some people dont know how to appreciate niceness kindness when they are being treated with one.. its just so haard to try to like these people.

i blame their parents...... wait. i pity them. no. i blame them. eh. i dont know already.

im not saying that i want anything in return after what ive done for them. but does it kiiiill to smile or say thank you? talk about manners.

yup, i definitely blame the parents. not entirely but its a way to start.

THANK YOU hannan for kindar reminding me that school started at 9am today. kindar because he asked what time to report to school and i thought that was a silly question..

so naturally it couldnt be the usual 0715 or else he wouldnt asked. so then i found out..yea. 9am.

had breakfast with nj, sriee, shahina and nabila. we were supposed to meet at 8 but.. pfft. nowadays which sensible freak ever reach on time?

we only started eating at 8.40am..... so i went like, "hey..weren't we suppose to be in school by 9?" and nabila and nj reassured us it was actually 9.30am. so we were like, hell okay.

we reached school at ten. we would be lying if we said we werent nervous. i mean..an hour late (everyone knew it should be 9 but everyone didnt want to believe so)?

what do we say if we get caught? "oh. we were having breakfast and it was to diiie for." .....ohkayye hows that supposed to help?

we also kept saying to each other, "if we dared to do it(purposely be an hour late), we must dare to face to consequences." hm. very deep. but translation: "this wouldnt have happened if nabila hadn't ordered so much....lets kill her."

school was quiet. a couple of cleaners.. jeez. cleaners had never been so intimidating before... then we saw mr kelwin koh. harmless koh. we got to the homeroom block. it was empty. then we heard cheering from the hall.

dammit.

we were thinking, "hall? now how do we get inside without getting caught?"

it was quite simple actually.... well. so we walked around the hall, quite visibly. then we laughed, because so much for "the stars for the day". if you get what im saying..

we joined those at the back of the hall and that was pretty much it.

i could get use to this..........

sriee told me after i left school yesterday, and while she was hanging out with the rest, mr chan joined in. and then guess whoooo came along.

she said he(not mr chan) has low, deep voice and im beating myself up for not being there to experience it first hand.

yes im still helplessly in lust with hiiim. though seeing him kills me... he sold flowers for the family day thing(which im also beating myself up for for not being able to be there at the family day since i figured its gonna be my last).

ooh. guys and flowers. very turn-on. ...i meant male florist, of course.. ew where am i getting at!?

unlike `hhhe who makes me wanna beat myself up, my wedgie makes me smiiiiiiiiile((: and then later crash into other passer-bys. irggh.. down, lelaa, down!! haha.

miss k got us to fill up some form thingie.... and it wanted us to rank top 5 of our good points..or something equally bold.

i asked ryan..what perseverance? and she gave a couple of examples one being..me myself. haha. "like when you didnt know how to play the guitar at first. but then you persevere and you learn how to play it yourself."

i was like..hell yea. but i was wondering how she knew about all of thhose..

"i read your blog, okie. im your loyal reader." and she hit me in the back. (but if you dont tag, then whats the point!??! taaag, ryann!!!!!! (:)

which reminded me..after reading my english compo, she told me to call her if i were ever to write a book in the near future(and i bloody will!!), she's gonna buy it.

damn it felt good to hear that. (: Someone appreciates!

did i tell you ryan cracks me up!?!?! very witty, very wicked sense of humour. and when i say wicked, i mean WIKID~ ahahha.

my aunt asked how i did for my midyears. so i told her it was fiine. ooh my pants on fiiire. when she was gone, her son (of my age) whispered, "sucks too, huh?"

he had no idea.

my overall midyear results suuuck biggie time. but momma seemed.. satisfied? for some reason.... and im happy that shes satisfied.

i promise im gonna make her feel much more than that for my prelims and o's (: