oh my gosh
hes making eyes at me
and i dont mind at all
oh my gosh
hes making my imagination..
run w-wild!!

some silly song by some person in the basement something.. basement jaxx? silly song. hahha..but i like the words in it. spunkie.

but anyways. im here to blog(: im feeling very good about myself for some reason. weirder still, ive got butterflies in my stomach.

im just excited that im blogging, thats all((:

i have the whole house to myself on this rainy friday afternoon(: its a friday!!! im so glad. week's been pretty busy with revisions and whatnots and im more than happy to welcome the weekend once again.

time flies, doesnt it. hell it does and it flies amazingly, sadistically and extremely fast, leaving you desperately trying to keep up.

monday was a public holiday..labour day. the next day was english paper. screwed, i tell you. screwedddd.

there was a spot check thingie after english paper two. and it got everyone so nervousy and jittery and a little paranoid because it was a different kind of spot check. ahha.

but it was nothing laar. leave it to the school to always manage to spook the kids out for no apparent reason.

when it was my turn, i had mr bala checking my bag.. he was in a hurry, i suppose.. you know how when you're in a hurry, you tend to fumble about and get all clumsy. mr bala was guilty of that. ahha.

my bag has alot of compartments. and mr bala didnt know where to start. he picked the smallest compartment.

biiiiiig mistake. a baaad move.

thats where i put my dirty socks.

yea no kidding.. (: but unlike salmia, mr bala didnt think it was hilarious.

yea so someone lost his phone or someone stole it or something that day. mr bala, on the other hand, lost his appetite.

hahhahahhahahahahaha..aherm. anyway yea.

that day after school, salmia and i had lunch at macs and.. fishing hell, even if id lived to a hundred years, i doubt my social life would be as..grand as hers.

you kow what im saying.. everywhere we go, we would at least bump into an ex-classmate of hers, or an ex-schoolmate, or an ex-crush. ahha. and they would stopped for a while and talked a little.

when i bumped into naurah, an ex classmate of mine(which i was trying to avoid, sad to say), all i managed to say to her was, "what the hell happened to your hair?!?!!"

she was like, huh? so i rephrased, changing the word hair to hand.

as if thaaat wasnt awkward enough, a whole bunch of mats from her school started appearing almost from out of nowhere. everywhere, actually.

i cant help but notice, she seemed a little..grateful to see them. i dont blame her; i know i was. because it meant that i 'had to go'.

yea as much as i want to say that things changed, people changed and thats why naurah and i are not as closed as we were when we were little kiddos performing on stage for teacher's day.. then i remembered how salmia and her old friend waved to each other from across the street and how deep they were in their conversations.......

sighh i thuuck.

i just wish my friendships now with all of my friends right now wont end up like how i was with naurah.

dont get me wrong, naurah was a great friend. we had fun boogie-ing(: but i dont know. its just me i guess!?!!!!

while in the bus back home, this supa dupa cute guy sat next to us. we sat at the back of the bus, see. the guy was with his parents but his parents took a sit in front of us.

what i noticed about this guy was his dimples. im a sucka for dimples, no doubt about that and aint shy about that either.

so i was making eyes at him. hahhahahahhaha.. i waved a little and he gave me a warm smile and i just went crazy.

ive told you salmia brings out the spontaniety in me.

she knows imma shutter bug; anything that catches my eye, ill take a shot of it with my phone. unlike everyone else of my friends, salmia doesnt think i was being silly. she is one herself. aahha.

so naturally, i tried to get this guy's picture but i knew it wont be easy. i wanted his whole face, not just the sideview. i had to get through his parents first.

that was when salmia grabbed my phone from me, leant forward and practically thrust the phone right in the guy's face.

instead of diving for his parents like any other 4-year-old should when he finds two crazy schoolgirls trying to take a picture of him, he simply smiled shyly into the camera!

talk about vanity. hahhahahaha.

then the father turned around, saw salmia in action and glared at her. either she was oblivious because she was mesmerized by the guy, or she was just crazier than me.

she was just crazier than me. because she even had the guts to look at the angry father and lifted her chin at him, a gesture which could mean anything, see.

who cares anyway. ive got his photo!!! and his name. hehhhehh.

he reached his stop and stood up. and salmia asked what his name is. his mother heard this and was looking our way suspiciously. i pretended to look out the window and enjoy the scenery of the hdb flats.

so yea we got his name..probably heard it wrongly because the name 'yong chang' really sounds.. funny. hahha.

the next day.. a wednesday..salmia and i studied a little at macs after schoool. and she happened to recogniz one of the guys working there, who 'used to have a crush on' her.

i can see why(:

she told me why: "i once help push his wheelchair bound grandmother from central all the way home. and ever since then he was trying to woo me with gifts because he thought im this nice, caring girl..whaat only. im not all those."

she wasn bragging. i know bragging when i hear one, mind youu.

she said these next: "actually, i am a good girl la but i dont show it. because then people will take advantage (of me)."

..go figure.

she does have a point but what i strongly feel is that i should always be nice to others and do small simple things for them. 'it may not bring monetary rewards but the intangible benefits are aplenty'(:

mr ezzy chan showed us more than 50% of the questions that will come up for midyears..... he hopes we all can give him 100% passes. that would make altogether 41 of us.

geography paper 2 today.. -cries-. okie actually it wasnt that bad. almost all of the questions were from the ten year series which i had painstakingly read through.

note: read.

so i was practically strangling myself for not memorizing the answers. i know it wasnt my fault but really, if i had did just that, i would have gotten a distinction just like *snap fingers*.

but ohwells!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

ive got sciences to worry about now. and maths. ooohh maths. i love maths. really i do.

my uncles and aunts urge me to go to a jc. imma like, jeez ill go wherever i wanna go you cannot stop me for nuts.

and i asked my mother where she wants me to head for after Os.

"anywhere you wanna go, la." (i was smiling so wiiiidely) "but id prefer you go to a jc." (my smile wavered slightly) "but i dont want to pressurize you so much..but really. i want at least one of my 3 daughters to go uni. and you're my only hope."

and no i am not honoured even a bit. i mean, how could she--

hold it. happy thoughts, lelaa, happy thoughts!!!!!

mom believes in me, so do my nosy uncles and aunts. i think. :)i can do it.

msn is new!! ahah. kooliies.

okie this entry can last for another 7 days. haha goshhh. somebody stop me!!!!