Thursday, November 20, 2003?
It's 11 pm. Online. HE just left msn.. and kindarf got me in a crazy situation. AInT gOnNA tAlk AbT iT! So shuddup. da only ppl hu know abt this is, obviously him [but he dinno wad state he got me into], ME [im da victim hurr!!], mumsy tabby [luv u mumsy!!] and sish nurOol.. So yea!! urmph..
HE said sumfink which got me pretty worked up, sumfink which i dun understand why. since i dun lyk him neemore. Mumsy said im mayb fallin out of love. Which i dun, of coruse. cuz i dunlyk him!! U lyk a guy fer hu he is. so i dun lyk him cuz he got this bad habit.. which i dun mind. cuz its his life. he can watch them as many as he wanna, wad do i care. Yup, so i dun lyk him. But mumsy said im feelin so cuz hes not takin me seriously. WHICH I DUN EXPECT HIM TO. cuz i dun lyk him... =|
Neeway, im happy wit da way we r rite now. cool frenz. laugh alot wit him. =)) Feel good. makes me all jumpy and excited whenver hes on msn. he makes me look forward to tmr.. =)) Then why must he spoit it all by sayin THT?! MAde me all.. uhh, oh no, wad u tryna tell me? gulp.. sighh.. i dunno. I SHld cHill.. but mumsy said its ok to b troubled at times.. im fine wit it. cuz im not always lyk this. =)) im usually controlled, cool and carefree. lOls.. ritee.. lOls!!!~ yay, im laughin again.
Okie.. i haf no idea wad i just crapped. aslda'dlj fhf jkshfakh'L' hf sjdfhajshfwueh jcvkjsvxcnvzvn jshah osdf. but after wad ive just crapped, im feelin better. =)) Ihaf muMSy TABBy tO Thank!! LUv u LOAds, mumsy!! Thnx fer bearing wimme =)) MWacks!!!~!!!!~
tO nurOol.. i hope ud pick da rite choice =)) Or to b honest, dun pick yett. fink thoroughly first b4 u start duin neefink. but its alrite if u pick da 'wrong' choice. cuz ppl learn frm previous relationships and break-ups make one stronger.. hehhehes.. =)) Luv ya..
to noratiah!! u bitch. lOl, naww kidding. Chill, girlfren. Hahhahas, i dun mind u bitch to me abt kate. yea, i understand how u feel. i haf a buncha annoyin frenz too. but they def. do not trip and punch ppl around.. =| lOls. =)) mayb this kate girl needs sumone to tok to? mayb she has a screw loose and needs u to make her realize it. lOlss. I def. dun wanna meet this kate girl. lOl. u handle her urself. but dun b too mean, la. lmao!!~ da pattern on da pillow u told me abt [da elephant sayin cheers big ears] is cute!!~ lOls.. hehehe. good luck wit it. frenx foreva.
lOl. yay!! im me again!!~ *punch punch* *dance arNd* okie doo. hehehes.. i luv life.
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