tat was really embarrassing.. -weeps. i made a bloody fool outtarf myself.


hes a fren of my sister's fren. they were on the phone, still are as a matter of fact... and i was singing very lamely. yes was. now im not. haha. i was trying very hard to imitate amy lee. aherm. bet i sounded more like tat mrs lee from fifth storeyy.. heh but tats not it...


yeh so i was singing immortal. did i say, singing very loudly? yes i was. nothing beats the saturday evening wailing ur lungs out along wit ur all time favourite song(: so yeh. thn i overheard my sis talking abt me on the phone and giggling away. i was like, "eh. whats ur problem?" and she was like, "my fren says ur singing very good." ohh how flattering... pfft. "And she asks why din audition for singapore idol."


nothing pisses me off thn pri4 kids trying to b funny wimme esp while im in a middle of a chorus. cudn she waaait till im done wit the song? "you tell your fren, being sarcastic is not gonna take her anywhere."


"being sarcastic is not taking you anywhere," my brilliant sister told her fren. "it's okay. she's just 13 yrs old, she darsen know what shes saying."


i swear i felt like going up there and giving her a smack. and prollie her fren too. but bcuz she was on my bed and i was too lazy to climb up, i chose to ignore her. "im fifteen la dey~" wuzzap wit my fam anyway, getting my aaage wrong?


my sis was still talking abt me. ... i heard, "peirce sec" and "sec 3" and "got ic alr" and "gotta guitar but darsen know howta play". tats it. tat was the last straw. i was abt to yell for momma whn suddenly my sis said to me, "ela. my fren's bro knows how to play guitar." "SO?!" she scrambled down and practically smacked the phone against my ear. i heard someone playing the guitar at the background. immortal by evanescence.


thn i heard a male's voice going, "happy now?" and the sister going, "more la. my fren's sister listening." .. whadda?! i poked my sister wit the phone's anthena. or whatver u call it... musbat nyer budak. malukan maruah org. cehh. the bro played summore. so i listened. this time a different tune. thn suddenly he said "hello? syakila's sister?" into the phone. eh!?


"yeh?" i stuttered.
"i hope u enjoyed tat."
"yeh." biiig gulp.
"alamak. maloo ar."
he referring to me? or himself?
"btw, this is helmi."


i swear i din ask.. instead i said 'okie-dokie. bbyee~' and tossed the phone back to my sis like a grenade how wishing it really was one. tat was reaaally embarrassing. fjdsa s aajsfja jhsjaoiewf. i was rude huh? no. im just shy. so i got my sister to apologize for me. im sucha ass. i can nvr face another helmi. well. i dno how he looks like so i gues phew. remind me to ask which school hes frm. so tat i can run whn i see any mly guy frm tat school(:


it was just me. and my momma. and her momma (my granmom la tat is.) and my sis, who was having a migraine. i hope it was bcuz she had been figuring out how to get me a dicsman.. hehhe. and she was singing derek mcdonald's song, "cuz it huuuurts so baaad.."


seriously, her singing made mine seem like beyonce knowles.. i was like, omg she is so sad): evryone din have the heart to shut her up. xcept me. i told her to go hit the pillow. as in, go sleep la. so she did. literally. hitting her head against the cushion. thn she started talking. talking buulshitt. weird thing was, she knew she was talking buulshitt. therefore, she apologised. said she just have to talk or else the migraine just gets worst. omg she is so sad.


wher me getting sad frm?


momma suggests curling up in bed wit layers on pillows (?) on ur head. grandmom suggests watching tv. i rmbd the movie i watched ytd wit aspho and nana and suggest drilling a screwdriver thru the temples of ur head. i stopped laughing whn i realized no one was laughing. thn seriously i said, "if i have a migraine, id blast some music." and i *just* hadta add, "but sad ar, cuz someone bloody lost my dicsman~" i left my sister moaning with guilt and pain, and my momma trying to console her and my grandmom rubbing her temples.


Im a terrible person. Apparently its genetically inherited ;)