy.. you think I would lie about something like salt!?" My voice got high and shrill, for some reason.

My sweet Gmum came to my defence and said that I had been stirring so I should know.

"What I meant was for all you know, Mak, Ela here doesn't know what salt is.."

I was fumiiing, I'm telling you. I was stabbing the ermm, stirrer instead of.. uhh, stirring. Haha. But really, there I was trying to be a decent granddaughter, and my own mother picked on me.

I reminded Momma, it wasn't I who had toast with salt instead of sugar for breakfast. It was.. I don't know who it was. But I was just making a point. Err. Which is, I know what salt is!

She picked on me again later that evening..

I was frying an egg. Mistake number 1, I didn't dry the pan first and I poured oil and turned on the stove and.. I need not tell you what happened next. Just that I almost scalded my arm. Which is already in a bad condition; scratches here and there due to attempts to bath the cats early this morning....

Mistake number 2, I left the egg frying in the pan while I went off to amuse my little gerbil. The next thing I knew, the whole kitchen was filled with smoke.. Bleargh. Awful.

Mistake number 3, I was slow to throw the burnt egg away and Momma saw it and she, well, she laughed. Said I can't even fry a simple chicken egg.

"I can fry an egg. I fry eggs all the time! Just today my head's not working very right. Not enough sleep." Haha right. I have the longest hours of sleep in the family..

Momma pointed out what my egg is totally burnt. Come on. It wasn't like it was burnt beyond recognition. "You can still tell it's an egg what."

"But I bet it won't taste like one." And she laughed. She actually laughed.

Gmum noticed, ever since my father passed away, Momma has changed and been all lazy... she has changed all right. She's crazyy, man!

I once heard her talking to Baby Z.. she was trying to get his attention and failed and she simply went, "Zorro! You suck."

She's been hanging out a little tooo much with her daughters. Yes. Syak, Lina, and me.

What monster have I turned her into?


Went Twins' house.. Too bad Firdaus didn't tag along): He went off to meet Twins real brother.

Twins' house where everyone just chilled out. Some more, next door 3 year old neighbour, Daniel, came over. We all enjoyed his presence and his company.. He's loud, he's fat, and he's violent.

He went around hitting the guys and throwing tissue boxes at them and then screaming at us girls.. He was the same kiddo who went around chasing me with a recorder the last time I came over.

Have I said he has a dirty mouth? He was screaming and laughing like an asshole and suddenly he yelled 'puki mak kau' on top of his lungs.

His 16 year old sister did not hesitate to go up to that little kiddo and gave him a tight slap. He cried right at that spot.

Okie, let's go home now.

Went Meya's house last. Her mother cooked mee and we all ate because we were staaarving. We stayed at her house the longest.

This is where I got to know those guys. I think. Hhahah. They're not bad. Because they were wearing baju kurong, they don't really look typical mats. Thank god for that.

I don't know how mats actually sound like, or behave(because I didn't see myself ever be standing among them for longer than 2 seconds).

And if those guys are considered mats, then I've underestimated them(: I mean, they are really funny and not disgustingly.. Their humour is something I can relate to and that's enough for me to find a reason to like them.
Yeh. I like them(: However, I'd like them better if Syid hadn't sardinely asked them to come((:

Oh. There's Adam. Hahha. He's a cheenaaa initially(Miss Khai busted him! She went like, "Hey. You're chinese." And he was like shy shy.. Hahhaha she's good.). He converted to Islam. So his muslim name is Adam. Naturally..

We were exchanging jokes and riddles. It was laaame! Hahahhahah. Laughed myself silllyy.. Hahha. Daaamn.

One of this guy with sweet dimples, gave this really tricky riddle, which nobody could guess, but nobody wasn't giving up that easily. Especially the boys.

They seriously wanted to crack the riddle, they started forming small groups of three and started discussing the possibilities. It was hilarious!!!

Adam's like the king of jokes and riddles. Hhahahah. And he also knows most of the answers to our riddles. Except for this;

Someone asked, "Why is 6 scared of 7?" And everybody knew because 7 8(ate) 9. But he didn't. And he didn't get it why either. He was like, blurified..

And everyone tried to explain to him.. "Eight and ate sounds the same. 7 8 9. 7 ate 9. Ate is past tense of eat! Eat is makan! 7 makan 9!"

But he still didn't get it! And he wasn't pulling our leg. He looked really tensed and stressed out!!!!!! Soooo hilarious. I mean, this whole thing is like so ironic. Hahha. So much for being the king of jokes and riddles.

That's it! Hahah. Adam is ironic. Hahha.. He's good at cracking tricky riddles, but he can't even get a cliche riddle (?).

And there was one moment where he started sprouting all sorts of inspirational philosophical malay idioms and stuffs which non of us pure malays understood. And he's chinese!!!

Hahhaha. Damn.

It was 7 and we went home.. (:

I got into the lift with this super cute neighbour of miine.. Ahhhh!! Hahhahah. I recognized him. My G-mum's friend's son..

When I got home, they were all ready to go jalan raya around the block. Hahhahahha. So I decided to tag along.... (: Guess what.

We went to that guy's house!!! Hahahahha!!! Just my luck. And he was wearing shorts. Oooh. Nice. chuckles-. He's a budding nurse! Isn't that nice.

My mother likes him too. Ehehhe. He was serving the drinks and when he went back into the kitchen, she was like, "Does he have a girlfriend?"(he doesn't!) and "Whoever gets him is so luckyy.." The guy's mother was like turning red.

Therefore, she turned to me and said I should get someone like him. Look who's turning red now. Momm, the guy's 10 years my senior.

There. End of Part2..(:


New word. Blogch. That's blog + bitch. Haha. curtsies-. Ah-thank you. Another one: Hannansick. You go figure(:

I couldn't wait to blogch!! Now that I'm home, I'm going to blogch!!

It was morning.. You had nooo idea how laaazy I was to get out of bed.

Okie fine maybe you do.

But I woke up eventually. Bet you didn't thought I would! But not that I had a choice anyway. Because today I had promised Twins that I would go jalan raya with them-all.

If they weren't be changing school next year and that this jalan raya thing would probably be the last time I would hang out with them in a super uncomfortable purple-blue kebaya cum cheongsam, I wouldn't be bothered.

It was like last year. If it weren't for Nurool, I couldn't be stuffed.

Nasty? Come on. I've seen nastier.

Nastier is when Aspho suddenly couldn't follow us!!!! pouts-. It was punishment enough that I had to socialise with 5, 6 of Syid's crazy guy friends whom she dragged along despite our disapproval. (:

Don't ask why that smiley's there(:

Right. I'm babbling. I haven't even start telling you what happened yet. Gee.. I need like some sort of a writing plan or something. Mann..

OKIE!! So I met up with Twins first before meeting up with Meya. It was rainning. And I was swearing like vulgarities are my second language.

Syahira was there, working her fingers on her phone. I was like, where's the evil twin? Don't tell me she's hiding and she's going to jump out on me and make me lose my balance and.. basically make me look like an ass.

It may sound absurb, but we *are* talking about Syahida here. See the relation?

Turned out she had gone off to get her 'brother' who's tagging along as well.

My jaw hit the ground. I thought they bringing along Amir and I was like, why would you bring along your brudder!? Your crazy irritating brudder?

Whatever, Syahira.. Then I realized I forgot something. And then she realized she forgot something too. So the both of us walked back to our respective homes. Dang.

Sigh!

So I need not tell you that we were late. Boom I just did. But yeh, we were late. But Syid's guy friends were even laterr. Will get to that when I get to that.

Met Umeya. She sooooo cute!! Ah! Hahhaha. Er yeh. Then waited for Syahida and this Afir guy, their 'brother'. Syahida wore orange. Why am I not suprised.

Afir guy is Firdaus and he is not their brother. Duh. One, because he's cute(hehehh.. no offence, Twins) and two, because we practically grew up together (me and Twins, not Firdaus) so I should know.

And I also know Firdaus is really super duper cute((: I like mixed-blood guys.

