what the fudge?!

for the first time in history, i dun feel like writing. (: <- im smiling isn tat weird? tis is not a smiley matter. tis is serious matter.. cuz if i dun write, my readers will haf nothing to read and will resort to depression or worst, prollie suicidal .. so i guess i shldn b smiling and at least pretend to look serious. >:-|

okiee tat was the most ugliest smiley ive ever came up wit hurhurr.

boom behbee guess what? panda teo din turn up for our supp class. AgAiN. like, what the fudge?! okie hahah obviously im pretending to b mad. im not mad. its not like i woke up early for it or anything.... anyway, i got to see my class buds. tho not even half the class turned uP!! ahh i love to look at lolo hes so .. lookable? i got to see srieee!! i miss her!

mb layout is nearly done ((: ThaNkiEw VAneSsA! but cudn finish it last nite cuz i had to bear wit hannan.. gotta 'entertain' him wit his girls-problems. -curses. know what i hate most? its whn boys gush to me abt their girls.... no wrong. im cool wit tat really. lemme b more specific. whn hannan gushes to me abt his girls.

dun get me wrong. i dun hate hannan. in fact i like him. but i dun have any feelings for him, in case u tink im jealous or anything. LOL. its just tat, he is so irritating! and he knows tat. yall prolie noe now imma ex-demon ((: but HE has brought out the demon in me.

imma put up our convo.. not all tho. u dun hafta read. ehhe. im puttin it up for vanessa. LOL. but u can read if u wanna. (VANESSA: u helped me soooo much! so to return the favor, read the below convo i had wit 'the bastard', and i hope u laugh ur head off like u did last nite lOL. have fun reading. and laughingg.)

"so, lela. u still into boy girl relationship? cause girls are starting to behave weirdly lately."
"ohh no. im cool."
"you mean ur not lesbian?"

girlfrens out ther.. dun u feel like punching tis guY!?!?!

im not lesbian."
"girls are turning into homos these days. did you know?"
"i din noticed."

see the way i replied? yess.

"dun freak out if one turns out to have a crush on you. you never know. :)"
"(: i see its bothering you?"
"yes. is tis some kind of a new trend? why?"
"ever realized it mite b u boys?"
"i was sarcastically asking."
"nvr good enuff for us girls."
"keep it down."
"AHHA."

i was turning evil evry second..... thn i cooled. but then!! he juSt HAD TO spoil it!

"how's mm.. tat blur looking guy you had a crush on again?"
"hes fine. hes goin out wit tis bitch named ____. god bless them."
"i cant believe i dun even rmb his name."
"why wud u wanna rmb his name for?"
"ur rite. its not so important anyway."

IIRGH!!

"what abt tat guy who looked like me? still into him?"
"no. i told u, im cool."
"cmon. u prob have a tattoo in ur arm sayin 'danial'."
"ethan. its ethan. and no, i dun."
"danial sounds nicer right?"
"no."
"u mean u dun like the sound of danial radcliffe?"
"potter guy? no."
"honey... ur the only one hus not into him."
"ive noticed tat."
"okay tat explains it all."
"what?"
"ur taste. ur kind of taste."

i was ready to bash him up if he said something mean. how to bash him up? we were on msn. but i din care tat time.

"u sayin my taste is terrible?"
"no. just different :)."

awwwwsh. until he started talkin abt tis girl he met...... look, i dun mind really. but too much of it, bores me off. im just not sure what to sayy! u wanna talk abt girls, talk to a boyy pls.

"shes a bloody cheerleader. now u dun get tat very often do you?"
"cheerleader huh. thot they extinct."
"you want to see her pic?"
"do i want to see her pic?! DO I WANT TO SEE HER PIC? what do you think?"
"haha okie."

i thot he got my hint or something..... he sent it to me anyway.

"Oei! what am i supposed to do wit her pic?!"
"look at her. carefully. and judge for me."
"since whn my judgement matter?"

oh well what the heck. i felt like bitchingg anyway. i told him she shld get her nose fixed. i also added she s pretty. i dno why. i din wanna sound like a wet blanket.. ehhe.

"so she darsen have a nice nose. and shes pretty?"
"look. its not easy to lie, you know."
"so shes not pretty?"
"no. its the nose part i lied abt. shes pretty."
"seriously. ..do you see she and i?"

i SOOOO rolled my eyes, i caught a glimpse of my brain.

"no cant. ... i forgot how u look like."

ouch tat was mean, wasn it?

"oh wow. thank you for telling me."
"sorry, dude. im not myself today. sorry yeh?"
"its alright. its normal sometimes."

awwwsh. he wasn mad. .. and thn he was off to pissing me off again. and i was off to TRY to piss him off.

"im waiting for the perfect xchange student."
"u can wait ur heart's content, hannan."
"it wun happen?"
"no way ho say. its too perfect. kinda like movie of the week."
"oh. okay. i hate to say tis. but ill say it anyway."
"-drumroll."
"term 3 is in 2 weeks time."
"... is tat wad u wanted to say?"
"yes. ur not hurt?"
"am i supposed to?"
"yes."
"im not hurt. are you?"
"yes. a lot. i teared a river."
"okie thn. hey hannan, term 3 is in 2 weeks time."
"-_-'"
"r u crying?"
"no. im -_-'. what are u tryna do?"
"hurt u. apparently not working."
"why u bitch...."
"-evil laugher?"
"my heart is tearing apart. it tangles out of my ribs. can u see it?"
"id give eveything to see it, hon."
".. u heartless evil.. thing."

-bows. thakiew. thankiew. i love u too.