i hope it works.

sriee and i head for toapayoh library after school to borrow a malay novel or two.. yup yup. we hope this would come in handy for us on this 30th of may.

it was weird, being in the malay section. haha. yup. lost the word.

maybe it's the lack of good malay (non-indonesian)novelists.. and im not including those who write about love. those are plenty.. ew. malay love novels.

no nothing against them. haha. no disrespect but it's just very awkward. i do read love novels..in english. yea because of the gories. hehhehehe. not in detailed, of course because that would be too much. wahahha where am i getting at....

i ended up borrowing two malay books.. well, one of them is an adaptation of a malay movie, which helps alot because i already knew the storyline. i don't have to pretend to understand the story.

i just wanted a good picture of how a malay essay should be like.

the other book is a love story. i think...its got roses in the front cover. when lina got home and saw the book, she was laughing and i was in denial. i didn't remember borrowing it at all.

then i remembered that guy at the library who was in front of me in the queue and how he farted so openly out loud in my face.

haha before that sriee and i had lunch and we made a new friend who looks so like our friend!!!! (: his name is andy and we suspected him and our friend(!!) are distant relatives because they look, walk, speak the same!!

it's a pity he hates us. i think we offended him. somehow. you should have seen his face when i asked him for more chilli.. he was so pissed off, he started throwing chairs and tables.

i mean, really. literally. im not kidding. okie maybe not throw. just rearranging. but he might as well!! you know, get the rage out of his system! he was making so much noise(angry noise, mind you) shoving the chairs. it was impressive, considering he's small built and all.

.......it is a friday(:

we were making our way to macs (for some reason, im blogging backwards..as in the time..haha its fun.) and it was crowded. there we were behind this lady pulling this trolley behind her.

i dont have anything against old ladies and trolleys. i think they're cute. i can see myself doing that when im 70. ..okie or not.

but this lady, she was strolling. and we were in a hurry because we were hungry and hungry girls are angry girls...okie no. when we're hungry, our insanity is at its peak. and we started laughing at the smallest thing..mostly never at the same thing.....

have you ever walk behind a lady with a trolley? let me be more specific: have you ever been so hungry and cold, and having hallucinations of fries and there in front of you, a lady strolling with her trolley as if the space belongs to her?

it's tricky. and it could only get worst..

this salesguy handed her a pamphlet thingie and to our horror, she took it, almost stopped walking and started reading it!! right there in the middle of the pathway.

for a second there, we were just standing behind her and just..whadda.. frozen. we was like, heyloo laaydee!? but we were laughing at the same time..weird.

okie. you cant blame us for being lame. we were hungry and it's a friday. and it's toa payoh. so many things had happened to us here in toa payoh~

so how was school? so we got back our results(: it wasnt as bad as i thought it was. especially after i got my english, which i thought i would do badly because i didn't have time to finish my functional.

but i managed to get a 20 for it. dude. imagine if id completed it!!!! guess i spent too much time on my compo. which wasn't a bad idea because i got a 26 out of 30 for that!! HAH!

i was like telling myself: HAH! i still have it...a writer's touch. okie maybe i never had it. not since old primary school days but it seemed like ive acquired it~

ive got a 26 for my malay compo too. it's upon a 50.

irgggh haaate my malay results!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know i know, who am i to give tips right.. but really. you wanna ace your essay-writing, write about something you feel strongly for. or something that had happened to you, that you've experienced. only then you can write about it, and write it well.

"friendship or the right thing"..the topic for my essay. happened to me quite recently and been bugging me ever since but i couldn't blog about it for apparent reasons. and when i got the chance to write about it in my essay, not only was it easier than making up my own, i also felt so much better after it(:

i was cool with my english results and then everything else went smoothly afterwards. ooh. even the fact that i failed my sciences didn't bring me down. or my amaths because i was expecting it. hah.

my emaths paper 1(set up dennie..) was higher than paper 2(set by mr.hotass ong) and the latter was supposed to be so much managable. turned out there was an error. a big one. a difference of 8 bloody marks.

why do i have the feeling mr goh marked that paper.... hahha. i don't trust him. i demand miss k to get some other reliable maths teacher to re-mark my paper! ceh.

im happy with my geography..(:

hahahh my sciences. hahahha. my chem and bio. HAHAHHAHA. norine and i were on the same boat. we were pretending to be depressed yet it was obvious we couldn't care less. haha.

when norine got her chem she was like, "omg i passed!" when i got mine i was lost for a while. suddenly couldn't think. haha lost. like, "is mine a pass? or a fail? .."

i glanced at norine's. hers was a mark higher. so i assumed i passed too. so we were like congratulating ourselves.

then novi pulled us back to earth: "it's upon a 65......" our marks are 20-ish so obviously we failed la but somehow we weren't convinced..more like in denial.

norine calculated half of 65 on her calculator.. her reaction was cute..while punching in the digits, she said out loud: "65..divided by....2...32.5..waait..round off.. 33. ooh we failed!" but in a tone equivalent to saying, "ahh! i caught that movie yesterday it was worth it!"

and we hit the table in a 'pretend to be disappointed yet it was obvious we couldnt care less' way.

bio was no different. hah. oh well. im just glad mrs jeya is not setting the paper for Os.

i couldn't remember what else happened. just that winnie was a little upset and it was weird because im just so used to see the cheery, crazy, bubbly winnie going, "hey lamer!" to sriee and i..and practically everyone else too.

i know how much she loves food.. so i managed to get some from shihui's mini birthday party and gave some to winnie and it was really nice to see her smile again..

like it was nice to see mom smiled. well she was cranky when she returned from work today.. and my attempt to cheer her up was exhausting. both her and me. then the next minute, she was calling me and beckoning me to come watch the tv because "jeff wang is speaking malay on tv".

then she was happy because she loves this sort of entertainment where people try to speak other foreign languages and make an ass of themselves.. haha. i was happy because she was happy and because she remembers small little bits about me: my craze for jeff wang.

you heard me say this before, imma say it again: its really the small thiiings that mean so much.

..okie syak just creeps me out... she was folding origami in a shape of a heart and showed it to me and i was like, "aww thats so sweet~" then suddenly she got all solemn and said, "its sweet but inside it contains the scariest of truths."

truths.. guess im not the only one who's struggling with them.