And I like his.. golden hair...? Whatever colour it is la. It suits his face. Unlike those other typical guuuyyyyys who dyed their hair and think they look super hot but of course everyone knows its otherwise.

Like Syid's friends la tu. Howeverr.. they may not be like Firdaus, but actually they turned out to be pretty cool.. Will get to that when I get to that.

Shut up with Firdaus already(:

We met up with Syid and Nad. They were with this malay guy.. looking very neat with a really neat smile that makes you feel suspicious...... like what's up with this guy why's he smiling like that what's so amusing?

I was going like that. And like is this one of Syid's friends??? Ohkaaayye. She sure landed one.

No! He wasn't. He was some guy asking for donation! rolls eyes-. Lerhh!!!! Syid Syid.. She makes friends too easily, it's scary.

We waited for Syid's real friends. So pissed off. Meya knew I was pissed off. I was already pissed off early in the morning because I had prata for breakfast and the curry sucked. And some more, Momma was going out with Lina and Syak and you know I hate it when they all go have fun without me like that.....

And I found out Syid was bringing along 6 other guy friends and Syahida brought along Firdaus(but I forgave her immediately I saw him.. ehehhehe. He's so cute, walking around carrying that umbrella!!).

And I thought this was supposed to be an all-girl thing?

I felt bad that I was pissed off and was taking it out on Meya): So sorry, girl. Sorryyy!!!! It was the curry speaking. I swear.

Fast forward.

Twins, Firdaus and me went off first. Went Qah's house. Ehehe. Me? Blur? Haper sajerr. Hahha. Twins made a scene at the coridor outside Qah's house. It was embarrassing.

Adam is so cute. Felt disappointed I didn't get to touch him and stroke him and touch him again. And I don't mean that Syid's boyfriend's Chinese-convert-Muslim friend with bad hair....

Everything that happened in Qah's house seemed to be in fast motion(?).. Beats me... the next thing I knew, we were at Miss Khai's house.

She thought we were all coming with OUr boys. You know? Hannan and Farhan they-all. But when those guys walked in, she was like, "ha ha. oh kayye. is this a joke..?"

Haha I can read it off her face like a book. Even her mother freaked out la. Haha. Who wouldn't be? Lucky those guys are not that gross looking. Hahha.

We were watching MTV and I think it was Britney Spears special or something because they were showing Spears videos afters videos. Suddenly everything was quiet except for Britney singing, and Britney carassing herself.

It was a very uncomfortable situation for me. I hate Spears.

Ate Ice Jelly Miss K's mother made. Wahhh sooo niiiice. Wahhhh. Hahahha.

Started to click with Firdaus. Ahhh.. he's so the .. humble? Low profile type of guys who.. who.. ermm.. helps carry girl's umbrella. So sweet right?

Striked a short convo with him. Yeh. Me. Little Miss Shy. Well. He was hogging the whole tupperware of chocolate.. thingies.. and I was just looking at him weird. And he was like paisehh and asked if I wanted some.

No he didn't really ask. He just held it out towards me and smiiiiled. That's what I like about him. He doesn't talk.
...

That sounded wrong.

I took the whole tupperware and stuffed my face.. then I started talking, and splurting bits and pieces in his face when I talked(:

"How old are you?"
"18. I don't look 18, right?"
"Hells no."
"How old do I look like?"
"Our age.."
"How old are you?"
"15. I don't look 15. I know. Haha."
"Hah. No comment."

That shut me up.

OkIE! We left and headed for Twins' house. We were in the MRT heading Yio Chu Kang.

Suddenly Syahida was like going, "Lela. Do you know you have a nice butt?" The reason why I hate kebayas. And Syahida.

And I was like, "Ew. Coming from youu.. gross."

And she had to say it again, in front of Firdaus now. And I just had to say, "I don't mind if a guy says that..." I don't know! It just came out of my mouth!!! And his brows just went up and it stayed there.

Trust the twins to ask for my height in front of public.

At first they were all admiring Meya's height. She's like super tall. And she's big. I was standing next(for support) to her and I felt like a helpless little ant. Even the heels did not do any justice.

I knew where that would lead to, so I shut up and prayed Twins would to.

But no. They just *had* to bring the topic up. "Lela, you've grown." And they started shooting my height possibilities(?). "157? 156?"

Sadly, neither. "I am not 157cm and youuuu know it," I was saying. And they were giving me bullshit like I looked taller and I had no idea if they were being sarcastic. I hated it anyway.

Eventually I couldn't tahan and I set the record straight. "I'm 153 and not growing. I look taller because I'm wearing heels and because your eyes are a little retarded."

And I took off the heels and stood there barefooted to proof my point. Yes I did. And you could see the huge difference. Hahhaha if you get what I mean.

They were like, whoaa. I couldn't help but notice Firdaus seemed slightly amused.. Awriight!

I wasn't embarrassed or anything. I'm not the only one shorter than average. I've mentioned he's small, right? He's only as tall as Syahira!!!! And she's not that tall herself.

I like short guys(: Since today.

There. End of Part1.


Yo. Haha. Don't blame me for not blogging. Because I won't blog until I get myself a new layout.

Acually.. until Vanessa gets me a new layout. Muahahhahahahaha. Vanesssaaa..

I want a Sly's layout!!! I love Slyyyyyy!! But I'm definitely voting for Taufik. Because he rocks.

Call me a hypocrite. But I still love Sly.

Hannan's off to Brisbane, Australia as I'm speaking. Lucky bastard.

Gonna missh him.

Oh.

I'm currently pissed off with Sriee. Sigh! Now I know how Twinz felt whenever I cancelled outings at the last moment. Haha.

But can't help it what. I mean, they wanted me to go out with them, along with their crazy friends. Who cares if Nasrul's tagging along!?!

I wouldn't go even if they get him naked.

And I said I wouldn't blog hahhahaha. Pfft.

Before I go.. don't know if Aspho's going to read this but, get well soon okie, girL!!?

~

Phoebe: You wanna make them do what?
Chris: We finally got dad in a good mood and mum, she's still sexed up from the fireman. This is the perfect time to hit them with the whammy.
Phoebe: No, we are not going to make Piper and Leo sleep together, okay? We're gonna do this my way, mister.
Chris: Master.
Phoebe: Oh, you know what? Listen to me.
Chris: I'm sorry, Phoebe, but I'm running out of time here. A guy's gotta survive. I wish for Piper and Leo to sleep together tonight.

Chris: Alright, I made a little wish.
Paige: You did what?
Chris: Two little wishes.
Paige: Oh, great. It's not bad enough I have to worry about Richard, now I have to worry about you too. What did you wish for?
Chris: For Leo to forgive me, which by the way was an accident.
Paige: And?
Chris: For Piper and Leo to sleep together.
Paige: You! Oh my god, you are sick! What is wrong with you? You're disgusting!
Chris: No...
Paige: You are some creepy registered sex offender from the future.
Chris: No, no, no...
Paige: Oh my god, you are so gross.
Chris: I'm Piper and Leo's son.

[Charmed Season 6 Episode 15: I Dream of Phoebe]


Noratiah's coming to Singapore during her hols. Woohoo! So cool. Just as long as we don't bump into each other, that is.

I want my fruity bubble gums, Noratiaah!!!

Hannan's off to Australia this Thursday. I made him get me anything orange. He suggests an expensive orange. I demand an expensive sweeeet orange.

Talk about orange.. Muhd and the whole freaking gang came over. He wore orannge!!!! Ohhh!! Hahhahahahahah. Ridhuan's hair is almost orange. And I'd almost threw oranges at them if they had stayed any second longer.

Yes. The colour orange makes the world go around.

Yesterday.. I was going through my Physics when Salmiah called. She wanted to come over. Cool! Hhahahah. It was almost 4.

Shahina looked super sweeeet. And loud.. she didn't have to knock or anything. Hahha. She just had to open her mouth and go, "Emy!! Hurry up la!"

Yes, Emy tagged. Hahhahaha. Emy in purple baju kurung. rolls on the floor laughing intestines out-. Anyway. There was Nabila and Salmiah too.. They're so preetty!! beams-.

