moM's in a bloody cranky mood. im having bloody stomach cramps. and shes not being at all considerate about it. not cooperating wimme. but continuousingly cheesing me off.

oh hey. question of the day: my racist fren asked, "hey uhh. issit racist, when you make fun of your own race?" answer: no. its stupid. (:

had a blackout last night. just when i was watching smallville. heessh. eveyrhting was dark, hot and.. noisy. people were screaming, "whats going on?!" some cheered. some made lame howling noises. i cudn understand why they were enjoying it so much.

i cud see from outside my window, flickers of light from candles, torches. and my sister, the light from her phone (: oh yeh. my sister. the klutz. and the peabrain. she was fumbling and groping abt in the dark, lookin for her phone and hoping, "my phone can still b used."

"of course your phone can still b used. what you talking abt?"
"blackout what.. all appliances cannot use. my phone also la."

sighhs. i cudn bring myself to slap her or correct her. i was too depressed by it. no one can b any.. uh... dummer?...dummer. dumber. more dumb? whatever.

stupid chan..
"thers many formulas to remember in this chptr."
sharon: "print us the formula as revision notes arh."
chan: "print? print for what? not that alot."
sharon(as solemn yet murderous as can b..): "u said got many whard."

sharon is always so pissed off at chan (: wait.. who wudn be!?! he is sucha bastard. most of the time, he got us to copy stuf and while we were, he wud 'entertain' us with his lame humourous crap. minus all the irrelevent topics he babbed, i think our 2-period-lesson was only for 15, 20 minutes.

mrs han siket nyer rabakz. loL. supposed to have our emaths test today. but no relief teacher. so she took over for a while arh. got us to spread out. but cuz our sitting arrangement is like.. crapp, we were still so closed to one another.

she wanted us to rearrange our desks like the way we did during examinations. we were like complaining and all.... siyyol nyer han. thn thn somehow valencia i think, managed to talk it out with tat panda han. in the end, she gave in.

stupid arhh tat han. she passed down the test paper, said we got 30 minutes to finish it, went out, and thn popped in again, asking the class, "Err. sorry class. what time did you start?"

haaaish. i felt so sorry for her, i cudn concentrate on the paper. what kinda teacher forgets to check the time? by the time we debated what time we started, emaths period over liao. miss k walked in. han talked to her. han walked out. miss k cheated. she gave us more than half an hr to finish. muahahahhaha.

had lunch. walked home cuz it was sooo windy. soooo nice. (: SLept. woke up at 6. blogged till.. 8. loLs. thn ill probably do my hmwk till 9, finish or not finish. then watch tv. thn sleep again. wake up tmr. go to school. meet up wit nabila. late to school again. see him. go crazy. see panda teo's face. get depressed. LOL. i can go on forever.

im in a very crazy happy moooood. okie im always in a crazy happy mood. but today, im veh veh veh veh veh crazy happy. i dno why. lol wait. i know why. ehehheh. aint telling. nanniee nannnie poo pooooo!! ;p (assuming u guys wanna know. yehhhs.)

assembled in class. and it wasn even raining. or loOked raining. in fact, it was pretty humid. i woke up this morning sweating. hahah.

i hate it when we hafta go class in the morningg. cuz cudn get to see him. him! himm!MM!m! cursing all the way. but as soon as i saw sriee, i was enlightened (hurhurr). ISNT TAT SCARY. i think so toooo.

panda teo was absent agaaain. sheesh. whadup teo? i know u hate us. but tis is ridiculous. we'r lagging bhind in amaths. i dun wanna fail amaths agaaain. i want chengz!

social studies was fun. i was attentive. lol heh miss k has been hanging out too much with chann. lolsss. yesterday we were called disgusting. today we were called suckers. (whn miss k said, "sheesh you guys are real suckers." i was like ter-reminded of chan sayinn, "damn teaching you guys is disgusting.") what is tat supposed to meeaan?

pe was fun. 2 periods summore. height and weight. still 153cm and NOT growingg. -frowns. i even tiptoed a teeny bit. .. and thn played badminton. we were active for like abt 15, 20 mins. after tat, evryone just stopped and did their own stuf. chia was bored as well (: cudn b bothered. sriee reckoned chia looks great today. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. yeh kinda. ehhe.

so bored during chem, i drew something on the back of my palm. totally spontaneous. a piece of art. muaahhaha. sriee thinks its pretty nice too. so i drew one on her as well. ended up, i got sworn at. "tangan aku bersih2, dah kotor.. kau nie!" E'eh! drrew one on ginny's as well. good response frm her ehhe. had better b.

lol heh i told ginny, "buy me something else for my bdae. cuz sriee's buyin me a pencil box." ginny was like, damn. and thn i told sriee, "buy me something else for my bdae. ginny's buyin me a pencil box." and sriee said, "sebok jer ginny."

LOL.

hey. i did NOT tell them to get me presents okie... both of them wanted to get me presents. both of them told me what they wanna get me for my bdae. both of them wanted to get me a pencil case, cuz mine was crap and now im still using sriee's. so. i cant possibly get them to buy me a pencil box each cuz then ill have two and tat wont b nice. no, it wud b VERY nice. but it wud b complicated. i dno which to use i dun wanna hurt them.

and why wud i wanna have them to get me pencil cases, whn i can get something else from one of them? something different. get what im sayin? well, the point is im not being .. you know... by .. oh wth. why do i even try.

ehhehe.

speech day rehearsal was -curses. but i dun mind. ehehhe. got to see him. Him!! hImM!m!mM!Mmuahahahha.

i love band. as in. our school band. sooo niiiiice. i liiiiike.

haish alvin. i cannot open ur diskette....

mayflower primary school is having this stupid funfair thingie this saturday, 10am till 4pm. at the school la wherelse. lols. yehh. u guys who happen to b in amk, drop by arh. and see how amusingly weird my school is built. EX-school.. is ther such? ex-school? hahaha.

i love tat school. i dno why. wait. I HATE tat school. i just love the way its built.. and the 'facilities' there.

the dentist is air-conditioned ;) two canteens. classrooms six storeys. classrooms are really cozy. which curtains. and TILES. not like.. ur normal floor... sheesh LOLS.

toilets are clean. SERIOUSLY!! but dun use the one near the canteen. tats wher the cleaners 'hang out'. muahahha. and thers this ermm.. ive forgotten what its called place. but its cooool.

and thers stairs anywhere.. nvr ending stairs. cuz our skool is on a hill..... stupid school. how i suffered evry morning, climbing those stupid stairs.

and ur not allowed to use this certain stairs (which happened to b the shortest way to the hall) cuz its only for teachers and it was 'accidentally built' too narrow, so it was dangerous for kids, juts in case they miss a step and tumble down the stairs and break their neck and couple more other bones.

stupid school.

i miss that school.

riiiight. okie la. i wanna so eat arh. hungry. heh cant wait go school tmr. dno why. ehhe. i KNOW why. aint telling. nanniee nannie poo pooo!!

stupid frienster. FRIEDster. friedstir. LOL. lame.

lol hope speech day laptop kanna virus. LOL amiiiin. LOLSSSS. yeo will soooo gonna commit suicide if speech day goes wrong. LOLS. alrite!

lemme try to recall what happened to me today.. on 2nd tot nahh. ill just type whatever comes to mind ;) crap or not crap (right. mostly crap la hehhehe) it usually works wonders (:

try it. whatever pops to ur head, type it out.

im not putting up the pics yet.. imma put it up in a gallery tmr. or the day after tmr cuz right now im busy. blogging, tat is. anyway, today had been pretty hectic....

got our new timetable it was crazy, munz. on monday, 3e1 kanna dismissed at 2.35pm. like, we are the only class?? thiss is so wrong.. to make it worst, tat extra 20 mins lesson... combined sciences. bio/chem. jeya/korh. musbat/lagi musbat.

ahahhahahah im so mean ;)

saw him. him. himM!M!M!Mm! hes got new hair all... nice (:

eh who is mr dennis goh? ehhe. hes our new emaths teacher (: But too bad panda teo is still teaching us amaths. and tmr amaths first period. dang. pagi2 buter dah jumper si teo.. buat saket mater ader la.

ahh so nice to see summie once again.

oh yeh. so nice to see chan again. LOLS. he said taching us is disgusting. okkkayyyye. and our projector, the screen, was a lil.. was alot torn. hahah. as he was like, "i wanted to show u something. but look at the condition of ur projector screen; outstanding."

can u believe i actually note down (mostly) every single thing he babbed? babbled, tat is. my phy textbook is filled with, not phy notes, but phy teacher's quotes. outstanding.

was dragged to have lunch with sriee, nurul j, dewn and nilam. but they had lunch at ph. sriee and i went macs. din eat much actually. just chillout have fries. hurhur. lol i think i was a lil harsh towards dewn. muaahhaha. ehheh. nah but i apologized ((: she knew i was kidding. or so sriee said :|

shit i feel bad. sorry dewnnnnn!! ):

as soon as i got home, i did ss proj. had to finish it by tmr. ryan, wilson and alvin... -shakes head. lOls. i had to do it all by myself. agaaain. LOLS. i smsed ryan and went like, "hey. i did the ss proj already. its done. its okie. dun hafta thank me. but if u wanna, now would really b the right time."

ehhe shannon's nick was, "_pls come back and stop this pain tonite_" and the first thing tat popped in my head was I miSs yOu by blink182 (even tho the words are all wrong).

me:"dont waste your time on me ur already a voice inside my head."
trac:"??whats that?"
trac: "... u....."
me:"ur nick reminds me of a song."
trac:"oooohh. hahaz."
me:"LOL what were you thinking?"
trac:"i dno mar, hahaz, a NORMAL guy will think this way :p"
me:"lolss ohh riight. sorry to burst ur bbubble thn."

shheeeeesh. what WAS he thinking? was it what i thot he was thinKing? i hope so. LOLS. damn. i shld have played along wit him. mess wit him. LOLS. ooh tat wud b fun.

tmr 2 periods of chem. WAHHHH can dieeee. 2 periods of ss. bloody sucky. nah its k. school, what else can i sayyy. neemind. can get to see him. him! himM!mM!m! tho just for a while.. it makes a biiig diff.

eww i sound so ewwy. muahahahha. can see it turns yall off. alritey. my work is done. toodles. mwah.

