{ Maybe it's best you leave me alone. }

Saturday, July 31, 2004?

okie so i was practically tellinn the whole world i like `him.
hm.
heh.
wrong.
uve yet to see more, behbee.
so.
2 words:
bear wimme.
thank you(:

im fine(: okie mayb im not. cuz ive been studyinn just now. hellz no? the hellz yeh. hahha. yup yup. sadly my momma din notice those coffee stained phy notes all over the place which i purposely left them to hint her tat i have been studyinn like she wanted me to. no wrong. tat i have been studyinn like she din thot i wud(: not now at least..

no more supply of pepsi cuz evryone in my hse is lazy to get their butts out of the hse to go to the nearest shop. thers only coffee. i hate coffee. but i need it. drank a cup. now my teeth is stained and my breath smells. -gaggs. but i need caffaine, behbee. or else id fall asleep in a middle of memorising formulas and the kinetic theory of matter. and a lot of other phy crap(:

wokieee.. something black just appeared frm inside my closet. jeng jeng jeng.. haha. its anggunn!!! hahha. i need to clean up my closet, munz. its overflowing. its impossible to shut it properly tats why my cats keep creepinn in and out like as if my closet is their second litter box.

haish. my youngest sis had tis performance thingiee last night. yeh. night. and i had to fetch her. last night. yesh. last night. at 10 whn i shld b at hme sleeping or lazinng around. stupid thing was, i went out too early and i practically sat ther at the busstop for 2 hrs.

feel for me.

so bored ther. summore it was at night.. drizzling. met old skoolmate rozaidi aka romario. muahaha. damn he had/has? looks and braains. evryone wanted to know him. xcept me. i din/dun do boys last time rmb.

dinno it was him cuz it was dark. bet he dinno it was me too. until the comfort bus and those brats arrived. tis lil familiar girl was like, "kakak!!" and i know she wasnt my sister. shes too cute. and skinny. my sister is fat. and my sister darsen call me 'kakak'. she calls me by my name.

yeh tat lil girl was wavinng at me. remembered she was my lil junior back thn. waved back. thn rozaidi was like pullinn her urging her to hurry.. i thn raised my brows at her bro. u know kinda like sayin, "hey, i know u." cudn tell the expression on his face cuz yeh it was dark. thn next thing i knew they were gone.
tis isn something new. evrytime i happen to see those i have history wit, id find them always in a hurry to go.. hahahh. i dno. like as if im contagious..?

thn someone whacked me on the arm wit a bottle. my sister. i was disappointed and sad. why cudn they 'forget' abt my sister and leave her at the wherever-the-performance-was-at? (hahhahaha im sucha mean sister..)

reached hme at 11. so tired. slept. woke up at 12 today.. yes. welcome to the lazy life of lela. haha. yeh. tat explains why i din go to tat poetry thingie. ahha. yeh. but i heard frm asila tat we've got a third(: cool. shld have been ther. thn ther wud b a higher chance of gettin first, hahhaha~ (riiight.)

wokie doo. gotta go cont wit my studying(:

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