Poor Nabz. Hahha. When I opened the door the first thing she said to me was, "Have you locked your cats?" But Salmiah and Shahina were totally the opposite.....

It was 2 against 1. What was I supposed to do!???!?

Nabila was super quiet the whole time.. This is new because she's the one that makes the most noise. I guess she was seriously freaked.. She didn't even touch her drink..

Emy was unnusually quiet. Meaning when she's quiet, it's unusual. ...... Er yeh. The only thing she said to me was, "Come my house when you're free." And that was in english because she reckoned 'it's weird talking to me in malay'.

Haha at least she still gave me her infamous flirty winks before she left.

G-mum thinks we're crazy bunchies. And that was just some of my friends..........

I shouldn't have said that to her. Because today, 'some of my friends' decided to come pay me a visit.

Or maybe it's because of the money. And they know my grandpar are generous people.. But what the heck.

I was in a middle of my Physics marathon part 2 when 'some guy from Peirce' called and wanted to come over. Eleven of them altogether. I was going, "Oh. Crap. Okie. That's alot."

"We're from Twinz house. So we'll be over in 5 or 10 minutes time."

Twinz house. Ah. Figured..

If anything, Muhd is like the male version of Shahina. Hahahhaha. Heard his voice from far. I almost didn't want to open the door. So embarrasssiiiing. I know what Gmum was thinking, "This is who you hang out with!?"

Excuse me, of course not. But I'm not going to tell her I don't know them boys. Because I do. Hell I used to like one of them!!!!!!!! But she didn't need to know that la. Ha ha.

I observed them through the poop hole. I mean, peep hole. You know that thing. Yeh. Saw this super tall guy with bleached hair. I was like swearing. Don't tell me they brought along some mat stranger.

Oh. No. It's Amir. Haha. Okie. He really should stop growing already.

I opened the door. Hi how you doing. Excuse me while I go jump down.

I counted; Amir, Muhd, Zam, Daniel, Zaki(nice hair, dude), Ridhuan, Ariff, Ruzaini(i think thats his name), Farhan, his cute brother, and Moooji.

Half of these guys I never really liked. Or know, for that matter. I bet I got their name all wrongly spelt. Maybe it's not even their name.

They don't deserve such kind hospitality!! I was screaming in my head this, as I filled their glasses with drinks.

The only person I talked to the whole time was Farhan. Maybe because among them he has the approchable face... the cat face.. or maybe because he was nearer to me it was easier to talk to..

You can't expect me to yell hello to Zam at the far end and say he looked like a god with that black baju kurung right? And he did look like a one. PS.My god here meaning very cool, coy and casual.

The rest entertained themselves.. And my Gmum.... Muhd especially. Gee. From a grandmother's point of view, I bet she thinks Muhd is the sweetest boy there.

So we fed them mee. Haha. Okie. That didn't sound right..

Gmum cooked mee, but not because they were coming and all. No way. Gmum happened to be cooking when they arrived so.. yeh. She decided to let them stay longer and eat.

She. Not me. I was totally against it. But I thought, hey if they ate then I wouldn't have to, you know, layan them. So. Okie.

Oh ho ho.

I didn't thought they would really dine it. Hahha. Wow. Makan jangan tak makan.

Zaki finished up my home made kueh tarts(: He was popping it in his mouth like popcorns. Gmum was practically glowing with pleasure. Because no one really did appreciate the kuehs..... here we thought they're all for the money.

Gmum brought Anggun out and she started telling everyone the history of our household cats.. rolls eyes-. How can these guys staaand her!? Hahha.

Anggun was making her way towards Zam who was as cool as ever. She sniffed his socks(I swore she cringed!!!) and stepped back and started going for Ruzaini.

Ruzaini's scared of Anggun!! HAHAHAHAHAH!! He just froze there in the chair. So obvious. You know Ruzaini's super pale and he got even paler. We all just laughed. Yes. Me included.

Boohoohoo they had to leave.. Pfft.

I did the honour of handing out the green packets on the behalf of my mother who was in the room the whole time. I did not allow her to go out until every single one of them leave.

Eeeeww Ariff touched my haaand. laughs ass off-. puts ass back on-. His touch was different. And not deliberate. Ew haha so gay(:

Daniel didn't come to me to collect the green packet. He salamed my Gmum and then just left. Shyy konon. Ahhahah. Ohhkaaye.

This happened before.

But I managed to call him back and give it to him.

Only when they all left, I realized how terrible the state of hair was in. And I had the lamest pair of cargo pants on.

I finished up the leftovers and continued with my Physiiics. But was interrupted 4 bloody times by Farhan(or any one of them boys they all sounded the same) asking for people's numbers and addresses.

What am I? Your personal phone directory?

Not that I mind. Hey. A girl can earn alot with that. Hurhur.


Chengz got married yesterdaay. Too bad I couldn't go make it. Bad for me. But good for the bride.

Mom was working. Lina had some stuffs. So it was just me and Syak. And my amazing Aunt and her husband. And their irritating little daughter.

My 15-year-old cousin has the neatest room on earth. And he's a guy. I felt almost ashamed of myself. But what's with the white clouds on the blue walls?(:

Hahha. But his 14-year-old cousin(not my cousin, but his cousinn) is like super cute okiees!? Ahhhhhahhah.

Hahhaha. You know my taste(((: Hhahah.

Okie serious matterr. I need to spend more time with my sisters, man! So what if I sleep on the same bed with them? So what if the both of us had our feet up each other's butt before? I need to spend more time with them. Period.

I cannot stand looking like a gundu everytime they asked me stuffs like, "So what subject combinations is your sister taking?" or "How's she coping in Presbyterian High?" or simply "Where is she?"

I know I'm a terrible sister. Make me feel better by not rubbing it in. I'm beating myself up enough about this,
don't need you beating me too.

Haha okie that was a lie. But I did try to be a better sister! Honest la.

She came back with the report book. So I wanted to see. Curious, you know? But she wouldn't bloody let me.

She gave it to Momma instead.

Okie maybe I can understand why she refused to show it to me. But why so eager to show it to Momma? It's ironiiic.

Why you wanna see? was what she said when I asked her why she wouldn't show me. It was the way she voiced it. Made it sound like she really was puzzled. Puzzled by why would I care?

I thought about it alot. But at the end of the day, she wasn't too interested to know why anyway.

Nanawats(ahhaha) text last niiight and she was like, "I misss you!! Bet you didn't even think of me."

That's the thing with her.. Tsk tsk.

It's funny that she missed me. Yes it's the thing with me too. Hahha. But really. The last time we talked was.. Tuesday? And I pissed her off. Hahhahah.

She wanted to catch some movie. Asked me to tag along. Actually she didn't ask la. She just assumed that I would tag along. Or would want to. It's only logical right hahah.

No. Haha. So I told her its no promises yet.

And she was like, "Boringg ar! If this continues, I think the next time we'll be watching a movie together will be after Os. If we're lucky! Good night la."

Whoops. Hahha.

Same thing last night. Hhahah. But then she tried a different approach. The sympathetic approach.. "Who are we, right? For you to want to go out with....."

guffaws-. So I told her to chill it. "It's not you guys la. It's me.. Maaalas habes."

There. I've said it. Hahha. I hope she didn't think that as an excuse. It's a faact of the century. That I'm a lazy bum with no life. No life worth sharing, at least. Hahha sounds sad. But I'm fine. does a cartwheel-.

Nana complained about her job.. made her life seemed friendless.

"Friendless is fine. Sometimes, friends the thing that's giving you the headache." It just came out of me like that..

"Fine without friends. Is that possible?" I asked.

Nana is 'halfway there'. But she didn't really say that she's fine.

In the end, I guess it depends on the type of friends we're talking about. And the type of friends you aree. But that shouldn't be a problem if you've been a great friend.

I can name a few(: And I can also name

OKIE I don't know where this is going!!!! And I'm not really into knowing as well. I hope this is enough to last you guys a day or two because I'm not blogging anytime soon. Lucky you.

I'm outta here. Mwah. (now when was the last time I mwahed?)


