what, no messages?
this is depressing.
nobody misses me, it seems.
must be this new layout.
ahahha its awright.
im kindar used to it now(':
the layout and you'all not missing me.


ahhahaha reverse psychology rocks.


so what you guys up to?
(:
i havent been blog hopping
because ive been really busy.
you know,
with the killer assignments
and all.
pfft.


add that one to my 'why i hate term breaks' list.


oh what?
ive already added that?
it was the first thing id written??
oh.


add it again.
and while you're at it,
make it bold and underline it.
thrice.
that's the way.


so far ive only completed english.
yayness.


ive still got e and amaths(aarrghh!!!), geography and malay.
the rest of the subjects are really for revision sake.
but still.


sigh.


you see where im getting at!?!??!
i haaate term breaks.
not only do i not get to see my friends,
i..uh, dont get to see my friends!!!!!


how do you know youve got over someone?
when you stop thinking about them.
when you stop gushing about them to your mates.
when you stop blushing whenever you see them.
yea well basically when you stop acting like a total asshole la.


james nan and i were talking:
"ive decided that im moving on.
for real. im happy."
"thats good. and here i thought
all along youve moved on."
"oops.. heh. what about you?"
"what about me.."
"still into him?"
"ohhoho no way ho say.
when i said im moving on,
i mean it."
"oh that's cool then."


and the next day:
"why does he have to be
standing there every morning
looking at socks?"
"is that why you liked him!?"
"dude, no. what makes you think that!?!"
"relax. i was just playing with your words.
why dont you just approach him.."
"hey, i like that.
but im supposed to..uh, get over him?"
"its up to you, really.
but if i were you,
id wait till he leaves for australia."
"ahahhahahhaha..australia."
"yea australia.. you studied lately?"


and we were off talking about other things.
but i kept going back to what he said
about potter guy leaving for australia.


pleeease tell me james nan's just kidding.
id give anything for him to tell me,
"nah i was just fooling.. you know me!"
it drives me crazy sometimes
but i need to hear that!


then again: why should i give a damn?
he can migrate to antarctica for all i care.
say hi to those igloos for me, yo?


wait.. igloos are..
aargh whatever.


anyways.
i hope to get a new guitar by 18 april(:


mom wants to invest my money.
or something like that.
she was telling me about it over dinner just now.
but i just had no clue what she was trying to explain.


then i told her,
"you can do whatever you wanna do
with my money, mom, i know and you know
i trust you and i was thinking
if you could get me a new guitar
asap because."


i could never tell me the reason why because her face changed.


i quickly said:
"i mean, if i could get myself a new guitar..
yea."


she didn't move a single face muscle.


sigh. i got back to the topic of 'my money' as quickly as i changed it.
"okie so you were saying about my money in the bank..?"


i don't care.
im gonna get myself a guitar.
by 18 april.
hrmph.


term 2 starts tomorrow.
im not looking forward
yet i am.


another reason to add to the list:
"term breaks make you not want to return to school.."
no matter how much you miss your friends.


its the teachers, really!!