wanna hear something funny? ryan thinks i like xianyao!!? actually it's not funny lor. it was traumatizing to hear. for me, that is. becase it's not true..

ryan was like going, "let's say you were to marry him.. what would your name be?"
"nerr.. mrs han, i guess." and i was saying to myself, lelaa han.. hahahhahah. so doesn't have a ring to it lor.
"what about him?"
"well.. if he converts, which he must since he's gonna marry me, then he gets to change his chinese name to a malay name."
"like, saddam han?"
"nerr... yea. you get the picture.."

but it's not true lor.. -looks at nj-.

today was fine(: so was yesterday. this week has been supa fine in fact. well, so far. we've still got a thursday and a friday. yup.

but really, what can possibly go wrong?

oh. i know.

tests.

isn't that scary? as soon as i went, what can possibly go wrong? the next second i was like, tests....

amaths test was disastrous.. emaths too. at least physics was fine. uh huh i had 3 tests in a day.. killerr. i wanted to cry during amaths. i wanted to strangle dennie during emaths in a middle of constructing a locus.. without the proper instruments.

no wait. i wanted to strangle hannan, more like. still do. i wanna dislocate his other shoulder. he gets to miss 4 tests and that's preetie wikid if you ask me.

anywaysm. had health check. and free porn. hurhur. xinfang and j.chan damn gross lor. a disgrace to me.. we were from the same primary school.

browsed(and laughed out loud) through the yearbook. the first page i got to was.. shit, 1e1 '02. ahha. my class. ahah. brings back funky memoriiies(: .....

dicky and i getting punished by miss poon 2nd week of school.. just the second week, kay!?

(:just the 3 of us: nana(she was rosnah back then hahahhaha), atiqah(and her curls..-smiiiiles-) and me(..same old me, nothing's changed. heh..).

the staying back after school and chilling out at the library.... sitting at the parade square during recess and eating some.. biscuit bars thingies..(: we were so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways yea.. hah. hm. ((((:

checked out ethan's! hahahhah.. damn. damn. ahaha. heh.

hais. cant imagine what he, vanessa, hans, all those waiting to get their results.. going through now. sigh! i can, actually. but you will never know how it really really really feels until it's your turn.

i feel so helpless. i know there's nothing i can do but i just wanna.. lighten their burden a wee bit.. you know? saying, "its okie.. you'll do fine" just doesn't seem approriate.

"im here, okie? if anything happens. ill come and play you a song" sounds equally absurb too.hahhahaha. actually, worst. but i think that kindar made him loosen up a bit.

asilaa surprised me with two kittens. i was like, ah! aaah!! kittens!! oooooh shoo cute! sriee was like, ohhh tidak.. i was, relax its just kittens.. then miss tan came and spoilt it all. she's always like that...

after recess was physics.. had test. ahha. not bad.. but the female teacher was.. i don't know who she was but i don't like her. ahahhaha. maybe it was our fault but hey, don't have to say we are dumb.

"can ya'll log in?" no response. "can ya'll log in?" still no response.. silence, in fact. just the soft clicks of the mouse. and then the teacher went like, "hello? is 4e1 dumb??!" norine(i think): "logging in la."

okie she didn't really call us dumb.. but she probably thought so(: every teacher thinks so.

got the class jersey too. no, it doesn't worth thirty-four bucks, no. hells no.. the colour's fine and all but the wordings kindar thuuuck. and yea, it's huge. i can never fit properly in it, even if id lived to a hundred. unless i shrink and am probably the size of a 5-year-old.

oh yea!! i was 109cm when i was primary 1!!! 109!! omigawd. beat that! hah!

it was an online test.. so i took the golden opportunity to check on my friendster. haven't done that for ages. wahha.

ethan wrote me a 'testicle'(as quoted from asilaa) and.. i was paranoid thinking he.. let's just say it's very misleading-ish. ahahha. then i realized, dang. it's from that song. duh..

after physics should be cme. but ezzy took over.. had physics instead. whoots. didn't turn out that bad anyways.. everyone was doing their own thing..... like moonwalking.

weijie and chengxi were like, on the far side of the room, trying to imitate usher/michael jackson.. i was minding my own business, copying off linus' when i noticed weijie 'walking' backwards.......

wahahhahahaha.. go figure.

dennie dropped by physics lab and the whole class was screaming, "gohh!!! 'ster goh!!!!!!!! postpone test!! gohhhh!!" but he was completely ignoring us!!! seriously!!!!! he turned his back on us!

don't turn your back on me. i wont be ignored!!

a-hole. ahahhahahahah.

had emaths test.. no hope lor.. then the malay workshop thingie.. waited for eldwen. he seemed in a hurry...... said he wanted to go to the canteen.. sriee and i were staring at each other going: "who's he kidding?"

the workshop was nice(: excuse the limited vocab. aaaahahah. but really. it was niice. i think it's the chocolates lor. aaahahhaha.

wham. the rest was a blurrrr..

check out hannan's blog, people.. damn hilarious. ahhaha. he's got a way of blogging i should try try some day. ehehhe.

"what goes around comes around. i believe that if youve been a good and kind person then the good things will come to you later eventually."

who buys that? anyone?