What's a girl to do when she just has dimes no time just play-yay-yay-yay.
What's a girl to do instead of me it's you'll be true-woo-woo-woo.
What's a girl to do in a world of greed but kneel and pray-yay-yay-yay.
What's a girl to do when she's lost her long time friends that's lie-ie-ie-ie-ife
Millionaire (ft Andre 3000) by Kelis.

~

I've been studying and revising. I've actually been studying and revisiiing!!!! Ahh!! Hahhahah!!

I had a bar of Toblerone for breakfast. Jealous?
Don't be.
Chocolate past its expiry date..

Now feeling kind of woozy.

Ever since fasting month is over, I never had a proper breakfast! You know? Like eggs and bread, or cereal even.. So I had to feast on mouldy chocolate bars.

Haha.

I didn't know it had turned bad. It actually didn't taste any different.

Leave you guys with this..

[Scene: Magic School. Great Hall. Piper, Phoebe and Paige's heads are sitting on a table.]
Piper: So who's bright idea was this anyway?
Phoebe: We were trying to save you.
Piper: Yeah, good job on that one.
Phoebe: And who went and got her head stolen?
Piper: While you were off contemplating your naval, while you still had one.
Paige: Guys, we're not getting anywhere arguing.
Piper: Actually, we're not getting anywhere because we don't have any bodies.
Charmed Season 6: Episode 14: The Legend of the SLeepy Halliwell-.


Syahidah called. She sounded so much more annoying on the phone than she is when you're talking to her face to face. And you think having to look at her in the eye is bad. Wait till you heaaar her.

"Lela! Are you at home now?"

Big duh. How do you explain me on the phone with you now? "Hm mm. Whyy?"

"Okie. We're coming to your house, you know?"

Of course. Why didn't see that one coming? "Oh! No! I'm going out tonight."

"When?"

Whenever it is you're coming. "Err. Soon.."

"We'll come now then. We're at your block now."

"Now? Bad timing. I've got visitors ar." I'm a baaad liar.

"Oww maan..."

"Next time ar. I'm sorryy." I'm a baad actress as well.

"How about 8?"

"I'm going out la."

"7.30? We'll come at 7.30."

"I'm going out! Which part of going out don't you understand?" You imbecile..

"For a while onlyy.. Nasrul is here now you know. Want to talk to him?"

Fuck you, Syahidah. Fuck you. "Eh. Gotta go.. Sorry ey? Bye." smashes the phone into pieces-.

Actually the thing I want to smash now is Syahidah's head. Plaanning to come my house is something. But insisssting to come over is anotherr!!

And what's with the whole Nasrul thing!? weeps-. Why is she always ruining my day.. flsajlkjgjdhgjkh dsjhgkhjd sdghghjd dfjghjksd'aoir jdgna!!!!!

What the heck. I AM going out tonight.. I hope I don't bump into them or anything. I'd just die.

Or I'll fricassee Syahidah's ass and serve it with lontong rebus along with onions and cucumbers.

Oh. Puke.


Besides the fact that I had trouble fitting into my skirt, everything's peachy.

Fuck that.

I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. I couldn't. Ahhh. Kept hitting the snooze button (god bless the inventors of snooze buttons).

Snooze is your friend. Especially when you hardly had a wink of sleep the day before. Actually.. especially when you're a bum like Lela.

I may be a bum, but at least I've sort of sort out my priorities.... I know if I didn't get to school, I would never understand Chemistry.

Haha right. Who cares about Chemistry? If I didn't get to school, Sriee would kill me.

So much for priorities huh.

I wasn't attentive anyway and most of the time I was swearing and cursing silently at those 3E4 assholes who obviously think they so rock but everyone knows they're so otherwise.

If it weren't for Sakura, I would have leave even before it all started.

It's just something about her la. Kind of motivates me. In a challenging competitive friendly sort of way.

Don't know what's going to happen to me when they leave )):

After school, I didn't go straight home. I went 7eleven twiiice and spent my bucks on chocolates and lollies and soft drinks and all those snacks and junkies.

Yummy.

I don't feel any fatter.. so I guess it's okie. Anyway, I'm that sort who eats her heart's content but never gain any freaking weight.

Or so I tell myself.

What's this, man? Post-raya depression?

Hahahhahahhahahahahhahahahahhaha.

For one thing, raya is not over yet. And where am I getting depression from!?!?

I had a blast last night. 5 homes altogether. Depressed??? Depressed because it had to end, yeh. But other than that, no. Hahha.

5 homes. So naturally I had my share 5 times. Oooohh so fuuuull. Life's great. Food's great. People's great. Ah. The generous ones, that is hahahh.

Going out again laterr toniight. Hahha. Wah. Can't waait. Can't wait to eaat.. Yummy.

Oh. Bite this(puns intended). I almost told Momma about Potter guyy.. Almost!! Momma was pouring out to me some.. stuffs about her in-laws(Dad's side, that is) and...

yeh the rest is super confidential. How it's related to Potter guy is totally none of your business..

The more I want to tell.

Damn I wish I could tell but I caaan't!! Irgh.

Must fight the urge........... Fingers itching to type it all out...



KA-BoOOM!


Haha okie.
The title?
Has nothing to do with this entry.
Hhahaha.
I just think it's super wicked.

We're so prettyy!!

And also because
I can't think of any appropriate title to give today's entry.

My brain is blocked.
Kaching kaching!!

But yeh.
Everyone's so pretty today!((:

Superr tired.
Ahhh.
Even though I didn't go out or anything.
Stayed at home the whole freaking day.

It paays to live with your grandpar!
You don't have to leave the house.
Relatives practically come flooding to yours.

That's Momma's side..

Dad's side.....
shrugs-.
Never been closed to them,
even when Dad was alive.

But it is rayer..
So.

It's just super awkward,
that's all.

I never know I've got so many relatives from KL!
Gdad's side.
Hahhahha.
Biiig family.
Big bucks.
Ehehhehe.
Ringgit pon ringgit la.
Hhahaha.

Oh my gosh.
Brain block!
I just went.. blank.
Hahhahha.
Oh no!
Like, huh..
daazed-.

Leave you guys with this;

Norine: Lela!! Selamat hari raya!!
Me: Norine! Thank you!
Norine: Welcome! Selamat hari raya to you and your family too!
Me: Yes! You wished that already!!

laughs haard-.

And this;

Me: Hannan! Forgive me if I've been a bitch to you. I know you have.. Forgive me for saying that too..
Hannan: Haha. Selamat hari raya. Forgive me too, okay! Wa.. tries to cry-.
Me: Wahhah. Bitch..

guffaws-.

Bye you pretty..
Hope you guys had an awesome raya.


Just here to wish all muslims
a very happy.. err..
a very selamat hari raya la.
Yehh(:
Enjoyy!!

I don't think Hari Raya is about the money.
Or the fooood even..
stares at Noratiah-.
Okie fine. Maybe it does la..
But I reckon it's about forgiving.

So simply
forgivee meee..
I honestly know
I've been a baaad friend..
cries-.

Okie. Crying part is fake.
But I'm just making a point.
The point is thaaat
I'm really really sorryy
if I have tick you guys off..
Which I have, I bet, lots of times...
Some can take it.
Very coolly.. I salute you guys.
Some cannot.
I understand.
I can be nasty.
But I don't give a daamn!

Sorry if I've been a bitch.

Come.
Let's have a biiig Raya hugg.

huuuuggggs-.

Fast, isn't it?
Seemed like yesterday
we all just started fasting.

Anticipating yeh.
Dreading it in a way also, yeh.

shrugs-.

Once again.
Selamat Hari Raya and
Maaf Zahir dan Batiiin..
Smiiiiles-.


Vanessa! Hahha.
Mr Ong's cute but not good-looking.
But he's super cool!
His butt, on the other hand,
tells a different story.
Hahhahaha.
smirkk-.