oooh hiii im here agaaaain!! lols hahahha. sneak in. ehhe. well. okie. not sneak arh. not like mom give a damn tat i pack my bag or anything. (bet she hasn sign my report book yett.. mwahahha. lols tats my mom for uuuuu!! shld i b glad? or worried? i chose glad ;)

my sister is wrapping some present now.. with newspapers. layers and layers of newspapers. and thn after the 10001th layer, she will eventually wrapp it wit a proper wraping paper.

i thot her tat ;)

oh get this; i got into the room, saw her on the bed wrapping tis lil box thingie.. and as soon as she saw me she was like, "No!! no!! this is not what u think it is." and kept sayinn it wasn my present she was wrapping.

thing was, i din even sayyy anything abt presents or whatever crap she thot i thot i was thinking..

tat last few qns din make nee sense does it.

sriee called. we are planning not to bring our amaths textbook. cuz like.. thers soooo many books to brrrrrriiiiing. phy. bio. geog. emaths. -curses. so dun b surprise if u see the both of us goin round askinn ppl for amaths textbook. muahahha.

sakura callled. reminded me of something. was reminded abt it. and as soon as i got off the phone, i totally forgot what it was she reminded me of....

term 3.. less thn 3 hrs. yeh behbee yeh.

ehhe lili, my cousin who in case u forgot, is a teacher teachin this jc school, asked me, "do u happen to know a history teacher named miss khairiah or whatever..." she made a face.

oooohh i knew tat face. tat total disgusted face. cuz i was making it too. "miss khai? yeh. shes my form teacher..." i put my 'so-sian-feel-for-me' face next. lolsss.

"really? aight. don't tell her ur my cousin. cuz i hate her."

wow now tat makes the two of us. muahahhahah. how she knows miss khai, i have no idea...

anywaaaaayy!! guess whaaaat!!! ehhehe. ive got all pictures of my demon kittttieeees!!!!! yay. abt time elly sent to me heesh. thnx doll!! ehe. yeh. will most likely put them up tmr ;) check it out yehhh!!!! ehhe.

::who::
can always make you laugh?:	srieee! emy!!! (: in fact, i feel so inferior around her. emy, tat is.
can keep your secrets?:	vanesssaaa. tabithaaa!! hees.
makes you feel comfortable?:	nanaaa! lols. wherever i go, if shes wimme, ill feel comfortable.. and crazyy.
will still be your friend in ten years?:	all of u guyss? i hope ;) ehhe.
have you known the longest?:	syahidah and syahirahh.
do you dislike the most?:	err. no one? oh yes. HANNAN. muahahah.
would you want to be stuck on an island forever with?:	hiMmm! himm!! hImMm!Mm!!M!
would you trust with your life?:	u cant trust ppl nowadays. im speaking frm experience.
::what::
makes you laugh?:	everything?
makes you cry?:	sad movies? erm. sad stuffs. obviously. lols.
do you want to do with your life?:	i wanna live my life the way i wanna. yeh. ermm and tat is to the fullest and always on the roll. (: i hope in the future, ppl will know abt my life and go, wow ;) lOLs.
::where::
are you right now?:	at hme? i mean. at hme. haha. whats wit the qn mark ey?
do you want to live?:	in my house arhh. wit my mom. and my cats. and my grandparents ;) W/O my sibs. muahahha.
is your favorite place in the world?:	my rooooom.
did your most memorable moment take place?:	in school (: 2e1 classroom. eheh.
::when::
is your birthday?:	05 JULY 1989! like, how soon in tat!?????! LOLS.
are you the most content?:	anywher with my loved ones (((:
did you meet the person you've known the longest?:	huhs?
::why::
is the sky blue?:	cuz its not orange. or pink. or red. or green. its blue.
were we put on this earth?:	i know why IM put on this earth. i dno abt u tho.. heesh.
do we love?:	cuz love makes the world go round! mwaa!
::how::
do you like your tea?:	made by my granddad, pls. ehhe.
much money is in your pocket?:	-sings. how much money in my pocket.. hmmmm mm m m. oh erm. rite now? im penniless.
do you pass the time?:	kaciao my cats. jam my guitar. stone around. sleep. blog. muahahaha.
long have you known yourself?:	how long? god knows.

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ehheheheh. hello. nuh uh. havent touch my assignments yet. wait gimme a break ehe. i just came back from. somewher. hurhurr. went out wit my grandmommm. muahaha. and im so sleeepy now. i wanna go take my nap. right? and yall just chillout. okie. yeh. ill update on u guyss as soon as i get my beauty nap. muahahahh.

im soooo screwed up (:

hie. im still here (: hurhur. settle down, sheesh. i know ur happy to see me, but u dun hafta show it till like *thaaat*.

im hungry. a hungry lela is an angry lela. grr im angry. im veh veh angry right now. do not piss me off. ill get very ugly things will get very messy

and i still havent touch my assignments.

wow wee i havent been blogging for 4 freaken daayys! i shld b electrocuted. mwahahha.

sorry my readers. i wished to tell yall ive been busy with hmwk and revisingg and preparing for term 3 which is in.. 2 days time. but no. i wasnt.

i shld b electrocuted and thn dumped into a sewage.

so what have i been doing for the past 4 days? ive been procrastinating, no surprise. irgh i hate tat 'p' word. i procrastinate everything. even blogging. and i call myself a blog whore. hurhur.

im running a fever right now (: i think im developing some sort of a flu too. been sneezing like thers no tomorrow. the thing is, no one seems to notice.

not tat im complaining. im fine wit no one noticing. i dun wanna go to the doc. i hate the doc.

an apple a day keeps the doctor away. but if the doctor is cute, thn to hell with the fruit.

im alone at hme now with my granddad who is doing whatever it is tat granddad is doing. mom and her mother went out to courts. sister has ncc. other sister has some dnce thingie at kallang.
and i have tons and tons of hmwk to b done :T

pls gimme another week of hols!! pleeeeaaaaaashhhee!!

riiiight okie.

so what happens now? clueless. mayb i shld do my work yeh? ive run out of things to blog anyway.

i hae a plate of veggie salad in front of me. im staring at it. while typung. yes. so excuse the spelling erros and stuff yeh:: mann. im staring at it now. im hoping the intensity of my stare wud make the plate of disgusting veggie diappear.

so my sis and i played a lil game of our own version of fear factor (ive stopped staring now, if u wanna noe..). and then we came up to an agreement, eat this whole plate of veggie.

my sis had done it. in 14 minutes. no fair, cuz she was eating it while watching Double Happiness. and she just loves Jeff Wang hurhur. so tat was realy some distraction ther.

so i hafta beat her timing. ive got 7 more minutes ((: yehh think ill beat it. how long can it take to just throw veggies out the window?

oh the veggies are drying up.

ive finished my geog (: woohoos. ive only got eng report left to do. and eng compre. and eng summary. and chem. and err social studies proj. and think tats abt it? ;)

sriee called ((((: missed her like shitz. was worried of her cuz her gramps passed awayy 2 days ago. and to think i cud even ask her out to go ice skating wit us tis friday!!! ): well, i wudn know if nurool hadn told me. but she was fine (:

we started talking abt linkin park. she started asking qns like, when did they get here. when will they leave. where are they staying. my answers were all the same: "how am i supposed to knoooow!!"

"e'eh. for all i know u even have chester's number. u just dun wanna tell me." and she started sayin stuffs like, "lucky those ppl who were in the same aeroplane with them."

"nah. they probably have their own private plane."
"see!! u knew abt them! what else ur not telling me?"
"erm ehhe. i was their personal pilot."

and in tat infamous-sriee-somber-tone: "riight. and i was their personal stewardess."

i was laughing myself crazy.

(my sis is laughing at me now cuz i had lost. din getta chance to finish up the veggie throw away the veggie in time. sheesh. forget throwing. im ready to shove it up her bigg ass right now.)

im beginning to love candles ((: theyre beautiful. esp whn u lite em up. lol. ONLY whn u lite em up? i dno. ahaha.

so far, ive got three of em on my shelf. one: ive got free frm buying tis book. the other one: frm meisyy! and the third one.. erm ehhe. birthday candle i found in the kitchen drawer. orange noe!!! okie actually it was red. but the color changed. had been in the drawer for.. whard... years?

veggies. pfft. id rather eat cardboard.

went east coast today ((: had a greatt time (((: as always. need not elaborate.. cuz yall noe, i tend to get outta trackk.. tell yall granfather's stories and shit. dun wanna waste time u see.

okie fine. sheesh stop whining already. ill write! ehhe. but i promise to keep it short and simple but 'entertaining' as well.

aspho was late. as always. she got sand down my shorts.. some got into my undie. way to go. i wanted revenge but cudn bring myself to do it. dno why. im regrettinn not doin it hurhur.

reluctant to get into the water. did not get into the water. cept for nana. we pushed her.. so ther. she splashed water at us. got into my eyes and mouth. -gagg. saltyy. stingy.

played ball. so funn. played on the sandy.. sand. tricky. cuz whn u trna kick, ull get sand flyinn evrywher (and into ur eyes) so u dun wanna spend the rest of the day tryna get sand off ur eyes.. (?) crap tat wasn funny. im gettin off track. again.

played on the pavement. not as fun. lost my fish bone anklet while playinn ):

played sand. ehhe. so fun. played a wee bit of twister. ate a wee bit dno why.... no appetite. drank alot. shared super big gulp wit nana and aspho. took pics using camera (duh?). aspho forgot digicam. evrybody wanted to kill her.

got home. me, at least ehe. stoning in the bus. din noticed tis mly guy who impressively managed to squeeze in next to me. actually, next to my converse bag which was overflowing wit leftover tidbits.

got near my stop. only thn i realized tat guy, who obviously was on his way to/frm ngaji cuz he was wearing songkok and stuff. was wondering how i was gonna get up w/o makin any contact... batal kang air sembahyang dier.. but thn again, it had nothng to do wimme.

he stopped at the stop i stopped. lerh. recognized the guy. he takes ngaji classes at my block..

got in the lift wit him. weird guy he was making weird noises.. okie he was beatboxing ahhah. thn suddenly he leant closer, staring right... at... my... arm. asked wher i get it frm. no, not my arm. i drew soemthing on my arm, u see.. yeh.

stopped at the same floor :T i thot he wud walk out first, since he was nearer the door la. but he din. he gestured me to walk first. lerh. okie i did. i swung my bag over my shoulder, and i tink it hit him. cuz i heard he go like, "mamiii!" loL so cute.

noway he was callin his mom, right?

talkinn abt mom, i know mine was reluctant to let me go picnic and stuf. ((((: It was crazy watching her make up some shitz so i wud stay home and finish up my hmwk.

what wonders me is tat why cudn she just tell me straight she darsen wan me to go (not tat i wanted her to hurhur..). or just persuade me not to go. you know like, "aiyah. not need to go. its hot outside. dun go, yeh? stay at hme watch tv."

but instead.......

tis morning, i was shocked to find my sibs all dressed up. and i was like, "im not taking u along alrite? we've been thru tis b4!" turned out mom was takinn them out for breakfast. i was traumatized.

