aha. heyloo! heh. showtiime..

i was approaching the stop at school. dicky and rasheedi were there and suddenly rasheedi exclaimed in my direction, "hurry la dey. we waiting for you, you know!"

........ instant blank look. he couldn't be talking to me. i turned around. hannan was behind. of course. didnt realized he was behind all along. and he didn't even say hi? what, shy!? hurhur.

i went to umeya's house yesterday.. after my amaths test which was.. sigh. hated myself for not practising logarithms enough..

when it comes to advising and 'driving people to succeed', im at it. but i dont even heed my own advice that i gave them!

i waited for meya and nana at meya's busstop.. they were at j8 or something.. and right, i saw this real hot ass guy pushing this whellchair bound lady. he left her at the busstop because he had to go somewhere, i guess. so he left the lady right there..

i stared at the lady (actually at the hot ass guy). the lady stared back. her mouth opened and seemed like she was talking.

i had my dicsman blasting my eardrums so, yea. i could hear nothing. except from the music la, that is. i thought not only the lady was 'immobilized', she was also a little screw loose. i mean, talking to herself and all.

turned out she was calling me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because she started waving her arms really frantically.

so i panicked. i ran to her, asking what's wrong?

if that lady could talked vulgar and in english, she would probably say, "i was trying to get your bloody attention but no! naturally you would rather look at some hot ass guy and not an old lady in need!"

like she said, 'naturally'!!!

she wanted me to help her to her house. that means i had to..push the wheelchair. i was reluctant at first. not that i was this heartless little faggot but really, this was for her own good.

in the supermarket, and im pushing the trolley: the words 'accident-prone' is practically written all over me.

what more a wheelchair!?!?!?

i guess i suck at maneurvering (sp?) things..... when i was little, my dad took me to this miniature car racing...place. ahha yea. my dad and i ended up crying: i hit the curb/kerb for the nth time and ruined the car and my dad had to pay for the damage.

ohwells!! nobody's perfect!!!! back to that unabled lady.

i couldnt just leave that lady there. so i said a prayer and yea, agreed to help. gawd, she was heavy for a small skinny lady, even with a limb lost. okie. i dont mean that in a rude way or anything. er.

she was giving me directions but wasnt really coherent. so she started screaming and people thought i was abusing her!!!!

then my phone rang. umeya!!!

it was so absurb, you know.. there i was, with an unabled lady in wheelchair in a middle of a pathway. and i suddenly stopped and picked up my phone and had a small argument with nana and that lady had to wait for me. gosh!!

lets just thank gawd it wasnt a slope.

when i was done, i apologized to the lady. that was when she decided to say, "its okie. forget it. ill get someone else to help me."

i was so stumped/bumped/schmumped!

but yea. oh well. i tried.

in meya's house, i studied a bit of history while nana did her f&n.. i soo cannot study in a house. i ended up having a little nap session on her sofa in the living room. i woke up when i heard someone opening the locks. ..meya's mommm.

we got home at around 6.30pm..ahhaha. meya: "bye na, bye la. lelaa kecik..so cute!! so small.. ahha. so shorrrt!!!! i wanner eat you up if i could!!" her mom: "tsk!! umairaah, just because you're big......" me: "hey im cool with it. aaahah."

and i am!! alright? peace.

todaayyyy... treated atiqah coke float. and myself mcflurry. hadnt had one for ages. heh. and we talked and reminisced((((: aaaaaaaahha.

i was reminded by that weird, gross dream i had. oh. my. gosh. ahha. sh.

tomorrow's sports day. didn't have that.. feeling. you know? you don't.

i don't wanna go. but i wanna. because it would be th last sports day in peirce for me. hopefully. in fact, im determined to not absent myself this whole year.. wanna live the remaining days i have in this school to the fullest.

yea.

(: ohh its so pretty outside. i wish i have a digi cam!!! you dont see this everyday, you know!! orange sky((((((((: sigh. its just so pretty!!!!!!!! (: His creation..