Hey Silv!
Welcome baack!
Things awright here((:

Asilaa! Baabe.
Tuesday!?
I've got Chemistry!!
And am not planning to go..
Nyehehhehe.
Anyway.
Four!?
So laate!?
Will you be there?
wink wink-.
But thanks for the info, doll(:

Hey Noratiah Larry.
Ahhah ooh used your full name(:
Hari Raya here in Singapore is tomorrow.
You guys in Aus too, riight!?
Tsk tsk.
Ehehhe.
I'm so gonna drop by your house
(somehow),
make you go on your knees
and beg for my forgiveness.
Wahahhahahha.
See ya, coconut ((:

Shiing!
I'm not sure what you're saying..
Need my help to??
confusedd-.
Ahah anywayy.
I've updated my linkks.
Will drop by your blog
and make some noise there yerh!?(:


Now I know what it means..
Take a chance, you stupid hoee!
Hahhaha.

Yeh yeh I know..
Lela slow aar!
-sticks tongue out.

I went to school today
to be reminded why I failed my maths.

Because of teachers like Mr Dennis Goh..
Sorry la.
A nasty girl gotta say
what a nasty girl gotta say.

I also gotta say that
Mr Ong has really nice butt(:

Matrices rock.

I practically did the test smiling.
And would steal glances at Mr O.
And I would smile some more.

He probably thinks I'm crazy.

Boom behbee.
I am(:

You know one's crazy when a stupid pathetic picture of her crushie can send her near hysteria.
(not talking about Mr O here..)

And I really mean pathetic!!
I can't believe I spotted it!

Maybe it isn't him \:

But thanks Sriee. Loads.
For bearing with me((:
You truly rock.
Mr O is mine, though.

After the test, I dragged Sriee to the atrium
and stared some more.

Tsk tsk tsk.

Then we went to the canteen
and bought Lemon Teaa.

TSK TSK TSK.

Waited for Aspho.
Turned out she went home liao!!

Went out with Momma after that.
Or so I thought!!
Or so we had plaaannned!
But turned out Loser Sibs wanted to tag along!

"What's this!?"
-pointed at Syak who was in a dress
and at Lina who was wearing my shirt!!

We went Causeway Point.
Because they wanted to. -pouts.
And me with my school uniform.

On the way there, we met Amir Kecik's aunt!
She used to teach me Kuran.
She's soo nice!
Unlike that niece of her.
Super hostile.
I smiled at her
and she bloody rolled her sepet eyes at me.

Let's see you roll them after I get them out of your sockets.

Causeway had this bazaar thing going on.
They spent alot!
(See I didn't use 'we'.)

Carrying too many bags and stuff,
so we took a cab home.

Driver was daaaamn talkative.
Hahahhahah.
I don't like talkative drivers.
But this particular driver is different(:
He's super funny.
Even Lina laughed!!
Well barely but she did looked amused.
Lina whose sense of humour scale hits negative 1.

Momma did most of the talking.
You know my motherr.
She's like The passenger every taxi driver would love to have.

I did most of the laughing(:
You know me.
In my annoyingly chirpy mood.

Driver asked why we didn't go Geylang.
And Momma said, Geylang not our thing.
Which is the truth.
But if I were to say, I would say, We're lazyyasses.
Which is so much closer to the truth.

Then Driver suggested, "Seranggoon!?"
And I said out loud accidentally,
"Ah! Plenty of Lina's friends there. -smirrk."

Read between the lines la dey.

From Lina's 'friends',
to tiger that had escaped from Mandai,
to Pontianaks,
to Osama Bin Laden,
to hippos.
Ahh. I lost count.

All these while, Lina was quiet.
She just sat there, grinning like an idiot.
Conveniently, there was a lorry filled with Bangladesh workers
right in front of his cab.
So the Driver teased her,

"Hai. Smiling at those Banglar ke?"

I laughed so hard Momma almost squeeze my scrawny neck to shut me up.

When we finally reached our destination(home),
and before we got off,
Driver apologized if he had offended any of us.

Hells no!
He just made my day!
And Momma's too, I bet((:
Don't know about Lina's, though.

All along I never knew Driver was a malay.

Hari Rayerr is like this Sunday..?
How fast can it get?

Looking forward to all sort of food and drinks.
And oh, generous relatives. -wink wink.


I am super quiet the whole day. You know?

I did plenty of Matrices this morning. There's a test tomorrow, I think? Or is it on Permutations and Combinations?

Either way I'm screwed. I'm never good with digits. Period.

I'll sit next to Norine(: She's never selfish with sharing answers((:

Laterr, cruel world.


Piper: Leo, no, no, no.
Leo: What? What? What? What is it?
(Piper pulls off the red blanket.)
Piper: This, this.
Leo: What, my grandmother's quilt.
Piper: Her red quilt. The colour of anger and violence and all things bad.
Leo: Bad? I used that quilt.
Piper: Well, you can have it back. Wyatt is now using the powder blue baby blanket. Did you turn off the serenity Mozart CD? Look, we need to bathe Wyatt in goodness and nurture peace and serenity. Happy things.
(She plays the Mozart CD on the CD player.)
Leo: Piper, don't you think you're overreacting a little bit?

Piper: I'm confused. How does cleansing her aura get Jason back?
Paige: No, Phoebe didn't cast the spell, Richard did.
Piper: Richard wants Jason back?
Paige: No, Richard wants to cleanse his karma. Oh my god, that's what he used the book for. Damn it, I shouldn't have left him alone.
Piper: Wait a second, what does this have to do with Phoebe?
Paige: Karma is not something you mess with. Especially not magically. Whatever Richard did could have gone wonky and affected her somehow. I mean, there's all this unfinished karma just floating around out there waiting to complete its cycle.
Piper: What the hell are you talking about?
Paige: I'm talking about Richard screwing with the karma wheel and Phoebe getting smacked down by it. She said it herself, she's been lying to Jason, living a double life, if that doesn't attract bad karma, I don't know what does.
Piper: Someone's unfinished bad karma?
Paige: Exactly. Except who's?
Piper: Well, I'd guess a French hooker by the way she's been acting.
-Charmed Season 6 Episode 13: Used Karma

Hi! Gdad bought.. erm. Leaves. For making ketupat. Whatever it's called. Yayy! Betcha ass you never know I could make 3 ketupats in one minute.

Yeh. I can't.

But I did made one the same time I was watching Charmed!!

Never said it turned out good, though. But! It does look like a ketupat if you look at it in a different angle.. if you just tilt your head a little and squint your eyes.....

I saw potter guy! At least a picture of him.. Good enough what, right? Ehehehe.

Happy Deepavali, guyys(:


How it all started.

You stand there looking at me (at mee)
I stand here looking at you (at you, boy)
You know exactly what's on my mind.

It' s just so easy to see.
You came here looking for me.
But I don't do this type of thing all the time.

You want me to

Come here boy.
I've got a little something for you.
Got a little bit, can I get a little bit.
And I don't know

I don't know what it is but
I just want to get to know yaa.
Awright awright yeh.

Nah. I didn't see him today. -shrugs. Not that I was planning to. Really. I guess my love for fries is so much more strongerr.

Sooo wasn't listening to Mrs Han during Amaths. -snores. What the fuck was she talking about, man!?

Sriee's got major menstrual cramps. I told her to hang on. Not really helpful la, I guess.

Wasn't really as attentive during Mr Ong's as well. Don't know why la. Maybe because Twinz ain't there. Yeh. Those muthafuckers. Hahha.

Was texting Hannan most of the period. Yeh yeh I know I should cut down on the smses and crap. But I need something to keep me awake.

He did kept me awake alright. Awake and bloody pissed off. Arsehole himm.

Sriee recovered. Hahha. I did most of the Matrices working while leaving the calculations to Sriee.

I don't know why we have to study Matrices. What has it anything to do with our future lives!? For all I know, I don't want anything to do with numbers or algebra as soon as I get to uni.

If I get to uni. -shrugs.

Sakura came for Chemistry \:

Turned out there wasn't any. Musbot nyer Korh..

I'm super sleepy.. Must have been the pills la.

Couldn't waait to get out of school. BUt it was raining so heavily so Sakura, Sriee and I chilled out in the canteen. Waited for Asila for a while...... for A LOT while. Hahhah.

The rain stoppped but we walked. Accompanied Sakura to the traffic(hahhahaha) and then Sriee and I went to the other bus stop.

Really ironic.... beginning to the lesson, we were like complaining and grumbling. "Wanna go hoooome" and all.. but after the whole thing ended, we were not reaally heading home. Yet.

We decided to buy lunch at Macs(((:

Waited for Asila a couple of minutes more.. Her friend was there as well. She kept saying Asila was on her way. But where the hell was she!?

Nah, I'm not pissed off or anything, Asila babe. Hhahah. Just amused..

163 arrived. So. There. Bye bye Nelllyyyy. Eh i mean, Asila. Next time la yerh.. Thanks anyway!! Mwah! (:

Talk about Nelly.. DART FART!! I hate your site!! Ew ew eww!! Stupid rendition of Nelly's Hot in Hurr. What a disgrace!! I demand you put it down ASAP! Bleargh!

:p

My turn to have menstual cramps.. blearghh.

Went to Macs at Toapayoh.. -shruggs. Guess who we saw working there!!!

At first I saw Christine. Then Wee Ting(sp?). Then Emy appeared out of nowhere, holding fries and we just went, "Emy!!!!" Flirty waaves, exchanged winks and blew kisses.

Took 88, where Sriee and I discreetly ate our lunchh. Then there was this family of Malays sitting across us and.. we had to pause. Blearghh. XD

Sriee laughed at my plastered hand. It's not bad or anything. Sriee's just being Sriee. Irritating. Eheh.

Even my own mother, my own flesh and blood, laughed at me. Called me Plaster Queen (super lame, momma is super lame..) because I tend to get hurt at the weirdest of places, and it doesn't matter how big or small the wound is, I'll have to put a plaster over it.

Yes, it may be just a small cut(Mackiie scratched meeee!!!), but it hurts still! Especially when I write!

Write. Yeh. I haven't pick up a pen since exams. It feels super funny writingg.. if that's ever possible.

Another Maths lesson tomorrow.. -pouts. Asilaa.. got school tomorrow!? If you don't have, I'll drop by your house to get Nelly!!

Serious(: I'll talk to you soon, yerhs!? (:

I need to sleep. Laterr.


Yesterday's resolutions are just till Hari Raya. Hahhahahaha. Then I'm back to sweet ol' insanic lelaaa.

But I'm serious about the last point: I will not procrastinate!!! (:

Thanks for the luck, Dart Fart and.. erm, Noratiah(ignoring your mockery ehehhe.. and who you're calling stuping hoe!?).

Asilaa gundu baabe!!!! I'm all eeeeears!!!(((((:

Oh!! Shiiing!!!! You taaagged!!! Whhaah!! I misssh you toooo!!!!! -hugggggs. Yeh! Great idea! We'll hit town one of these daays((: But now you got to study and ace Os. Go shing!

So I went school todaay. Finaaaally!! Something interesting to blog about. Nyehhehe.

I had trouble waking up.. Brr. Yeh. Because ain't faasting muaahahahha. Experiencing(aherm) one of my rags.. Go figure.. Or not...

Oh actually I woke up fine. Got to thank Umeyaa for kind of wakingg me up.... But I just couldn't bring myself to get my ass out of bed!

When I did, and made my way to the bathroom, I spent ages staring. Particularly at this.. plant.. which I never knew was there before in my whole 15 years living there..

So I was late. Poor Sriee. Hahhahaha. Oh well.

Amaths in the AVA with 3E2 and the Pandas. Sleeping throughout the whole of the lesson.. Ahh. Miss Teo borinng arr. Permutation sucks.

We had break at 10.. Went to the office to get Umeya's class photo.

Daaamn. Entering Peirce General Office is like.. walking right into a crocodile's mouth. Besides the fact that that's where our P and VP chill out, there are also mean looking clerks working there and, if anything, they are equally worst!

They are snappy, they are touchy, they are nasty. Sort of like crocodiles. If only.. then we could hunt them down and kill them for their skinn.

Nah. But I guess I don't blame them for their touchy-ness. Who wouldn't be, when you know Mr Nasim is just a door from you?

All I said to Sadako was, "What do you see in him? You might as well go for someone like Dicky. He's sooo much nicer."

And Dicky happened to be there, and Sadako 'happened' to want to humiliate me like she always do.. and screamed across to Dicky, "Diccckiiiie. Lela says you're nice."

I wasn't sure how he reacted to that. I was hiding my head inside my bag. And she even could ask me why I'm so shy....

Sadako almost tried another attempt to embarrass me.. She tried to get Dicky's attention and was waving her arms about..... I was ready to run off.

But Sakura was there to save the day. Damn she was seriously pissed off with her sister \: Was like, stop it what you trying to do, man!?

Obviously ruining my day....

And Sadako went, "Whaat. I just wanted to say hi to Dicky." A pause before she added sheepishly, "And tell him Lela likes him."

Ruining my day and did.

After break, another Amaths lesson with Mr Ong!! At least he was SomEtHingg!! Hahhaa. I don't know about you. But I catch up faster with maale teachers((:

Matrices is awright. But so many numbers, it turns your brain into milkshake.

Went home. Whamp.

We have Chemistry tomorrow afterr Maths. -pouts. But it's till 3.30pm so it should be awriight.. -winks at Asila.

After that, I went to the docs with momma. Ahh. Hahahha. I have something-something virus!!! No kidding!

It's contagious. Stay away from me.

Ahahhaha. Nah. Kidding(: Kiddding!!!!

Turns out my skin is super sensitive. Got rashes on my body due to this soap I've been usingg. Stupid soap.

Doc gave me pills and cream. To finish it in 10 days. So. Can't faaast! AhHHHhhhh. Wasted.

Oh. Hahha. Before I end, would like to wish happy belated birthday toooo..
_Joan Chaaan!! (27/10)
_Nuroool((: (29/10)
_Valencia Poh and Lung Wenhao (2\11)
_Srieeeeeee!!!!!!!! (07/11)

Oh. And Emyy!! Happy birthday, girl. Or boy. I don't know. Hahahhahahha. Nar, kidding(: Emy makes my world go rrrooound(:

Happy advanced birthday to Noviani.. it's tomorrow but yeh.. -shruggs. And happy advanced to Muhd too. Aherm. Aahh. Who else ar?

Oh. Me. Yeh. Happy advanced-gilerr birthday to mee. Huh? When's my birthday, you ask? It's the fifth of July.

What? WHat!?!? Geez.

;p


Hi(: These are my resolutions. Take note it's not in any sort of order whatsoeverr.

-} I will not sleep for more than 8 hours a day. Meaning, no snooze.
-} I will help out around the house.
-} I will start my revision ASAP.
-} I will not use the f word like water.
-} I will not display my middle finger.
-} I will be a pleasant granddaughter to my gdad. Laugh when he makes bad jokes.
-} I will not eat gmum's kuehs when she's not looking.
-} I will not make fun of momma's weight.
-} I will be more patient with my sibs.
-} I will reduce the amount of text messages sent.
-} Particularly Hannan's.
-} I will share.
-} I will not procrastinate!!

Hm. Wish me luck.


THE FRUITS OF MY LABOR

Things you can't live without?
-} Clichedly, can't live without love and musiiic(:

Something important on your desk?
-} Erm. My phone? And this teddy given by Aspho and Nana for my birthdaay..(:

When you sleep you wear?
-} School uniform. Hurhur.

If you could afford it at the moment you would buy?
-} Nelly's albums!!(:

MORALS

If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to?
-} Smoking? Ahahha. And falling in love..(cheeeeeeseyy)

A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally?
-} Oh noo. No way ho say. Not purposely at least.

One person you have killed in your thoughts?
-} Nuh uh. No one in particular(:

FRIENDS

Three traits you look for in a friend?
-} I have to reaally ponder about this because it's a controversial question you know? If you look at it in a different.. angle..

Who makes you laugh most often?
-} Srieeee.

A friend who you can tell anything?
-} Asilaa when it comes to boys stuff! Hannan when it comes to bitching. And Vanessa(: even though we haven't talk for quite some time but I know I can tell her anything under the sunn.