"momm! ur takin them out for breakfast?! why today? why not yesterday. or tmr even! so i can tag along!"

her reply: "i got my salary today. not yesterday. or tmr.. come on get dressed. oh wait. u cant. uve got picnic today. i forgot."

irghhh! can u believe my mom?!?

whn i got home, i pulled my sister away and bribed her to gimme all necessary deets. ouff she bought her a toering. and 3 blardy pair of earrings. (she got 3 blardy piercings on each ear and mom darsen give a daaaaaaamn. favoritism! or just plain dumb?)

"tats all?"
"yeh. no wait. we went out again for lunch at breeks."
"whaaaada?!? w/o me?!! tats not faiR! somemore?!"

i got down notes. i wonder if these wud b enuff to bring up to court for child abusing. indirect child abusing.

"no more."
"no more? dun bluff."
"really."
"u reeli shld have ask for more stuff.. shes got her salary today right." revenge.
"nah. dun wanna take advantage la."
"... u being sensible. i dun like it."

IM supposed to b the sensible sister!

"imma changed person."
i nearly believed her until

"i wanna get a nose stud. what u think?"

luqmann and gang are at east coast right now, bbqingg smoked salmon (i think.. made tat one up. i hope im wrong tho. i love salmon!) while im at hme having nestum (: or whatever is it im eating. omg i have no clue what my mom's feeeding meeeee.

yehh. so it was the 129833rd time i declined to their 'invitation' to tag along. i can tell twinz are fed up wimme. ehhehe. "Go ar, lela." "takmaoo! dun wanna." "they all miss you, you know." and they started giving me a whole list of names. some even i dun quite rmb...

isn tat weird? i dun miss any single of them. the only person i miss from my old skool is amy. and its like, ive only been wit her for 2 years (she transferred to out skool during pri.5) while ive been wit the rest for... hell, 6 years. (6 years of hell!! ahha..)

"esp rahila!! she misses you!"

rahila. she rocks. yehh okie. i tink i miss her too.

"nasrul too. eh, he hensem already know." yeh okie give it a rest already will ya.

amy. i miss amy! she migrated to the downunder so chances of me bumpinng into her in orchard or something.. is very low. fat hope huh. i knoww. im hatinn it.

choosing of secondary school during pri6, the both of us picked crescent girls as our first choice((((: In fact, she even chose peirce!! Our aggregate scores, just a blooody mark different!!! so imagine tis: the both of us wud prollie b in the same skool.. if she hadn migrate to oz ): i misssh her.

weird how i cud get so close to her. i was really the cudn-b-stuffed type of kidd last time. what u see is what u get. dun expect anythin extra frm me. amy's the popular, sweet and loving girl. anywher u went, ppl knew who amy was. me? they wudn remember a lela exist until someone mentioned me, if i were lucky. sad case? hey, i survived.

we were so different yet the same, in a wayy(: i liked it how the both of us wud always chillout over at her hse after skool, and listened to destiny's child and choreographed dance moves. we gave prank calls to boys (actually she did. i just did the dialing..)

however, we were worlds apart. i know. and she knew tat too. now: practically literally. we are continents apart.

anyone here knows someone by the name of amelia diane dass, pls tell me asap. id shower u wit gratitude and love (((:

okie tats something u dno abt me. ahha. amy is part of me so its consider me too.... ahhah. yehh bet yall prollie duno i used to b a biiiig wrestling fan ;)

chatted wit iskandar not more than 15, 20 minutes.. and guess what? we used 46 smilies altogether (: hahahha. wow. the thing is. i can still count!!! isnt tat very amusing? i think so tooo!!!

school is in bloody eight days time (: ohh did tat hurt? tat hurt din it? alot, i hope. (woohoos just great. im beginning to sound like hannan. slap me.)

i cant lie flat on the couch like i used to without my feet sticking out (or my head, it depends haha.. whn ur head sticks out, it looks weird tho). you know what this means.. IVE GROWN TALLER! isnt tat cool? yeh! i demand some sort of a celebration or something ((: ehhe its not an everyday occcasion u see. cuz long beans dun usually work....

dino paid us a visit (((: I wass sooo excited! dino's the other cat we gave awayyy.. omg hes soo skinny. and nasty. he stayed in his lil cage, refused to budge. whn anyone got too close, he growled. chingy sniffed a bit here and ther, disguted, and walked off. nike cudn b bothered. anggun was fast asleep.. whats happening??

i thot dino wud still recognize my smell. i mean, i was so closed to the three of them; chingy, tigger and dino!! so i tried to get him out the cage..

i got to (: i had him in my grip. he was making weird noises.... and then suddenly he started strugglingg. i gripped even tighter. he scratched me. i let go and he scurried into his cage. if he had hands and fingers instead of paws and claws, i bet he wud have locked himself in and swallowed the key.

whn noone was looking, i got up to dino again.. as long as he was inside the cage, i know he cudn harm me so i din worry much hahha. "baaad dino. very very baaad dino!!" he snarled. he snarled at me!!!! i nearly squeezed his lil scrawny neck. "aik? who do you think ur growling at!?"

sheesh. and to think i used to let you play wit my scrunchie, let u sleep on my bed, treat my arm like ur scratch post, even piss on my geog notes!

ahhh. what the heck.

i found twister (: only the mat tat is. hahahha. where on earth the board is, i have no idea. all i know is tat nana and umeya are gonna twist me into the ground if i dun turn up for the picnic wit twister in my bagg. hurhur.

so i thot of adding my archives to my blogg. cuz ppl mite miss an entry or two. esp now tat ive reduced the entries to just erm one? hahah. and ermm prob put up a song to spice up my blog hahah. i like tat: spice up my blogg. LOLS. but thers a problem.

i dno how to put up my archives. and i dno how to put up a song in my blog. yup so. anyone out ther willing to gimme a tight slap for being so amusingly stupid?

i dno. i was just minding my own business and then suddenly i thought of him. him. himm. HIMMmMmM!MM!! -a huge black hole appears out of nowher and sucks me into it.... (oh did i tell u i lost my sense of humor? hurhur.)

ahh just the thought of him, makes me go crazy! ehhe.

-goes bonkers. i feeel alive! coz hes the only one to drive me wiiiildd. and i cant denyy. i love the wayy im all mixed up inside.

cant wait till skool reopens. ehehhe. i miss evryone already. oh yehh and i heard panda teo aint teaching us neemore. woohoos!!! i hope chengz will take over!!!! i love chengz!

i dun wan strawberry-milkshake tan tho. eeeeew. i hate her. she has tis stupid look on her face tat makes u wanna bash upp and thn stuff em in the blender.

ahhh im thinkig of him again. himm. HiMMMM!!! H!IM!M!M!

fell in love with a boyyy. fell in love once. and almost completelyy. hes in love wit meEee the world. sometimes these feelings can be soo misleadingg.

cant think of anything to dooo. my left brain knows all love is fleeetin. hes still loookin for somethign new. i said it once b4 but it bears repeaaating.

gonna tell himm whats on my mindd. mmmm.. ((((:

testing testing. lalalaaa. heheh so funn. new layout!! ehhe. credits to vanessa! hehhe. purple!!! gay color? pfft. i don't think sooo!

anyway. good morning all! ahh im so happy, anggun's all fine. well, she still has the cone around her neck. but shes getting the hang of it. nike still growls and hisses whenver anggun gets near. i don't know why though. chingy's cool (: He even tries to lick her hahahh.

i was so upset last night i didn't blog much huh. wow. so im here this morning to update you guys hur hurr.

yes, ive lost my humor :T

shafiq and i were at the vet yesterday. yeh. to get anggun back. and there was this chinese girl sitting beside us, with her little doggie!!! i don't know what breed though... short legs, long hairs. lol the owner had to tie its hair cause it was covering its eyes and stuff. so cute, know!

the dog damn hyper, i tell you. kept running and jumpingg. not that i mind, running and jumping. it was quite fun to watch ((: Just as long as doggie darsen bother me, im pretty much cool with it.

until doggie crapped right in the middle of the doorway..

the owner was like, "oh no! don't shit there! don't shit there! i'll take you outside!" i felt like hitting that owner with her own doggie right in the head. cuz apparently taking doggie outside was too late.

and shafiq was cacklingg like a loon. what an embarrassment. on second thought i was tempted to hit him instead. but then again, the whole vet place was in pandemonium. cudn make up my mind whether they were laughing or crying. i, on the other hand, was practically crying. the smell was unbearable.

a day in the animal hospital (:

makes me wanna b a vet when i grow up. no wrong. makes me NOT wanna be a vet. HAHAH!

great my humour is definitely lost. gone. whamp. kaboom into thin air. i shld b locked up in case i start cracking up more Stupid jokes. they mite b fatal to some people who cant take them. or mayb, i shld get a cone around my neck like anggun.. and go around walking into walls and eventually die.

