everything is so wrong!! why!

i did a wee bit of compre but i couldnt get my answer the way i wanted it to come out..? and my handwritting..disgusting! i couldnt seem to hold the pen right. my hand hurts instead.

i tried to blog but in the end it didnt seem right.. somethings missssiiiing!!!

whats happening?

i stayed up till 4 am yesterday. meaning this morning. uh. yea. didnt mean to. but caffeine was strong and i had a great companion. hahaha(:

i could keep on but hannan needed his sleep. from fun..to annoying. that was how he was getting as time went by.. no offence. but hes so fucking funny.

its the kind of funny where you gotta put a fucking before it(:

dozed off a little for like 20 minutes before mom woke me up to go to the mosque.

something funny happened in the mosque!!!! hahahahahaha!!!!!! there was like this loooud snore while the uztaz(the Big Guy who gives lectures..haha) was lecturing..

i was like, duude..we dont need that right now. dont want uztaz to start giving us pep talks about immoral conduct. (god knows how ive had my share of pep talks from teachers in school already.)

okie. know what? i figured nobody's interested in lengthy posts so i decided to bring it down a notch. (:

ah this is boring. for all i know i may end up deleting this random, lame and unnecessary post. whichever comes first.

i was supposed to have the house to myself. but lina came back from her camp.

she scared the crap out of me.. knocking on the door around 11pm that like a madwoman.

now shes fast asleep and it feels weird..... i missed her, hell i did. but irghh. couldnt she sleepover a friend's house or something??? i wanna be alonnne!!

wanna be alone and lonely at the same time. not know what to doooo.. because everything i try to do seems silly. seems..wrong.

wrong. look in the mirror and say that. you face goes all wrong. hahhahahahah!

...okie lela.. that. is. so. wrong.

this whole week is gonna be me myself and i. because last 2 weeks of this june "hols" are gonna be packed with lessons..

i shouldnt have open the door just now. hahahahah!!!!

gwen stefani quotes(in her song): "take a chance, you might grow".

just so you know, thats like one of my philosophies i live with. another being "trust your crazy ideas". haha. they kindar work together, see.

ive taken plenty of chances. hell, ive grown, baby.

but some chances.. are pretty much regretting...like this particular effing "CHaNce" i had took effing minutes ago and now i look like A effing Fool..anyway yea.

i keep telling myself that ill pass. haha. thats me. my heart may crush a little and then i fall but i bounce back faster than you could breathe 'madagascar'.

damniwannawatchthatmoviewouldsomebodytreatme?

yea ill pass. a little disappointment cant kill me. trust me, ive been murdered before and it takes so much more than just a stupid little disappointment to even make me cringe.

haha i like how that sounds.