uncle aip asked if i wanted to go watch the finals indonesia versus singapore next sunday at the stadium.. i screamed hell yeh!

the last time i went to watch soccer liive was effing ages ago, baby.. anyway, i was draagged by my dad and i wasn't at all interested.

it was at night and i was scared because everyone there was screaming their heads off and it seemed like i was at the wrong place at the wrong time.. i hated dad for taking me there. momma hated him for sneaking me in there too.

my dad was always dragging me to weird places. there was once he took me to watch him jam with his friends. but that, i enjoyed.

explains my love for music(:

hans! hhie!(:
hannan! you're alive! hahaha. yeh, i've updated your link.

i think syak has lost a screw or something.. with the pages i've torn off the calender each day, she wanted to colour-in the characters...

hahah i like how she thinks. but, nah. i'm going to get her a barbie notebook where she can colour in her heart's content.

how do you tell your sister that you're fine with whatever she does and you're not going to judge her but support her all the way because you love her and so she doesn't have to hide things and keep everything to herself?

and even though maybe she likes it that way but i feel like as if it's my fault she thinks it's better that way. you get my drift!?

i may not look very approachable but what you see is not necessarily what you get, right?

please tell me if the words are too tiny for you.. i think it's tiny but i like it that it's tiny.

i bought new shooes. but it's like big.. i was like telling the whole universe that it's big. but it looked small in the shop!

of course i tried it. i tried 6. it's like tight! so i got a 7. it was okay. so i bought it, showed my gmum and she was like, it's big! and then i stared at it and.. it's big!

haha i'm crazy. i'm crazy and i have big shoes. hahahhaha..

what i need now is a bag. orange one, preferably. but before i get a bag, i need money. haha yeh.

summie chatted me up! (: but he was like, "how's the sec 1s?" and i was like, hel-lo? that's a new way of asking 'how are you'.

but i'm fine with it. really.. i didn't even beat myself up because he 'had to go' so soon and i realized actually i bored him. so i guess i am over him for good. hahaha. i thought absence makes the heart grow fonder?

i bore him. hahaha. oh no i've lost my wit. ooh.

saw daphne the other time. and i thought if there was a daphne, there should be an ethan. but no ethans in sight. good. because it was raining. the water soaked through my cap and my hair was all weirded out. not a sight.

shit happens and it may hurt no matter how you try. screw everything and everybody else, baby. it's okay to cry.