(anyway, ill be adding more stuffs to my blogg.. u guys are welcomed to comment, praise, criticize, give ideas mayb? yehh. no make tat a must. compulsory. cuz if u dun, ill drop by and set your house on fire. and we're supposed to believe tat? Yes ur supposed to believe tat. cuz it really wud help right now.. =p

id still b feelinn miserable if it wasn for exdemon partner who kinda made my day wit his super humor (: again, they saved the day. thnx, is. u may not realize it tho hahha..

yehh in case u wonderin whats makin me feel miserable (still is, actuallyy.. a lil bit.) its cuz today anggun was sent to the vet to get sterilized and stuff.

she came back wit a cone around her neck. not a sight. cuz she has trouble walking properly. always banging into chairs and walls.. sighhh.

to make it worst, nike tried to scratch her just now :| like what the hell? chingy and tigger freaked out and started goinn berserk. creepy. its like as if they dun recognise anggun neemore. and its sad.. :( cuz thn we have to lock anggun up in mom's room or else nike will beat the crap outta her.. :(

sighhh. just tis morningg they nearly bring the whole house down; running around inside out chasingg one another's tail. now anggun will prob nvr be the same again??

no mood to blogg.

what the fudge?!

for the first time in history, i dun feel like writing. (: <- im smiling isn tat weird? tis is not a smiley matter. tis is serious matter.. cuz if i dun write, my readers will haf nothing to read and will resort to depression or worst, prollie suicidal .. so i guess i shldn b smiling and at least pretend to look serious. >:-|

okiee tat was the most ugliest smiley ive ever came up wit hurhurr.

boom behbee guess what? panda teo din turn up for our supp class. AgAiN. like, what the fudge?! okie hahah obviously im pretending to b mad. im not mad. its not like i woke up early for it or anything.... anyway, i got to see my class buds. tho not even half the class turned uP!! ahh i love to look at lolo hes so .. lookable? i got to see srieee!! i miss her!

mb layout is nearly done ((: ThaNkiEw VAneSsA! but cudn finish it last nite cuz i had to bear wit hannan.. gotta 'entertain' him wit his girls-problems. -curses. know what i hate most? its whn boys gush to me abt their girls.... no wrong. im cool wit tat really. lemme b more specific. whn hannan gushes to me abt his girls.

dun get me wrong. i dun hate hannan. in fact i like him. but i dun have any feelings for him, in case u tink im jealous or anything. LOL. its just tat, he is so irritating! and he knows tat. yall prolie noe now imma ex-demon ((: but HE has brought out the demon in me.

imma put up our convo.. not all tho. u dun hafta read. ehhe. im puttin it up for vanessa. LOL. but u can read if u wanna. (VANESSA: u helped me soooo much! so to return the favor, read the below convo i had wit 'the bastard', and i hope u laugh ur head off like u did last nite lOL. have fun reading. and laughingg.)

"so, lela. u still into boy girl relationship? cause girls are starting to behave weirdly lately."
"ohh no. im cool."
"you mean ur not lesbian?"

girlfrens out ther.. dun u feel like punching tis guY!?!?!

im not lesbian."
"girls are turning into homos these days. did you know?"
"i din noticed."

see the way i replied? yess.

"dun freak out if one turns out to have a crush on you. you never know. :)"
"(: i see its bothering you?"
"yes. is tis some kind of a new trend? why?"
"ever realized it mite b u boys?"
"i was sarcastically asking."
"nvr good enuff for us girls."
"keep it down."
"AHHA."

i was turning evil evry second..... thn i cooled. but then!! he juSt HAD TO spoil it!

"how's mm.. tat blur looking guy you had a crush on again?"
"hes fine. hes goin out wit tis bitch named ____. god bless them."
"i cant believe i dun even rmb his name."
"why wud u wanna rmb his name for?"
"ur rite. its not so important anyway."

IIRGH!!

"what abt tat guy who looked like me? still into him?"
"no. i told u, im cool."
"cmon. u prob have a tattoo in ur arm sayin 'danial'."
"ethan. its ethan. and no, i dun."
"danial sounds nicer right?"
"no."
"u mean u dun like the sound of danial radcliffe?"
"potter guy? no."
"honey... ur the only one hus not into him."
"ive noticed tat."
"okay tat explains it all."
"what?"
"ur taste. ur kind of taste."

i was ready to bash him up if he said something mean. how to bash him up? we were on msn. but i din care tat time.

"u sayin my taste is terrible?"
"no. just different :)."

awwwwsh. until he started talkin abt tis girl he met...... look, i dun mind really. but too much of it, bores me off. im just not sure what to sayy! u wanna talk abt girls, talk to a boyy pls.

"shes a bloody cheerleader. now u dun get tat very often do you?"
"cheerleader huh. thot they extinct."
"you want to see her pic?"
"do i want to see her pic?! DO I WANT TO SEE HER PIC? what do you think?"
"haha okie."

i thot he got my hint or something..... he sent it to me anyway.

"Oei! what am i supposed to do wit her pic?!"
"look at her. carefully. and judge for me."
"since whn my judgement matter?"

oh well what the heck. i felt like bitchingg anyway. i told him she shld get her nose fixed. i also added she s pretty. i dno why. i din wanna sound like a wet blanket.. ehhe.

"so she darsen have a nice nose. and shes pretty?"
"look. its not easy to lie, you know."
"so shes not pretty?"
"no. its the nose part i lied abt. shes pretty."
"seriously. ..do you see she and i?"

i SOOOO rolled my eyes, i caught a glimpse of my brain.

"no cant. ... i forgot how u look like."

ouch tat was mean, wasn it?

"oh wow. thank you for telling me."
"sorry, dude. im not myself today. sorry yeh?"
"its alright. its normal sometimes."

awwwsh. he wasn mad. .. and thn he was off to pissing me off again. and i was off to TRY to piss him off.

"im waiting for the perfect xchange student."
"u can wait ur heart's content, hannan."
"it wun happen?"
"no way ho say. its too perfect. kinda like movie of the week."
"oh. okay. i hate to say tis. but ill say it anyway."
"-drumroll."
"term 3 is in 2 weeks time."
"... is tat wad u wanted to say?"
"yes. ur not hurt?"
"am i supposed to?"
"yes."
"im not hurt. are you?"
"yes. a lot. i teared a river."
"okie thn. hey hannan, term 3 is in 2 weeks time."
"-_-'"
"r u crying?"
"no. im -_-'. what are u tryna do?"
"hurt u. apparently not working."
"why u bitch...."
"-evil laugher?"
"my heart is tearing apart. it tangles out of my ribs. can u see it?"
"id give eveything to see it, hon."
".. u heartless evil.. thing."

-bows. thakiew. thankiew. i love u too.

"tru i shld know her. but mayb tats the thing. mayb i dun. mayb... i nvr did. -`lelaaa.(meyh)

<-- tat pic cant b seen, can it? -sighhs. makes my blog looks all messed up and stuff. ahh. apparently sumfink's wrong wit photobucket.com

ahh i managed to draw a triquetra on my wrist!! yes! i know its a success cuz whn nana saw it, she cud guess what it was. cuz ive been tryin to draw a proper one all my life.. my amaths textbook is filled wit disfigured ones. ahhha.

anyway (: off to other better stuf. ahha. ermm. today rehearsal was FUN! -dances around like an idiot. despite the fact tat i had to wait 15 mins for nana in the ooh-so-hot-can-ther-b-any-hotter sun.... and ahha only less thn 10 of us turned up LOL.

today rehearsal was only until 3 ;) but tat wasn the fun bit ahhah. okie mayb part of it la yer. ahha. it was fun cuz ..

actually i dno why it was fun. it just was (((:

erm we had auditions. ehhe yeo realized we werent happy so he did some changes. not much changes actually. but if ur dumb, and narrow minded, u prollie cant spot the difference. .....

yeh so we had auditions. it was sooo fun!!! ahHhh!! hahahhaha!! amir so cute!!! ahhhH! i wanna make him my brother (((: Danial, not tat 3e2 guy but the other one, yehh. hes sucha bitch i tell u. he gave unnecessary, mean comments to evry single dancers ther. i dno if i shld feel proud of him, or b wary.

but wth. now i haf 2 reaons to kill him. ehhehhe. One, hes a bitch, bitchier thn the bitchiest person i know. and two, hes the emcee!!! i wanna b the emceeeeee!!!!! i hate u danial!!

yeh anyway. ooh i even tried on tabi's ballet shoes!! so cute. looks weird tho. of course. i had my socks on as well hur hur.

so hyper today. so jumpy. so enthu.

so weird.

went macs wit nana to eat after tat. it was 3! ahhh! so funn. but the fries suck tho. like what the hell?! it darsen taste like fries at all, munz. more like .. lil twigs and woods wit salt all over. oh yeh. summore, SO MUCH SALT. bleargh.

we stayed ther and talked for an hr and a half. (((: we were at the busstop..... nana was telling me abt her latest craze aherm. ahhha. and thn

"i hope hes single la.."
"well. considering how much u emphasized on how cute he is, i bet he has a girlfriend. or worst, nana. hes prollie engaged." haha! imma meeeaaan ass ;)
"fuck off, lela."
"okie. just hope he's gay, yeh?"
"fuck off!!"

i was like, huh? cmon! whats wrong wit gayyy??! tats better thn a hot straight guy.. and attached. right??

"fuck lela. gays dun like girls."
"they do. they just like boys better."
"-more fucks-"

boy, was nana vulgar just now :| LOL.

gta rise up early tmr.. haishh. (ahha i dno how to end tis. all my entries end up so abruptly. LOL. what the heck.)

"i like songs by nelly. but i dun like nelly. he always has tis 'imma beat u up and chop u and feed ur corpse to the pigeons' look in his face." -lili.

oooga boooga! -makes a funny face. lol reminds me of noah my maan. whenver somone says 'funny face', he'll scrunch up his face. so cute. tats noah! if you forgot who noah is, hes my 3 yr-old cousin frm canada. still cant rmb? -hits you in the head.

vanessa! hello! if your reading tis, just wanna thank you for the layout! its brilliant i love the pic. (shld have made my name bigger mwahahha in fact, bigger thn mb's name.. no wait. mb's name shldn b ther!!)

anyway yeh. thank you for willing to do me a layout i love the pic. ... ive mentioned that.... but im not using it now cuz i need to edit some stuf here and there.. (: and tat, i need help wit.

but thn ar. i cant bring myself to sos u, u see. hahahha. feel so mean. so hope u read tis (wait, of course u will! ur my loyal reader!!! ehhe), and thn whn u get online, text me yeh? thn we'll start business..

thank you so much i love you nessa, u rock my socks but even if u refused to help or mayb give up on me (cuz i can b really picky and demandingg.. i think?), ill still love you too. but less willingly tat is hurhur.

whoa tats 5 paragraphs ther. i havent even start on the real bloggin yet!! tat wud take.. -counts. another 20 more paragraphs, consideringg i took 3 to just talk abt the same stuff.

went to the vet in the morningg. anggun's fine and healthy woohoos. surgery will resume tis fri so prollie aint goin for maths supp class. dammit im looking forward to math.

rehearsal today was part fun part draggy. ehheh. yeo bought us ice cream. in tubs tat is. ehehe. as soon as shahina brought it out, i snatched one and ran off wit it. LOL talk abt greedy. ehhe. greedy? i call it initiative. and speed. ;)

after eating ice cream, we got bored agaaaain. most of the time, nana and i crapped awayyyy. and i really mean crap. i scrapped the henna off my wrist. now its not brown neemore, its red hahah. nana and i amused ourselves, we salsa about, danced and shake our bootie. omg now thinkin abt it, im going like, 'what were we doiNG?'

we went down to get a drink. no wrong. we skipped all the way to the cooler.. skipped back to the hall. a couple of kids at the canteen but who cares.

we were high on ice cream. LOL.

i used the boys washroom just now ((((: is the boys washroom auto? the lights i mean. cuz whn i walked in, the lights turned on by itself..
.....
oh crap. -shudders.

did i tell u nana bring glue to skool? i mean, we were sitting and chilling and then suddenly she took out a bottle of glue frm her pocket. like wth?!? nana mystifies me.

