soo tiring. tiring than yesterday and i didn't do anything today. in fact i got straight home after school. i haven't done that for ages(:

im like in a whirlpool of emotions.. ]:

this morning, hannan texted me at around 6, continuing where we left off last night. was like, whaada??.. i mean, i wasn't even up yet. and he was already trying to ruin my morning.

our 'argument' went on till i reached school.....

then something happened): but everything was back to normal after that.

you may think you're being nice when you sympathise, or show your sympathy. you're wrong because it really only makes things worst. for the person, that is. you're rubbing it in instead of making that person feel better. be in their shoes. who would want to be reminded by that certain incident, right?

unless you just trying to be nasty.. then you're evil. evil!

ignorance is bliss.

sitting waaay front in amaths really does have the advantage..(: ..so what if miss tan's speaking tone is equivalent to screeching? (shes worst than jeya, im telling you!!!)

saaaving moneyyyyyyy..(:

physics after recess.. i wasn't sleepy or anything. in fact i was wide awake. but i chose not to pay attention to chan in front. even the crazy ruler he had in his hand didn't do much to intimidate me or anything..

i started sketching hannan and noviani. nothing personal. they just happened to be in front of me.

don't leave me with a pencil or pen or marker or whatever that leaves markings on any surface of any material(:

hannan was simple to sketch. he didn't move about much so it was easy to do him. novi was a little harder. because she's got long hair and stuff..

my hannan looked retarded(:

my doodle book is filled with lots of lame sketches.. i drew weijie while he was slowly drifting to weijie-euthopia during bio, i drew sriee's shoes, i drew my hand drawing my hand(go figure) and i drew mrs j(: hahha. she's easy. haha. if you know what i mean;)

i was doodling away when suddenly chan managed to grab my attention.. it was this.. machine thingie which calculates your body resistance to current. or something like that.

eldwen got the honour to try it out first.. then chan got him to call out a name. he called hannan. ooh that guy has got a high body resistance.. everyone was like, waaahhh!

i continued with my doodlingg and that was when i heard my name.. i looked up and hannan was pointing at me.

chan the bugger was like, "come on. i promise it won't hurt." so i had those.. thingies in my fingertips and watched the digits in the machine thingie increase. i beat hannan's hands down.

o.9m. try beating that!! muahaha.

wait.. is that a good or bad thing..?

cme was last period.. dreams and aspirations(: ive got loads.. im very ambitious.... you have nooo idea. haha fyi, when i was young i seriously wanted to be a zookeeper(:

haha its silly apologizing to a girl after you've picked on her during physics. it's wrong. you shouldn't picked on her at the first place.

momma's in love with that newscaster.. timothy goh(: big LOL.

i better cruise. ive got malay karangan not yet touched!!! not that i am planning to do it anytime soon.. and it was due.. last week? even amir handed his up. forget amir, ginny did too! i mean, seriously, ginny! GiNNy!!

c(:

im taking things pretty cool. i mean, after what i saw yesterday with my two own fucking eyes..(: ooh yeh. i said it. you heard me, baby. i saw him so many times today, i didn't even cringe or blush or flinch.. i wish hannan could see that. hahahha.

i was on cloud nine and what i saw yesterday brought me down crashing. but i bounced back and i bounce hard.