A friend you can go to for advice?
-} Vanessa. Maybe because she's older and she knows.. well. stuff(: Hahha.

The best piece of advice you have been given?
-} "If you like him, then you shouldn't give a damn what others think. Go for it." -(don't freak out) Fariz.

EGO

Your three best qualities?
-} -deeep breath. I'm understanding, I listen and I'm blooody nice.

Your three worst qualities?
-} I'm annoying. And I procrastinate. Oh yeh. Super lazy!!

A compliment that makes you blush?
-} I don't get complimented that much..... -shrinks.

The greatest physical pain you ever endured?
-} Can't remember. So it's not really great.

The greatest emotional pain you ever endured?
-} Dad's death 3 years ago. If can, I don't want to experience that kind of pain anymore. Fat hope la. Everyone will die, sooner or laterr.

Moment you are most ashamed of?
-} When I got my (bad)results.. and my friends just went, omigoshh.

You best physical feature?
-} Ahhh! I don't know!!! -shyy. They say I've got a 'perky butt'?

Who/What makes you happy?
-} Alot makes me happy. Alot small things actually.. like when I get an sms from a buddy, when my favourite song came on air.. when Asila screams my name. Hahhaha. When Momma laughs with me. Or at me. I don't know..

Who/what makes you sad?
-} When I oversleep and I miss the Morning Madness! When my friends put me down, intensionally or not. When Momma ignores meee.

EMOTIONS

Emotion you hide the most?
-} Insecurity? Feeling insecured.

Emotion you experience the most?
-} Confused. Just confused.

When you are angry you need?
-} Musiic. Or a pen and paper and I'll just pen it all down.

When you are sentimental you need?
-} Pen and paper(:

When you are in love you need?
-} Pen and paper! -yaawns. Hahha.

MEMORIES

One of your most peaceful memories?
-} After prayers with my family. EVeryone just relax, and no one is screaming or going for each other throats. It's really cool.

One of the most tragic memories?
-} Deaths. Hate that 'd' word.

One of your angriest memories?
-} Ahha. Can't recall, don't want to recall.

A memory that makes you laugh?
-} Those crazy moments with Atiqah and Rosnah...(((:

A memory that makes you happy?
-} Plenty to write a book on. Hhahah. ...Oh. I can do just that. Murhahahhaha.

LOVE

Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive?
-} Simply SMILING! (: And winking. Oh. Yeh. We all should do just that. Would seem weird though.......

Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive?
-} Girls tend to roll their eyes alot and go around muttering 'whatever'. That is just super.. icky. I can't find anything unattractive that guys do or say without me preaching. So. I'll shut up haha.

Two things appealing about people?
-} The way they carry themselves. And their confidence oozing out. The way they smile. The way they.. oh okie. Just two things. Hahhaha. Got carried awaay.

A personality trait you find appealing?
-} Humour.

Your secret passion?
-} Passion for writing.

What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship?
-} Never alone.

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First best friend:
-} Ameliaa Diane Dass.

First crush:
-} Ahahhaha.

First Album/CD:
-} Damn. M2M, I think??

First piercing/tattoo:
-} I had my ears pierced when I was still an infant! No kidding.

First time dying my hair:
-} Not yet. First time dying my hair will later result in first time getting my neck twisted by my own mother.

First time breaking a bone:
-} Nuh uh.

Last cuss word uttered:
-} Fuck.

Last compliment:
-} Given or gotten?

Last crush:
-} Potter guy. And still crushing.

Last time driving:
-} ..

Last big car ride:
-} Ermm. beginning of this year. Visited my kampong!

Last good cry:
-} Not recently, nuh uh.

Last movie seen:
-} Oh. Erm. I think it was The Terminal? Hahha. Dang I need to go our more often.

Last phone call:
-} Called Shafiq.. to help me buy poker cards from Aunt Jenny's shop. Hahhha.

Last thing written:
-} Hahhha.

Last show watched:
-} Changing Lanes. Ahahha. Featuring Shaun Chenn!! -droools.

Last time showered:
-} Five?

Last shoes worn:
-} G-mum's slippers. Hahhah.

Last person that you saw naked besides yourself:
-} Gosh. No. Last person would be my sister. And that was like.. so bloody long ago!?

Last CD played:
-} Joss Stone's.

Last disappointment:
-} Leandra should not be voted out!!

Last annoyance:
-} Anggun wouldn't let me cuddle her.

Last song you heard:
-} Nasty Girl.

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I AM:
-} Lela and YOU make my world go round(:

I WANT:
-} to go back to school.

I HAVE:
-} sudden urge to play my guitar.

I WISH:
-} I know how to play it properly though!

I HATE:
-} insecurity.

I MISS:
-} my friends..

I FEAR:
-} 2005.

I HEAR:
-} Ashlee Simpson.

I SEARCH:
-} Err. Now? Nothing.

I WONDER:
-} what's in store for me in the near future.. (meaning next week la, no need to wonder till thaaaat far..)

I REGRET:
-} not studying smart enough. And not taking potter's picture.. -winks at Asila.

I LOVE:
-} every single assholes that I have(and will) come across in my life, and I will continue loving them whether they like it or not.

I ACHE:
-} Uhh?

I ALWAYS:
-} procrastinate.. ):

I AM NOT:
-} (very) nasty.

I DANCE:
-} because dancing is what I do.

I SING:
-} even though I can't.

I CRY:
-} because it helps.

I AM NOT ALWAYS:
-} nice and happy. I have my moods too.

I WRITE:
-} my own stuff.

I WIN:
-} hardly. Gahhahaha.

I LOSE:
-} most of the time. But I won't let my failure get in the way.

I CONFUSE:
-} ..-confused.

I SHOULD:
-} do something about my laziness.

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You get embarrassed when:
-} people embarrass me? Ahaha. When they ask me questions which I don't know the answer to and which I tend to fumble very lamely. And when I run out of things to say. Especially on the phone.

What upsets you:
-} when people misjudge me.. I make bad first impressions):

You keep a diary:
-} Used to.

You like to cook:
-} Yeh!(: Even though it's not my specialty.... its like Chemistry. The practical ones, not theory. Mixing.. erm, stuffs are quite fun.

You have a secret you have not shared with anyone:
-} Yeh of course.

You're in love:
-} with music.

You set your watch a few minutes ahead:
-} No. Hahha.

You believe in love:
-} I believe in love(:

WHO IS..

the prettiest person of the opposite sex you know?
-} Pretty? Ahahhaha. Ridwan is pretty. Ah I used his name.

the weirdest person you know?
-} Arisa! HAHAHAHHAHA(: In a good way.

the loudest person you know?
-} Winnie \: Hahha.

your closest friend?
-} Delfy. Ahha. You think I'm sad with no real human friends hhahaha. But it's like the hols now and I haven't seen my friends.. so there.

the person that knows the most about you?
-} No one. Not even me.

your most boring teachers?
-} Mrs. J.

WHAT IS..

your most overused phrase in MSN?
-} I haven't been on msn very long \: But I think I use 'hahah' alot. .. hells everyone uses hahah alot.

your last image/thought you go to sleep with?
-} what to prepare for sahur!?

DO YOU..

take a shower everyday?
-} No. I don't. -.-

have a(any) crush(es)?
-} Are you crazy!? Of course I do.

think you've been in love?
-} Yeh. Keyword: think.

want to get married?
-} Not anytime soon la.

have any tattoos? where?
-} No I don't..

get motion sickness?
-} Nar.

think you're a health freak?
-} BIG NO. Hahha.

get along with your parents?
-} Yup(:

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?

Ryan
-} Ruoyan. Haha.

Drew
-} Charmed. Drew Fuller. He played Chris. Yeh. He is hottt.

Stephanie
-} Loner. Ahaha. You're going huh. Hahaha. Believe it or not, the name Stephanie is the first female character in my very first attempt to write a book. Very looong time ago(: She was this anti-social girl.. oh. Okie. Shh.

Aaron
-} -hums. It's an A to an A to the R O N.

