i love this layout(: maybe because its grey and i love grey(: and i love the written words too. some song by some boyband. westlife i think. asilaa, this was the song we heard at delifrance riight?! ehhe.

i love this layout so much.

actually no. i just hated the previous one.(this is lela by the way.. layout's not really completed yet because i cant be bothered..not today.)

but really. i like the last two phrases: will i ever see..you smiling back at me? ((: ahha.

mr koh once brought this up: when you smile at people here in singapore, they either 1)think you're trying to be funny or 2)think you are physically attracted to them somehow.

how bloody true. i mean, come on. some guy you've seen around in school just smiled at you. you smiled back, fine. and surely you were also thinking, "gosh..maybe he likes me???"

dont denyy!!!!!!!! murhahhahahah.

will i ever see you smiiling back at me.......

will i ever see..... miss vivian tan smiling at me without saying, "you'll do better in the next test"(which in translation meant that i had better do better) or "please rub the board for us, lela".

will i ever see momma smiling back at me?? seriously. every time i throw her a smile across the table during dinner or something, she will glare at me. she thinks i want something. yea sure i want something. a smile in return would be nice!!

will i ever see.. chengz smile again???? i miss him!! i miss bumping into him in school. okie not really bumping la. because you know how bloody faast he walks. ahha. more like flying passed. when the hell is he coming back!? they should send mr goh to that teacher workshop thingie instead of chengz, you know. chengz already a brilliant teacher.

will i ever see my sweetheaart wedgie smiling back at me?? okie i see him smile all the time. but not at me. there are plenty of eye contact and stuff while we are smiling/laughing at some joke but thats not counted. because its not as fun.

okie i should have know you wont be interested in thaaat crapp. ahahha. i understaand. moving on.

pe was fun. ahha. i enjoyed pe. we played softball. i wanted to escape from being graded by madam foong. i suck at batting. so i thought. heh. was telling noviani, "gimme a good one, baby. please." noviani's a killer pitcher.

she finally threw that damn ball.. and i hit!!! bulls eye! it made a impressively loud sound against the bat. music to my ears. i was going, "awriiight, baby!!!!"

but instead of cheering for me, my mates were screaming, "tsk! lelaa, run laa!!!!"

i thought i was a terrible batter (?). i was worst at catching. i was either too slow or.. very slow. there was once the ball rolled waay past me and ended up into the boys' side of the field. linus picked it up (why him!?!!! irghhh!) and threw it at me.

it hit me right in the right thigh. any higher and slightly to the left i would have thrown my bat in his face. ahha or just roll on the ground crying. it was bright red lor.. my thigh where the ball hit, that is.

stayed back with nana and ali after school.. actually after my amaths test which was, yea, not nice. anyways yea. who cares. ..besides myself, that is. and miss tan. ahha. ANYWAY!!!

it was soo windy in the canteen..so nice(: then it rained. even nicer(:

i was buying a drink right? and then nj suddenly approached me. we were talking and suddenly she said, "..damn so cute sia." i wanted to thank her la but realized she was looking past me. i turned and noticed this not-that-bad-looking-if-you-like-tall-guys guy who was also buying a drink.

dang.

nuruuuul..you thuuuck. ahhaha.

long weekend(: looking forward to it. i wanna study((((: talking about study... nabla and i are staying back tomorrow after school to study.. anyone?????! :D

study is good(: