hes online... erm. shld i go say hi or sumfink? uhh. i doubt hed reply. well, one thing ive learnt is tht i shld not get my expections high whn it comes to this kindarf shits. cuz i mite end up disappointed. and i hate being disappointed. just finkin of it already ruins my day.

so this means imma ignore him. but thts not fair. hed fink im being stuck-up :| but thn again. does he even fink of me? well, erm. i dun mean it tht wayy, tho. sheesh. ahaha. erm. shld i come clean? nupp. not da rite time.

okie. imma gonna say hi. and thn immediately close da convo. and thn, erm. go get sumfink to drink. aunt j bought some snacks. oh yea~ she baked some marshmellow cereal~ Taste greatt! hehe. imma gonna help myself. erm. if he replies hey sup? or anyfink la, thn erm. thts just cool :). If he darsen, he darsen. im cool. *hides chopper behind back*

Weird how whn u found out da guy u like is goin out wit this beeyotch.. err i mean, girl, and u got all pissed off/heartbroken-but-dun-wanna-show-it-too-much-cuz-it's-not-cool, ull end up hating tht guy, even tho he had done nuffffink at allll... tho he had hurt u, intensionally or not [in my case, its not, cuz he darsen noe i fink hes HOTTTTT]. Yea. I hate him. Erm. hate. too strong a word. X| ahaha. but thn again... nvr say u hate tht person bcuz u cant let go.

Oh yuck yuck yuck. i sound so 'im heartbroken feel for me'..~ nOooOoOo..

Sigh.

Hi. Isn it strange how my mood just changed liddat? lyka pendulum. ahahaa. just 10 mins ago i was all shitty-shitty [meaning crazy-crazyy]. ermm... Hah. neewayyy~ camat ali laya ajiiiii.. XD. And uncle sam returnin back to canada in 6 days. sigh. gonna misssh them~ actually gonna miss only noah. ahahhaa. Oh well :).

Erm. Okie.

Ive said hi to him. Okie, no i have not. im just starng at his display pic. ewk. ahaha. thts it. i aint sayin hiii. y shld i?! ...y shld i not? wad has he done to me? nuffink, exactly. sigh. oh wow wee. hannan's online. hm. wish he has some cool music to lemme hear.

Prollie changin my layout.. XD.