OH yeh!! iskandar shld b back today!! welcome back, exdemon partner!!! ehhehe.

>>fast forward.

of all the ppl in skool, aramia tee inspires me the most. (wahh sehh..) but really. ther was once i was chilling out wit her, and i kinda... talked to her abt somethingg. actually i was complaining to her abt something.... -tries to recall. -cannot recall. -gets all stressed.

whatever was it i complaint abt, it must b something .. not good ar. and thn whn i was done, she just looked at me. and said these 5 words. "you cannot b so irresponsible one." okie tats 6..

and ever since thn, evrytime whn i wanna do something, id think twice.. now to me one's responsibility is golden.

im having a nasty stomachache irghh.
must have been the macaroni cheese.
damn but i love cheese!

tmr goin to da vet wit shafiq and lili
to get gungun (anggun) sterilized.
dun wan her to mate wit her sons hahaha. (l.a.m.e.)

but wer goin to the vet at sembawang
instead at serangoon -wails.
i wanna see tat cute vet assisstant person hahha.

today was crazy i tell u.

went to skool an hr early to meet up wit nana,
to meet up wit Angela Lim to get our EL shirts.

yay i was the early one haha.
thank gaaawd dicky chan was ther (:
chilled out wit him damn hes so cute
i wanna pinch his cheeks hahahha.

i wanna punch lim's tho urmph.
turned out she cudn find the blardy shirts!

lim was apologizingg but we kinda ignored her ar.
nana was spinning around in the swivel chair
and i was like flippin thru 4e4 maths ex. book.

what we gonna do for the next 50 mins???

lim suggested we go have lunch. pffft.
i wanted to make her feel bad.
but nana simply let her off the hook urmph.

but then hhehehe.. -evil look.

"slim! (short for miss lim haha -lame-)
u have anythingg to eat for us? chocolate ke,
sweets ke. biscuits wud b nice."

nana wanted to slap me (:
but even the blind can see tat triumph on her face.

lim brought us oreo and sweets HAHAHHAHA.
-sings. lets twist lick dunk.
like we did last summer... yeeahhhh..

after tat we crapped (:
met up wit umeya and nabila at the canteen.

BUMMER HE AINT IN SKOOOOOOOL.
so boring i was lookin forward to goin to skool
for nothing.
for nothing.
FOR NOTHING, i tell u.

hahahha. but it was nice seeing my frenz again (:
clari is baaaaack frm overseas
wonder if shed got anything for me hahah.

so tired even tho we did nothing.
the dancers are awesome (:
some can reeli dance. while some can NOT.
(hah me being mean ..)

charmaine is so graceful! ahah and tat fren of hers,
the one tat goes spinning and spinning like a top.

but i dun like her tho :T charmaine tat is.
in fact i dno her at all.
i dun think she knows me.

so can someone pls explain to me,
why the heck did she 'BOO' in my ears tat other day?

tabi told me charmaine is just being friendly.
i tink shes being crazy :|
thers such word as, 'hi' you know.
she even messed up sriee's hair!
u know how much sriee hates tat.

...

im so pissed off its so nice (:

cant believe i had to work wit yeo AGAIN.
but i went home a hppy girl (:

thers tis childcare centre just a block away frm mine.
and i was walkingg my usual route home.
and ther were kids evrywher (:
playin balls, riding their tricycles..

and frm a distance i saw tis lil kiddo
a girl (: on her tri.

ITS SOMETHING ABT HER WHICH MADE ME SMILE.

most of the time i see lil kids or infants,
id prollie ignore it hahaha. not being stuck up
but .. rmb tat incident in the bus?
the one this kiddo which made me the
'idiot of the day'? yeh.

dun wan history to repeat itself haha.

but tis girl just .. ((((((:

she cycles towards me, sayin something i cudn make up.
but then she didn realize thers tis step in frnt of her.
and -WHAM-

she went like, whoa.

SO CUTE, KNOW!

she din get hurt or anything (:
but she got nagged by tis erm teacher person
hahaha for not being careful.

i nearly got a whack in the head wit a ball.
hahahhahah. tis indian boy.. so violent hahhaha.
he got nagged as well (:

i wanna volunteer at tat childcare.
can nag at them all i want HAHHA.
revenge.

hah no la (:

as soon as i got home, i had some durians.
i dun even like durians but wth.
i was feelinn psyched/pyshed/pchsyed for a reason.

now im feelin sick. stupid macaroni cheese.

What's your name?:	`lelaaa.
Why is the sky blue...and not neon green?:	you know what? i have no idea.
Do you like monkeys? (You had better...):	ooohnooo. don't like monkeys. :P
Is the moon really made out of cheese?:	apparently not. (i love cheese!)
What kind of cheese is it?:	what kind of cheese of what?
I love squirrels...do you? O.o:	yeh! i think they're cute (:
What is your favorite band?:	urban xchange .. go local hahha.
ARE THE COWS COMING!? *hides under a rock*:	hides under a rock? UNDER? u meant BEHIND right? HAHAHHAHAHA. oh. uh. no. don't see any cows.
Liar...:	ouff.
Pirates are spiffy and kick ass, right?:	`lelaaa. is spiffy and kickass. what pirates?? sheesh.
Who is your favorite Vampire? ...any vampire...:	stefan!!! eh no. damon!! i love damon. (if u read the vampire's diary by l.j.smith, ud know what im talkin abt...)
If you could fly, would you bring me a pie? >.>:	sure thing (:
Last but not least...Where did all the piggies go?:	-shruggs.
Okiedokie, I am all done now...:	yay.
Toodles and a bowl of noodles!:	oO and i thot IM lame haha.

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weee tat was fun (:
now lets get to some serious blogging.. hmfph.
... hmphf. hpmfh. hpfmh. LOL. amusing. hahhaha.

sorry.

mannn ive got loads to sayy dno wher to start.
-wipes sweat. okie the beginning sounds fine huh.
aite here goes. -cracks knuckles.

our usual morning ritual thingie at the mosque.
we were late as always. in fact we r nvr on time.

met lil cousin ther (: SHES SO ADORABLE.
and she looks so sweeeeet.
shes fat fleshy
so its nice to pinch her cheeks hahaha.

so i leant forward to pinch her cheeks.
but she was waving her arms about,
tryin to get away from me and thn

SMACK.

yes. her hand just whacked me in my face.
i was mortified. feeling for my nose to see
if it was still ther.

2nd time, we were in the car and she just
whammed into me. i dno if she did it playfully
or if she was just being mean.
i mean, she is soooo big im so skinny... :(

next her elbow poked me in the eye.

"why are you hurting me?
my crooked nose not satisfying enuff?"

i wud reeli appreciate it if my mom wud
at least pretend to care... but instead
she told me to stop being dramatic.

i tink all of them are together in tis.
theyre up to get me..

rmb tis class mom signed us up?
yehh today ther was tis so-called test.
and i din even know about it!

"we just joined last week.
and the next week, its the test?!"

again mom told me to stop being dramatic.

my elder cousin was talkin reeli loudly..
actually she was just teaching me how to
pronounce the ermm words in the Koran correctly..

and whn told to lower down her volume, she said,
"imma english teacher of a jc classroom,
how else do u expect me to talk?"

i dno if u find tat funny.
but i found tat hilarious.
esp whn evryone else in the classroom turned round
to look at her cuz like i told ya,
majority are over 30, and whn they knew
someone amoung them is a teacher,
they prollie found tat pretty amusing.

i was lauging and got sent out of the classroom.

okie not reeli. i excused myself actually (:

ouh yeh i aced the test. esay peasy lemon squeezy.
i was a lil rusty but it was a can-do.
ive learnt to read the Koran since i was pri3.
but i stopped whn i turned 12. mwahahhaha.
my excuse: wanted to concentrate on psle.
translation: lazy ar.

XD

weird cousin (another cousine) came over.. :|
i called him weird cuz of all the things to
compliment on, he complimented on my fingers.

freaki.

"u play the piano?"
"no."
"pity. u can b the next carlton wit tat fingers."
"im learning to play the guitar actually."
"dun bluff! haha."

(he was mocking me. and u know whad u get
whn u mock an exdemon.)

i showed him my red and sore finger tips.
and wit it, i wud have dig his eyeballs out.

hmm my sister is ironingg her ncc uniform now.
(anyway, shes got a bronze for the ncc sea competition!)
me in the meantime, is clutching onto chingy.

and my behbee kitty isn called chingy for no reason.
no, he darsen chings. but wth. hes veryy noiseyh.

but i like :D

cuz it pisses off my sister hahha.
and she wants me to let him go. oh no way ho say.

thn she threatens to hit me wit the hot iron.
u must b thnking, 'nahh. she wudn dare...'

ur wrong (:

she can do anything.

ITS A HOT IRON, FOR CRYIN OUT LOUD.

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all i can say is: wHo iS ThIS GuY?!
i cant seem to make up my mind if hes cute or not.
hahahahhaha.

(laugh wimme, cmon. dun make me look stupid.)

but its pretty accurate hehe.
dno what they mean by modern culture tho.

oh yehh i got tis off frenster. (:
how to stay young!

` Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes
age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry
about them. That is why you pay him/her.

` Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull
you down.
[nahh. ill try my best to cheer em up (:]

` Keep learning. Learn more about the computer,
crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain
idle. " An idle mind is the devil's workshop,"
And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.

` Enjoy the simple things (((:

` Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you
gasp for breath.
[okie. LOL]

` The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move
on. The only person who is with us our entire
life, is God. Be ALIVE while you are alive.
[same goes whn ur mad at sumone..
b angry if u hafta. thn get over it (:]

` Surround yourself with what you love, whether
it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants,
hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

` Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve
it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is
beyond what you can improve, get help.

` Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the
mall, to the next county, to a foreign country,
but NOT to where the guilt is.

` Tell the people you love that you love them,
at every opportunity.
[I LOVE U GUYSH!]

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER: [I LOVE U!!]
Life is not measured by [I LOVE U!]the number of breaths we take, [I LOVE U]but by the moments that take [okie ill keep quiet...] our breath away. (figuratively speaking, tat is hahahhaha I LOVE U).

sorry not much of blogging. [awwwsh ):]
not gonna type much. im savingg my fingers
for later.. yeh.

i prefer to pluck the guitar.. thn strum.
lols. tat explains the strain loL.

unchained melody is a piece of cake.
eheh wahh seh... but reeli.
imma get a hang of it.
all i need if practice.

(but i cant sing tho.)

yup. so tats why i cant type much. (:

okie la fine. im just lazy today.
i mean, just lOok at the weather!!!
-looks out.

okieeee. it has nothing to do wit the weather.
but wth im just plain lazy PERIOD.

ive got skool the whole of nxt week. 1 to 4 pm.
prollie gonna skip thurs and fri...
cuz in the morningg ive got math supp class.
and after tat goin out wit germs and sriee.
or simply cuz im.. yes, lazy (:

see, ur gettin on fast hahah XP

oh yehhh one more thing... (((:
I LOVE U mwaaa!

Got tis off silver's (((:


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"pure" your still an angel. A very
kind and curious one at that. Magical Angels
are always very easy-going with humans, but
intrestingly enough, like to expirement with
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ahhah. expirement huh. ill expirement on u alrite.
ill cast a Spelling Bee spell on u or somethingg
(referrin to the person who made tis quiz.)

i like it! magical angel. tho i prefer demons.
dun worry. its all past me now..
but wth (: Once a demon, always a demon.

shuddup ar. u guys wudn understand ;p

just for ur info, my fellow readers (hardie har har..).
last nite i felt like bullshit B-U-L-L-shit.
baaaad headache i tell u.
i felt like jumping out the window head first.
i swear ive nvr had one tis bad..

but im okie now (: u guys can stop worrying!! XD

only 10 turned up for bio prac test hahahhaa.
sakura one of em. shes away in kl (:
my attempt to squeeze in the boot of her dad's van
just before the trip, failed. ahhah.
(who am i kidding?)

today prac test was fun!! ehehe.
got to use scapel to cut open some poor bunny.

AHhhHA i wish (:

after bio, followed sriee to her band practice.
LOL i cant believe i actually stayed baaack wit them.

while sriee, germs and nurul j
were in the ava blowingg their eyeballs out,
i was outside 'composing' some shitz.
a lil rusty.. havent been doing much of it these days.


u know ur bullshit
whn u cant rhyme anymore.
makes u think.. no inspiration?
or do i simply suck rite to the core?

ive been sitting outside the darned ava,
bcuz of sriee!!
amusing myself and keepin myself busy.

my maths notebook (which happens to b inside my bag)
has now been invaded wit lame scribbles and shitz.

so-called poem pffft.
cant even rhyme the word 'bag'!

terrible, i tell u.
ive lost my poet's touch.
im so depressed im staring at my brown-stained shoes.
hmm.. pls tell me its choco fudge.

hahahahhaha tats super lame!
thers plenty wher that came frm.
you game?


thers more but its seriously stupid
dun wanna share wit yall :p
(lol i doubt yall wanna know anyway hehhe.
neemiNd! i know its bad lol.)

yehh bummer he wasn in skool today.
in fact skool was pretty much empty.. :(

but wth. i have cikgu rahim! LOL.
hes enuff to make my heart skipps a beat hehh.

he was like some kind of a pirate guy,
the way he walked and tat brown sweater he wore,
wit the whole bunch of sepak takraw guys
marching behind him.. lol.

thn after tat went to have lunch
wit sriee, germs and nurul j.
and a couple of othre band ppl
including tat band instructor guy who looks lyka cow.

dun look at me.. tats what sriee says!!! XP

we talked abt mr bean (: and the lame stuffs he did.
and we laughed alot hahah... (:
mr bean, 3e1's idol. serious. 3e1: lame class.
lol lamest class award..... someone shld suggest tat.

i miss 3e1.

hell, i miss 2e1 'o3!!!

went popular.. i desperately want a book. -hint hint.
oUhh!!! my seven reasons to stay a virgin book
still wit sherri!! grr.

lol in the bus ther was tis lady..
she had her legs crossed. tat kinda blocked my way.
i had to practically jumped over hahha.

had so much fun making fun of tat lady hahhahaa.

im dreading tis sunday X|

ahhah heyloos (: wha dup yall. good morninggg.
ahhahaa. like what the heck. its 11.3o am!
ive been up since 5 tis morning believe??
no? haha. smart. yes u believe?

ahhah. silly. i lied.

bear wimme, ppl. u shld know by now.
imma lame-o hungry for attention.

-pulls out mr bala's infamous red loudhailer.
testing testing. hello? hello!!
can i have ur attention pls? I repeat:
can i have ur attention pls??! woOho0 over here!
i wan ur attention la deyy! look at me, dimwit~

Ouhh!!! flying eggs and tomatoes and.. -ducks. blardy crap is tat a shoE?

attention. sometimes u get em, other times u dun.
and whn u do, its usually.... wrong timing.
ahah get what im sayin? yes. kinda suck, huh.

ther are things u only tell a certain ppl,
and not the other. u are the other.
shld u feel.. i dno... kinda neglected
tat ur not being told abt it?

or shld u respect tat secrecy, knowing
tat tat stupid lil 'thing' is a
no big deal and aint gonna ruin ur friendship?
in another word, close one eye ar.

sighhhs.

im so lost dno what to dooooo.
im afraid the other will get hurt.

ANYHOOS (: shafiq's in the hse, alive and kickinnn!!
ahha. yupp. he came over ytd.
ouhh hes grown a goatee. loLs.

ive finally started on my hmwk (:
ISn tat marvellous!? -skips.

rmb my tatty jeans? yehhh. im thinkinn of putting
a hot iron mark on it right smack
in the middle of the area wher the butt shld b.

ahha tat shld look aweshumm. ;)

today is prollie the happiest day ever.

nvr feel tis happy since -ponders.
since shafiq gave me his guitar.
but thn almost the next second,
i literally smashed it broken.

and thn i wasn happy no more.
so i guess tat incident not counted haha.

makes me wonder.
evrytime something good happens,
something bad will follow rite after.

but hu cares.. i dun. cuz, bright side?
at least the 'something good' happened (:

so whad if next something bad will follow?
all u gotta do to make urself feel better:
simply recall back tat 'something good',
remember how happy u felt back thn,
and bet tatll make u smile (:

huh? what? tat darsen work on u??

rite thn tats ur problem.

anyhoos, evrything happens for a reason.
i assure u, ull feel better after
u talk to somebody abt it.
or simply write it down, like i do.

why am i talkin abt tis anyway.
what was i sayin before thn??

oh yes. happiest day ever.

yes. today is the happiest day of the month (:

funny, cuz today is also .. err...
'tat time of the month'.

lol i guess my pms is different
unlike yall most girls' -rolls eyes. lol.
-punch self. sorry what was i sayin again???

i got to skool on time i dno why.
i dun even like bio hur hur.
waited for sriee whos having her band practice
was sitting at the canteen minding my own business
wit sharon shasha and jaclyn yuwen.

saw sriee making her way down.. waved (:
and thn at the background guess who was ther!

wait lemme rephrase tat:
and thn guess who was ther at the background!!

ahhah -squeals. -drools.

he and his unmistakable green sling.
he likes green cool me too.

eh no. i like orange.
-digs brain out and dry cleans it.
-squeeze brain back in.

sriee had a hard time pulling me back down to earth. (:

bio prac test, aint tat bad la. a can-do.

boom behbee thers another prac test tis fri.
what is tis, jeya why u duin tis to us?

but i aint gonna let tat bring me down (:
i mean, today is the happiest day.
got to see himmm and tat reeli made my day.
tat prollie gonna make my week haha.

went off to look for foong.
to pass her my nyaa remember?
but cudn find her anywher..

chilled out wit germy germaine and sriee.
din feel like goin home (: wanna stay in skool.
sakura had to drag me out.

went tp for a while i dno why i went ther also.

was raining buses and lorries.
stayed at the busstop wit sakura for a while.
smsed exdemon partna aka speedy demon iskandar.
told him evrything hehehe.

he gave me some advices. good ones i tell u.
decided to follow them. hope it works.
hahah.. afterall hes a pro in tis kinda shitz ;)

decided to run in the rain.. got all drenched.
brr.

just taken a bath, now sipping on hot tea.
raindrops against my window, like tiny bullets.
wud luvta tell yall im listenin to some jazz
at the background or somethingg but actually
i have linkin park at max volumn.....

hahah tat kinda spoil the whole typical-lonely,
cold-wednesday-afternoon atmosphere huh?
but wth. LP ROCKS.

hmmm.. wonder hows my sister doingg.
shes having her ermm... ncc kayakking competition
at sembawang beach i think rite now.
but its rainning so heavily!!
oh well hope she wins, bring home a trophy
or somthingg.. cuz i heard shes good ;)

mom workingg.
my other sis watching chamber of secrets :T
house pretty peaceful (:
i can get used to tis.

convo wit shafiq just now:
me: elo.
pik: hey.
me: okie already?
pik: what thing??
me: chicken pox la.
pik: alrite la.
me: yay.
pik: y?
me: nothing.
pik: ..
me: why?
pik: i dont know.

-laughs head off.
-drops off chair.
-dies.

