Thursday, December 16, 2004?feeling vulnerable.. )x
Been hiding this for too long.
Gotta get it out of my system.
I have a sick feeling
that something wrong's gonna happen.
I don't know! I hate it!
I wish it would go away!
But the more I try to push
the nasty thought out of my head,
the more sick I feel.
I think maybe it's my conscience.
Been ignoring it.
Been neglecting my revision.
And it's coming to bite me in the ass.
I should do something about it.
Like what?
Anyone?
I'm open to suggestions.
Maybe I'm anxious.
That 2005 is less than 3 weeks away.
School scares me.
Now that I'm gonna sit for my Os next year.
This brings back to square one.
But I don't care if this
'something wrong'
is gonna happen to me.
Don't really mind alot.
It beats it happening to my family.
Okie.
If anything were to happen,
I want you guys to know
I love every single one of you.
Awright?(:
CITYNIGHTLIFE;