Amy
-} A friend.

Eve
-} The school musical: Rainbows in the Night.. -gasps.

FAVOURITES

Number?
-} 4, 14, 24, 34, 44, 45.. you get me.

Colour?
-} Orange(:

Day?
-} Tuesday.

Month?
-} Hahha. Erm.

Song?
-} Any song by Nelly!!!!

Food?
-} Momma's cooking.

Drink?
-} Zappple.

Veggie?
-} Chocolate. IS A VEGGIEE!!(:

9 THINGS YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO..

1: school.
2: seeing my friends.
3: my comfy bed.
4: finishing my book.
5: pee.
6: schoool.
7: some songs from the radio I can sing along to without getting the words all mixed up.
8: talk to Vanessaaa! (when you onliine!? I've got looaaads to tell you!!)
9: school.

8 THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU..

1: my sisters(:
2: Sriee. Hahhahaha.
3: my klutziness.
4: getting words of a song mixed up.
5: friendster!!
6: cats crap.
7: blogspot.
8: ziiiiits!

7 THINGS YOU DO EVERYDAY..

1: sleep.
2: write.
5: pray.
6: buy catfood. We're always short of catfood!!
7: do something nice for someone.
8: basically have fun. Believe it.

5 PEOPLE YOU'D WANT TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH..

1: nurool..
2: vanessa!! -pouts.
3: aspho and nana.(welcome baaack, guys!!)
4: potter guy. aherm.
5: momma.

3 MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER..

1: Finding Nemo!
2: School of Rock.
3: Honeyyyy.

3 FAVOURITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT

1: Tilt yer Head Back. Nelly and Aguilera.
2: Whatcha waiting for? Gwen Stefaaani.
3: Predictable. Good Charlotte.

1 PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH

1: Ask me this again later. Very very later. Hahha.


This is the first time I actually hesitate for a full minute(or two, I didn't time, not this time) before I actually start.

I'm losing my touch. And my humour.

I read through a couple of my past entries and thought, "Damn I was funny and so not-a-care-in-the-world." And I had some really impressive thought-provoking sort of entries..

So unlike now.

I feel like instead of maturing, I'm immaturing. Oh crap. I'm not shrinking as well, am I!?

Maybe this what happens when you fall for younger boys.

There. A pause. It's like suddenly my mind is totally blank.

Usually I can easily write down all the sort of thoughts flowing through my head. Simple. But now, it's like.. huh? What was it I'm thinking about??

This is bad.

Or maybe I just can't think smart with an empty stomach. Yeh. That should be it(:

That means I should blog only after break-fast. Yeh. I think I should do just that.

Again, another piece of random entry which should be banned from the face of this world due to.. erm, its utter randomness.

Oh my god I suckk. I think I better go crawl and hide underneath my bed.. and stay there.

Laterr.


So I went out to break my fast with eccentric Twinz, NJ and Shahinaa. Sriee Biskot, Nabila and Salmiaah couldn't make it. So it was just us fivies.

And I never had so much fun since.. last week Family Day. Honest. Hahha. Hm.

We had BK. Wahhahha. At TP. -shrugs. Twinz were on a diet(riiight) so the only ones reaally eating were NJ, Shahina and meee. And we only took like.. 10 minutes??

Honest!

Not that I timed. But.. fine. I timed!!! -sticks tongue out.

Then we went J8. It was raining and it was super cold.

Did I tell you, NJ wore this cool black Singapore Idol shirt!? It was soo cool. Hahahhaa. And behind the shirt the word 'Crew' was right smacked in the middle with the channel 5 logo thingie.. And we were all like, waaahh..

Wahhh.

Everyone was like stealing glances at us.. actually just NJ and her shirt la. But who would miss the twins, Shahina's sweet smiley face and my.. my.. and shortie me? Right!?

-shrugs.

We took neos. Really rowdy(: We turned the whole machine upside down!!! Hahahha. But in the end it turned out wikiiid!((:

Reminded me of Aspho and Nana over at OBS.. wonder what's up with them now as I'm typing these..

We bought late desert. Hahha. Ice cream at Macs. Lerhh. Hahaha. And we saw Sharifaah! I think that's her name la. Hahha. She was working there, duh. Hahha.

She's like soo cute. Hahah. Was like, "Good evening, ma'am. What would you like?" And we were like, lerhhh so goddamned formal. Like you don't know us gundus, like thaaat.

Before we left Macs, there was this guy who weirdly said bye to us...?? Shahina reckoned he was Rahdi(Rasheedi's bro).

Couldn't quite see la. Couldn't be bothered until she told us. Then we tried to look at him again without making it so bloody obvious ahhah.

I've always wanted to see how he looks like!! Salmiah and Nabila kept saying the both of them so scarily aliike!! I tried to vision some big guy with Rasheedi's face and I laughed to myself like a gundu.

Still remembered that time Radhi actually text me, and asked if I know where his little brother was. o_O Ohhkaaayye. And he said something about if he happened to call me, tell him to call home.

I was laughing to myself like a gundu. I mean, how likely was it that I would know where on earth Rasheedi would be, let alone he call me and filling me in on his whereabouts!?

Which almost reminded me of that time Dicky text and asked if I knew this particular number.

Duh. It was Rasheedi's. Then couple of minutes later, Rasheedi text and kind of like pissed of with me.. "Why did you tell Dicky that was my number!?"

"Err. Because it IS yours?"

Turned out Naughty Sheedi played a prank on Oblivious Dicky..... At least he tried to. Pretended he was some chick who wanted to know Dicky.

It almost worked, if I hadn't spoilt it(: I was laughing to myself like a gundu.

(The reason why I'm telling you guys all those unnecessary bullshit was because I am trying to keep myself occupied.. while waiting for SOMEONE to get online.. Irgh.)

So after that we finished up our ice creams. And we went home(: It was almost 10 when I got home.. Momma didn't nag or anything because she knew I was with Twinz. Or maybe she's just not speaking to me.

Oh no that can't be good.

He's still not onliine! I'm going to wait for a couple more minutes..

Nuh uh. Still not online. This is not the first time he stood me up. What on earth does she see in him!?

Anyway. Next week is a buusy week. There's school for the whole freaken week. Not that it's a bad thing. But I bet it'll be major tiring.

In the morning for almost 5 hours, there's maths class. And then after that there's Chemistry. Two days in a row. Oh bulls.

He's still not online.

I hope my period comes on the last week of the fasting month which is next week! HAha. Then I can munch Chips More in between lessons((:

That's it. He's the one who wants to 'talk' and he's not even here yet.

NJ reckons I have that evil smirk : I'm not evil. No! I'm not. I'm nice. Really. Demon days are all past me. I'm good now.

I wish I can turn him into a scratch post for my cats. Or a litter box for them to do their thing in(:


No wonder! Hah! That explains that LOOK on her face when I told her profusely Hannan and I are not going out.

That.. that... overly relieved almost insanic look on her face. Yeh.

Hahahahhahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!

I should have known! I should have just guessed it right away!!!!!

This is so so so omg-ish. I wish I could you everything but I can't. Not until I know fa sho.

I'm like grinning to myself like a stupid sheep, grinning so hard I think if I grin any longer, I'm going to be stuck with this face till like forever.

I wish Hannan would speed up a little. I need all the deeeets!!!!

Be back, world(:


In case you're wondering where I've been and stuff, well.. you guys just keep wondering while I try to think of some cool place....

Ah. Sorry can't lie. My brain's not working very smartly right now.

Which explains why I don't blog nowadays. Ahahha. Actually just 2 days la. But who's counting!?

Nothing's up. So nothing to blog about. Hence the entry-less blog. Would have seen abandoned if it weren't for those who still tagged. Thanks, you guys((:

I really don't know what else to talk about. So either you save me, or.. you save me.

How? I don't know. Isn't that something you should be thinking about? Not me. Definitely not. Then where's the fun in it, right, if I save myself? Hm?

Yeh so I'm talking to myself again. I always talk to myself, actually. You don't find that weird, right? Because I've seen weirder.

-looks at you.

Ohh hells yeh.