CUT!

heyloos (:

bio prac tmr.. dang, trust jeya to
know just how to spoil our hols.
not tat im complainin or anything.

okie i was complaining.
but u know me; i say stuffs i dun mean.

elly told me the bookworm is looking
for someone who can write adventure books
for kid 6 - 12 yrs old.
she said i shld give it a shot.

"tis is ur first step to stardom.."

some stardom. i dun wan stardom..
i just wanna write cuz i love to write
(?) (:

anyway, i dun write adventure stuff well.
mayb cuz im not reeli tat adventurous.
hahaha. i can write crap tho (:

ohhhoho. my grandmom rocks, i tell u.

i found some old jeans, reely old jeans.
well, old for my liking la.
i cant even wear them.
they are either too baggy or too long.

not tat i wan them anyway. no way ho say.
i mean, theyre all 2nd hands stuff.
passed down, way back 1990s
so theyre def not hipsters and
no, u cant use them to wipe ur butt.

(me being lame!!!)^^"

and then my gramps and me got scissors
and started to .. do some tailor stuffs.

we snipped here, snipped ther.
we cut here, cut ther.
we sewed here, sewed ther.
pasted here and pasted ther.

more like art....

in the end, after we were done
(it was whn Days of our Lives
was on tv to b exact.. thn we stopped.
yes my one of a kind 80++ yr old grandmother
actually follow tat lame stuff..
-greatly amused.)

anyway, what was i sayin??
oh yes, jeans.

yupp, we gave the jeans a whole new look!

my granddad reckoned we just made it worst.
cuz now its like tattered and torn.
lol kinda like tatty bear.
ouhh ouhhh!! i wanna call it....

*drumroll*

TATTY JEANS!!!~

cuz we cut a small hole on tis jeans,
and thn got another piece from
another different type of jeans,
and thn sew tat over the small hole!!

u get what im sayin??

i made a cut at both knees of the jeans.
but i made it look like it was ripped off
by some vicious cat demon muahahha.

i dno if yall gettin tis or not |:
cuz if u don, ill feel stupid talkin abt it.

im so proud, the jeans look awesome.
but im not wearing it outside or anything.....
mom darsen allow me to.
at least not whn im wit her.
cuz she says its a total humiliation.

"ppl will think im abusing u in some sort.
not gettin u proper jeans to wear."

neatt. im gonna wear it thn xD
and go round tellin ppl how mean of my mother--
my own flesh and blood!!-- and how
traumatized i feel,
and demand for new jeans.

life's great (:

i love my grandmum!! she knows FUN.
shes my idol. (sorry, mom.)

talkin abt mom, i think mine's gone crazy.
shes been tryna talk british wit us X|
aint kidding ya.
been following harry potter, i guess.
bet she has a crush on tat big hairy guy.

she watched harry potter sorceror's stone
wit us tat two days. her first time.
ours too. loLs.

but she fell asleep during the scene
wher potter and weasly played wizard chess.
next morning, she asked me wat she missed...

thn today, we watched the 2nd movie.
chamber of secrets.. whoa she watched whole.
even got us to pause it
while she went out to buy lunch.

she wants to catch harry potter poa ..
-freaks out. bloody hell.
what have they done to my mother?

my momma, the harry potter fan.
actually she loves ron weasly.

i painted my arm green today (:
dun ask why, dweeb.
u wud to, if ur bored right?
(dun make me look stupid,
ud better say yes.)

ouh ouhh bio prac tmr..
dang, trust jeya to know just how to
spoil our hols. not tat im

hold it!!

ive mentioned those, havent i?

it was really amusingg, walkin to school and
thn stoppin halfway later to take the bus.

tat was what i did hur hur.

i cudn help it, munz! i mean,
the weather tis morning was really somethingg.
so coOl (: cuz it was raining the nite b4.

so i decided to walk to skool heheh.
steppin on puddles and gettin my shoes all wet.
thn umeya just had to spoil it and ruin my day.

she called, sayin evryone was waiting for us.
so i had to take a fricken bus urmph.

hahha.

the whole ermm convention thing was awesome,
tho draggy and VERY COLD.
i learnt lotsa stuffs abt euntrepeneurship..
except how to spell it hahahha..

guest of honor mr chan soo sen (i rmbd his name!)
was reeli somethng, noe? ((: funny man.
i like him as soon as i saw him.

the skool tat came up wit a new invention
for dustbins, my favorite ehheh. id def get one!

toa payoh interchange shld get one as well!! XD
sriee and i went arNd the whole interchange
looking for a dustbin. but we found none!!
so much for being air-conditioned.. XP

made an indon fren (: sucha sweet gal.
i think her name is Ana.. and her other fren, deyi.
ehh wait deyi? dewi, la! ahha ya.

and we were chattin, me in eng, ana in mly.
thn she got fed up, wanted me to speak in mly.
"no no no.. my mly is horrible!!!"
akmal bside us were going, "iyerr.. riight."
nana pretended to punch him (: thankiew, nana.

speeches were crap,
but tat guy hu called himself fish,
i kinda like him, reeli admire him
tho ive nvr heard of him =|
he just oozes wit confidence and enthusiasm!
me likey! (:

and tat alex person was entertaining.
ahhah cudn stop laughin abt him wit nana.

the rapper/breakdance guys were happening.
tho din really get what they were rapping.

one of the breakdance guy kinda hurt his hand..?
i thot i was the only one hu noticed.
i sorta laughed to myself and thn felt stupid
until ana willingly laughed along wimme (: lols.

u noe what i like abt her,
bsides the fact tat she simply RAwQks?
ahah yehhh! shes shorrt.. and shes like.. 17!?

im so mean, i noe xD

tell yer sumfink yea?
i dun get it really.... breakdance?
well, they are good entertainment.
but what does it meaaan??
what does it represent?

all tat erm practically kisssing on the grnd,
gettin ur face so close to the floor,
and ur shirt all dirty (it cleans the floor tho ;))
and if ur not careful, mite end up
in the operation room to fix tat broken arm.

i have nothingg against them, honesT! (:
i think they are great, two thumbs up.
i guess i just dun get it haha.
it just kinda amuses me, in a wayy xD

shuddup.

i teased nana abt sumfink and thn she was like,
"lela. stop bein like theodore!"

i cud hear my jaw drop hur hur. he heard it too.
i mean, he heard what nana said.
and he was, "see lela? ur like me!"

i wud hav jam his head in the chair
if i wasn freezing myself to deathh..

theodore was reeli irritating.
actually he has always been.....

i dno if he was just bein concern
whn he asked me why i wasn sittin wit the rest.
but it bugged me all the same.

i put on my best incredulous look and go,
"WhaT iS YoUR PRObLEM, tHEodORE?!"
nana not helpin either...
she was tappin my head somewhat unnecessarily.

xD

umeya, syid and aspho started throwing
blue tack at him, some got stuck
in his hair.. tAt is SOoo wRong.

they shld have just force it up his nostrils.

im soooo sleepy better go get some sleep.
cuz im goin out laterrr.. i think.
if im not too lazy haha. ermm yeh.

later guys.

ps.// ive lost my demon touch..
the power of love is too strongg.. for now.

bye gothic template wit creepy pic of a girl.
and heyloo, err.. new, more me typa layout.

well kindarff.

i got the layout from j-wen.
but the pic innit sorta not my thingg, u seee.
so i exchanged it wit the pic i
ripped off found frm tis dreamer.co person.
hope he/she darsen mind la, yeh? xD

we both know im not over you.

u shld b hit in the head wit a pan
if u duno frm which song those lyrics are.

wanna get the record straight:
not referrin to neeone in particular.
that significant sentence i mentioned.
yes the one tats rite smack written on da pic.... imbecile.

(u dun hafta listen read these lines,
theyre mostly for me myself.. kinda reminding
myself, more thn tellin it to u guys
if u get me which i know,
u dun, cuz i dun get it myself XD)

coOoL rite?? cmon admit it and make my day (:

my cats gone berserk tis morning.
they were chasing one another all over the hse;
nike was chased by anggun and rite bhind them, chingy.

ohh u shld haf seen anggun in action.
she pounced rite on top of nike!!! -growls.
shes like... trinity in maxtrix lmao.

it was all fun and games until
my baby chingy joined in
and he got tossed up like pizza by nike.

got my arm badly chewed up whn i tried to separate dem kats.

riiiiight.

hahha just got scratched and bitten tats all.
nothing new just wanna freak yall out.

obviously din work.

Mom signed us up for tis class at the mosque.
Koran reading, one hr and a half.
just now was the first lesson and whoooa.
majority of the students are like.. over 30?

alermakkk wrong class! actually no.
turned out tis Koran reading class
is opened to both young and old (:

not tat we mind being practically the youngest
(in fact, we got pretty much attention).
but it just feels weird..

what can i say, ur nvr too old,
or too young to learn stuffs (:
learning is a nvr-ending, continuous process.

mom's ordering pizza (: (i lurv cheeeese!!)
my grandmom today off day, aint cooking hahhaha.

aite XP

i was wrong i was soooo wrong goddammit.
hes not like what i thot he wud b.
misunderstood him and rite now i feel bad abt it.
-whacks head wit a donkey.

okie mayb misunderstood is not the word.
more like i wasn ready to accept the fact...
and cuz of tat, i made up lies and shits tat werent tru :|

said stuffs like i hate him and all
in an actualy fact i miss him like crazy.

so last nite i talked to him after 2746289496544 years.
hes still the same ol him (: crappy and full of nonsense.

he had chicken pox :|
tats why i hadn seen him the last week of the term.

mannn i miss him so mucccchhhh!!!! as a fren (:

okie nuff abt himmm la yehh? wun wanna bored yall to tears.
(already did, actually muahahhahaaa).

out of the blue, is sent me the elmo song ((((:
and tat like reeli made my day!!! thankiew iskandaaaaar!
(his gf is one lucky bitch.)

aldric dearie, i hAte u. promise to hate me foreva, yeh? -stab.

lalalala lalalala elmo's sooongg.

waste my time go to skool for nothing hahahhh.
turned out panda teo wasn in skool.
panda han wanted us to stay and do our own revision.
ahh pfft who these pandas tryna kid?

so after she left,
not even after 3 mins, half the kids in class
were already on their way home ehheh..
maths rep joan seow was the first to get her ass outta ther.

it wasn even 9.

sriee and i left but thn kanna tahan by foong.
dang we thot she wanted to kill us
cuz we din turn up last saturday like she wanted us to.

