ive been faaalling.. faalliiing..
girl im falling for you.
and i pray you're falling tooo..
ive been falling, faalling.
ever since the moment i lay eyes on you.


ahahha..
gosshh.
has always been like this.
you know what this means right?
when i listen to old nsync songies..
(:


that sunday..
went to the cemetary to visit dad's grave.
and gmum's and gdad's.
ahah.
havent been there for months now.
it's like all filled up already \:


it's sick thinking that:
every day, there's always someone who die.
every day, there's always someone who has to go through the pain and sorrow of losing the one they love.
every single day.


imagine you're going through your "same old boring" life:
worshipping your material possessions,
gushing about your new crush,
not doing your homework,
crying because you're having a bad hair day,
agonizing about that biiig zit on your nose,
etc


but somewhere someone else is crying their eyeballs out,
screaming, "why me!?"
they just lost their mother.
or father.
or best friend.
or just anyone they loved.


somewhere someone else is trying to move on.
and even if they manage to,
their life won't be the same.


im speaking from experience.


the problem with your ugly zit
or the dilemma of whether or not your crush likes you too,
pales in comparison
with the problems some other unfortunate people are facing.


bad hair day?
big deal.
failed a test?
nothing new.
cute guy in class next door?
:p i saw him first!!!
aahhha.


(:


the chronicles of life and death.


that monday..
first day of term 2.
was awright i suppose?
it was so nice to see all my friends agaain.
eheh.
see hiiiim!!(:


after school, treated asilaa out for lunch at delifrance.
it was her 15th birthday on the 13 of maarch!!!
ahahha that girl ar..
born with the gift of rhythm.
heh.
and not shy showing it.
((:


todaay..
got back amaths common test.
i passed(:
but terribly.
if that make sense?


hafeeeesh.
i need youuuuuu.
):
but he's busy and only contactable after 7 everyday!!


i need amaths tutor.
badly.


physics common test was not nice at all.
i wanted to tear the paper in micro bits
and watch them disappear down the sink,
laughing my head off.


crying, more like.


after school, had lunch with nj and joy.
so much for saving money huh.
i guess a guitar can wait..
sob sob*


by 18 april, by 18 april..


nahhhh maybe it's not worth it.
he probably had forgotten me.about it.


did i tell you i was in the saame bus with my "sweetheart" as sriee calls it.
it was sooooooooooo cool.
he is so cool(:
he has an air of quiet confidence and mystery about him.
very fly.
guess i go for guys like that.
look at potter-guy and summiee!
and muhd(before he was a mat, haha).


i shouldn't be blogging.
i should be practising my trigo and matrices.
i have a test tomorrow after school.
sigh.
trust miss vivian tan to spoil our wednesdays for us.


but yeah i know..
its for our own good anyway.
so im not complaining.
much.


other than that,
my life's great(:
i hope yours are too.


i LOVE the new mcfly song!!!!!!
its all about you.
its all about youu behbee..
its all about youuu
(fades away)