describe a moment when you felt really good about yourself.. somehow you know you've done something worthwhile, not necessarily something big, but it matters alot to you...

okie maybe it's just my passion to make a difference in someone--anyone's--life. so lending a helping hand or a listening ear or maybe share an advice etc makes me feel really good about myself.

especially when that someone takes my words seriously(: and they thank me sincerely for it.

its not like i do things and expect a thank you note or anything in return. i don't care, really. but when that someone thanked me, it gives me a sense of satisfaction. knowing that ive done my part, and done it well.

(:

i was really excruciatingly glad he gave my words some thoughts. and saying that it 'really helps' makes me even more.. wow. you know that feeling like you've just saved the world from a major alien invasion. dont ask me how. aha.

looking forward to see some changes. come on, hannan, dont let me down.

-prays-.

malay prelim oral was crazy)): i was on the verge of breaking down when dicky peeped from the door into the class and called me.

so soon!?! no!! can't be!! dont wanna go!! nanaa dont make me!!

sriee ended up going ahead of me instead. thanks. heh. but turned out the more i stayed in the class waiting for my turn, the more agonizing it was. you. have. no. idea.

next i was reading the passage outside the class, waiting for sriee to finish. when she did, i just couldn't get my butt out of the chair. eldwen was peeping from behind already. wow talk about excited.

i sat down, greeted, realized i should have greeted first but irgh. the reading was a can-do. cikku m was scribbling something, hidden behind this file. i took this opportunity to mumble a little prayer, preparing myself for the convo.

i had never ever not look forward to conversations with anyone before. i stress: NOT.

ooohh i wanna cry.

sigh.

wanna know something?

..nah. forget it. its just nothing.