it pisses me off like shit
the way mom darsen get pissed off like i wanted her to.
but in a good way pissed off.
cuz shes like a robot in the house i tell u!
get what im sayin?

my intension were good, u see.
dun wan neething in return, but really....

I bugged mom to go out, get out of the house
(shes not working today).
instead, she called up my cousin
and got her to take us all out.

yea she was getting rid of us.

my mother is unbelievable.

but dun think she can get rid of us so easily!

tat was what I told her right in her face ha ha.
and I hated the way she looked at me after tat.

"you wanted to go out, right? Still not happy?"
"I wanted to go out all right. Wit u!"

mom was ironing my jeans and when I said tat,
it seemed like as if the iron she was holding
just flew out of her grip
and right smacked into her face.

"I tot kids these days
dun want their mothers around?"

"I do!!"

mom wasn convinced too bad ive got enuff.
I cant believe shed look down on me like tat.

went macs wit my cousin.
I bet tats the coolest macs on tis sunny island (:
maybe tats cues I practically grew up eating there.

haven't been there for ages!!!
used to have a 2nd floor
now no more :T used to run up and down
whn I was young haha tat was nice.

and the guy working there is cute.
we purposely asked for more sauce and serviettes.
wonder if hes the one nana was referrin to...
hmm nahh hahha.

my sister, the klutz, spilt lemon tea all over.
poor cousin got all wet haha.
our plan for the day, cancelled.

but i bet we all had fun.
girls talk and stuff.

went home i slept the whole of afternoon
woke up feeling so shitty.

mom was watching tv when i was up.
i got into her room, as noisy as ever.

she din say anythingg..

i blocked her a lil.
she changed position.

shes like a cat, i tell u.

what is this?!

im tryin not to talk to her now.
its killing me!
and it darsen seems like its working anyway.

what does a daughter gotta do
to get her mother to notice her?