Gudaf'noon!! Hiee. My sis had left for her camp.. X'( Whyyy?! Just whn i tot of having a family day out today. I mean, mom had been away working and today is her day off and all. And thn suddenly my sis had to go off to some dumb camp. Shed b back tmr. But tmr mom's prollie gonna sleep all day cuz on the sunday, she has to go work....

i wanna go out!! as a family... just me, my two sibs and mom. many catch a movie, or just have a small lunch at breeks? sighh. this is depressing.

i envy nabila alot. i mean, she and her mom do everything together! as in, wherever she goes, her mom tags along. ... okie. i mean. u noe wad i mean, rite? yeaa. i nvr do much together wit mom :| Only whn we argue. thank god tats rare. ..cuz mom's always away working and nvr at home where i can 'pick a fight' wit her.

wad am i babbling.

last night whn she got home frm work and sitting down, scratching scratching her leg... tat part of her always itch, she says. cuz i was like gawking at it. ahah. okie. so i just sat across her smiling so madly. and she tot i wanted something... i din wan anythng!! i just wanted to sit wit her and all. wads wrong wit sitting down wit ur own mother and just, well, smile? since whn u need a reason to smiLe?! evry1 in the living room tat time was all staring at us. busybodies. sheeshh. gahahhhas.

So she started guessing wad she tot i wanted. ' u broke something? u lost something. u wan moneyy. u wan.. more money. money rite?' and i felt so insulted!! is tat wad my mom think i am?! a money spender?!?! finally she assumed tat i wanted to go out tmr. and she started nagging and all... so i gave up. and all i did was just smiilllee at her. sheeshh. mothers...

last night, i was helping my sis saved some shit in the computer. hah. just felt like doing something nice for someone :)))) And thn i tot since i was on the computer already, why not i just log in msn and check out who's online. this old fren of mine, his nick kinda caught my attention. so obviously he was feelin shitty. and this old phrase kinda came to mind: whn a fren is in trouble, dun annoy him by asking if ther is anything you can do. think up something appropriate and do it.

yea. so i did it. u noe. kinda cheered him up wit my corniness :) At the next thing i knew, we were both kidding arNd and started quarrelling using the nicks. get wad im saying? we kept changing the nicks and all, like as if we were chatting thru nicknames! wwhahhaas. only that the nicknames cud get as long as a shortt paragraph. aHAhaa.

b4 i logged off he was like all thanking me and grateful cuz i had made his day. so i tot, wow. i had? and i nvr reeli did realized it. so u cud imagine how good i felt!!!! weeee~ woot. lols. thn i continued wit my hmwk and guess wad? i finished both e and amaths!!! wow. see wad happens whn u did something nice for someone? :)) not tht i was expecting anything in return laa. ahahhaas. but it felt goood :)

not to mention i had a very very cool dream last night too. LOLs. yea. its kinda, 3 in 1 sorta dream. first dreamt of ethan. its weird. but its cool ^^ lolss. we were both making a vow tat wed stay frenz forever and all. lols. thn i dreamt of aldric. he had got looong hair in my dream. i dreamt of hans too. lols. but nuffink creepy. nuffink too ... you know. whhaHas. dreams can b cool.

weeeee~

i fink i mite haf squashed anggun's lil unborn kittens.. i mean, i was leaning forward to give anggun a lil peck and lost my balance somehow. and landed right on top of tat poor lil feline. :| Shuddup, im feelin guilty already, u dun hafta make it worst.

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down. - Woody Allen