Let me tell you guys something I bet you never knew about me.. Remember Kamen Rider? Ring any bells? Well. I used to dig him. Yeh. I had his merchandise(: and I played with Kamen Rider dollies (whatever) and used it to terrorize my sisters' Barbies.

I was a very amusing kid.

Or maybe I was just depressed. Having to grow up with two other loser sisters.. Haha.

Why mentioned Kamen Rider? Depressed la. But I'm not going there. It's just going to make me feel worse. You think it's going to lighten the burden or something or whatever most people always say, but it's not. Because there's nothing to be done about it already. It's better I keep within me. I know how to make myself feel better.

And that's by blogging((: Not about it though. Ahha. Just blogging blogging. Blogging crap, if that's what you prefer to call all of my blog entries(:

I wished I hadn't been to school this morning. In fact, I almost didn't if it weren't for Sriee Biskot(replacement for the word b******) and if Hannan hadn't text me saying he had a headache and wouldn't be coming. I don't want to be absent on the day he's absent.

Guess whaat. Potter guy was absent as well. In fact, a lot of his Potter pals were(: Not that it had anything to do with me. And when most people said that, they secretly meant the opposite. But I'm not most people so I meant what I said and that it had nothing to do with me. Hah.

Just trying to get the record straight(:

School had games. It was boring. I wished I were playing though. But I was lazy. I am lazy. Anyway I was fasting. But Twins were too and they played. They played goood. But hey, 'different people different body'. Ahha. Got that from Sriee when we all kanna interrogated by Mrs. Yau. Pfft. Ahha. Yaupfft.

After games.. ah. I don't know. It was just boring la.

We went back to class and we discussed on what to do for the family day thingie. We are going to open up a Horror House and we are going to sell lots of goodies and we're going to have henna painting under.. yours truly.

Sucks. I was just minding my own business, sneaking peeps at this guyyy in class and then suddenly Valencia went like, "Lela! Lela's good at henna painting!"

Just when I thought of running off after 5 on that day.

I know I shouldn't be telling people what we're going to be doing and all, but hecks. EVERY OTHER FREAKING CLASS is doing some sort of horror house. Uh huh. Uh huhh. Just when I thought that idea was totally way beyond original... It was, really. Until I found out 2 other classes were doing the same thing.

Body art stuffs are common too. Yay. That means lesser job. Ahahha. I'm going to have Ken and buddies to be doing the banner. Hannan and Indon friend Eldwen are doing the designs which they are awesomely good at.. and which they have noooo idea they are going to be doing it. Hahahha. Whee. Can't wait to call Hannan and tell him all about it(:

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Miss Khai was pissed off at Chengxi and Weijie because they were talking while she was talking and not contributing to the discussion. So she told them to shut up. And then demand for suggestions.. Smartass Chengxi said noncholantly, "You told us to shut up, so we shut up."

The whole class including Miss K, went like, whoaa and then aaahh and then hahahahahha.. Because Chengxi never spoke in class before..... like what our form 'cher said, 'beginning to show his true colours to the class'.

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So we got to know our positions and stuff.. which I found was unnecessary because we are going to get our report cards anyway. So why kill the suspense? Hm? Don't answer.

So I got to know my position and also my final overall remarks and my progess for 2004, which I have mentioned was stupid because then what's the use of report caaaards? To show your mother. Duh.

I was shocked... my final marks. Totally. Especially for my Amaths. I was shocked when I got to know my position. When my friends asked, they were equally shocked. Even more shocked la. And dumb. When I said I got that, means I got that. Alright? You think I was kidding? You think I've got nothing better to do!?

My friends have overestimated me and that's bad. You think hearing them go, "No way. You're clever what, you can't get thaaat position" makes me feel good. Your ass la. In translation they actually meant, "Oh my God what happened to you? Ahha. I beat you!! HAHA!"

Okie not all meant like that. Some are seriously can say.. disturbed la.. And give me their best sympathetic look which IS REALLY NOT HELPINGGGG. I'm like

I'm beating myself up enough already about this and I don't need you beating me up too.

I know I told you I'm going to keep my depressed to myself. Ahha. As I'm typing this, I'm also bitching it all to Noratiah.

I don't know why I just did. So much for keeping it within me crap.. I guess maybe because she bothered to try to dig it out of me and try to make me feel better which I think she did la(: A little. Well. Not that it could be helped. It's irreversible. Irreversible depression. Curable though. But irreversible still.

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I'm a terrible friend. I forgotten Noratiah's birthday for the freaking second time!!!! Hers was 15 October. All along I though it was 15 NOVEMBER. And what's more, one day before her birthday, I was like, "Hey! You're birthday's cominnnng!!" and she said, "Yes. Tomorrow!" And I thought she was bloody lying. You know. Being sarcastic. So I..

Dang. Can I be any badder?

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Yes I can. Seriously what kind of question is that?

But I didn't mean to forget, Noratiah!! Will you ever forgive meeeee!? I feel bad, 'knoow. After all those stuffs you did, like listen to me bitch and trying to make me feel better and all. Ouf. That figures why you din't tell me you've got a freaking blogggg!!

Ehhe. I love you Atiahhhhhh. (pukes.)