you just call out my name
and you know wherever i am
ill come runniing to see you again.
winter, spring, summer or fall
all you gotta do it call.
and ill be there, yea yea yea..
you've got a friend.

ironically..i dont feel like ive been much of a friend lately.

mcfly's rendition of that song rocks(: the music video's really touching and sweet. and danny teared! danny, my mann(: aww..

the more i think about the video and those people who are not as fortunate as us, the more i wanna go there and make a difference. somehow. anyhow. i dont care. just donating your cash to their organisations is not enough. i wanna go there and be there for them and sing for them, "youve got a friend".

okie maybe not sing.

lina suggested a way. "be miss universe lar."

....shes got a point but.. *winces* yea.

ive been trying to study and understand bio for the past 21 hours. but nothing, nothing is getting into my head. so i turned to the television and watched kids central(:

lilo and stitch!!! aaaaahh!!ahaha. you know what, maybe..just maybe if i can get my hands on that $11,00 guitar one day, imma call it stitch. call me fickle, but im sure about one thing: I MUST HAVE IT.

i talked to my old reliable gmum that day. i figured that being an elder, shes experienced and smart and might probably just buy me that guitar..

"how can i get hold on $11,00 in a shortest period of time?" i pretended to ask out loud to myself. knowing my gmum, she would definitely respond.

i was right. she did reponded. but not in a way that i had wanted her to.

"are you in debt!?"

hi there. do i look like that kindar person?

"your friend wants money from you?"

as if id ever give them a $11,00..

"drugs!?"

where is she getting such ideas from!?!?!

"you are in debt!"

the television. definitely. gmum's been acting funny ever since Days of Our Lives stopped showing on tv. that soap drama had been on since i was primary3. she hadnt stopped watching it ever since.

i remembered when my aunt jackie from canada came over with hubbie and son, and learnt that her 70-something year old mother in law watched Days of Our Lives, she said exactly these words to me, "your grandmother and i are going to be the best of friends."

did i tell you my exams just started? yesterday was the first paper. and yea. well. sighh.

after the paper, i had emaths remedial with none other than dennis the menace. i had skipped his remedials twice. so i had no intention of skipping it this time.

it was just the four of us; sriee and i, winnie and songzhi (or chongzhe as mrs jeya calls her..she also calls xianyao 'shianyao' and chengxi 'chengzhe' and..lets just say she mixes up all our names.) how pathetic.

it was 2 and i was dying to go home already. then mr goh said he had to go to some meeting and said he would be back at 3. "you all can stay and if you got any questions, ill be at the staff room after 3."

the four of us nodded our heads and mr goh left, blinded by the brightness of the halos on top of our heads.

3 seconds had passed after he left the classroom.. i jumped up, literally, knocking the halo off my head. "im outta here~"

sigh such attitude. its no wonder i always phunk for maths.

ahha.. 'phunk'. thats a new way of saying it.

*squeals* no no no no..dont phunk wimma heaart~ wonder if i take you home. wudchu still be in lurv, behbee.. in lurrv behbee..~~