Hey! Hi. Hellu. Heheh... What's up with tagboard.com? Facing some problems? I hope minor ones. My fingers are itchy. I want to tag. Hahaha...

First thing in the morning, i went off searching for emy. I couldn't find her anywhere. Wow. Okay. That made my stomach feel a little sick. hans will know what i mean. i don't intend to explain, though.

too bad we had to miss english. hahha. i wanted to miss mt... oh yeahh. the nurse said i've got backbone problem. and she was pretty pissed off because i didn't go checkup. i told her profusely, i didn't know anything about my having to go checkup. the nurse last year told me i was fine, and didn't mention a thing .... *sighs* the creepy part was that i had to go behind the screen, take off my uniform, and my sports bra. oh yeah. and my shoes. and there were two nurses there, watching me as i took it off. what gives???! privacy, hello?!

hahaha. *shudders*

something is wrong with my msn!!!!!!! yeahh. go figure.

chemistry test was a can-do. hehhe. covalent bonding is sharing of electrons, hans!! ionic bonding is transfering of electrons!! heheh. so fun, drawing circles and dots and crosses.. and khor's looking good. *laughs out loud* as always!

maths was fun too. i love maths! wee woo wave us wanie wanie worksweets to pwacwis. i mean, lee loo gave us many many worksheets to practise. ohh. i asked eva to help me passed emy's towel to her. it turned out emy was absent.... ohh that sick feeling in my stomach again.

we had physics remedial without the physics expertist. what the heck? we did moments worksheets he gave us yesterday. which i left it at home, in my geography file because i only got the paper during geography period. so i had to do it in fullscap, where i copied down every single question.. and every single answer from sriee, who got it first hand from noviani, who also didn't bring her paper, and damn she's good at physics!! and then we handed it to xingwai. cutiee. hahHAa..

then went home with sriee, where we met norine and noviani on the way out. we ended up following them to thomson plaza. norine wanted to get something for her mother. so sweet.

but she ended up using her money for lunch........ what can i say? she was famished. so were we. even though, noviani and sriee were .. moneyless. i treated them. heheh. so each of them owed me five bucks.

im very generous with money. but that doesn't mean i'm rich la. because i'm not. i just love to treat others. especially friends like norine and noviani and sriee (i owed sriee 30 cents by the way......). because i love that look in their eyes that scream 'i love lelaa!!' and they go, "lela, you rock!" They say it with sincerity. but no la. it's just my nature to be nice. *demure*

and it's mine to be so-full-of-crap too.

we ate at kfc. we had fun. i love them. we went home full, and happy.

oh and this is for ernest sum kum hong (hah kauu. full name wa bagi sama lu..). i don't care if he reads this or not. i don't care if you guys get him to read this or whatever. because... ermm let me see. because i don't care anymore?

okay la. of course i still do care. he's still a friend of mine and i will not and can never forget those who had came into my life, those who had made a difference in me; big or small. even if they come, and leave as instant, ill forget them not.

yeahh. this is for you, you moronic piece of gay ass shit. or in another word; bachienn!!! nahh kidding. -smirkk.


you don't ever notice me
turning on my charm
or wonder why
i'm always where you are

ive made it obvious
done everything but sing it
(ive crushed on you so long,
but on and on you get me wrong)
i'm not so good with words
and since you never notice
the way that we belong
ill say it in a love song


i didn't come up with that. i simply cannot be stuffed anymore. *evil laugh* I got it from this westlife song. i thought the words kind of suit this whole 'thangg' i have -- i mean had -- for him. hahaha. especially the underlined one. yeahh.

ive never liked westlife. that song now makes me look at them/listen to them in a different way. They'll remind me of him, and as time flies by, im going to think back, will only remember a vague expression of him, smile and... shrug it off. but will always stay somewhere in my heart. yeah. that sounds like a plan i could follow.

*smiles*