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Sunday, April 04, 2004?
gOod morninggg! wakey wakeyyy!!!!!!! actually i woke up at like abt 5. yeaaa. went mosque. thn had breakfast. my sunday routine :) if i aint visiting dad's grave, im over at the mosque. *feelin soooo angelic :)* But yea. :)))))

My GAWwwd. im smiling so hard, despite Wabbit's death 2 days ago X'(

Wabbit is ermm, a cat. yea. not mine. my cousin's, elly. at first, wabbit was a stray kitten.. a-d-o-rable. wondering at the void deck across my flat ther. until recently.. okie, 6 months ago, she followed my cousin, who was on her way over. we cudn keep it cuz we've got nike and gungun. as in, anggun. not gun, the one u shoot wit. haha yea. >.< YEaa. so elly took it home.

oOooh her mom was furious. haha. cuz they already had 2 cats at home too XD But she was determined to take good care of it. So she named it wabbit :) Cuz tat lil feline loved to hop abt and the tail was... barely ther!!!! kinda like a bunny!! :))) The whole family grew to fall in love wit wabbit, and finally accepted her.

but 2 days ago, wabbit was hopping abt, jumped on the balcony, and i dunno how, lost her balance and plunged down... frm the 25th storey.

yea. my cousin lives at the 25th storey, sin ming garden ther. just in front of my skool. on fridayy night. it was freeki X| Poor lil wabbit.

the next morning, the saturday, elly cudn find her anywher. had a small search party. they went down, and found poor wabbit flat on the ground.

'she looked like she was sleeping...' elly was sobbing whn i called her over the phone. 'evry1 just broke down right ther. even abah'.

Sigh. i cried too. cried a river. weird. cuz whn my prev cat died, i din shed a tear at all. even tho inside i felt like i was torn, i din cry. mayb bcuz i had expected it. she had kidney cancer. yea, munz. creepi isn it? cats suffer diseases like cancer too. i cud still rmb, i was at the vet with my mom and the vet was like, shaking his head and said, 'her kidneys got twice as big. im sorry. she wun live long.' mom paid like 80 bucks for the medicine, and tat time i was reeli reeli disturbed. 'wads the point of buying her medicines whn shes gonna die in like 2 weeks time?' and mom and the vet just stared at me.

i fought back my tears. in the cab, i cudn even look at my cat neemore. i refused to carry her basket. i just stared out the window. it just hurt too much. i got home, locked myself in my room and just cried my eyes out. i cried wit my sibs too. tat night, while they were all asleep, i got to my cat's basket and i said my last goodbye. she had been lying ther since thn, not moving an inch. was still breathing tho. but each breath was a struggle. mann, it hurts to see, to think abt it right now too.

2 weeks later. i woke up one morning, nenek told me the sad news, i just shrugged it off. gramps took it to bury it sumwher im not sure.

wherever Leap and Wabbit now, well, just wanna say thnx for being a great, wonderful companion. rest in peace.

tat was... 2 yrs ago? but i rmbd it like it happened ytd... thinking abt it and reliving it, makes me treasure nike and gungun even more. and not forgetting the 3 demonic 'charmed' ones ;))) But we gonna give it awayy :( Cuz 2 is already enuff to bring the whole roof down.

aqilah [twinz' sis], fasihin and i dunno who else, r prollie ocming over tmr. yupp! to see the kittens!!! hahAa. whn they were over my hse during hari raya, they got instantly in love wit nike and gungun. hAHa.. no surprise ;)

wad happened ytd?

had the promiseworks shit. tho i dunno why nasim wanted us to b ther for, since all we did were just sit ther and listen thm crap. but jingyuan [sp?] and yiting were damn good. soOoo proud of them!!!

stayed for a while wit sri and arisa, went off lookin for valencia, who said shed bring shoes for investiture for me. know wad we did? we just stood by the bird cage lil 'balcony/window' thingie and 'looked' out for valencia. hHAa. evry single person we walked past, we called out and, 'heyy! seen poh??' lols.

justin was at the hall, and i was like tryna get his attention. tot i was waving at him. he waved back - -||| i was like errr.. wave, ppl, wave. and the 3 of us waved. hahaha. justin slengeh cute.

we watched as cars entered the skool, and kids dropped off wit their parents. i mean, it was parent teacher conference tat day. thn ther was this coOool car, and guess who got off?! ____ .. okie. i dunno his name. but hes ethan's fren. he was the one goin whooa whooaaa whn he saw the twinz. he was the one i asked for tissue to wipe off the sambal off my 10cent coin [which got into the bowl of sambal at the mly stall...]

His mom damn hot, munz! i think tats his mom, la. haha. so younggie youngie [?!!]!!! hahaa. like sri had said, 'standard mak dier. bleh tahan..' hehh. we stayed a bit longer. finally found valencia. turned out shed forgotten to bring it. (*!^@%!%##!! haha.

saw se'ahhhahahHAHAa..

~>.<~

din see summie thoOo. darnn. hahaa.

x_x

After tat, went out wit mOm to buy a shirt shit for investiture!!! woOohoOoo! love her loads. nvr know she can b sooo witty and farnie and lame and stupid. until i asked her if she cud buy me a guitar. hEHhee.

'for wad a guitar?'
'to play la.'
'u dunno how to play guitar.'
'tats why i wan one. so i can learn.'
'guitar lessons are expensive... u concentrate on ur studies first, ela.'
'who says imma take up guitar lessons? shafiq can teach me.'
'he's busyyy. dun kacau him..'
'he says he will. if i get one of my own.'
'...but u haf one already. right?'
'the one at home? tat's shafiq's.'
'...'
i bet she was wondering how his guitar ended up here.......
'use his guitar thn.'
'g-string missing, mom.'
'get it fixed.'
'said he'd do it.'
'thn he will.'
'been 2 months already.'
'he's busssyyy.'
'doing whardd?! he's always over like, 4 times a week.'
'how abt tis one?' she picked out a white collar long sleeve shirt and held it out to me. thn she hustled me to the changing room.

tats moms for u.

got my new specs. yoOhoOo! no more straining of the eyes!!!! no more borrowing specs frm sakura and pissing her off. WeeEe!!!

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