Im just looking around for some decent conversation
no hidden agenda no phony pretender....
It's cos I'm cool.

Is it bold?
That last phrase.
Wait I know it's in bold.
But is it bold?
Hannan says its bold.
I don't know what's bold.
No, I know what's bold.
That phrase in bold is bold.
But what does bold means?
What does Hannan meant by bold?
As in...
You know what?
Forget it.
Why am I so worked up anyway.
-looks around.
Anyone?

I know why.

Charmed is starting soon.
I haven't blog a single thing yet.
-looks at the shits I've just typed out.
Well.
That excluded.

So today I accompanied Aspho to school.
Why!??! When I should really be at home,
doing my assignments
and reading up on the works of rivers.
I'll tell you why(:

It's cos I'm cool.

No la.

ThAaat and also because
if I stay at home, I would have to bring my sis to school and I don't want that because I hate Mayflower and I don't want anywhere near that school`
to reply Tabi's letter`
i miss Peirce`
i want to do something nice for my friends`

And guess what I got back in return?
.... nothing.
Not that I'm expecting any(:
Well. Actually something did happened.
But I'm not going to mention it here.
So there.

I made a new friend. This aherm.. 1A2 girl.
I've seen her around and I didn't like her.
She was like, "Hi. Alone?"
The word 'duh' wanted to fly out of my mouth.
Do you happen to see anyone with me?
But I'm cool.
So I just shook my head
and offered her a seat.

She sat down.
She actually sat down!
I thought she would go,
"Oh I can't. My mum's waiting.
But nice to see you. You rock. Bye."
(Ha! Haha!)

But she didn't.

So then we started talking.
Actually she did the talking.
Hahha. And I listened.
I didn't mind because ahermm..
she was talking about her class.
Hahhahahahha.
Aherm.
Hehhe.

I was folding back Tabi's letter for me,
which has my name all over it,
and that 1A2 girl went like,
"Lela? Your name is Lela?!
You are Lela?!"
At first I was modest and noncholant.
"Yeh. That's me."
But she still had that incredulous look on her face,
like as if I just told her
there was a bomb in the school
right underneath where she was sitting.

"I know a guy named Lela," she said.

And then I was my turn to look totally ridiculous,
as if she just said the bomb had
magically shifted and now it was
directly under my nose.

Then I started laughing
omg this girl is funny.
Everyone knows Lela is a girl's name.
I laughed some more when she told me
she was going to do a research on my name.

Doll. The only thing you can find out is that
it's a beautiful name for beautiful people.
Period.
No make that beautiful female name.

Haha of course I'm kidding(:
She can do all the researches she wants.
She can never find a guy with the name Lela.

Felt bad because she's actually not bad la.
She just talks too much.
Not that I mind.

Then she left.
Just as soon as Aspho texted me.
Then we waited for Nana.
While waiting, there was this SPCA ad
with dogs and cats and hamsters and all.
Very interesting. Hahahha.
These people named their pets like humans.
Nupp, I have nothing against it though((:
I think it's cute.
Imagine calling a cat 'Matthew'..
Or calling a big black dog 'Lulu'.
Hahha. You get me.

The three of us had lunch at ph.
Did some talking.
I felt so much better
after letting it all out of my system(:

Met up my sis at J8.
Screw her la.
I had to wait so fucking long.
In the end, she called up screaming,
"Ah! I lost my wallet~"

Why do I have a feeling she's just making it up?
Like that time she kept saying
she left my Dicsman in her school locker
and I suspected she lost it
which she did..
So yeh.
Lost your wallet?
Come oNnnnN~

I was so mad at her I couldn't talk to her.
I hung up on her and sent her an sms.
"Yeh you're going to lose an arm
if you don't get your filthy butt down here."
I did alot of swearing.

I also did alot of wandering.
Not inside J8 window shopping wandering.
Outside J8 actually.
I walked around J8.... literally.

I tried calling Nurool
but no one picked up.
So I called Sriee.
Haha Sriee sounds cute on the phone.
Then I called up momma for fun.

Actually I didn't know where I was going.
I just kept on walking.
And I ended up back in J8.
How weird. Hahha.
Like all these while I was walking in circles.
In one very lonnnng circle.
Long circle?
I meant .. round circle?
I don't know.
FOrget it.
Haha.

SIster flooded my inbox with apologies.
Pfft. And I mean seriously flooding.
Could not be bothered with her.
Until she said: "I'll treat you. Promise!"
So while I waited some more,
I came up with a list of things I wanted.

She bought me cookies from Mrs Field.
And an orange hair band which costs a freaking buck.
Pfft. I showed her my attitude.
And she showed me hers.
Hello? In case you forgot, you sucker,
you made me wait for you for hours~

Totally forgotten why we were there at J8.
Remembered tomorrow is momma's birthday.
Wanted to get her a pair of shoes
but seriously.. it's not easy.

My sister suggested good results for momma's present.
A cliche. I mean, go ask a mother what she wants
from her daughter for her birthday. I don't know,
but my mother would say, 'bring home good results.'

But you see.
That's the thing.
My results are baaaad.

We went back home empty handed.
Well not really haha. I've got cookies~
But that's not the point.

Tomorrow first thing in the morning,
we're going to go get something for her.
I don't know. Just something. ANything.

Forget about shoes.
Which shop opens so early in the morning seh?
I want something that's cheap, yet .. nice
and easy to get and .. cheap..? Hahha.

Anyway I've noticed alot of boys have
that (f)lower icon in their msn nicks..
Shannon, Hafeesh, Dart, Theodore
and this guy I never knew I had in my contacts.
What gives?
Coincidence? Most likely.
But still~ It amuses me.

Oh hey yo.
That's it.
Flowerrrrr~
Oh.
Ohhhh~
Hehhehehhe.