Life's gooood :))))

But kinda feelin guilty tho. ate the remaining of my nenek's sambal prawn, which was kinda for shafiq. ouff. sorrrieee. he was reeli 0_0 whn i told him i finished it all. tat same sad despair look. the day i broke his g-string. of his guitar.

got to skool wid salmon. but we din reeli xchange any words.. i cud tell by the way she walked, shes exhausted frm ytd. so we just walked bside one another. all the way frm the busstop to skool, she just breathed 1 word; 'penatt.' aww poor thing. felt like giving her a hug.

"A real friend is someone who you can sit in complete silence with and still walk away feeling like you just had the best conversation of your life.”

geog.... had pretest. blarrdy suhandy. he was sitting rite at the back, at tat long table ther. but whn ms noor announced ther was gonna b a pretest, he was like, 'fcuk. nurlela, id better sit wit u.' ....aight. wads wit using my fullname? but i dun mind him sitting next to me to copy. he smells goood. and also cuz no matter wad happen, ill end up copying him too. his geog's better thn me actually. hes just too lazy to think. kinda like me la gituu. wahAHa.

sakura disappeared into the toilet rite after geog during recess and nvr to b seen again. shes always like tat!!! 'eh. i wanna go toilet. wait for me noe!!' so we did. but she nvr turned up. sri and i ended up having to carry her bag - -||| lols. so this time, we got her to bring her bag along. gAHaha.

heheh. lined up for food wit raelieeee!! hAHahA! nahh. actually not. aspho was the one bhind him. i was too busy lookin out for shanie. hes my first priority! LMAO. like reaal. sheeeesh. but he aint ther, tho. his homies were.. and guess who had to come to spoil the whole thingg. okie not reeli spoil la. cuz i luvta look at him. ... tats an understatement. evryberdie knows i luvta look at evry boy on tis earth.

yea. so he was therrr. :))))

cant turn back the clock. cant make momentum stop. and evrytime i look at u, i hesitate. i get a trigger in my mind. tat makes me rewindd. and rmb how u blew my heart awayyyy. -'dont tell me ur sorry now', sclub8

lols. sakura was in front of me la. and thn sadako suddenly came up to her. and one of his frenz behind us, was like whooaa whoaaaaaa whn he saw the both of them. like wth?! havent he seen a twin b4?!! loLs. but kinda cute tho, his reaction. gAHHAha!

mrs ong came into class for eng, sayin tat today was her last lesson wit us. 'so if yall noticed, mrs poh is bacck....' and evry1 just went like 'oohh nooOooO!' even sri swore! ehhe. tis is rare. gAHhAAS. but yea..mrs ong din mentioned neefink like, 'this is no april's fool joke' so the tot tat it mite b nvr reeli did crossed our minds. and even ms khai announced to us! and she even warned us to make sure we bring all the necessary stuffs tmr for eng. so sucky marns.. i hope its all a joke la. cuz mrs ong rawcks.

sakura was doing some 'leg exercising'... at first i tot it was some leg exercising la. she was swisshing abt her legs... lol wadeva. lost of words to describe it. lOls. yeaa. but she was making weird stuffs wit her legs. turned out its a silat move.. scissors, tats wad its called *confused* hHAa. 'silat tau. dun play play!!' *rolls eyes* lolsss. and thn ther was tis birdie perched outside the window all of a sudden. and sakura gave out a shriek! yeA marNS! like, one second ago she was boasting abt silat and the next, she was crying for help cuz of a lil birdie. okie la. mayb not reeli for help. hehes. she got the window closed for the rest of the day XD

sumfink magical happened during amaths period. lee loo was lecturing us. said sumfink abt, 'i can foresee tat ..........' and she had her hands up, emphasizing, and thn suddenly the projector screen slided back up!! we were all 'whoaaaa!!!!!' lee loo was tryin very hard to keep her stern. but she ended up smiling :))) so cute la she, whn she smiles. lols.

mt period! was excited. cuz it was the last period. sakura has tis lil compartment in her bagg, which she threw in her rubbish in, including lil pieces of thingies u got whn u punch holes.... u noe wad im sayin??? loLS. tat small piece of papers.... oh wadeva. yeaa. she hauled her bag over her shoulder, kinda swung it abt, and got her compartment part torn. how, i duno. and all the rubbish inside got all over the floor and her table. omg u shld haf seen her expression. she was jumping abt in frustration and throwing her fists abt. WAHHAhas. sri, norine and i were like doing nothing abt it. hehe. she got a broom and swept it awayyy..... XD

we dinno while all this happened, the rest of our classmates were actually planning a lil april fool joke on their chinese teacher. they turned off all lights, fans, closed all windows and locked the doors. sakura managed to escape tho :\ cuz she went out to empty the dustbin. yea. it was like, me and sri were still in the classroom, crapping whn suddenly everyting was quiet. every1 except the both of us, hannan and eldwen were the one standing. wilson was guarding the door. wanted to go out, but he wudn open the door. oh no! we were being hold hostage!!!!!

it was stupid!!! the worst prt was whn the teacher arrived, wilson eventually opened the door, and evry1 started goin, 'april fool!!!!!!!' and throwing lil paper planes, and the 4 of us kinda ruined the whole picture; we were practically running out of the classroom. WAhAHhas. creeeepy.

had amaths remedial. was at the 2nd floor, lookin out whn suddenly tis sec1 kid called out to me frm the 3rd floor. forgotten her name.. *paisehh* hahA. she held out a piece of paper to me which read, 'how cud u do it?' had a hard time reading it. straining my bloody eyes. torture. 'do what?!!' i screamed. she got out another paper, 'u talked behind my back'. wth. since whn!?!! i was like reeli stressed down ther! tis girl i hardly know sayin i talked bhind her backK!?! she got another paper, 'u called me a bitch.' this one, had trouble reading. so she hadta read it out to me. 'i did not call u a bitch!!!' 'yes u did!' 'noOoo!' and in the end, she turned the paper to the other page, and it wrote; 'APRIL FOOL!!!!!'

i showed her my significant finger.

another attempt to fool me, which was done successful... got up for el. grace from the other corner yelled out, 'lela! lela! thers sumtink on ur shirrrt!!!' looked down. nothing. 'april fool!!!!' the instructor was ther, so cudn reeli show her my thang.

just now, aspho smsed sayin tat raelie got up to her and asked her sumfink abt me. LMAO. mahh gawwd. who she tryna kid?! wasn born ytd, kaesh!? firstly, din see raelie board the bus wit her. secondly, he stops at my stop [at least he did, tat day he stepped on my shoe in the crowded bus... gaHAHa..] and lastly, why wud HE wanna ask sumfink abT ME? sheeshh. thn she confessed. told me tat muji asked abt me, not raelie. rriiiiight.

joan seow sent me an sms in cheena - -||| LMAO.. tot it was another prank. hahaa.

Am I gone. Have I faded away from this. I hope you can save me. I pray that you save me. -'back from the red', hannan

im gettin my new specs tmr. abt time. like wise.

when things get too outta hand, you've just gotta let it go when you're gripping the end of the last string. sometimes things are just too big for us to handle. and letting go may be a better idea.Theres no point grabbing on to something you've already dropped and tt something has already shattered...you've just got to pick up the pieces... -tabitha :)))