i've missed blogging, baby(: i intended to blog last night but i was 'a prisoner of my own brain', as quoted by noratiah larry who owes me bubble gums and when the heck are you coming to singapore?

okie i've got loads to blog about but all the stuffs are like at different corners of my mind and i'm not sure which event happened first. so.. i'm going to just type whatever that comes to mind first la, okie? don't hate me if i end up not making sense(:

before i start ar, i'd like to tell you that this entry is going to supa dupa long. hahaha.. yeh. so. patience is virtue(: and sense of humour is the key to understand my booshit. you can divide my entry into as many parts as you like and you can read each part on different days for all i care(: just as long as you read. and tag la, please..

i should just.. yea yea i know. lela, lela.. tsk.

emaths lesson now is like, the survival of the fastest. because if you're slow, you end up with no chairs(: it's like musical chair but no music.. just lots of selfish, mean players(:

unfortunately, if you're the last one standing, you have to find someone who would willingly let you shift your filthy butt in their chair with them while bearing with boring mr goh and his lesson.

it can kill, i'm telling you. i'm speaking from experience! if you're laughing, i hope you're laughing with me and not at me.... sucks to that idiot who took my chair.. haha.

yesterday i accompanied nana to the computer lab. ended up helping her. not that i mind. it was fun. nana + lela = fun(: but weird.. the whole time in the lab, i kept hearing voices.... rasheedi's voice. it was scary because he wasn't in school. and nana was saying like, "i think there's a chance between you and rasheedi. because you keep hearing his voice."

baby, you should be hit in the head for even thinking about it..... just that other day i dreamt of him and me.. freak out.

and then it happened again. rasheedi's voice. this time even nana heard it. she was like, it cant be he wasnt in class!! and we stood up and looked around and there he was!!!! using the computer just the one behind us. we were laughing so hard it's not funny.

ever since that crazy dream of him and me i had, i laugh whenever i see him. now, i will always remember that computer lab incident and i'll laugh even harder.

and today during malay class which he finally attended, he took sriee's seat, which is next to mine.. i was like, this cannot be.. i will never be able to pay attention to cikku now. i will be laughing myself to death.

thank gawd nana saved the day. hahaha.. she was like, "sheedi!! that's sriee's place la!!" and hannan joined in. and rasheedi was like, "alahh. couldn't she sit behind?" and when sriee heard that, she put on her death-will-come-upon-you look.

if i could, you know i would pat myself on the back and congratulating myself for being able to hold my laughter that whole time((:

i am so going to miss all this(:

i don't remember what else happened today! i just remembered bio lesson with mrs j. poor thing.. she is having a really bad sorethroat. yet she was determined to finish her getting-more-colourful slides.. so you think the least we all could do was shut the fuck up and pretend to listen.

but noo.. i don't know about the rest, they were probably worst off than me. but there i was, doodling on my scrap book instead of paying attention. i didn't even know what chapter she was in.

haha i love my scrap book..(: where i can doodle in my heart's desire. no more doodling in my textbooks and worksheets, which once got me in trouble with miss k and mrs o.... ahh that was dumb of me. haha.

after school.. decided to have lunch with nj and sriee wee. we ate at this hawker centre place.... you should know, where there's hawker centres, there's ought to be leftover food. and when there's leftover food, there are stray cats around.. and yeh, nj and sriee are terrified of cats.

we were eating and then this cat, after doing his business at the nearby patch of grass and almost made me puke all over my mamak fried rice, started to make his grand way towards our table....

the next thing i knew, i was eating at the table all alone.

dust ball rolled by.. cricket criketed. a fly landed on sriee's fork that she dropped on the table in horror as soon as she saw the cat.

yea, seriously. nj and sriee had made a remarkable escape that took only 3 seconds and they were out of my sight. it was unbelievable. they were unbelievable.

about maybe half an hour later, they came back and were like, "that bastard feline!" both of them exclaimed that the cat literally followed them! so they just kept on walking and walking and walking and walking until the cat finally gave up.

have i said they were unbelievable!??!?! oh my gawd..

i looked like an asshole, laughing alone at the table with a plate of mamak fried rice, trying to imagine the both of them almost reaching at the other side of ang mo kio with the cat right behind them.

tsk tsk.

that day, ginny was like, when is malay period going to end? and i said, soon.. and she went like, "time is not flying." and then just as she said that, the bell rang and the both of us practically screamed, "time flew!" (:

happy 16th birthday, my ginns bhansali! (: i love those sec1 and 2 malay classes moments with her.. my lame jokes she appreciated.. and vice versa. haha.. if you loathe a certain subject in class, grab a seat next to her(:

hey talk about weird.. i thought momma would nag at me for coming home late and not buying her fries and burger on the way home. but no. she welcomed me with open arms. literally.

so i thought she wanted to give me a hand with my books. so i handed her my books while i struggled to take off my socks. but she was like, "tsk. i wanted to give you a hug la.." and she hugged me.

..huh. "what is wrong with youu!!?!" i yelled for the whole universe to hear. maybe she's guilty because she didn't let me to go watch the tiger cup finals with my cousins. i hope so. that's the only reason i'd accept.

i really want to see goh tat chuan face to face!!!! or at least not on the flat telly screen.

"what? can't your mother hug her daughter?" she was yelling equally loud. so i was like, awww sorry.. and i wanted to hug her proper but she shoved me away.

pms gets worst when you get older, huh.