i was dreading school for some reason i just couldn't put my fingers on. ha ha. who am i kidding?? i can give you a thousand and one!! one of them being its a monday and another because i was so so so tired after yesterday...

i was over my cousin's house, baking cookies. i was there the whole freaken day, watching their cable tv and.. the oven. didn't want my cookies to over cooked, you see. but in the end they did anyway. hurhur.

all thanks to good charlotte!!!! was watching their i just wanna live music video and forgot all about the cookies in the oven.. they came out as hard as a rock.

i called momma to tell her i would be super late. she was like "fine whatever makes you happy" and i knew she meant the otherwise.. "you miss me!" i was screaming. and she was in denial. said she was off to work soon.

then i realized.. it was a sunday. she doesn't work on sundays. but she hung up before i could say anything. added that she was kindar 'late' and i 'should get home now because gmum hates to be alone'.

so i hurried.. and an hour later i called home to check out on my gmum who i thought would be all alone. and guess who answered. my beloved mother.

"what are you doing home!? you're supposed to go work. so you said."
"i am at work. like i said."
"ha ha ha ha. like this is our home number lor."
"i brought along the home phone lorrr."

she is unbelievable, my mother. she tasted my cookies, just micro bits, said it was nice and she tossed the remaining away. yes it sucked. that's why i didn't bring it today and share it with anyone.. except sriee during emaths. hahahaha. because she can't bake for nuts and she makes me feel like im gifted. hahhahahah.

ahhh valentine's day((: happy v day you guys!! tabii gave me a pinkk rose(: and most of my friends gave sweets and chocolates, which i would prefer anytime anyday. you cant eat roses.

after emaths, we were supposed to have chem remedial with jeya.. but she cancelled it because she was confused. im not kidding. she was like totally confused, you know what i mean?? it was so nice(:

i was dying to go home because i need my well-deserved sleep. well deprived more like.. but ended up going hmv with qah and nana. no, i didn't think it was a valentine thing. it was pretty unplanned actually. but i like spontaneity(:

im such a 'two timer'. tsk tsk. don't hate me(: was texting ernest and ethan in the bus on the way to town. sorry not on the way. more like *all* the way.

im kidding about the two timing thing.. haha. ethan is valentine-less and working his ass off as i speak. ernest's probably all psyched up for his date tonight(: aww. hes definitely more than just a gay-ass faygit.

no i wasnt even a teeny weeny jealous or heartbroken. i felt so neutral, baby. i was although, surprised he's got a date.(:

that was the first time i didnt get all excited when i was at hmv. usually i would be like checking out every cool cds and praying i had enough cash by the end of the month to get them. correction: to get the whole hmv store.

all i did there today was walked up and down the aisle, probably the same one.. my mind was preoccupied.. heh. hehe. hehehehhe. i was practically flushing bright red!(: [hm go figure.]

after that, we had lunch at long john's. then nana was like, "exactly one year ago on v day we took neos!" and we got all excited only i didn't show it much because im all cool. right. because im all into saving money and stuff. turned out i didn't have to spare a single bloody cent.

i felt bad. for a while there. but hahahhahahahahaha. (: maybe next time i will contribute a buck or two((:

took the bus home. i love buses(:

i was in this single deck bus and suddenly i was just reminded by that day.. that particular day i vowed to.. 'move on'.

21 april 200
guess who boarded the bus and stood next to me. my mood changed. ud feel the same if ur standing next to the guy u fancy, and knowing very well u can nvr haf him. not tat i wanna. hAha!

did i tell u e driver suck? like he was unhappy so he was driving the bus like crazy and was venting his anger on us, the passengers, who were gripping for dear lives.

the bus stopped and i was swayyed to the right. nooo! swayed too gentle. i was thrown! i was tossed! i din wanna end up on top of him. tempted but no. tatll b too awkward. but my grip was powderful. my arm brushed against his tho. i kindar apologized but wasn sure if he heard it.. i wasn lookin at him and i had b2k blastin in my stereo.

he could claim and he play games
but i bet he couldn't hang (not with me)
ooo hes a tease ooo
hes b acting like he dont
but i know he really wanna (get with me)
ooo hes a tease ooo

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ahh. and now hes back. ethan ethan. hahaha. he's still a tease(:! and a bugggerr..

i like it that he's into michelle branch like i do (its rare for a guy to listen to mb.. its sucha turn-on. laughs uncoolly-.) bet he knows the words to her song by heart. i also like it that he takes such an interest on my (limited) guitar skills. thing is he's been bugging me to sing and play one song for him ever since.

usually i don't entertain such requests. so either i change the subject or i change the subject. haha. im like shy! simple as that! haha. the only people who ever hear me sing are my sisters. and they loathe it. hahaha.

next time, ethan. maybe next time.

i look at our neos and i laugh out loud. err. me, nana and qah, that is. not me and ethan. haha gotcha. anyways yea. it was so long ago since we last took one together just the three of us. it was almost nice. almost. qah just had to spoil it all(:

think maybe i might developed a little interest on mcr(: screamo rocks.