hellu. hannan, if you're reading this? congrats. you found my posts. how was the paper for you anyway?

..nerr.....

mt o's. over. ooh. to think i should be celebrating.. have to remind myself: this is merely the beginning. bwahahahahahha.

yea so lets see.. i didn't have enough time to complete my paper 1. but i have a good feeling about my essay. at least the first paragraph of it haha.

you know, god answered my prayers((:

i prayed and prayed that the topic wouldnt have anything to do with deaths, bad influences, or some kid feeling sorry for himself, or anything equally, well..sad. which exactly what most malay topics are basically all about, see. at least those that ive attempted.

lets face it, it's boring. it gets on your nerves. the world's already black as it is. now we have to wriiite a 240-words long essay(in malay!!) about it? come onn..

anyway yea.

so god humoured me and answered my prayers. and guess what the topic for description essay.... describe the time you were in a dilemma. what happened?

i almost cried. thank you god. finally!! something new!! haha!! hm where do i start.

quite honestly i must say my hands were itchy. i couldnt wait to start on my description essay. i have a good feeling about it at the beginning. but towards the end, i wanted to cry because i had no idea how to effing end it.

"15 more minutes."

"oh holy shit. i know time flies but this is just crazyyy!!!!!" ..currently the most common thing id say these days. hear me say it everywhere. even in my sleep.

the thing with me is i hate endings. or maybe because once i start i cannot stop. ..which is pretty much the same as 'i hate endings'.

i ended up pretty much screwed. irgh hate endings.

paper 2 was a little manageable. god answered my my prayers((: once more.

i prayed and prayed that the answers for comprehension would be a little more direct. in other words: bloody make sure the answers are in the passage~

of course i didnt say bloody in my prayers.

i prayed and prayed the words to one of the section where we have to form sentences, would be a little less.. foreign. meaning: preferably words ive come acrossed and aware of its meaning.

ah i was laughing while doing the paper(:

okie not really. but im just making a point. nope, not saying the paper was a breeze. no, not putting high hopes. getting an a1 for malay is not considered a 'hope' because it should come naturally.

..nah. who am i kidding? akmal is not my name. it doesnt work that simple for me. im speaking from experiences. and trust me, i am experienced.

haha. pfft. let just say i learnt my lesson. had a wee confidence in my my malay mid years and my results came out.. sucked. so. yea.

im just glad its overrr.. i dont have to face another malay essay in.. hm. i figure, never.

unless of course i got a b for my results and might do a re-exam but i dont want to think about it now because thats tomorrow's problem only that is if the problem will occur which i hope not but what the hell, i dont want to think about it why am i torturing myself like this!??!?!

qah called me an insensitive bitch but i think shes just confusing me with herself..or herself with me. i dont know im confused either.

hm trying to think of something insensitively bitchy to say here but cant. i dont cut being the insensitive bitch, do i.

i shall leave it to the best and since im at it, happy belated 16th birthday, atiqaaa.