turned out she just wanted us to check our nyaa.

i cudn make up my mind which was worst.
i havent complete mine but i handed it up anyway.

foong was goin thru my nyaa. her expression: o_O

most of the stuffs i wrote were crap.
kinda like this right now hahahhaa.
i wrote it like as if it was my journal.
okie got tis extract frm my nyaa under physical recreation:

"we had mass run. again. yada-yada..
summore it was wit mrs yau."

and i had a X| smilet at the end of it.

whoOps.

foong wasn mad or anything.
in fact she wasn feelin very well jus now. -sympathetic look.

but tat din stop her
frm gettin me to stay back for a while
to complete all the stuffs i was supposed to complete.

i was cool wit it (: not like i had neefink on.

so i stayed in the canteen to finish it up
thankiew sriee for waiting
even tho she had to go hme and stuff.

i wrote one whole essay :D

u guys shld know by now: once i start, i cannot stop.
kinda like right now ehhehhe.

so i returned it to foong.. guess who was ther wit her.
chew chew!!!

u shld have seen the way he looked at me, munz.
i think i aroused him or something :|

LMAO.

chew was like: "easy right? nothing much, just write only."
i think he was mocking me ohh yes he was.
darsen mean ur the principal
u can talk to me in tat tone sheesh.

of course he can, what am i sayin?
it is my fault i din complete it hahhaa.

but he reeli din hafta look at me like tat~

foong was reading my nyaa.
ehhe woohoos she kinda like snorted a lil bit ther.
i bet she was reading abt the public speaking during eldds.

chew asked what class im frm so i told him. sebok jer.
and thn he was like, "3e1 is a good class. right?"

agaaaain tat loOk.
i was worried; mayb my bra strap was showing or sumfink.

"i think 3e1 is a good class."
i made a face... he gotta b kidding me.
obviously he darsen know us very well pfft.

if escaping frm math supp class is good,
id like to know whats excellent.

"mayb excluding one or two boys,
but so far ive nvr heard any complains abt 3e1."

makes me wonder: wher has he been?

foong asked why i din write neefink abt the cross country.
reminded her i was absent.
and thn tat chew ar, grr..
suggested foong to hold a run just for me.
right tat moment cuz he prolie noticed i had my pe shirt on.

(now im positive my bra strip was in view!!)

"run arnd the field?" foong reckoned.
bullshit, foong. i reckoned she was outta her head.
crazy ar? they havin archery at the field
and u wan me to run arnd the field???!

tats like diving into a dried up pool.

teachers can b a real nightmare.
wait, teachers ARE a real nightmare.

thn i managed to convince her
id do something for physical recreation.
mayb run arnd my room a trillion times?

so she let me take hme my nyaa
and pass it to her next week (:

phew.

to return sriee the favor, i offered to take 163 wit her.
thn felt bad i left aspho X( sorry, girl. ill make it up, yeh?

we missed our 88 twice wth.
first cuz we went off to buy our kitkat chunk mwahhahaha.
sriee wanted to run after it
but no no no i dun run after buses..
no matter how late i may b hahhha.

thn after eating got all thirsty.
got back to the shop to buy drinks.
came back and 88 just left.

bus journey seemed long today. i was freezing.

stopped at the stop after mine
and thn walked the remaining home (:
in the rain summore it was cool.
thn i took the stairs. yupp all the way to the eighth.

exercise my legs.

wonder if this can b counted under physical recreation..

heyloos! ehehhee guess whaaaard?!
went out finalllyyy~ wit mom.
and -curses. my sisters.

ehehhee nahh kiddding.
my sisters raaaawwwqks!

im currenly multi tasking;
tryna blogg and chat... and untangling tis necklace.
and making sure my sister take her medicine correctly.

imran imp runt is bugging me to accept his webcam invitation :|
even tho im tellin him i dun haf a webcam!

says to just stare at his face....
lol cute!

riiiight.

wher was i?!!

so we went out! caught a day after tmr at jubilee.
we were 15 mins late thnx to my sister, the klutz...
we got the worst seat of all.
(u cant choose seat in jubilee wth!?)
sister was clutching my hand evrytime ther were 'scary' scenes.
it was difficult to watch in peace.
i had to refrain myself frm slapping my sister.

but the movie was awesome (:
mom loves it~ woohOos
other sister still thot shrek2 was better.
ohhh get this;

we were at hme, negotiating.
thn i suggested we watched the day after tomorrow..
suddenly mom was like, "but im working."
and i was... huh.
and mom went, "im working on the day after tmr. saturday."
and my sisters and i were like rolling on the floor laughing.

hahahhahahahahhahahahhhhhhahaha~
omg tat was so farnie.

riight.

but it waaas!!

bought this anklet wit fishbone dangling frm it.
it was coooooL kinda like sumfink a cat demon wud wear?
yehh? ehhehe. crapp (: but its reeli nice!

i feel feverish all over... :T

aite imma go off now yehh?
ive got skool tmr ive still havent finish up my hmwk XD

haha ooga booga its me again.
im feelin better yay.

im not gonna bother mom fer now.
well i dun wanna say i dun care cuz i dohoohoo. (?)
mom's just tired for working and all (:
so imma give her a break.

ill start torturing tmr ;)

ive got maths class tis fri
and ive nvr been so happy abt it since...
ive nvr been happy abt it what am i sayin :|

get to see my beloved 3e1s lalala.
not forgettin panda teo, nananaaaa..

-checks schedule.

`4th june__; maths supp class.
`5th june__; doc appointment.
`7th june__; s'pore poly thingie.. err no clue wads it abt tho haha.
`9th june__; guitar browsing (: wit tabi and navin.. and fren.
`?? june__; watching harry potter wit tabi and claire~

not tat bad huh.
sumfink to look forward to hehhe yay.
busy for the rest of the week i guess.
not gonna b bored no more.

helping out sha wit her blog :|
its harder thn i thot hahha.

get well FAST, pik~ miss u arnd the hse, munz.
i wanna bake some coookies!!
okie wrong i wanna watch u bake cookies.
hahah its more like, i wanna eat cookies ur gonna bakes.

okie crap (:
will get back to ya wen im done.
buh buaiz.

it pisses me off like shit
the way mom darsen get pissed off like i wanted her to.
but in a good way pissed off.
cuz shes like a robot in the house i tell u!
get what im sayin?

my intension were good, u see.
dun wan neething in return, but really....

I bugged mom to go out, get out of the house
(shes not working today).
instead, she called up my cousin
and got her to take us all out.

yea she was getting rid of us.

my mother is unbelievable.

but dun think she can get rid of us so easily!

tat was what I told her right in her face ha ha.
and I hated the way she looked at me after tat.

"you wanted to go out, right? Still not happy?"
"I wanted to go out all right. Wit u!"

mom was ironing my jeans and when I said tat,
it seemed like as if the iron she was holding
just flew out of her grip
and right smacked into her face.

"I tot kids these days
dun want their mothers around?"

"I do!!"

mom wasn convinced too bad ive got enuff.
I cant believe shed look down on me like tat.

went macs wit my cousin.
I bet tats the coolest macs on tis sunny island (:
maybe tats cues I practically grew up eating there.

haven't been there for ages!!!
used to have a 2nd floor
now no more :T used to run up and down
whn I was young haha tat was nice.

and the guy working there is cute.
we purposely asked for more sauce and serviettes.
wonder if hes the one nana was referrin to...
hmm nahh hahha.

my sister, the klutz, spilt lemon tea all over.
poor cousin got all wet haha.
our plan for the day, cancelled.

but i bet we all had fun.
girls talk and stuff.

went home i slept the whole of afternoon
woke up feeling so shitty.

mom was watching tv when i was up.
i got into her room, as noisy as ever.

she din say anythingg..

i blocked her a lil.
she changed position.

shes like a cat, i tell u.

what is this?!

im tryin not to talk to her now.
its killing me!
and it darsen seems like its working anyway.

what does a daughter gotta do
to get her mother to notice her?

I AM::	ur nightmare.
I THINK::	you suck.
I KNOW::	im sadistic ;o)
I WANT::	to kill u.
I HAVE::	no love.
I WISH::	to have my feet up ur butt.
I HATE::	him.
I MISS::	him as well.
I FEAR::	me.
I HEAR::	no doubt hey baby blasting frm the radio... :T
I SEARCH::	an axe to chop u up with.
I WONDER::	wher i put tat axe.
I REGRET::	not buying one extra axe...
I ACHE::	for an axe?
I CARE::	no one.

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so im bored.
u cant blame me for being cornie.
ha ha ha ha.

shuddup okie im having one of those rags.
its those days i feel like bashing someone up.
and throwing knives at them like darts.
stabbing stab stab.

im just bored.

i may seem stupidly violent and stuff.
using scary nicknames and words and all....
ha ha ha.

but in an actual fact im just bored.
this is another way of gettin attention, u see.

who darsen want attention? ;)

but sad case, im still as bored as shit.
ive nvr been tis depressed
since the day my youngest sister was born.

neemind (: cuz just thinking of him__; makes my day.
but i cant possibly think of him
over and over and over again.

im not even sure how he looks like anymore ha ha.

vanesssaaaa wher r uuuuuu?!
ah'wells at least iskandar's here to crapp wit.

stop feelin miserable, bitch.
sheesh hahahahah.
tmr's gonna b a better dayyyy, i can predict.
goin out i hope tat is if im not too lazy to go out.

being bored is one thing.
lazy is another :|

me? im both.

elena is doing origami stuffs (:
whooa evry time she screws sumfink up,
she tosses it out the window... wahhhhaaha -salutes.

aite imma go join her fer now.

gd'mornnninnn`~
wakey waaakey!! its a beautiful tue morning!
-sings. tuesdayyy morrrninggg.. in the daaaark. im tryin to find out... who you aaaare.

tat song always bugs me in a way.
or mayb i got the words all wrongg :|
ahhhah oh wells.

nothing to blog much anyway.
it's still early haha..

i love kellis' new song!!!!!!
trick me!!! woohooos.

anyway!! ehhhe.

HApPY sWeEt-SixTEeN bIrThdAY, Haaaaaaans!!

have funn on ur bdaaae! -hugs. -kicks butt.
lols and didja know superman was born in tis dayy too?!?!
yehhhhHhhh!!!!~

-sings. mite trick me once.
wun letcha trick me twice. ;)