some holidays. pfft. so many stuffs to do.. and not related to any relaxation of any sort! you know what i mean.

momma wants to watch constantine but i don't. id love to but i can't. i was telling her, "my os, momm, my os!!"

haha yes. im so proud of myself! i was. 3 seconds after those words came flying outtarf my mouth and went smack in her face. and then now im regretting it..

lelaa..keannu reeves, hello!?!?

but what the hell.(: ive been (trying to) do plenty of preparations. i guess..? how do i do it!? how do i pull myself into doing it!? its a beautiful wednesday.. its the hols for crying out loud. what am i doing!?

like me, you gotta have discipline and.. conscience. haha.

hannan: "you have them? how much did you get them for?" me: "its all in me. seriously. wayyy in me." hannan: "but mine's in the closet. its dusty in there. wouldn't wanna go there."

usually im only so hardworking when my relatives are around, especially my aunts. spefically my uncles' wives. haha yehh. with them around im like the perfect little niece/daughter/..thing.

but now i couldn't be stuffed(:

right now im ignoring my conscience and putting myself on the no-such-thing-called-discipline mode. the best time of my life(:

lol darren is flirting on radio!! "im picturing you all sexy slapping on sun tan lotion.." or something equally 'flattering'. i wonder how he looks like..? hahhaha.

my aunt mistook my ignorance for confidence..... i was watching the tv on the sofa and she came and sat next to me.

nosy aunt: "prepared [for o's] already?" annoyed me: "preparing." bloody nosy aunt: "wahh so confident." bloody annoyed me: "ha ha ha. no la. where got confident.. like that only lor."

nosy aunt, obviously chose to think i was just being modest: "my son's probably practising his maths now as we speak. looking at him makes me want to cry.. hes no time to watch tv!"

note the mockery in her voice. okie. imagine the mockery in her voice. and the annoyance bubbling inside me. i wished i could mute her with the remote.

being the morning person that i am, i

woke up at 6 today.. showerr.. and made myself coffee(caffeine is my best friend), spread my books out on the floor, turned on the radio, turned off my phone(no time for distractions!), and then started reading disgustingly-vandalised-bullcrap-infested bio textbook.

actually i don't know when's when. or what's what...... i think its

i woke up at 6..shower .. turned on the radio, spread books out on the floor, stared at the books, i turned off my phone awriight, well, to recharge it... then started reading bio. 2 minutes later, got bored and made myself coffee, toast, and cornflakes (im a small kid with a big appetite).

hey, im not supergirl, you know.

remember how i said discipline and conscience are all in you? just gotta let them out and give them a chance(: i let them do their thing at about 10 in the morning.. and i really did revise.

aerobic respiration is the breakdown of good substances with the release of water and energy..? glucose + oxygen = carbon dioxide + water + energy.

or something. hahhaha. okie so i forgot!!!! bio has never been my forte anyway(: doesn't every sciences, hm!??! hahaha.

happy lunar new year and happy holidays(: