Tuesday, August 03, 2004?
-siiinggs along wit Natasha Beddingfield.
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't.. I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't.. and hellz i know someone who does;) ehhe. ohhhh lelaaa. ahhaha. whatever.. yeh. so yall can tell how my day went huhhs. yup yup(: horrifying, yes. i nearly ended up in cage tis morninng.
panda teo fed up wit us.. how ironic. shes always bringing the class down. bleargh. ugh to hell to her. wonder how her form class stands her. 1a2, my heart bleeds for u. ..i can take over her neetime. ehhehe just tell me the time and day, monitor. muahahhaha.
played netball during pe. woohoos. fun. at first the girls din wanna play. except the usual valencia-sharon-meiyee-claire. plus the 3 netballs girls in our class. they all formed a grp. the rest of the girls all.. hesitatingg. chia fedup. thn sakura and i tried to suck up to him:D we formed another team wit the both of us, lolo, suhandy, justinn, roystonn, xingwai. ahhah. i was WD. din do much. ahhaha. pfft.
2nd round was nicer(: girls din wanna play cuz 'got guys' and they all 'very shy'. hahhaha. so we kicked the boys out. tis time i played GS. tho i cant shoot. hahha. cudn get the chance la. cuz the GK was ryan and she is so goddamned tall.. no, im the short one. hahah same thingg. irgh. hahhahah. but it was fun screaming for ppl(: ehhhe.
switced placed wit sriee. played GA. nicer. got to run abt. yehh! hahhaha. i was havinn so much fun i din noticed he walked byyy. it was their recess u sheee.. yeh. hahha. sriee told me but thn it was already too late. hhaha. daaamn. why must he be ther? bet my hair was all stickinn out in weird angles(like they always do.. hahhaha) and was sweating and prollie stank too. hhaha. alermaak.. hahha. malooo.
2nd time was whn i was blowwing my nose in the canteeen. aspho was like, "lelaaa." turned round ahhh. shocked. shit. what he doinng here
now?! i blew in instead of out. get what im sayinn? cud taste my .. inside my mouth. irghh. thn excused myself to give myself a kick in the butt. im sucha klutz.. X /
2 more periods of chem. purposely din bring my book(: ther was a test but it was so simply it was a joke. magnesium and hydrochloric acids give out magnesium chloride and hydrogen. chicken dodol arr! (ehhe iskaandaar, rmb 'chicken dodol'? hhahhaha..). insulting my intelligence.... aik? since whn am i 'intelligent' in chem seh? hhaha. i dno. beginning to understand chem. yeh hahha. it helps sitting next to k.en in the lab. yeh. more attentive. dno why. hahha.
mt was draggy todayy. dear fren wrote letter.. .sigh. ruined my day completely. well. i dun wanna say what she wrote was crap. it was partially true.. we are drifting. but fuck tat. cuz u guys are the world to me. no matter what. shes not the only one miserable ..
no fair. sakura sardinely said hi to hiiimm! what the fudge!?
went hme straight after school. wanted to stay wit sriee. shes got 'independant' band practice and its a tue. but totally no mood liao. was bored sitting at the busstop. thn meiyee came and accompanied me for a while.. thn sadako appeared out of nowher.. wahhahs. lucky. cuz i was debating whether or not i shld go back to school. yerh.
walkinn hme and ther was tis auntyy wit 2 kidds. aunty was caryyinng bags and only a dumbass cudn tell she was struggling. so i tossed my phy and ss textbks to sadako to help the auntyy wit her stufs((:
i dno why im so nice to strangers. but not to ppl i know.. i duno how to put tis. im not nice to my sisters, im not nice to my mom sometimes.. SOMETIMES hahhaha.. erm. im not nice to panda teo. not nice to dennie.. not nice to my frens. ..shrugs.
i bought myself kitkat chunky to cheer myself up. ehhe tat was whn i saw tis really cute guy. until i realized it was rasheedi. heck how am i supposed to recognize him? he was wearingg red shirt and really baggy jeeans. he darsen look like rasheedi-org-afrika. hahha. HAHAhh. maan, been sucha loong time since i last hear tat sonng hannan composed abt his 'african' fren. oooh. hahha. creepy. guys are creepy these days.
evryon'es creepy. even ur dear frens beginninn to give u the creeps.
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