i pissed off the guy who almost wanted to get me a guitar. so it seemed at first..

he was like, "what's your budget?" and "what type?" and "im not selling you mine but i can get you good offers."
so i was really exhilarated .. at some point there.. so he asked for my contact and i gave him my number and all of a sudden..

"you can go to peninsula plaza and check it out yourself."

i was like.... dude. if you would have told me that at the first place then we wouldn't have wasted so much time, right? i missed 7/8 of charmed because of that.

you see the thing is, i asked if anyone out there wanted to sell his/her guitar. i didn't ask howwww or wheeerrre to get one. of course i knoooww where to get one. jeeez.

the reason why getting a new guitar is not really one of my option: i know it would be pretty expensive. so im thinking of looking for second hand ones, preferably one my size. hopefully from someone i know.. for convenience sake(: and i can easily ask for a lower price without having to feel so awkward.

its all selfish pleasure(: haha. gotta please myself once in a while, right?

daniel took a while to reply back.. he was like, "whatever. okay. i don't really care."

this is not the first time i pissed him off(: im bad. i was a little guilty after that. so i apologized but i know daniel. he hates that 5 letter word.. so there.

he has probably blocked me in his msn contacts(:

wonder what momma thinks of me getting a new g.. my old one, or actually shafiq's old one, is really in a bad state. and its designed for.. bigger built people. explains why i cant do a g without sounding like crap.

not that shafiq's big. he's small for his age (it runs in our family generation, i guess?). but its different because he's a boy. it really isn't his anyway. it was paassed down from his dad. i bet if he wanted to, he would get a smaller guitar for himself(:

he doesn't because he knows id be the first to lay my hands on it.. and break a string or two(: happens lots of time.

troubled times, you know i cannot liee. im off the wagon and im hitchin a riiide. such an old bob-your-head-along kind of song. haha. i liike ar.

there's a drought at the fountain of youthh.. and now im dehydraating. my tongue is swelling up i say.. shiet!