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Thursday, July 29, 2004?

school's gettingg more and more.. on my nerves i tell u first. 'hahh. pushing me slowly lil by lil but drastically to the edge if tat makes nee sense.. i dno what school tryna do but whatever it is its working. im not happy wit tis at all. but hells i know someone who is. i hope ur happy now, blardy nasim!

i salute jamie, munz. she was like, "peirce is not a brand! peirce sucks!" really loudly at the parade square just now whn nasim announced tat books aint allowed under the table neemore. i wasn affected by tat tho. im tryna look at the plus side...... and im still figuring out what the plus side is... ah wells. u shld have heard tabii! LOL. she was like grumbling and complaaining and cursinng and stuf. woohoos. seems like nasim brings out the demon in evryone.

yay. tis is good news, ppl(: now all we hafta do is wait for the teachers to b on our side. which, if nasim continues his `thaang, wudn take very long(: Patience, my friends. patience.

we'r gonna do some sort of a newsletter thingiie.. meyh(me.. hahhha) and winneyh, we'll b interviewing teachers and just chitchat(: get to know them. muahhaha. tis is gonna b fun(: toughh but fun. we'r still considering who tho. ezzy? nah. we'll die laughinn even bfore the interviewing starts. ahhha.

bio test.. i can see light((: Hope. ahhahha.. -crap. panda teo was nice today.. wonder what shes up to. prollie has a date. cuz she cancelled todays amaths remedial. again. hMmm.

heeesh. caught a pathetic glance at `him while climbingg down stairs for recesss.. dinno he wud b ther. dinno he was even ther! i just saw his skinny fren. din really see `him. but sriee said `he wasn wearingg `his specs. and im quoting tis frm her: "hensem gilerr. uve got good taste, lela."

muaaahhahaha.s. careful, sriee. -wink winkk. and no i know my taste. its not good. hahhahha. frm 'big mac' to summie thn se'ahh and shanie(and many more in betweens. minor ones. hahhah. sheeesh..) u nvr call tat good aite. different yehh. weird veryy. bad? well. thn again, it *is* my taste.

finished up maths proj just now. peiru cudn come down she had npcc stuf. so it was just me and good ol sriee. and eldwen. and nana helped alot. germaine too. yehh thnx loads guys. hahaha. no one din wanna bring it home. so smartass me slipped tat orangey cardboard underneath my class door(: but cudn push it entirely inside. so the white plastic is so obviously stickinn out frm the door... it looks so stupidly suspicious.. wudn b surprised if i find it missing tmr(: Ther goes 50% of our emaths marks.

astaghfirulla' al azim. im cursinng myself!!

planned to wait for aspho. she had her australian maths competition thingiie.. but thn miss lim just had to tell us tat mrs poh is gonna come teach us debatinng and first lesson is.. today. was. whatever. cudn pontengg. damn nana and i were traumatized.. ahhah so were the sec2s((: they were very. hahhah.

turned out it wasnt tat bad arh. mrs poh was pretty fun(: evryone had fun. i supposed. but yehh. hahhaha. but whn ur wit her, u must b spontaneous. we played tis game, wher evryone of us was given an alphabet. and thn one by one alphabetically, will form sentences wit tat given alphabet. ermm for example, ur A and i'm B. u will start by sayinn, "Airplaaane!!! look!!! airplaane!" and thn ill go, "boyy, havent u seen an airplance before??" and thn the next will continue wit the first letter of the sentence 'c'. and yehh.. u get me right?

lol grace was first and she was like, "Angmokio is so bigg!!" and thn after tat was peiying/lijing/im mixed up and she said, "bishan is bigger!" thn the next went like, "choa chu kangg even bigger!!" and nana was d and she said, "Denmaark biggest!!" and evryone just laughedd.

ahhhhh..

we had to walk thru bishan park cuz ther was tis farewell thingie goinn on in school for those honkieees. and ther were guest of honor and stuff. we werent supposed to in school by thn anyway and we aint allowed near it. pffffft. like we waannnnaaaaa. ehhehe..

damn im so sleepy.... tmr's a fri. wow. seems so fasttt. sighhh. i hope things can slow down a lil. im beginnnin to get all worried and stressed and worked out cuz thers still so many stuff to do yet so lil tiiime. seems like just ytd i was twelve, registering my name in tis school, goinn for sec1 orientation which was helluva funn(:

sec1 was the slackiest(: 1E1'o2 is still fresh in my head. ahhha. i was sitting bhind aspho and bhind me was nana.. bside me to my left was alann and to my right was hannan.. still rmb miss poon and her eng lessons. mrs rose ang and her funn maths lessons!!! woohoo!! hhahah. and mrs vijayy!! damn shes good. mr tan and his stupid cme.. hahha. and just next door was mt class(: HAHHAHa. wit cikku rahim!! hahhaha. nvr late for mt hhahahs.. and always lookinn forward to it..? i dno. hahhaha. and always makinn fun of akmal, dicky, rasheedi and hannan. the 3 of us used to love mockinn them(:

thn 2e1'03. awesome(: miss lim our form teacher. we knew her even b4 tat cuz shes the el teacher ic. yadayada. whn she walked thru tat classroom door, the 3 of us were like *gaaasp!!. ahhah. were like, "damnn cannot ponteng el!!" hhaha.

made new cool spunky frens. tabithaa, meishiee, sherri, liang jimm, lol gavinn.. nurooooL!!!!! hahhaha.. Theodore!!! how can i forget!!! since day one we sat next to each otherr.. hahha. fated. of all the other empty seats, he chose to sit wimme. LOL. ehheh. grp works wit him and aspho and nana damn i wud give anything for evrything to stay tat way.

but things change and people change. must accept it. move on. adapt. no matter how sucky it is. hahha.

im still adapting to 3e1'04. anypoop, tis is gonna b my class for 2005 as well.. so must get use to it la. so far so good....? yehh(: i dno. wel. time will tell yerhhs?

pleeeaase dun rain tmr.. pleeeaaase. its hard to catch `him on fridaaays. except in the morning. so dun rain in the morninng!! irgh. hahha talk abt desperate;) heyy. how is wanting what u want, desperate? i tink its perfectly fine. hahha or so tats what i keep tellin myself(: its working tho, hhaha.

wokie.

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