i hate today.

#1 changed seats.
#2 very very very tired.
#3 thers amaths hmwk and i left my book in class.
#4 very very very tired.
#5 blogged one whole crap but somehow it aint showingg!
#6 nana not pleased..?

well. day has been sucky. seeing him not helpingg alsoo): Dnno why. losing interest? dno la. dun wanna. cuz i like tat weee feeling i always get whn i see him. tats like my lifeline. told ya my life is hanging on his hands. hahaha.

yehh. changed seats. now sitting wit winnie. i dun mind winnie. i love winnie. lOLss. anyway, i have hannan and his indon fren to my left to keep me amused. but i wan sriee and sakura): WHos gonna keep me awake during chem?

tired. after school went to do my ic. wit mom(: It was nice. just me and my momm. excluding some lil misunderstanding we had. lucky i did my tugasan in the bus on the way homee. or else i wud b too tired to do anything. cept blog. now tats a whole diff story.

nana aint pleased wimme tis morning during recess. she and umeya were telling me tat they saw summie and his gf walkiin hme together in the rain carrying tis lil cute red floral umbrella. i told them, it has nth to do wimme(: Thn nana was like, "oh yeh! lela. who u like now?!"

i gave her my infamous blur-like-lela look. she got impatient, exclaiming, "fine! dun tell me, dun tell la." thn she turned awayy, suddenly finding her wristwatch very interesting.

i glanced at umeya. she had a blank look on her face. i looked at sriee. she blinked at me. thank you guys. tat really helped alot.

its not tat i dun wanna teelllll!! i wanna! i wanna tell the whole world lagi ader!! but i cant. well, i can la. but i wunt. anyway its not like im keepinn it from her. im not keeping it frm her at all.

thn tell her la. whats wrong wit tellin her?

its complicated. guess some things i better left unsaid? hahah. no no noo. i said alot in my blog. abt him and stuff. and tats tat. u guys know i have a crush but dun really know who right? hopefully. not tat u guys care. but yeh. and i wanna keep it tat way. i will tell alrite? just not anytime soon.

its complicated. im not even sure myself.

i dun tink i care anymore.