im tired and very sleepy..):

correction: i was tired and was very sleepy. now im like energized!!!!!!!! i love you, linaa!!!

she surprised me with a guitar when she got back home!!! it was so cool!! shes the coolest sister everrrr!!!!! and guess what. it's exactly the guitar i wanted!!

except this one's kindar blueish green/greenish blue/ugly/whatever its definitely not orangey red like the one i was eyeing at yahama aka the one i named stitchmo.

but who cares.. it's cool, its slim, and it's even in tuned already!!!

my eyes were twinkling as she handed me the guitar (hmm..light!). then she just had to say it to ruin the moment completely.. "we only have it till after june."

i looked at her in despair. then confusion.. "what do you mean.... i thought..didn't you...so this is not...so how..why is it....but it cant be..." then it hit me like a blow in the stomach.

derrr it cant be. iknew it was too good to be true. what was i thinking? that selfish money minded elena ismail bOuGht this freakingly gorgeous(even though its not reddish-orange) for me?

turned out her friend wanted to sell the guitar(stupid friend..it's a gorgeous lil thing how could he wanna sell it!?!?!). and lina suddenly remembered that i was in need of a proper one myself so there. i love her.

me: "so i have to pay for it?"
lina: "uh. apparently. that is if you want it la."
me: "irgh no."

she tried to take it away from me but i was holding onto it tight.

me: "you did mentioned..after june, right? hehehhehehehehhe.."

heavenly.. though im kindar used to the old bulky guitar. hah. but yea(:

anyways!!!!

maybe it had been the air condition in the mt homeroom. makes my eyes feel a wee bit weird. i cant stand aircon. thats technology for you.

i dont think i can face another malay essay. ah!! help me!! ive still got 2 more to finish. not including letter writing and dialogue. and the ten year series....

6 more days! 6 more daaays!!!! im. seriously. scared.

i met up with syahira yesterday and she said her malay's disgusting. i told her my malay's disgusting and she told me she's got a c5 and i was like yea your malay is disgusting.

i miss her(:

"friendship is a necessity. with whom is a choice. our choice. be smart when it comes to choosing the type of friends you wanna hang out with. but of course, friends are more than that. because they are able to make you or break you. whether or not we like it, changes and influences are bound to happen and this will have a great impact on us, especially teenagers because this is where they are at their most fragile and vulnerable stage."

not bad for an introduction. seemed ive got everything on for me, huh? hahahahaha WRONG.

this is supposed to be a malay essay, for crying out loud!! too bad. translating english to malay has never been my forte.

thank gawd for my best friend who helped me thru it all..(: the english-malay dictionary~ ahh! give it up for it, people.

if only i could sneak it in into the exam hall this 30th may.

sitting behind hannan and dicky was very interesting. because it was the mt room, no matter how soft your voice is, almost everybody can hear you. so yea. i could hear every single word that came out of their pretty mouths.

i was shocked as hell when i heard hannan said, "dicky..hungry?" and fished out a can of ayam brand tuna out of his bag.

holy crap.. remind me to bring bread tomorrow.

then as we were packing up, hannan was asking whether he needed to cook the tuna first....oohhkayye. cute thing was, dicky said yea and started sharing him cooking tips.

i was like controlling the urge to laugh or make fun of them.. gaaawd. god made boys so irresistibly silly.

haha that didn't make sense..

had lunch with nana after school to smooth things out because we 'weren't speaking to each other' that friday. hah. she hit a raw nerve of mine. so i kindar yelled at her and so yea.

we are cool now. cool as beans. or cucumber. same thing.

so i was sharing with her some stuffs and asked what she thought and she was quiet for a while (ooh surprisingly..hahha).

actually she had a lot to say but she was trying not to say it because she knew i hate to hear her say it.

she couldnt hold it any longer: "lela. can you just not care?"

i was like ooh thats a way of saying its none of my business. i respect her biig (?) so i didn't get mad at her when she said that.

"i caaaant!" i told everyone at macs. "it's hard. i just cannot not care. because its like..my nature to."

i know nana cares. though she keeps saying she doesn't care. she keeps repeating it but she doesnt show it. so whats the point, riiight? action speaks louder than words.

shes so stubborn sometimes. guess what: so am i.

nana suddenly asked: "do you think you're a good friend." boom. smack in the head.

before i could answer, one of the macs lady sat next to me, put her arm over my shoulder as if we've met(she did took my order who thats not counted) and asked: "wanna take picture?"

she pointed to the mirror against the wall which is pasted with pictures of unfortunate customers who mouths were greasy with salt and oil from eating too much fries.

"hell no," i told her. but she kept insisting!! nana hid behind her burger to avoid being involved. thanks. what a great friend.

after i threatened not coming here ever again, the lady stopped pestering me.

answering nana's question: if i said no, id be lying. you call it ego, i call it honesty. haha definitely not modest but youve gotta give me a little credit for my.. bold honesty. hahha.

....okie now as i think over about some other stuffs, i dont think that ive been entirely a good friend. well. she said good..not perfect. so there.

nana and i both agreed though: umairah's one good example of a great friend(: meyaa we love you so!!!!

we were talking and then someone hit me hard on the back. choked on my burger. turned around. bloody hell, hongsui. there's such a word called "hi, hotass" you know. he pissed us off so bad, that bastard.

nabila, nj, jocey, shahina and a couple more came over.. they were surprised to see us with a fatass pri5 boy. i told them i hadnt met him in my life till now.

then hongsui called my name and nabila was like, "well..obviously not the same for him..." bulls... then something funny happened.

hongsui: (stared at nabila)
nabila: oi. why are you staring at my face!?
hongsui: where got!?
nabila: nevermind. i understand.. haha ceh!
hongsui: yuek! your face got so many pimples, no one will like you!
lela: not true! i like her! ..(fine i didnt say this. i said this instead: hahahahahhaha!)
nabila: (glared at him and said as cold as ever) then, you so fat nobody will like you. (she later regretted because she realized she's not exactly miss slim herself. LOL!)

nana and i were lmao-ing and nj at the background was saying, "wahh..just met and already exchanging criticsm."

then jocey came over and joined in: "your teeth so big, nobody will like you." (she wanted to say fat but she thought that would be mean..she didn't know nabila had just called him fat."

that managed to drive him off. well. not really. he kept coming back, that dickhead. nabila threatened to throw the baby chair at him and we were all chanting, "get lost get lost!"

goshhhh..so fun(:

went home eventually.. came back. guitar. happy. ooh.

tag, people.